I have just finished telling Rainbow and Scootaloo that I would be living forever. Rainbow just silently cried to herself while Scootaloo looked truly confused.

“Dad.” I felt my heart freeze up when Scootaloo said that. She finally called me Dad. The joy didn't last long though as her next question hits me hard. “Is mom going to live forever too?”

{10 years after Scootaloo’s death.}

I sit up from my bed in a cold sweat. I cover my face with my palms as I cry out into the night. The door to my room comes flying open as I am taken into an embrace.

“Shh. It’s alright, I am here for you.” I hear Celestia trying to calm me. “It was just a dream.”

I bury my head into her chest. “It wasn't a dream. It was a memory.” I was stuttering. “I thought you said it would get better with time?”

She just lies next to me and holds me close. I can feel how much pain she is in just by feeling how I feel. “I-I am sorry.”

I couldn't do much more then allow her to hold me as I drifted once more into my dreams.

{Wonderbolts}

“Hope you two enjoy yourselves!” Rainbow waves to me and Fluttershy as she and Scootaloo go off to the arena.

I look to Fluttershy. “Let's get going. I have always been wondering how many animals there are here.”

She looks up to me with a sad smile. “H-how are you doing?”

I let out a sigh. Since the news has gotten around that I wouldn't die. Everyone has been saying how sorry they are and asking if there was anything they can do to help. Honestly, there wasn't anything anyone could do to help me.

“Can we just, act normal?” I practically plead to her.

“Alright.”

We continued to the zoo in silence. Once we got there we walked around and seen the animals. There were a lot that I have never seen or even heard of before. Even if I wanted to have fun I couldn't help but keep thinking about my long life. All the things I didn't want to lose, I would lose with time. I chuckle to myself as I think of how much of a double edged sword this decision was.

Time has passed by and soon all animals were seen. Fluttershy looked happy while I probably faked the same emotion. I didn't want her to feel down when we shared this gift. I could tell by the sun that Rainbow and Scootaloo would soon be meeting us.

“May I ask you something?” Fluttershy suddenly speaks.

“You may.” I reply.

“Do you care enough to not lie to me?” She looks to me with some anger.

“Why would I lie to you?” I say trying to avoid the subject.

“I-I know that you’re hiding your feelings right now. I may not be marked but I can see it.”

I let out a sigh. “Fluttershy. There is nothing that can be done or said. I will live forever. I will see you, your friends, Rainbow and even my daughter die. That is the reality I live.” I state with no emotion. “I would rather just ignore it till I can't anymore.”

That was all that needed to be said as she goes completely quiet. Lucky for me I spot Rainbow coming towards us with Scootaloo on her back. The two of them sporting giant grins. As soon as they touch down Scootaloo jumps off Rainbow’s back and into my arms.

“That was so awesome!” She calls out. “You should have seen it! F-First Spitfire did this thing with loops on fire.. T-then Sorin came around and..”

I chuckle at her. “Calm down Scootaloo, I can barely understand what you’re saying.”

“Thanks so much for this dad!” She finally blurts out.

It still makes me feel so good when she calls me that. “No problem Scoots. Remember to thank your aunt Pinkie as well when we get back.”

“Of course!” She calls out as she jumps out of my arms and starts trying to reenact scenes from the show.

Rainbow then trots up to me. “You think she loved it?” She asks with a grin.

“Oh, yeah.. I think that's something we can safely assume.”

“Well I think we left my dad waiting long enough. Let's go see him.” Rainbow tells me.

“Alright.” I turn back to Fluttershy. “See you later.”

That was all I said as I walked off with Rainbow.

“Was the zoo not that good? She doesn't look too happy?” Rainbow whispers to me while Scootaloo is still pretending while we walk.

“It was great.” I admit. “Then it quickly stopped being great.”

“What happened?” She asks.

“Just like everyone else Dash.”

She understood what I meant by that. She knew I hated the thought of my long life. It wasn't worth the time to think about it. I would rather spend my limited time thinking of Rainbow and Scootaloo then this life I have.

{25 years after Scootaloo’s death}

“Anon?”

I snap back to reality as I look across the table at Celestia. She has her worried look and her emotions weren't doing any better.

“I’m sorry. What did you ask?” I look to her confused.

“I asked how you are doing today?”

I let out a sigh. “It’s just another day Tia.”

After our marking, Celestia has allowed me to call her Tia. We have been getting closer than a “mother” and “son” should but I honestly need her in my life. I don't think I could stand being away from her for too long. She is one of the only mares I have around that can truly relate to me. Even more so thanks to the marking. Though in the many years after Rainbow’s death I have never looked to another mare with lingering eyes. She was my true love and even though Celestia and I have been getting closer, I can't think of trying more with her.

“Have you talked to Luna?” She asks.

“Not much.” I admit.

“You know she misses you.” Tia says.

“I miss me too.” I say with a chuckle

{Meeting Rainbow’s father}

Rainbow, Scootaloo and I stood before a cloud mansion. Rainbow doesn't even hesitate as she walks past the cloud gate and into the home. Scootaloo and I skeptically follow after her. Once we are inside do we see a well furnished place that truly was an architectural masterpiece.

Rainbow looks to both Scootaloo and I with a chuckle as our mouths are agape. “My dad built this himself.” She then goes into the living room and takes a seat. “Hey dad you here?!” She yells as we take our seats next to her.

“Rainbow?” We hear someone call from deep within the home.

“Yeah! We finally got here!”

“Alright. I will be down in just a minute.”

We three wait patiently for her father. It didn't take long for him to make his grand appearance. I have to say that I felt my mouth fall open when I saw him. He looked -just- like Rainbow, but, a male Rainbow. I mean the mane and tail looked the same. Even his coat color was the same. I guess I know where she got her looks from.

“My, my, what do we have here?” He says aloud as he walks over to inspect me.

“Dad, this is my coltfriend, Anon. Anon, this is my dad.” Rainbow says with a smile.

“Pleasure to meet you sir.” I say holding my hand out.

He takes my hand as we give a firm shake. “Pleasures all mine.” He says with a smile as well. He kneels a little as he looks to Scootaloo. “And who might this cute little filly be?”

I can see Scootaloo get a little embarrassed as she tries to hide away. Rainbow chuckles a little.

“Dad, this is my daughter Scootaloo. Scootaloo this is your grandfather.”

