On a regular summer night, a young man decided to end his life. Bringing a gun to the lake in the middle of the forest, he sealed his fate himself. There was nothing and nobody to stop him from committing suicide, an act he carried out swiftly and without hesitation.
Did he die? On the Earth, most certainly. However, he underwent a painful transformation into a pony and was thrown into an unfamiliar, different world he couldn't have possibly known anything about.
But no matter what happens to his physical part, the inside, the mind is what matters the most. It stays with him.
Don't look there, for you might find the deepest and the darkest thoughts and memories that are better left buried.
The new cover art done by JamesA.
Additional tags: Drama.
All sex scenes will be marked with *** at the beginning and end, making them skippable. I'd recommend not skipping them because of their relevance to the story and feels of characters.
SPOILERS IN THE COMMENTS!
This is by no means a simple story about a sad human quickly gaining love and appreciation from ponies and easily fighting his inner demons and then having a perfectly normal life. Such battles are not easily fought, and even less easily won.
The story is dark, depressing and unnerving. It is advised that if you are under the effects of depression or similar mental issue, you should visit a professional doctor and ask for help. If you don't trust them enough, go to a friend or a family member. Or even better, share you thoughts with a loved one.
And remember, your life is always in your own hands.
This is a much darker take on the human-turned-pony stories than what I've written before. Tread carefully and don't be afraid to stop reading if you're not feeling well.
On a more positive note, join the Discord to discuss the story and get to know other people who like my stories!
Support me on Patreon if you'd like!
70 Chapters:
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Prologue: Arrival [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Jan 30th, 2020
3,105
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Chapter 1: Encounter [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
May 26th, 2017
2,012
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Chapter 2: Poison in the Body [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Aug 2nd, 2017
2,003
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Chapter 3: Name [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Apr 17th, 2018
2,896
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Chapter 4: Thoughts [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Jul 13th, 2020
2,113
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Chapter 5: Castle [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
May 12th, 2017
1,876
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Chapter 6: Learning [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Apr 17th, 2018
2,187
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Chapter 7: Outside and Inside [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Jun 18th, 2017
2,136
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Chapter 8: Alone [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Jan 25th, 2018
2,295
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Chapter 9: Apologies [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
May 19th, 2017
2,620
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Chapter 10: Chance [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
May 20th, 2017
2,391
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Chapter 11: First Impressions [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Apr 17th, 2018
1,792
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Chapter 12: Expectations [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Feb 20th, 2018
1,991
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Chapter 13: School [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Feb 20th, 2018
3,517
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Chapter 14: Trouble [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Feb 20th, 2018
2,611
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Chapter 15: Thoughts and Swords [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Feb 20th, 2018
2,629
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Chapter 16: After Training [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Jun 1st, 2017
2,233
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Chapter 17: Sleep [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Jun 4th, 2017
2,601
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Chapter 18: Defense [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Jun 7th, 2017
2,761
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Chapter 19: Aftermath [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Feb 1st, 2018
3,069
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Chapter 20: Weekend [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Feb 1st, 2018
2,319
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Chapter 21: The Treehouse [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Feb 1st, 2018
2,637
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Chapter 22: Cold [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Feb 1st, 2018
1,711
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Chapter 23: Spark [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Jun 29th, 2017
2,231
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Chapter 24: XVR [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Feb 1st, 2018
3,077
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Chapter 25: Thoughts and Talk [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Feb 1st, 2018
3,006
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Chapter 26: Warmth and Steel [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Feb 1st, 2018
2,878
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Chapter 27: Hospital [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Jul 3rd, 2017
2,470
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Chapter 28: Truth or Dare [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Feb 1st, 2018
2,130
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Chapter 29: Can't Hold It Anymore [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Feb 1st, 2018
2,313
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Chapter 30: Consequences and Preparations [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Feb 1st, 2018
2,171
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Chapter 31: The Tournament, Day One [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Feb 2nd, 2018
3,108
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Chapter 32: The Tournament, Night One [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Feb 2nd, 2018
1,514
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Chapter 33: The Tournament, Day Two, Part One [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Dec 8th, 2019
4,024
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Chapter 34: The Tournament, Day Two, Part Two [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Feb 2nd, 2018
2,710
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Chapter 35: The Tournament, Day Two, Part Three [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Feb 2nd, 2018
3,162
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Chapter 36: The Tournament, Night Two [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Feb 6th, 2018
1,599
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Chapter 37: The Tournament, Day Three [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Apr 17th, 2018
2,739
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Chapter 38: After the Tournament [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Feb 2nd, 2018
2,182
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Chapter 39: Means of Defense [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Jul 23rd, 2017
1,782
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Chapter 40: Safety [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Jul 23rd, 2017
1,746
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Chapter 41: Feelings [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Jul 25th, 2017
1,556
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Chapter 42: The Royal Wedding, Preparations [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Jul 26th, 2017
1,782
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Chapter 43: The Royal Wedding, Suspicions [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Jul 27th, 2017
2,385
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Chapter 44: The Royal Wedding, Invasion [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Jul 29th, 2017
3,518
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Chapter 45: Comatose [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Aug 13th, 2018
2,557
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Chapter 46: A Week Later [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Aug 13th, 2018
2,428
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Chapter 47: Reward [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Aug 2nd, 2017
2,948
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Chapter 48: The Mansion [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Aug 2nd, 2017
2,647
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Chapter 49: Relief [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Aug 3rd, 2017
2,266
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Chapter 50: Issues [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Aug 5th, 2017
3,298
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Chapter 51: Words and Actions [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Aug 6th, 2017
2,695
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Chapter 52: Endings and Beginnings [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Aug 7th, 2017
2,329
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Chapter 53: Reconnection [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Aug 9th, 2017
2,677
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Chapter 54: Distance [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Aug 9th, 2017
2,430
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Chapter 55: Learning From the Past [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Feb 8th, 2018
2,595
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Chapter 56: Learning From Mistakes [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Aug 12th, 2017
2,332
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Chapter 57: Problems [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Aug 12th, 2017
2,181
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Chapter 58: Personal Issues [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Aug 22nd, 2017
2,171
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Chapter 59: Back to School [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Aug 15th, 2017
2,137
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Chapter 60: Bond [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Mar 16th, 2018
3,201
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Chapter 61: Memories and Changes [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Aug 20th, 2017
2,284
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Chapter 62: Conflicts [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Aug 22nd, 2017
3,253
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Chapter 63: Friendship [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Aug 23rd, 2017
2,235
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Chapter 64: Fears [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Aug 31st, 2017
2,214
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Chapter 65: Nightmare [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Aug 30th, 2017
2,577
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Chapter 66: Resolving [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Mar 26th, 2018
2,603
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Chapter 67: Through the Eyes of Others [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Feb 7th, 2019
3,457
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Chapter 68: The Deathly Duel [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Mar 7th, 2018
4,155
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Epilogue: Eigengrau [Fimfiction.net] [Cache]
Sep 13th, 2017
1,418