Dear Diary,

Do I side with the devil or the demons?

I woke, but did not open my eyes. It seemed like Luna wanted to tell me something as I woke up. I wondered what it was.

No, my mind answered me. You got it the wrong way around. She did everything she could to not tell you. I didn’t know why, but I felt this was true. What did that mean? As I pondered this question, I started to notice a warm feeling in the nether regions. Twilight had decided to pay me back now?

When I opened my eyes, my mouth fell open as I took in the sight before me. Trixie, bare chested, still with her hat, sat at the end of the bed. Someone had placed me so that my legs were hanging over the edge, giving her access to my member. She was slowly sucking on my head. I hated myself for noticing that she was better at this than Twilight.

The first reaction I gave was to try to pull myself away, but as I did Twilight came up behind me, putting her hands on my shoulders. Her chest, still clothed, pressed against by back. Turning my head to the side, I noted she had a deep blush. “It’s okay. I heard what you said to Trixie. I thought it would be better just to show you that I- that I’d be willing to… try things you want to try too…”

“Trixie kinda likes this,” Trixie made a loud popping sound as she pulled herself off me. I couldn’t see a hint of being ashamed or shy in her face. She nodded to Twilight. “Perhaps you should run down and check on Dash, now that he is awake. We don’t want to leave her alone for too long at a time.”

“Yeah, you’re right,” the purple one seemed relieved to have an excuse for leaving for a while. As she walked out, Trixie began to lick along the length of my shaft.

“TrixieI did not expect it to go this smoothly,” she said as the door to the room closed behind Twilight. Her tongue stopped moving and she instead gently stroked it with her left hand.

“So you weren’t just teasing,” I stated, fighting back a roll of my eyes. Her touch sent shivers up my spine.

“Trixie was merely teasing you, but this,” she gave my member a little poke with her finger. “Turned out to be a nice bonus.”

There was this devious little smile on her lips as she leaned in to start to use her mouth again. Instead of working the head as she had done, she took it a little further every time her head had been back up. Her tongue hugged to my underside, circling at the top, before it went down.

That clever little… I found myself unable to speak for a moment as I appreciated the sentiment she had given me. The pressure was approaching the breaking point. It was getting harder to not buck my hips forward. “You were just hoping to get Twilight into bed.”

Twilight’s footsteps approached the door, making Trixie increase her pace. By the time the princess entered the room, I was making thrust motions uncontrollably. As two became three, Trixie went down with full force. I noted she barely had any gag reflex as I filled up her mouth. She moved herself backwards ever so slightly, to prevent me from shooting right down her throat. Her hat fell off.

“What are-“ Twilight said before she was cut off by Trixie forcing her into a deep kiss. She had pulled off me before the last of my cum came out, leaving some to fall on my skin. The princess’ expression was part confused, part aroused. When the blue one broke the kiss, I saw Twilight swallow. Her blush had grown even darker than it was before. “Oh, wow…”

Yeah, you said it.

“That was fun,” Trixie had found her top. “We should continue this later, when we don’t have to watch over Dash.”

**

“How are you feeling?” Dash was getting dressed. I had volunteered to keep an eye on her while Trixie and Twilight made what they could for breakfast.

“Like shit,” she bluntly retorted. Her eyes were bloodshot and her movements slow, like she hadn’t slept much. Every now and again she stopped what she was doing and stared absentmindedly over my shoulder until she saw I noticed. “Does it get any easier?”

My eyes went to the floor while I shook my head. “No. Not until you break their hold.”

“You’ll help me get through it, won’t you? I hate to ask, but I don’t think I can do this alone.”

Maybe it was just her being tired, but I thought I saw tears in her eyes. Tears she refused to shed. I could only nod in response, despite being fully aware that I had no idea how to help her. I had broken free, yes, but I didn’t even have a clue as to how I had accomplished that.

“It is surreal,” Dash continued, finishing up with her clothes. “I know sh- it isn’t really there, but it feels so real when it touches me. And even when I know I can’t listen to it, its words ring so tempting in my ears.”