I see Rainbow Dash’s father cringe at that. “Honey, please don't use that word. I feel old enough as it is.” He says with a chuckle as he cracks a few segments of his spin.

I elbow Scootaloo gently. “Say hi.”

She looks up to him. “Hi.” Then goes back to hiding.

“Oh ain't she just the sweetest.” Rainbows dad says.

I ruffle her mane some. “Yeah she is sir.”

He looks at me with a serious expression. “Cut the sir stuff. Like I said, makes me feel old. Call me Prism Bolt. Bolt for short would be just fine.”

“Alright Bolt.” I say confirming.

He moves away and takes a seat across from us. “So how is my daughter faring these days?” He asks with a smile.

“Great! Since the squirt has arrived we been having a blast!” She pull out the ticket stub and hands it to Bolt. “We just got back from a wonderbolts show.”

He chuckle a little, looking as if a memory took him someplace far away. “Yes, I remember that day I took you to see them for the first time too.” He then looks up to Rainbow. “Still as excited as ever I see?”

“You bet!” She says with a giggle.

“So how did you like it?” He looks to Scootaloo.

“It was awesome! I never seen pegasi fly like that before. Well, except mom.” She says looking to Rainbow.

“She was always interested in those stunts as a young filly. How about you? Do you think you want to be a wonderbolt one day?”

Scootaloo looks to her wings then sadly shakes her head. “I don't think I can. I can't even fly that well.” She buzzes her little wings.

Bolt chuckle at her. “Don't be silly, Of course you can fly.” He says trying to cheer her up. “I use to know this guy with wings tinier than yours. Pony was giant and yet he still flew with the best of them.”

“Really?” She looks up to him with hope.

“Of course. With hard work and determination, there is nothing you can't achieve.”

I see a smile form on Rainbow face as she elbows Scoots to get her attention. “If you want we can spend some time after school teaching you some flying techniques. Won't be easy but I am sure you are tough enough.”

Scootaloo looks like she is on top of a cloud right now.. Literally.

“How about you two practice right now? You know I still got the flying shoot set up in the back.” Bolt says with a grin.

“Alright!” Rainbow quickly drags Scootaloo to the back.

I was going to get up and follow when a hoof pressed me back. “Hold on there slim.” Bolt says with a serious expression. “You and me got some words to share.”

I get comfortable as he does the same.

“Alright.” I say waiting for him.

“I love my daughter, I wouldn't want to see anything bad happen to her. You understand, right?”

I nod. “Of course. I wouldn't want anything to happen to her either.”

“She can be hard headed sometimes, gets it from her mother. Celestia rest her soul. I gotta admit I don't know what you are and if you being with my daughter is right.” he then pauses. “But I will admit that I haven't seen her this happy in a long time, maybe even more so then I last remember.” He then leans forward and smiles at me. “That makes you alright in my book.”

“Glad to hear it.” I say with a sigh.

I then see him shift a little nervously. “S-she told me about your life, about how you will be here for a very long time.”

I felt my smile drop. “Yeah.”

He gets up and takes a seat next to me. “Now listen here. I ain't going to lie to you. I ain't going to say that life is going to be filled with rainbows and lollipops.” I see his eyes glisten a bit. “W-when I lost my wife.. By Celestia was it painful. Even now when I think about her I can't help but feel a pain so great inside of me.” He then looks me in the eyes. “But you listen here. When I see my daughter's face, I know I did right. I know that sulking ain't gonna help or make me feel better.”

He then taps my chest. “You remember them in there. You keep that close to you. When it hurts, you know it was because they meant something.” He then shakes his head. “I know that your life is going to be more painful. I can't even imagine losing my Rainbow.” He then pulls me close. “You gotta be strong though. Even now I know my darling wife is somewhere in that blue sky looking down on me and happy that I don't let the memories of her bring me down.” He then pulls back. “Doesn't mean I don't love her any less, it means I respect her enough to move on.”

“Have you moved on?” I ask.

He chuckles a little. “I have a little trouble with that one.” He pats my back. “You’re a good egg. I can tell. Years from now I will be dead and I just hope some of my words help guide you. That's the least I can do for somepony that is making my daughter happy.”

“Thanks Bolt.” I say with a genuine smile.

{57 years after Scootaloo’s death.}

I just sit and cry over Rainbow’s and Scootaloo’s grave. It has been so many years past and yet I still feel like I lost them yesterday. The days and months seem to blend together into a nightmare I cannot wake from! It didn't take long for Celestia to find me in the Canterlot gardens where she buried my family, friends and elements of harmony.

She drapes her wings over me as she has done for countless decades.

“Why did you do this to me?” I ask with my head resting on the headstone of Rainbow.

“I-I didn't want you to die! It was the only way.. I-I am sorry!” She pleads to me.

“There had to be another way.. Y-you moved my soul. Why couldn't you just put it all into Rainbow or something?” I try to find something to hate her for, a flaw. All these years and I have still found nothing.

“I-I told you how Alicorn markings work, Anon.” She says with some tears falling.

I chuckle helplessly. “Please tell me again. I tend to forget things.”

She sniffs back her tears. “Alicorns can control who they mark, unlike ponies. Because we exchange our entire soul, who we are, with another. We are not manipulating the soul of our partners. We simply come to an agreement to live. I could only move your soul and my own to become one. I cannot take the soul of another that declines. I cannot move the souls of others that are marked. I cannot give you part of my soul to make you mortal. The alicorn marking is more powerful than myself.”

“If you can't move the souls of marked beings then why did you move mine?” I ask.

“You are not a pony Anon. Your marking works on a different level. You were able to break it into pieces just by being those you cared for. If I was able to simply give you your soul without mixing my own, which I cannot, you would have been in the same situation as before. Lying helplessly on a bed till your death.”

“You said it’s an agreement of life. Is that why you lied to me?” I ask remembering the talk we had.

She flinches a little at that. “I-I am sorry I was not as forwards as I would have liked. I just feared you would have been too shocked to answer, losing the limited time you had. I am truly sorry.” She bows her head in shame.

I can't believe I am doing this to her. It has been many decades and yet I still treat her like this. She truly did do this to keep me alive. I could feel that there was no other way to save me. Even though I know all of this it’s still hard to bare. I turn around and take her into an embrace. Burying my face into her chest as she wraps me tighter in her wings.

