[My conscience Kill writes in the brackets and bolded]

    <  My conscience Joy writes in these and  Italics>

         { I respond in these}  

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I looked in the mirror again and smiled, oh the things I could do today and only today. I was smaller in figure, more curvy even my mane changed! I felt a bit discomfort but I would get used to it.

I exited the bathroom and looked around, the mares were still on the bed sleeping might I add pissed drunk and they were the only ones who knew why I was in a mare's body. Fluttershy was on the floor passed out while AppleJack was on the couch. I kept on walking, where was CrackShot? WHERE WAS SEABREEZE?!

*THUD*

My head hit a body...Wait what? Ho-oly SHIT! CrackShot was being hung by his leg from AppleJack's famous lasso. WHAT THE BUCK HAPPENED LAST NIGHT! Everypony was drunk! CrackShot was hung by a rope upside down and there was a baby dragon in the middle of the room... Wait...DRAGON! Couldn't that thing like.... EAT ME!

It's eyes opened and seemed like it was in a daze I looked quickly around the room to find anything to defend myself. AHA! A guitar maybe I can beat the shit out of it.

[Or maybe you can soothe the beast with your music.....Why is my voice so soft and squeaky]

< Hahahahaha KILL! YOU'RE A MARE!>

[WHAT!!?? WAIT YOU ARE TOO!!]

< WHAT!!??>

{ SHUT THE FUCK UP, WE ARE ALL MARES FOR NOW UNTIL TWILIGHT WAKES UP!}

All our voices were softer and more feminine but we still had our track of thought, thank Celestia, the things I'm gonna do today!

I grabbed the guitar and started to play a random tune, almost automatic like I heard the song from somewhere:

What do dragon's dream of, when they take a little dragon snooze.

Do they dream of mauling bunnies, or SpitFire in her WonderBolt suit.

Don't you worry your pretty spiked head we're gonna get you back to Celestia and your cozy dragon den.

And they we're gonna find our bestfriend Breeze and then we're gonna give him a bestfriend squeeze (hug).

Breeezee Oh Breezie Breeze Breeze--- Breezie Breeze Sea Breeze SeaBreeze Breeze

But if he's caught by Charge's hooves, then we're shit out of luck.

[ Tiger song from the HangOver]

The dragon went back to it's deep slumber on the floor and I escaped the room which smelt horrible, like puke.

First things first, a bath. I trotted over to Ditzy's room, unlocked her door and entered. I walked into the shower to wash myself and the scent of puke.... Ahhh so relaxing, I began to scrub my body and began to think," I'm a mare for at least one day, people are gonna flip out if they find out I'm Graze, I need a new name.... Joy?....Icy....Icy Breeze... No I don't want to be related to SeaBreeze.....Madame Sexifier? AHAHAHAH too slutty.... Icy Wind, yea I liked the sound of that,"

I began to scrub the lower parts of my body until.... Until.....

"WHERE THE FUCK ARE MY NUTS!!!!" I screamed in my filly voice, kind of weird to hear that coming from a filly.

My mind started working, I had to get used to not having my family jewels with me.... I was kind of sad knowing they weren't there......fuck...

*SLAM*

" SHOW YOURSELF!! GET OUT OF MY DORM NOW!! BEFORE I BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF YOU!!" Holy crap it was Ditzy. She began walking towards the shower where the sound of dripping water came from.

Wasn't she like asleep a few moments ago?

I saw a shadow figure holding something... something long .... She patted it on her hooves up and down preparing for combat... *Tap* *Tap* *Tap* Okay it sounded like wood....

Oh Celestia buck me! She had a wooden bat. She walked closer and closer, I prepared for the worst. She swung open the curtains and swung the bat as hard as she can.

I ducked and shouted," DITZY DITZY IT'S ME! GRAZE!"

She looked at me closer, the icy and white coat with wings, the red and white mane," B-But H-HOW!? YOU'RE A MARE!!"

" AHAHAHA THAT'S WHAT I WANNA KNOW!" I chuckled and gave her a flirty expression," So... you wanna join me in my first filly fooler time or what?"