“I know what you mean. When Twilight, the Cutie Mark Crusaders and I went to the Diamond Tunnels the first time, the… Changeling… it made me stand still while they tried to take care of Twilight. I had to fight my own body. But this was also when I managed to break free. Maybe it is easier to break it when they have to keep control and you can feel their limits. I really don’t know..”

“So it is going to get worse before it gets better. I so look forward to the future now.”

“Come on,” I said, gesturing for the door. As we passed through and headed over to the kitchen table, I started to feel numb. I still couldn’t remember anything from after I was stabbed, what had happened in the fight. They had told me I killed again. And what were we doing now? Heading for the Crystal Empire was hardly a plan. Maybe it would work, but what was the point? We had barely left the parameters of Ponyville and nearly failed already. It was just dumb luck that had saved us.

“Are you alright? You look pale,” Twilight put a hand on my shoulder as I dumped my body down on one of the chairs. I put my elbows on the table and my head in my hands. “Hey, talk to me, okay?”

“I’m… not feeling well…” I said defensively, glancing at Trixie and Dash. Twilight followed my gaze confused for a moment, before she seemed to get it. She nodded and headed towards the stairs.

“We’ll be back shortly,” she reassured the blue girls. I staggered to my feet after her, moving more slowly than I should or could.

**

“This isn’t about what I did this morning, is it?” Twilight asked nervously as I closed the door to the room I had slept in. I looked at her a moment, not noticing I had my mouth open for a few seconds and then I shook my head. She let out a sigh of relief, though her expression remained worried.

“No, it is just… Ugh,” I groaned. “It’s just stupid. My feeling, that is. It is just that…” I paused, not sure how to phrase it. “Might as well be blunt: what the fuck are we doing? We got no long term plan, no idea what we will find in the Crystal Empire and no real way to defend ourselves.”

“You got your amulet,” she hesitantly stated. “That has to count for something.”

“Yeah, it counted for you losing your magic and a couple of lucky escapes. I just…” I sat down on the bed, burying my head in my hands. “I just don’t know what the hell I’m supposed to do the next time. I can’t… It bothers me to have to rely on luck.”

Twilight took my hand with hers, smiling. “We’ll figure something out. We always do. Once we get to the Empire, Cadence and Shining will know what to do.”

“And if they don’t?”

“I told you: Then we’ll figure something out.”

“Always the hero,” her smile was infectious, making me look away to try to maintain an air of seriousness.

“So are you,” Twilight planted a kiss on my hand and pulled on it.

No, I’m not.

**

“What was that all about?” Dash looked at us as we came down. She and Trixie were seated around the table, eating a salad of some sort. There were two extra wooden bowls on the table.

“Private,” Twilight brushed her off, but giggled. It made me uncomfortable for a reason. Perhaps it was that it sounded like it was something sexual that way. I saw Trixie giggle and give me a jealous glance, while Dash just looked away.

“If you say so, Egghead,” Dash teased back.

“Oh, aren’t you creatures just precious? We should thank you. Had you not pushed us so far, we might never have embraced the power. You have earned a painless death.”

I spun around, looking at each girl in turn. None of them seemed to have spoken, nor had it sounded like any of them. Well, maybe it did sound a little like Twilight. She shot a meaningful look in my direction, to which I nodded. This was the second time something like this had happened. Voices from nowhere or in my head, I would guess. Better than a Changeling hallucination trying to manipulate me, but not much.

“Here, eat up,” Trixie gave me one of the bowls. Twilight got hers from Dash. “Trixie thinks we should move as soon as possible.”

“I agree,” Twilight said between mouthfuls. “It has almost been 36 hours since… well, we should move. I doubt we’ll be safe here for much longer.” She took a step closer to me, lowering her voice. “Keep an extra eye on Dash. Her wound might be wearing her down, no matter how determined she seems.”

Author's Notes:

Hey there, sorry for my prolonged absence. I've been crazy busy With work lately(also Blackrock Mountain), but I'll try to get the NeXT Chapter out in not too long.

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