“I am sorry I keep putting you through this.” I say, matting her coat with my tears.

She shushes me as she leans in. “No, you have nothing to be sorry for. I know, I have lived this life longer than you. There have been many dark days of which I wanted to blame someone. Even though I knew there was no one to blame. I was so alone for so long, even with my sister. Then, when she left.. It got worse.” She lays her head on top of my own. “It hurt so much. The quietness.. I have no idea how it sounded so loud.”

She then uses her wings to lift my face to look at her. “Many years later and I met Twilight. She was such a smart pony. Cutest thing too. I was proud to have her by my side as I taught her everything she needed to know about magic.” She let out a sigh. “Then it was time for her to leave. I knew it was and I let her go. The loneliness was even worse, but I knew it was for the better.”

She then chuckles a little. “More years past and I had my sister by my side again. Things were better but still felt very lonely.” She then locked eyes with me again. “Then imagine my surprise when my own sister comes home to tell me of a strange creature she met. She spoke highly of you and how interesting you were. So I decided to see you for myself.”

She looks me up and down. “What a mighty interesting being you were indeed. Standing tall enough to face me and yet you treated me like any other mare. Sure you were nervous but once that was gone did you speak to me freely. Nopony has done that with me in many, many centuries. Even Twilight continued to call me princess till her dying day.”

She sees my face flash pain and quickly uses her wings to bring me to face her again. “They loved you. All of them did. They have and always will. I know that it hurts, oh do I know how much it hurts.” She leans in and give me a kiss on the lips. A very loving and intimate kiss. She pulls back with a sad smile. “Just know that I am always here for you.”

Though she tried to hide it I could feel that she was developing stronger feelings for me. How could she not? We are marked, every feeling we have is shared on an unimaginable level. Though she knows I still have not moved on yet. It has been a long time since I saw her as my mother. She is simply a mare in my eyes now, but she knows it’s more than that as well.

“I love you Tia.” I say looking into her eyes. “I am sorry you have to put up with me.”

She shakes her head. “It’s alright.” She sniffs a little. “I love you too.”

{2 months after Anon’s immortality.}

“Pinkie?” I call out into the shop that oddly seemed vacant.

“In the kitchen!” Pinkie call to me.

It has been very rough for me since Celestia made an announcement of my long life. Though the girls don't say anything, I can still see the look in their eyes. The pity and sadness. Rainbow and Scootaloo have taken to the idea a lot better than everyone else. I walk into the kitchen and spot Pinkie’s head in the oven. Soon her head comes out with a large cake between her teeth.

“Need help?” I ask with a grin. She nods her head gently. I grab some mits and take the cake from her as I set in onto a nearby counter. “So what did you need to see me for Pinkie?”

I see her shift uncomfortably. “I know you told us not to bring it up anymore but.. I am sorry to hear about your life Anon.”

I let out a sigh. “Pinkie there is no reason for you to be sorry.”

“Yes there is!” She screams. “The princess told us that we all became marked to you.. It, It is our faults. That's why we can't help but feel sorry, we blame ourselves.”

“Don't. I didn't know I was marking you and neither did you. No one is to blame here.” I say but think to myself that I can blame Celestia.

“Anon. I-I love you.” She says looking up to me with tears.

“I know you do. I know Fluttershy does, Luna and Twilight. All of you do, there is nothing I can do.” I say with finality.

“Please Anon, j-just one little measly date. I just want to get to know you in a different way.”

I let out a small grunt. “Fine.”

“Really?” I give a nod. “Yes!”

“Well I better be going. Need to tell Twilight and Fluttershy they get a date too.” I say aggravated.

“Why?” She looks to me shocked.

“You think I will give you a date, then hear Twilight complain about how I didn't give her one? I know Fluttershy won't complain but she will probably feel bad.”

“What about Luna?” Pinkie asks.

I let out a sigh. “She has been deliberately ignoring me. I guess this alicorn marking business was pretty huge to her. She didn't know that was the solution and asked her sister why she couldn't do it. Celestia explained it but Luna didn't care as she locked herself into her room. That was the last I heard from her.”

“I-I am sorry to hear that.” She says looking shocked.

“Don't be. So, when will this date be?” I ask.

“A few days?”

“Alright then. See you then Pinkie.” I say waving as I left the kitchen.

{Pinkie’s grave}

I just look at Pinkie’s grave. All decked out with confetti, streamers, lollipops and so many other things. She told me before she died that she wanted her death to be a celebration and not a time of mourning. Just for her I threw one of the biggest parties Canterlot has ever seen. Only Rainbow, Twilight and the cutie mark crusaders were left to enjoy it. I just tear up as I look at the grave.

“You remember that date we went on?” I chuckle a little. “Man I have to admit that it was fun.”

{Anon’s date with Pinkie.}

Even though I knew I didn't have feelings for Pinkie, I still felt nervous as hell.

“How do I look?” I ask Rainbow.

“Like I said a million times already. You look fine.” She then elbows me. “Think you’re gonna get lucky? Is that why you’re so nervous.”

“Ugh. I don't want to hear that mom!” I hear Scootaloo shout from the living room.

I groan. “No I don't think I am getting “Lucky”.” I then look over at Scootaloo. “You know eavesdropping is bad.”

“How am I eavesdropping when you two are only a few feet away?” She retorts.

“Damn, you’re getting smarter by the day. Twilight can suck on that!” I say with some victory.

Scootaloo chuckles at that.

“Anyways.” Rainbow cuts in. “You need to calm down big guy. Everything is going to be fine.”

“You’re right.” I chuckle. “You’re right, I am acting silly.” I adjust my tie one more. “Just going on a date with Pinkie Pie.”

I then look down to Rainbow as she shares a nervous look with Scootaloo. “Alright, maybe you were right to be nervous.” She admits.

I let out an even louder groan. After I had finally convinced myself that it was just me, Rainbow had to go and say something like that. It was too late though as I hear knocking on the door. I steel myself over as I walk up to it and see who was there. To no surprise, it’s Pinkie or at least I think it is Pinkie.

“Ready?” She asks me.

“Pinkie?” I ask confused at the weird pink mare in front of me.

“Y-Yes?” She questions nervously.