She seemed worried and unwilling at first but then pulled the shower curtains to join her mare friend for a day and the fun began.

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We both walked out the bathroom from showering together.

"Who knew that I was so sensitive! Like right there!" I stated the obvious still amazed by my new filly form," So wanna go for breakfast?"

"Nah I'm kinda tired, I think I'm gonna rest and then talk to the OTHER mares about what happened,"

[ Bueno ]

< Excellent the fun can begin>

"Hmmm okay, well if anyone asks my name is Icy Wind, I will meet you back later 'Kay?" I walked over to her and kissed her surprisingly. She didn't like the whole filly fooler idea, so I planned to make the most fun I could have out of it.

I closed the door behind me allowing Ditzy to rest. My first destination, the cafeteria.

While walking to the cafe downstairs, a few eyes watched my flank, I was still a stallion in my mind but it felt so weird that they were watching my flank-- a guy's flank. Some noticed I wasn't from this school I simply told them I was an exchange student and gave them my name.

I opened the doors to the cafe hungry as hell. Hey look it was Mr. Charge getting some weird goop, yuck looked like oatmeal.

I rushed towards him and began innocently," Heyyyyyyyyyy Mr.--"

" Not gonna work Graze," He cut off and interrupted my whole plan," I know it's you, you're consciences don't change how they or you act, I can see them remember?"

" Wow I really do hate you," I simply said jokingly," So what do you think?"

" I think it's pretty stupid you changed yourself to a mare, how drunk were you?" Okay How did he know I was drunk," I don't need to read your mind to know that you were drunk, shit like this only happens with unicorn magic and a drunk unicorn."

"That's what I said! I don't know how drunk I was but all I know is that I woke up with five mares excluding me."

" Only way to change back is with the unicorn who cast that spell or just wait for it to run out. Seems like you got at least one day."

"Okay, but how do you know all this, you're a pegasi....urhmm bat....OKAY YOU'RE A PEGASI"

He said smiling," When you live as old as me you see some crazy shit in your life and you learn from it. And also drunk magic only lasts a day, it's not concentrated magic."

Just how old was he?

" Since the Everfree Forest was a Shrubbery," he said jokingly.....Was he?

I looked at him and struck a pose," So am I a pretty filly?"

" In simple words, I won't do you," Okay that didn't answer my question," but I'm sure those guys who are sexually talking about you would." He pointed towards the usual trio of Score, Hoops, DumBell and Gilda," I think you should kick their ass but I didn't give you this information." He said to me with a smile, he wasn't a teacher but more like an older friend I could count on," And don't worry I won't tell no one."

"Thanks Mr.Silent," I walked off and looked back," Oh! By the way have you seen Breeze?"

"Oh yea! He's in my class doing over his test."

------------Mr. Charge's Class---------------

"Okay now, if you move from your desk until that timer says 0:00, these history text books on each and every inch of these walls will fire at your position one by one, got that?"

"Mhmm MHHMM!!" SeaBreeze said with tape covering his mouth.

"Good, now I'm gonna get breakfast and you will watch me eat it. Ta-ta for now"

A drip of sweat ran down SeaBreeze's brow not wanting to move an inch. *Gulp*

*DOOR SLAMS*

-----------Back In Cafeteria-----------------

"Okay cool, well tell me how he does okay?"

" No problem Icy, tell me about the fight later." Mr. Silent Charge walked out of the classroom doors and to his classroom.

I walked up the the group of bad intentions," Hey boyyyss~ and griffon,"

"Shhhh! Bro look here she is... Ahem* Hey whats up?" Pathetic just look at them thinking they can get this.

I trotted up to one of them," So I heard you guys were talking about the new mare? Me am I right?" My tail swished by one of them, leaving my scent which was now shampoo'd.

"Uhhmmm...Hahaha yea..." one of them said with a worried looked on their face. It didn't matter who said it, I was going to beat them and that bitch of a griffon who had hurt Ditzy.

