This is crazy

I don't really remember last night.  I'm so scared right now.

I'm fine.  I seem to be fine.

Daisy and Lily can't know about this.  What would they think?

Is this really real?  It can't be.  Can it?

The blood

I don't know what happened to Lamplight.  I never thought I'd say this, but I really want to see him right now.  He could be hurt.

I need to put my thoughts in order.

Yesterday, the last thing I wrote about was being at the pub.  After that, Lamplight and I went for a walk.  I was hoping maybe it would just be back to my house, but he steered us into the trees.  I wasn't sure what to think.  I think I said something about how we were off the beaten path.  He said that it was that kind of night and smiled.  Dear Celestia, what a creep.  I should never have agreed to the date.  He asked me if I had noticed changes.  What changes?  He seemed disappointed when I said I hadn't.  He started getting closer.  I backed up until I hit a tree.  He told me I didn't need to be afraid.  Stupid.  How else was I supposed to feel?  Even now, I was so scared.  And worse, I can't remember what happened next.  It's

It's like flashes.  Just a little here and there.  The trees, the ground.  Blood.  I don't know

The next thing I remembered I was on my way back home.  It was dark, past midnight.  I'm glad nopony saw me.  When I got into the bathroom at home, I didn't even look at the mirror before getting into the shower.  I'm so glad I didn't.  Seeing the blood going down the drain was horrible enough.

No, what's horrible is that I don't think it was mine.  I can't find any place on my body that's injured.  Well, besides the scabs on the bite on my leg.  I think they got scraped off somehow.

I'm just glad I had the presence of mind to clean the shower.  I'm not telling Daisy and Lily about any of this.

12:30 pm

At lunch, Daisy and Lily asked me if I was sick.  I said yes.  I'll have to either figure out how to act like nothing is wrong or keep playing at ill. Next Chapter: May 1 Estimated time remaining: 32 Minutes