The mare that stood before me couldn't be Pinkie. She has a long and straight mane. Pulled back into a ponytail. She was wearing makeup too and a low fitting dress.

“Wow.. Pinkie, you look great.” I say with a smile.

“T-Thanks.” She says. “W-we should go, don't want to be late!” She states with her usual enthusiasm.

I wave goodbye to Rainbow and Scootaloo as I set after Pinkie. “So where are we going?” I ask with a smile.

“The fair!” She explains.

“The fair?” I think over as to what she means, then I remember a fair about something being set up for a limited time near ponyville. “Pinkie you can't really take a date to a fair?”

“Why not?” She asks.

“W-well..” I pause and think. “Alright I guess there aren't any rules -against- taking someone to a fair.”

“Great! Let's go have some fun!”

“So what do you want to do first?” Pinkie asks looking from booth to booth.

“I am not sure. What do you want to do?” I ask.

“I know, lets play some games.. How about we try this!”

Pinkie drags me over to a booth that has some milk bottles stacked on top of each other and a few baseballs laying around.

“I don't know Pinkie. Where I come from those bottles are usually rigged. Glued together and to the stand so they don't fall.”

“Don't be silly!” She says as she gives the pony a bit and throws a ball right at the bottle.. For it to hit them and bounce off.

“Tough luck kid.” The guy says with a sleazy grin.

“Hey you cheated!” Pinkie calls out.

“I think you just aren't that good.” The pony says back.

I pull Pinkie back to me. “Give me a bit.”

“No! Didn't you ju-”

I put my fingers onto her lips. “I know a trick.”

She smiles at me as I walk up to the pony and toss him a quarter. He hands the balls over as I pull back and toss the ball with all my strength.. Hitting the pony directly in the face.

“Oh my gosh are you alright?!” Pinkie yells as she helps the dazed pony up.

I help him up too as I look at his now swollen eye.

“Sorry about that buddy.” I say with a grin. I then pull out my gold pouch and show him all my bits. “I am sure to get it right next time. I mean what are the chances of that happening again?” I look to him as I chuckle.

He immediately tosses the biggest stuffed alligator that he had at me. “Get out of here!” He yells just before leaving to probably ice his eye.

“Did you do that on purpose?” Pinkie asks in some shock.

“Yeah I did.” I then smile a little. “It felt good actually. After getting that terrible news about my life, it felt good to finally do something.. To feel in control for once.”

I then hand her the alligator. “Here. I am pretty sure Gummy would like a friend.”

She takes the stuffed animal from me. She looks skeptical for a second but soon goes back to her usual smile.

“I am sure he will love this!”

{A few hours later.}

Pinkie and I spent our time playing a few more games that weren't rigged to lose. We also hit up the concession stands to fill ourselves with food that would cause a heart attack. She was having a blast and I have to admit that I was enjoying this time as well.

“It’s getting kinda late Pinkie.” I admit as I feel myself becoming tired.

“Oh can we please ride the ferris wheel!” She looks to me with hope.

I smile down at her. “Sure thing Pinkie.”

We got onto the ferris wheel and soon it did its thing. It didn't take too long until we were at the top when it stopped. It was actually rather beautiful to see the landscape from this height. The moon casted a strong light onto the surrounding hills giving it a cool glow. I then look over and spot Pinkie leaning against me.

“It’s beautiful isn't it?” She asks from her spot.

I look back towards the hills. “Yeah it is.”

“I had a fun time Anon. I know you only love Rainbow, but thank you for giving me a date.” She says snuggling close to me.

I gently stroke her mane as we share this moment. “I will never forget this Pinkie, ever.”

{At Pinkie’s grave}

I never did forget that day Pinkie. The fun we had will remain with me forever. You were my first friend when I arrived and I am truly happy because of that. I get up off my knees as I continue on my reminiscent journey. Taking a seat next to Twilight’s Grave.

“I wasn't forgetting you either.” I chuckle. “Our date was simple, practical and well enjoyed.”

{Twilight’s date}

I knock on the library door. “Are you ready Twilight?” I call out.

“No! J-just forget I even asked! I-I am not ready for this!”

I let out a sigh. “Twilight it’s just a picnic!”

“It’s more than that! It’s a date. I have no books about dating!”

I facepalm when she said that. “Twilight how do you think the first ever ponies dated? By reading a book? No, they simply went out and had fun. Now let's go!”

“Never!”

“Spike!” I call aloud. “I know you can hear me. Get Twilight out of there!”

“Sorry dude.” Is all that came to my ears.

I then get an idea.. A terrible and evil idea.

“Twilight, you know I am marked to Celestia now right!”

“Who doesn't know that!” She calls back. “Oh I haven't even thought how she would see this as!”

“Well don't worry about that. Because she can feel the stress you are putting on me right now! I don't think she would be too happy!”

I hear many things crashing down as she scrambled to the door. It soon opens to reveal Twilight with a disheveled mane and tail, dripping sweat and a crazy look in her eyes. Maybe that wasn't the best idea.

“Let's go!” She says dragging me with magic.

“Here we are!” She says as she stands atop a small hill. She was holding me the entire time as she sets everything up.

“Twilight.”

“Yes?” she looks to me while I float upside down.

“Put me down please.” I say not amused.

“Oh! Sorry.” She says with a blush as she sets me gently onto the blanket.

“Thank you.” I say.

“No problem.”

I get comfortable as she places a few more plates of food out. I simple just look up at the sun that was slowly starting to drift towards the horizon.

“Everything is ready. So how are you feeling?” She looks to me nervous.

“Twilight, calm down. Yes it’s true Celestia can feel my feelings. It's not true that she would be upset at you because you were nervous.” I then place my hand on her shoulder. “So just relax Twilight.”

She lets out a sigh. “I am sorry Anon. I am such a nervous wreck. I thought everything was prepared but I then remembered I never been on a date before. So I tried to research dating and found nothing in my library.” I chuckle at her. “It's not funny!”

“Come on Twilight, you have to admit it's a little funny.” I say between chuckles.

She relents and joins me in my chuckling as well.

“So what do we do on a date?” She asks.

“We just talk. Enjoy each other company.” I state.

“We already do that though?” She looks confused.

I nod my head. “That we do, but this is different. We can talk about more personal things. Stuff we wouldn't normally talk about.”

“Like?”

“Well, family, what we would do in the future. Stuff like that.” I say absent mindedly.