[ Let me take over from here, Icy]

"Ahahahaha..." My voice now becoming serious even as a filly it sounded with intent to kill," Well... Stop." The three of them quiet but the griffon opposed.

"Oh YEA! AND WHY SHOULD TH--" I didn't have time for back chat, with a quick motion of my feminine hoof and a little force I grabbed her head and slammed it into the table, her now being unconscious and her beak penetrating the metallic surface so that her head made contact.

I looked at the three of them," So you think it's funny to make fun of mares huh? I DARE ONE OF YOU MOTHER FUCKERS TO ASK ME TO MAKE A SANDWICH!!"

"Make.." There was only enough time for one word from the skinniest of them, I only permitted such. I threw him against the wall where he then rebounded his back facing towards me. My two hooves went around his waist where I used my wings to support the quick action of a Suplex.

WOW! When I tried that as a stallion I was never that flexible.

"So only two left, boohoo, what you gonna do hit a mare? I've seen and heard what you've done. I'm sure you ponies are just assholes so that you can put up with yourselves for having small dicks, probably the one's you inherited from ...your... mother." I slowed down the speech just so they can hear me pronounce those exact words.

" MARE OR STALLION! NO ONE TALKS ABOUT MY MOTHER!" He was furious at me....Good.

[ Now the real fight can begin]

"Wow so what are you possibly going to do?" I teased him.

He rushed into me with a punch aiming at my face. Even as a mare I had my "Pegasus Magic" to create the black tribal flames.

As he rushed me, I flapped my wings as a quick burst of fire came out, scorching him slightly. I didn't want to kill him just make him feel pain....a lot of it .

I grabbed his short mane picking him up with both hooves as I headbutted him. He was still conscious, I wanted him to see what I was going to do to him.

I used my hoof to turn him over as he tried to crawl away. His acquaintance Hoops, ran towards me with a tray swinging it at me. I swept the fat one's legs and bucked him straight into a nearby table, he was still fat I didn't want to go against my feminine nature and kick him out a window or something.

I looked at the crawling body on the floor," Tsk tsk tsk, don't you colts ever learn.'' I picked up the tray and spun it on my hoof. I suddenly stopped it with the other hoof, the tray being in a vertical position now. He looked at me as he crawled away on his back in horror.

I threw the tray up in the air, caught it and threw it like a ninja star between his legs.

" *YELP* AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH," He screamed holding his crotch, I walked over to him and bucked him in the face knocking him out cold.

"Hmmm yea pretty small." I walked out of the cafe, heading back to Ditzy's room.

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*CLOP CLOP CLOP CLOP CLOP*

"Wait...wha?... no...he couldn't be," Ditzy said now awoken and rushing to the source of the noise.

*CLOP CLOP CLOP CLOP CLOP*

" STOP CLOPPI...What are you doing?" She was now confused as I stopped my motions.

"Ahahaha Yea! Who knew that mare's hooves actually did make a louder sound than stallion's" I said with a chuckle.

"But I thought you were..."

"Clopping?" I asked," Oh noooo are you mad? I did that earlier on today."

"That's reallllll nice to hear every morning when you wake up," She said sarcastically.

"Afternoon."

"What?"

"It's Afternoon," I corrected her," The other mares want to have a talk about plans for going out soon but Rainbow Dash is out cold, they said they would tell us why afterwards "

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Ditzy and I arrived in the room where everyone was drunk, now cleaned and freshened up Twilight began explaining our sober thoughts or what had been our drunk ideas.

"So you're a mare..." Crackshot didn't believe his eyes but I nodded," but, but you're hot! AND THAT'S NOT RIGHT! WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS WORLD COMING TOO!"

[Mindfucked]

<Eeeyup>

"Okay now that Graze...urhmmm Icy is a mare, we can finally test this out, whether or not Rainbow Dash is a filly fooler like Lyra and Bon Bon or into stallions," Twilight explained," So tonite we are all going out to Vinyl's gig."

"Okay I get the whole point but why me? I'm with Ditzy."

" I'm interested too, just don't go having sex or kissing her, that's only you and me," Ditzy said out loud with a whip like crack from her tail on my flank making me yelp. She showed pride of me being her coltfriend ...marefriend.... too confusing.