“So we can talk or ask anything personal?” She scoots a little closer.

“Sure, as long as it isn't something too inappropriate.”

She then look around nervously. “D-Do you hate Celestia, you know, for what she did?”

I let out a sigh. I expected a question about my immortality, that one was a rather personal one though.

“Yes. Even though I know she was right I still can't stop these feelings.” I then chuckle sadly. “Can't even hide them from her either.”

“So how can you even face her?” Twilight continues.

I lean back onto the blanket. “Guess you have to be marked to understand. There is no way to truly hate her when I can feel how much she loves me, how much she cares. It's just not possible.”

“D-Does she love me?” Twilight asks.

“Of course she does. I mean she definitely cares about what happens to you. Every Time you see her I can feel the love.” I look to her with a raised eyebrow. “Why do you ask?”

“S-Sometimes it doesn't seem like she cares much.”

“Believe me Twilight, she does.” I assure here.

“Well, let's eat.” Twilight says looking completely calm.

“Sure thing.”

Twilight and I finished our meals long ago and simply held each other as we watch the sun set.

“Ever since I saw the Princess raise the sun during the summer sun celebration I have been in love with its movement. How is rises, how it sets. The glow it casts across the land. It truly is amazing.”

I chuckle at that. “It sure is. Pony princess moves sun.. Never would have seen that coming.” I say rubbing the back of my neck.

“How does it move on your planet again?”

“Gravity. Would take too long to explain, plus this is a date. Why talk about stuff like that?”

I see her blush at that.

“This isn't really a date. Just a social outing between good friends.”

I can't help but bust up when she says that. “Twilight. Only you would call a date that.”

She blushes even more.

“I-I had a great time Anon.” She admits.

“I am glad Twilight.”

She lets out a sad sigh though. “It’s not going to work though, is it?”

I shake my head. “Sorry Twilight. I like you, hell I even love you.. Just not in that way.”

She gives me a sad smile. “Rainbow doesn't know how lucky she is.”

I pull Twilight close. “She does know.” I then look at the sunset as it finally hits the horizon. “The date is almost over Twilight. Is there anything you want before the night comes?”

The way I look into her eyes was my way of telling her to go for it. That for tonight I would grant that simple wish she was looking for. She doesn't hesitate as we lock lips together.

{Twilight’s grave}

I hope that kiss was everything you hoped it would be. I say with a sad smile. Another sigh escapes me as I stand once more and approach Fluttershy’s grave.

“You really did surprise me Fluttershy. I gotta say, I am proud of you.”

{Asking fluttershy for a date}

I stood outside of the door to Fluttershy’s cottage. I had already gone out with Pinkie and Twilight. Fluttershy was the last on the list, seeing as she would probably be the most difficult to get outside and do something. I knock on the door. I didn't need to wait long either as she opened the door to me. She still looks rather nervous since our disagreement in cloudsdale.

“Hey Fluttershy.”

“Hey Anon, what brings you here?” She asks.

“Well I been giving some mares dates and though maybe you would like one?” I ask.

I see a small smile on her lips but it soon clears away. “No thank you.” She says clearly.

“Excuse me?” I was truly shocked.

“I said no thank you.” She repeats.

Well this was unexpected. “Care to explain why?”

“I know by now that it would only be a pity date. No point if there is nothing I can gain.” Did that really leave her mouth?

“When did you learn to be so assertive?” I ask with a smile.

I see her instantly become shy. “Oh! Well I met with a minotaur earlier today at his seminar. He was teaching ponies how to be more assertive!”

I pat her back gently. “Good for you Fluttershy. I honestly can't say how proud I am of what you just did right now.”

I see her blush some more. “Oh, thank you.”

I turn around to leave but suddenly get an idea. “You know, do you need any help with the animals? No date or anything. I just want to hang out with you more. I know we don't really talk as much as I would like.”

She gives a nod as I see her eyes glisten a little. “That would be lovely.”

{Fluttershy’s grave}

You turning me down. You! I still can't believe it. I am truly proud of you Fluttershy and I hope you are resting easy. I stand to Applejack’s and Rarity’s graves.

“You two were the greatest things to happen to me.” I look over to Applejack. “The sister I never had and loved.” I then look to Rarity. “The fashionista that was always generous to my plight.” I lift up the shirt I was wearing. “Look at that.” I point at the tri-diamond logo. “After all these years your clothing is still one of the top in the design world.”

I pull an apple out of my pocket and set it on top of Applejack’s grave. “They don't make them as sweet as you use to. Your company is still going strong but.. I can taste the difference, maybe that’s just me.” I hold back my tears some as I walk away with just a few words to part with them. “I miss you all.”

{Years after Anon’s immortality}

“Dad! Dad!” I hear Scootaloo screaming at the top of her lungs as the door comes bursting open.

I get to my feet alarmed. “What, what is it!?”

“I got my cutie mark!” She says showing me her flank.

My worry turns to joy as I see her Cutie mark. It looks like one of her scooter wheels on fire.

“You got your cutie mark!” I yell out as she jumps into my arms. She wasn't near as big as Rainbow yet but she definitely grew. I set her on the couch. “How did you get it?” I ask wanting to know.

“I was riding my scooter as always. When suddenly this guy gets in my way. So I quickly avoid him, only to go off a ramp that had ten ponies under it!”

“No way.” I say with mock surprise.

“Yeah! T-then when I landed, everypony was cheering me on. Thinking it was a trick.. I felt so good that, well, I got this!”

I take her into an embrace again. “What did I tell you! All it takes is time.”

She then gets as stiff as a board. “What will the others think?” She asks.

I look to quickly crush this fear. “They will be happy for you. That’s what friends are for.”

She smiles at me. “Thanks dad.”

I let her go. “No problem. Now go and tell your friends, then high tail it back here to tell your mother.”

“Alright!” She says, jumping on top of her scoots as she rockets out the door.

I run out the door yelling. “What did I say about taking off while in the house!”

She chuckles at me as she speeds away. “Sorry dad!”

I just shake my head with a grin as I close the door. As soon as the door closes do I fall down to the ground with tears of joy. “They do grow up fast don't they?” I question aloud.

I sat in my room as I look to Scootaloo’s old scooter. Everything in my room brings memories of them. I just lie on my bed as I cast brief glances at everything. I was about to relive another memory when my door came flying open. I see Celestia walk over to the bed and plop down exhausted.