"Alright cool, I accept it, but urhmm when does the spell finish and why is Rainbow Dash still hungover and sleeping?"

"Oh I will cast the spell off you if things go too far and she isn't sleeping we knocked her out cold. Fluttershy's idea," I looked at Fluttershy amazed of what she thought about, wasn't she suppose to be kind and innocent? " And why is Berry Punch still sleeping, you knocked her out too?"

" No..no, she woke up, drank some more and then went back to sleep," Octavia replied.

" Damn, what a party animal," I was amazed at how that mare could drink so much and not die from losing all those brain cells.

"Alright undo the spell and let the games begin," I said with a smile as I laid by Dash's body knocked out cold.

Everyone ran out of the room as Twilight's horn sparkled ( Wow, just wow... that fucking line just urks me I don't know why) and released a magic spell on Rainbow Dash now waking her up as Twilight left the room allowing me to work my magic.

"Huh! What's going on!" she exclaimed.

I pretended now waking and put my hooves around her," We just had the most wonderful night."

"Wow who are you?" she said obviously confused not remembering anything from last night and also dumbstruck with instant love.

"I'm Icy the new exchange student Pinkie threw a Party for and since you don't remember maybe we can head on out tonight to see Vinyl play her new record." I said with a twinkle of my eyes.

"Urh--- YEA THAT WOULD BE AWESOME!" She said suddenly excited.

" Great I will see you at the bar at seven! Byeeeeee I have to freshen up," I said as I got up swaying my flank as I walked seducing her knowing she would watch.

"uh-huh.. yeaaaaaa... I MEAN OF COURSE YES! SEE YOU THEN!!"

I closed the door and met the other fillies and CrackShot outside," Too easy."

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We all trotted over to the bar in a single group getting cat calls from all other stallions that we passed on the streets, all thirteen of us as Vinyl was at the bar from an earlier time setting up her equipment, CrackShot and SeaBreeze.

Could they even hold off a squad if we were confronted? Or show them how to do a Killjoy's job.

I was trotting beside Rainbow Dash as she put her wing around me. I looked back at Ditzy giving a wry expression she simply nodded and shrugged Rainbow Dash's intention off. I knew it was hurting her but why didn't she tell me stop? I could easily stop all this but she knew this was a once in a life time chance and wanted to know as well.

Earlier that day I spent most of my time with Rainbow Dash doing "mare" stuff such as lots and lots of talking. I'M JUST KIDDING. We pulled pranks on people, laughed at some explicit humorous jokes, raced each other and enjoyed the whole day. She was growing onto me and I promised Ditzy that nothing serious would happen with Dash when I changed back into a stallion.

We all arrived at the bar, extremely big enough to hold at least over one hundred fully grown stallions. There were the usual appliances for a bar, Pool tables, Bar loaded with drinks, A stage for our DJ and a karaoke machine. All the mares looked at me. Oh Celestia Fuck me, why must they always wanted to hear me sing, is this a mare thing? Because I don't feel a single boner when I sing.

But at least it was a way to make it up to Ditzy for now.

I flew and talked to the Bar manager about the song while all the other mares took a seat ordering drinks like Pina coladas and other filly drinks. Where was the fucking Red Pony and Vodka?

Oh wait, we got a badass over here! SeaBreeze and CrackShot both ordered my favorite drink. They both chugged it down.... OH SHIT THEY BOTH CHUGGED IT DOWN, THE HIGH AMOUNTS OF ALCOHOL IS GOING TO BURN THEIR--

*Blerghhh* They both vomited as the unforgiving dangerous amounts of alcohol was too much too take. Such light drinkers and they were my friends, Oh how I loved how life is an unforgiving bitch. Even though I'm not a heavy drinker, I could have handled that drink because it was to be drunk slowly.

I shook my head and continued my talk with the Bar Manager. Various agreeable nods came from his head as I told him what I was going to sing.

I flew up to the mic infront of the whole crowd and began," This is a song for a very very special friend of mine." I looked at Ditzy and winked.

I was a girl so I picked something which suited more my voice.

I began the song as I waited for my cue after the rhythm of a guitar:

We were both young when I first saw you.

I close my eyes and the flashback starts:

I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.

I watched Ditzy from the stage her smiling at me.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.

See you make your way through the crowd

And say, "Hello,"

Little did I know...

Rainbow Dash was looking at me with her jaw dropped thinking the song was for her.

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles,

And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet"

And I was crying on the staircase

Begging you, "Please don't go"

And I said...

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.

I'll be waiting; all that's left to do is run.

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,

It's a love story, baby, just say, "Yes".

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.

We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew

So close your eyes... escape this town for a little while.

Oh, oh.

'cause you were Romeo - I was a scarlet letter,

And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet"

But you were everything to me,

I was begging you, "Please don't go"

And I said...

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.

I'll be waiting; all that's left to do is run.

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.

It's a love story, baby, just say, "Yes".

Romeo, save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.

This love is difficult but it's real.

Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.

It's a love story, baby, just say, "Yes".

Oh, oh.

I got tired of waiting

Wondering if you were ever coming around.

My faith in you was fading

When I met you on the outskirts of town.

And I said...

Romeo, save me, I've been feeling so alone.

I keep waiting for you but you never come.

Is this in my head? I don't know what to think.

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said...

Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.

I love you, and that's all I really know.

I talked to your dad ‒ go pick out a white dress

It's a love story, baby, just say, "Yes".

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.

'cause we were both young when I first saw you

The song ended and the crowd went wild. Ditzy cheered the loudest and began flying up to me, joy overtook her only to be disrupted from a dash of rainbow heading to the stage catching me and suddenly kissing me.

I pushed Dash off me as we all surely knew the answer now, with only a few seconds before getting interrupted I shouted," TWILIGHT BREAK THE SPELL!" Dash seemed to not hear my shout and went back on me.

Ditzy left the place crying and rushed home, flying alone, my heart was broken and it was all because of fucking stupid curiosity.

A bright flash enveloped me and Dash saw the colt version of me that she was kissing," WHAT THE BUCK GRAZE!" She was in shock and embarrassed to be kissing a stallion even though it was completely normal yet against her morals.

"OI! WHAT THE FUCK'S WRONG WITH THAT COLT! HE IS A FRICKING CROSS PONY!" A bald headed pony said, yea he had no mane probably had a tough life," OI MEN! YOU KNOW WHAT WE DO TO FREAKS LIKE HIM!"

Okay now I was gonna be thoroughly fucked but I didn't care, the only thing on my mind was Ditzy and only Ditzy. Anything that disturbed my path was now a target and an extra hole to be dug.

"I'm sorry Vinyl," she nodded as she understood playing a good beat to fight too.

The whole crowd of approximately thirty five of the bar got up. I was pissed off to intense legends, Celestia could not calm the storm within me nor could Luna even though she was right there among the others watching as it all took place.

My cutie marks burnt a pain in my hindlegs but only a slight pain which could be easily knocked off.

[ Now this is the part of full transformation of Killjoy]

SeaBreeze and Shot got up, I simply denied there assistance with a hoof. Pegasus Magic a.k.a the black tribal flames had full effect, just like with the Sonic Rainboom, their tail and mane became a Rainbow trail?

I let out my wings and with that both were outlined in a black tribal flame. It wasn't burning me though, Pegasus Magic a hard thing to grasp the meaning of, even magic itself was hard to fully understand.

And with the spread of my wings the crowd rushed me.

I wasn't angry Ditzy left, I wasn't angry at Rainbow Dash, it was worse I was angry at myself for letting this happen.

But I used that anger, I grabbed the nearest pool stick using it as a weapon, the staff and began laying waste to enemies. Flipping the stick and pulling off stunts with it, I knocked out at least ten guys before it broke in half. It was still a weapon.

-25 left-

I used the two kali sticks and spun them gracefully hitting five more beating their heads as I grew close to them.