“Tired?” I ask. She just mumbles something. “Alright, let's go.” I say as I move my hands under her arms and gently drag her further onto the bed. Gently throwing the blanket over her.

“Thank you.” She mumbles half asleep. “Are you feeling any better?” She tries to stay awake.

“No more than usual.” I admit.

I hear her start to cry to herself. I can feel her heart breaking at my pain.

“I am so sorry.” She whispers over and over until she finally can't stay awake any longer.

I cuddle up behind her as I wrap her into my arms.

“Stop saying that.” I whisper into her ear. “You have nothing to be sorry for.”

{Love lost}

I try my best to hold back my tears as I look to her. It felt like it was only yesterday when we first met. I can't help but relive the last few hours as they play in my mind over and over again. I would have never thought that this would happen. I tried my best to ignore the ultimate fate of my love, but this was no longer something I could ignore.

I look to Rainbow Dash as she slowly drawing breaths. I had made sure to make her as comfortable as possible in her time of need. Scootaloo wasn't here and I thank god that she wasn't. I don't think I could ever face her at this current time. Slowly Rainbow stirs awake, once she lays eyes on me she smiles brightly.

“Hey big guy.” She says in a weak voice.

I scoot closer to her as I run my hand threw her now grey mane. “Hey Dashie.”

“S-So what did the doctor say?” She says with some fear.

I try to hold back my tears as I continue to smile at her. “T-They said any minute now.” I felt my voice break halfway through.

“Hey now, it's going to be alright.” I can hear she is full of fear.

I take her hoof into my grasp. “Dash, please don't do this to me, I don't know what to do without you!” I squeeze her hoof a little.

I see some tears falls from her eyes. “Don't worry big guy, you’re going to do just fine.” She says trying to stay composed. “You gotta stay strong for Scootaloo, alright?”

I slowly feel the magic hold from her hoof grow weaker. I suddenly panic as my full attention goes to her. “Rainbow, please, please don't do this to me!” I plead to her.

I see her eyes slowly start to close. “Everyone has to die sometime big guy.”

I stand up as I loom over her. “Please don't say that! Please, just, just stay with me! I-I will do anything! Just don't leave me alone!” I clench my eyes shut as my tears fall upon her as I beg.

I suddenly snap my eyes open when I feel something against my cheek. I see that she is crying now as she holds my cheek in her hoof. “I love you.” She says as her hoof slowly falls from my cheek.

I look down to her as she clearly lost all of her rainbow mane, her face slightly wrinkled. She is still as beautiful as the day we met. I quickly meet her into a final kiss as a last show of my love to her. I pull back as I can't help but shed some tears. “I love you too.” I reply as she just smiles at me.

Slowly the heart beat on the monitor slows as her eyes finally fall closed. With one final exhale I hear the long tone of the monitor as it lets out it's swan song. I just look to her body in shock.

I can't help but let my tears fall. “No, no please, wake up.. Please.” No matter how hard I try she wouldn't wake up. I just clench my first as I scream out in agony.

I held tight to one of Rainbows feathers as they wheeled her away. I just feel like I am in a daze right now, as if the entire world is mute to me. Everyone has to die she said, except me.

“Daddy!”

I quickly snap out of my thought as I look down the hall. There I see Scootaloo and her friends close by her side. They are all full grown mares now. Those three have remained close friends even after they all became famous ponies. Applebloom has taken over the family farm but has expanded it into a full blown operation now. A true business mare. Sweetie Belle has become a very beautiful mare, though her talent was singing, I wouldn't doubt if she could model as well.

The other two hang back as Scoots rushes over to me, looking down to the feather and then to my expression. “M-Mom?” She looks to me questioning.

I sniff a little. “Baby, she is, she is with her friends now.” I say feeling my insides turning to bile.

I can't help but press my face to my open palms as I continue to weep. It was then at that moment I felt something. I look up to find Scootaloo is holding me. Tears streaming down her face as she looks to the ceiling..

“I-I will never leave you alone dad.” She says with a strong conviction.

I can't help but pull her close as I just hold her tight. I lost Grace a few years before but Rainbow was there to help me threw it all, it was the same with her friends as well. Now that Rainbow was gone, it’s just the straw that broke the camel's back for me. I shake my head knowing all too well that in time I too would see my daughter's death as well.

Why can't I just die with all my friends? My loved ones? Why can't I just rest in peace!? I am brought back to the present as I let go of Scootaloo.

“You don't need to promise something like that Scoots. You are a growing mare after all, you will want to be free eventually.” I say trying to act normal.

She looks to me with tears in her eyes. “I will never leave you Daddy, Never.”

I can't help but smile at her as I stick Rainbows feather into her now long flowing purple mane.

“Your mother would be proud Scoots.”

{Anon’s room}

“Wake up!”

I open my eyes slowly as I see Celestia shedding tears over me as she shakes me violently..

“Are you alright?” I ask feeling my face drenched in sweat.

She starts choking up. “You had the dream again didn't you?”

I let out a sigh. “Yeah.” She falls onto me in sobs. She can't help it, the feelings between us is too raw to ignore. Before she can even speak I call her out. “Don't you dare say it.”

She looks to me. “B-But I am-”

I lean up and mash lips with her. I didn't care what she wanted to say. It wasn't her fault. I know that now, I have always known that. She leans into me much more as she fights tongues in a frantic display of passion. Soon she breaks off from me.

“I am sorry.” She finally says. I was going to say something but she shakes her head. “I am sorry for saying I am sorry. For blaming myself.”

I give her a single nod. “Good to know.”

She leans in and brings me to another kiss before pulling back. “How do you feel?”

I let out another sigh. “You know how I feel. Still like shit. I-I just need a sign or something! I-I can't move on until I get something significant.” I then look to her. “What about you and Luna? How has that been going?”

She smiles at that and feels a little happy. “Her and I came to an understanding. You are marked to me and are free to court me if you wish.” I see her blush massively when that left her mouth. “You are also still free to date another if you wish.” She says with a smile.

I had no problem with the idea of being with Celestia. Enough time has past that we now see each other as partners. Would be kinda weird if we were family, but that is besides the point. What I don't like is the idea of possibly a herd again. I didn't like it when I was with Rainbow, I don't like it now. I shake my head. Why am I even thinking this? I am still not ready.