- 20 left-

The sticks were now broken and useless. I began to grow tired and I had to get to Ditzy fast. One of them rushed me while in thought, I took a blow and returned it hoof smacking him in the face and bucking him.

-19 left-

" Graze stop..." Twilight's voice called out, I looked at her," Ditzy won't want this, go to her, we can handle them by ourselves." Twilight and Luna wrapped pool sticks with magic and drew them as weapons, Applejack, Lyra and Rainbow Dash Loved Bar fights while SeaBreeze and Shot joined them and nodded motioning me off. Pinkie Pie threw me her guitar and gave me an appreciative nod.

I smiled knowing my friends were there for me, I walked towards the door quickly but moved far aside as they slammed revealing a purple and grape cutie marked pony, Berry Punch.

" BARRR FIGHTT!!!" She shouted picking up a chair and threw it exactly at a stallion unicorn's face. I rushed out of their in awe and with a sense of well being they could handle each other.

I trotted off and began my flight when this sudden body flew out the glassed window, Berry Punch through the broken glass shouting," YEAAAAA MOTHER FUCKERRR!!!"

I watched as the body count dropped and suddenly Pinkie Pie, grabbed a bottle cracking it on the side of a table. The bottle now in her hooves she screamed and I quote," AI AI AI AI AI!!!!" as her battle cry.

<[Celestia, I love that mare.]>

I trotted off and flew to the university looking for Ditzy. I rushed to her apartment and knocked on her door furiously.

*KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK* " DITZY I'M SORRY IT'S NOT MY FAULT, THE SONG WAS FOR YOU AND NOT DASH! OPEN PLEASE!"

"Go ...away," I heard sobs and sniffles between her speech.

I pulled off the guitar from my back and said," I made this song for you, I was going to sing it infront the whole crowd for the Minor Mare Mixup but this is way more important."

I didn't have a piano and my voice was finally back to normal so I can sing the male artist tone.

I strummed the guitar and began singing the song only meant for Ditzy:

The stars lean down to kiss you

And I lie awake and miss you

Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

Her ears picked up on the tune and listened.

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly

But I'll miss your arms around me

I'd send a postcard to you, dear

'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue

But it's not the same without you

Because it takes two to whisper quietly

I thought of loneliness if she didn't forgive me and began to cry if I lost her.

The silence isn't so bad

'Til I look at my hands and feel sad

'Cause the spaces between my wings

Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways

Though I haven't slept in two days

'Cause cold nostalgia

Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight

I'll sit on the front porch all night

Waist-deep in thought because

When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink

I'll think of you tonight

I'll think of you tonight

She opened her door.

When violet eyes get brighter

And heavy wings grow lighter

I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew

But I swear I won't forget you

Oh, if my voice could reach

Back through the past

I'd whisper in your ear

Oh darling, I wish you were here

She hugged me and kissed me wrapping her wings, where around me where they had fit so perfectly.

"I'm sorry," I sobbed," It was my fault, I could have stopped, I should have stopped."

"Shhh it's alright, I could have told you to stop... It was wrong of me to say it was okay."

We stood their by her door frame enjoying the sound of silence and the warmth of each other. It felt like an eternity it should have been an eternity but it could only last a few minutes when she dragged me inside.

We both laid on the bed, quietly in each others warmth and embrace, I wiped her tears and kissed her on the cheek.

She had fallen asleep from all the emotional drama and I just laid awake thinking of what happened last night promising never to get myself in a situation that would hurt Ditzy.

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* Knock Knock Knock*

The knocks didn't wake Ditzy thank Celestia, I removed myself from the bed and walked up to the door as it was still quite early.

I opened the door and saw Mr. Silent Charge," Ar-are you okay?"

" Yeah I'm fine, what did you come here to tell me?"

" Sport's Day, I have assigned you, SeaBreeze, Shot and your group of friends five other mares Bon Bon, Lyra, Octavia, Vinyl and Ditzy to my group, each teacher has one and their are about ten different teachers. I didn't want to split you all up."

" And?"

" I will be training you guys to win, conquer and dominate each event."

Well...........Fuck.

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