Celestia feels my inner turmoil and quickly leans into kiss me. “I know you aren't ready yet. I am just letting you know how we both feel.”

“You are fine with that?” I ask confused.

“I am.” I can feel she it without a doubt fine with it.

“Definitely gave a guy a lot to think about.” I say with a fake smile.

“I have to finish some things.” Celestia gets up and walks over to the door, just before leaving does she turn to me. “Don't make us wait too long.” She says with a smile.

I can't help but genuinely laugh at that. She could literally wait till the end of time if she had to.

“Alright. See you later Tia.” I say as she takes her leave.

{135 years after Scootaloo’s death}

“So how have you three been?” I say to Rainbow, Scoots and Grace. “I am sorry if it's been awhile, You know me, I lose track of time easily.” I kneel down to the three gravestones as I wipe of some of the dust off. I look over to the other five. “You girls been doing good too?” I then look to Grace’s, I couldn't help but get a smirk on my face. “Even in death you’re still making those jokes it seems.” I let out a sigh as I gently set a single rose onto all the graves. “I know I say this everytime, but I hope you’re all happy.”

I sniff some of the tears back, no matter how much time passes, how many ponies start to forget, I never will. They will always be in my heart, till the end of time. After I started spending some more time talking to them about my day to day stuff did I start to feel a little better about their passing, I still wasn't looking to pursue anything with Celestia or Luna yet but I was at least not keeping Celestia up at night with my nightmares.

I now walk about town not really looking for anything in particular. It’s funny how everything changes around me and yet I am simply myself. The ponies have grown to accept me, just like one of their immortal princesses, they knew I too would remain with them through their lifetime and beyond. It may have been comforting to them but it was taking its toll on me. We humans were never meant to live this long, mentally at least.

This walk has brought me to a place I was rather familiar with. It was simply called “Trixie and Anon’s Magic shop.”

{Great and powerful meeting.}

Celestia had brought me to Canterlot a few years after I became immortal so we could discuss my place in the world. She offered to adopt me as her son and make me a prince, but I didn't like that idea at all. I just decided to take the position of “Adviser” so that I could at least have an important title. I guess the ponies in Canterlot will act nicer to me if I have a title. Since I was going to be here awhile, it was a title I decided to accept. After the paperwork Celestia decided it would be best if I toured her city some. I have never gotten that great of a look when I was here last time. So I took her up on the offer and went exploring on my own.

Off in the distance I spot a large gathering of ponies. Since I am taller it honestly wasn't that hard for me to see some kind of show was being performed from afar. The closer I got the better view I was getting. It looked like a small stage was set up in the center of the city. On stage was a almost cyan blue mare with a hat and cape. I have no idea what she is doing but it must be good.

“Attention Canterlot! Prepare to be amazed by the great and powerful Trixie!” With that said a miniature light show was set off behind her for a brief second.

Was this a magic show! I love magic shows. Then again magic is day to day with these ponies. Does it still hold the same entertainment value to them?

“Watch in awe as the great and powerful Trixie performs the greatest feats ever seen by pony eyes!” Again and mini light show goes off as she takes her place on one side of the stage.

She stood on her hind legs and started to wave her forehooves in front of her. In a flash a bouquet of flowers appear before her as they land in her hooves. The crowd didn't seem impressed. I guess in a magic world, magicians aren't really that good.

The crowd started to disperse. “Wait!” The mare called out to them. they didn't seem to care in the least.

I felt bad for this mare. She was just trying to make a living it seems. I always loved magic. I knew a few tricks here and there. Maybe..

“Excuse me!” All the ponies turn to me, they look at me in awe.

I walk through the crowd and stand next to the stage.

“What are you doing?!” The show mare says.

“Just, follow my lead.” I say as I clear my throat. “I will show you all magic that has only been seen by my species! Please, gather around!” Slowly the crowd comes back to me as I turn to the mare on stage. “Do you have a deck of cards?” She gave a nod and a freshly sealed deck appears before me. Perfect. I point to a mare in the crowd. “You ms!”

She looked around and points to herself. “Me?”

“Yes, you. Please step forward.” She does as I say as I show her the deck. “This is a fresh deck correct?” She gives a nod. I unwrap it and fan the cards out in my hand and show the suits. “All cards are there, yes?” Again she nods. I show the crowd so they too can see. I then lean down to the mare. “Please if you will, pick any card.”

Everyone was gathered shoulder to shoulder as the mare picked a card, even the show mare was watching me closely. Once the mare picked her random card I turn around. “If you would please show everyone the card. I will not look.” She does as I say as I turn back around. I split the deck. “Please place your card here.” She does as she is told as I shuffle the deck thoroughly.

Once I was done shuffling I start to smirk a little. I always loved this part. I pick the card on the top of the deck. “Is this your card?” She looks at it and shakes her head. Now it's time to act. “Are you sure?” She nods her head. “Well.” I then pick another card that I know isn't right, making sure to keep the deck low and out of sight.. “Is this your card?”

She shakes her head again. The entire crowd let out a sigh and look to leave. I then turn to the show mare. “These card are clearly defective!” She looks to me in shock with my accusation. I turn back to the other mare. “I am sorry. I didn't get your name.”

“Gold Dust” she says.

I take a knee and only take a brief look at her cutie mark. “I am sorry this hasn't turned out well Golddust.” I stand back up and ‘accidently’ drop the deck of cards before her. All of them landing face up. The entire crowd gasps. I turn back around. “Is something the matter?”

Gold Dust was speechless. “Th-They are all my card!”

I look down to see that all the card were the seven of diamonds. I kneel once more and look into Gold Dust's eyes.

“Actually these aren't your cards.” I say with smoothness.

She looks at me confused.

I move my hand to her ear, flick my wrist and pull back to reveal one last card.

I show her the face of it saying. “This is your card.”

She was about to pass out as she stumbled. “H-how?”

Everyone in the crowd gathered closer to see the card. I stand up and show them all that it was the seven of diamonds but with a crude drawing of her cutie mark on it. Everyone in the crowd was muttering amongst themselves now. Even the show mare on stage looked baffled. Though she snapped out of it and threw a bucket in front of me.

“If you enjoyed this little show then please pay.” She says with some niceness to her voice, though it still sounded like a command.

The crowd now started to toss bit after bit into the bucket until it was full to the brim. With that done they all left after saying how much they enjoyed the magic I did. I look back to see the show mare with a smile on her face as she looked to the bucket of bits.

“-That- is magic.” I say with a smug grin.

“How did you do that?” She magicked away the bucket and took a few steps towards me. “Trixie has never seen magic like that. You did it all without a horn.”

I chuckle a little. “It's a little human magic. We call it sleight of hand.”

“Sleight of hand?” she mimics.

I give a nod. “We humans found out that the hand is faster than the eye. Also being a magician is more of an act then a trick. You try to draw the crowds attention elsewhere while you make switches and changes.” I then look at her. “But you already knew that didn't you?” She smiled at me, she knew exactly what I was talking about. “I didn't make all those cards the same suit, but you did. Very sneaky and it sold the entire thing.”

“Trixie knows a good trick when she sees one.” I gave her a nod. “I would like to know more of this human magic.” She gave me a heart stopping puppy eyes I have ever seen.

“Alright I will show you.” With that said she showed me to the back of her stage.

I spent hours showing her some tricks I knew personally and also how to manipulate the crowd. I told her that most of her tricks should be done with her hooves seeing as using actual magic kinda makes it redundant. It was a little hard for her at first but soon she got the hang of it.

“It's ‘in your face’ magic that people really love. When it happens so close it really messes with their heads.” I say with a smile.

“Trixie appreciates this. Usually no one helps Trixie.” She says the last part with a slight whimper.

“Well, maybe tone done the whole great and powerful stuff. People like to see magic done by seemingly average people. It makes them feel like that maybe they too can learn magic as well. Again, it's all a act that plays into the big picture.”

She gives a nod. “Thank you Anon. Tri- I really appreciate it.”

That was the first time I heard her say ‘I’ instead of her own name. “It was my pleasure Trixie.” I then lean in close. “Just keep these tricks to yourself alright, magicians code and all.”

She chuckles at that. “No worries anon.” She then leans up and plants a kiss on my cheek briefly. She pulls back with a blush. “Thanks again.”

I give a her a nod as I stand up. “Well I gotta go. It’s getting late and Celestia is probably waiting for me.”

Trixie does a double take. “Y-you know the princess?!” I give a nod. She falls to a bow. “Oh Trixie is sorry to have wasted your time!”

“Trixie, please. I am not royalty or anything. Please, don't apologies.” She looks up to me as I kneel once more. “It was really fun.”

She cheers up a little as I now take my leave. Before I left she tried to offer me half of the bits she made off my performance but I told her to hold onto them. She said she owed me one and I told her it was fine by me. I took off towards the castle.

{In front of Trixie & Anon’s magic.}

I guess I inspired her to make more magic tricks anyone could do. It was a huge success too, ponies of all types flooded the store to learn some illusions without the need of magic. Truly a fruitful business. Though she kept her word and kept the magic tricks I taught her a secret. Never telling anyone how I managed to do them. She truly was a magician to admire. Though we only met briefly, she was truly thankful for everything I did for her. I guess she did say she owed me and this was her way of paying me back.

I let out a sad sigh as I decide to stop my walk and go back to my room. It didn't take long to get back as I fall onto my bed as I look to the ceiling. The days started to blend into week and the weeks blended into months. Soon the years pass as if they were but minutes on a scale. It’s how it works when you cannot die, you soon find time is an illusion.

Civilisations build and crumble before your eyes. This was how it would be for me. I will need a thousand more lifetimes before I could even think of my family without crying. I look over to the clock and see it was already morning. Another sleepless night it seems and only felt like a few minutes time. I let out a sigh as I go to the throne room to see Tia. It was always nice to talk to her. The only mare on this planet that truly understands me.

“How are you feeling today?” She asks in that sweet worrying tone as always.

“Just another day.” I give my usual answer.

She lets out a sigh. “Alright then. Do you want to help me out with court today?” She asks with hope.

I chuckle a little. “Sure.”

Court was easily done with as always. It was something Celestia and I did together a lot. She didn't want to be bored by herself so she opted into bringing me along with her so we could be bored together. It still was nice to be close to her and see what she does for her kingdom.

“Well that’s enough for the day.” She says.

“Yeah, I guess I am going to get some fresh air.” I lean in and give her a kiss.

“Be careful.” She says as we break apart.

Usually every day I would sit in the gardens and watch the sunset with my friends. It was a ritual I guess you can say. Slowly the sun dips over the horizon as the night slowly takes the world over. It was still one of the few things I can cherish in this life.

“How are you Anon?”

I look over to see Luna.

“Another day.” I say.

“I-” She stops as she looks over to the graves. “I know this might be too soon but.” She pauses again. “W-Would you like to go out for dinner sometime?”

Luna and I haven't really spoke much for awhile, so this was honestly a bit of a surprise to me.

“Are you, asking me out?” I ask shocked. “I mean where have you been this whole time?” I say getting a little angry. “You haven't really cared to see me in so long. I can't even count the years since I last saw you!”

“I-It wasn't that I didn't care!” She defends. “I just wanted you to have space! T-To not worry about me trying to nab you from your..” She looks to Rainbows grave and stops talking. “I-I am sorry, forget I even asked.” She says turning away from me.

I was going to ignore her and let her be on her way. It was then in that moment I felt something. It was a tugging in my heart. It, it felt like. I look to Rainbow’s grave with wide eyes. I knew this feeling anywhere. It was small, it was brief but I know I felt it! It was Rainbows heart, she, she was disappointed. I look to Luna as she slowly walks away, head hanging. I then look back to her grave. It was a emotion, it was happiness.

She, she wants me to move on? I look over to Luna once more as I then feel acceptance take me over. I cast one more glance to her grave. I take a knee as I set my hand on top of it.

“I will always love you.” I whisper to her. I feel the love burn into my heart before fading away. I stand back up as I look to Luna. This was the sign I have been asking for. “Luna, wait!”

She stops as she looks back to me, her eyes glistening in the moonlight.

“S-so... What time is good for you?”

Author's Notes:

For those of you who were around for the original version, you know this story was continued but I consider that non-canon. So this is where the stories ends.

Thank you all and I hope you enjoyed taking a look at how I started on this site. Three years... It's been awhile.