Forgotten
Chapter 16
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Things have actually been going very well since the adoption. Scootaloo has never been happier it seems and hasn't stopped smiling since she woke up the next morning in her own bed. Everyday Rainbow and I walk her to school and then let her play with her friends when she gets off from school. I had to sit down and have a little chat with Apple Bloom and Sweetie Belle to assure them I wasn't leaving, I also had to tell Sweetie Belle that it was rude of her to eavesdrop like that in the first place..
She told me how sorry she was and proceeded to hug my leg for a very uncomfortable amount of time, add the fact I was sitting down when she did this made it even worse. I let her have that though because while she does have an attraction to me, she does take to heart what I tell her, as long it isn't about her not liking me. Lucky for me the only damage control I had to do was with Applejack, she understood quickly that her sister and her friends tend to blow things out of proportion.
As far as what has been happening with Grace? Well, we have actually have been getting closer as the days went by. We went on a few more dates, even some with Rainbow Dash there as well. I think we have really grown close to each other but oddly enough I don't think we’re growing in a romantic way. I think honestly we are probably just going to be really close friends. She shares her feelings with me and I can do that same. I would do anything for her but I don't think we see a relationship together. But we both understood this quickly and have a stronger friendship because of it. I still treat her as a friend and a mare, as she seems to really like the attention I give her.
I haven't seen Luna in my dreams or have talked to her in a while actually. That honestly makes me feel a little worried about her. The last we spoke to each other was that day I was talking to Celestia about the adoption. At the time she seemed alright but I can only imagine what she must be feeling right now. I should probably send a letter to Celestia asking if she is alright. Life has actually been rather busy for me as of late.
Celestia on the other hand has been rather involved in my life. Sending letters every few days to ask Twilight how I was fairing. I appreciate that she cares enough to send a letter and even more that she cares how I am doing. I have visited her a few times as she wanted to chat with me some and we both have grown close as well. I know we are too embarrassed to admit it, but I see her as my mother and she see’s me as her son. I wouldn't have it any other way.
Twilight has actually gotten back to her old self it seems. She invites me back to her library to chat more about human things and to also do small experiments. It has actually been great to see she is taking everything so well. She was actually beyond happy when I brought Scootaloo over so we could answer some of her questions. They were a little personal and about what it was like to have a pony daughter and such but we both answered the best we could. To be honest Scootaloo hasn't quite got to the point of calling me her father or Rainbow her mother. It's understandable, we still love her all the same.
Work has actually been going well and thanks to Rarity’s word on how great I am. I have gotten a few customers from up in Canterlot visiting the spa. I admit that I have been getting large tips thanks to her and I it was because of that, that I ended up surprising her with a roll of some rather fancy fabric that Lotus told me about. Lotus and Aloe use to live in Canterlot, but they didn't like the city life. Anyways, that’s what I got her and she was beyond happy to receive it.
Rainbow Dash is still the best girlfriend I could ever ask for. The marking thing is still kinda weird but all in all you get use to it after awhile. I honestly haven't seen Fluttershy around much either. Though she gave me a great recommendation in that adoption letter she sent, I have still not seen her visit me yet. I know she too has feelings for me but I can't really see myself with another mare other than Rainbow.
Applejack has been the greatest thing in my life next to Rainbow and Scootaloo. I think after we got everything squared away about our relationship did it do wonders for our future. When I am not hanging out with Grace I often head over to the farm to either chat it up with her family or even help around a bit. Though I do see a certain twinkle in her eye at times, Applejack has stayed true to her word and has remained the family I no longer had. I appreciate everyday I spend with her.
Pinkie Pie on the other hand has been going on as if nothing has happened between us. I am not sure if she is just putting on a front to make me feel better but ever since the adoption she hasn't been forward to me about anything romantic. It's as if she was never interested in the first place. As I promised her though, today would be the big party for Scootaloo about being adopted. I had to put it off another week because I forgot about the paperwork Celestia had to send me.. That was a very dark time of my life.
Anyways, that's why my family is currently all getting ready while I wait downstairs for them.
“Are you two done yet?!” I call already dressed for the occasion.
“Just a minute!” Rainbow calls back.
While they were both busy I pat the left side on my jacket's pocket to feel if my gifts were still there. These were the gifts for Rainbow and Fluttershy that Pinkie helped me get. It has been delayed too long and I think that today would be the best time to actually give it to them. What Pinkie doesn't know is that I actually opened the envelopes to see what she actually got them.
After taking some confetti to the face. I surprisingly found that Rainbow got 2 tickets to the wonderbolts show, something that I know she really enjoys, first row too. Fluttershy got 2 tickets to some zoo I have never heard of it, but Pinkie does seem to know her stuff. Surprisingly they were both happening at the same location, Cloudsdale. I didn't see any time or date so I assume they’re open ended tickets. I questioned how Pinkie even managed to get something like these but I knew that it was simply just, Pinkie.
I wanted everything to play out well at the party so I can surprised both Rainbow and Fluttershy. I just have to get everything going my way and it will be perfect. I had a perfect plan for who was getting what and I know it was going to be one of the best nights ever, after the night Scootaloo came home of course. I hear the soft patter of hooves from upstairs as I see my two loves descend from the stairs.
“You two look perfect.” I say smiling at Rainbow and Scootaloo.
They were wearing some manner of dress but nothing too fancy. They had combed their manes some and were looking very presentable.
“I can't believe I have to look like this.” Scootaloo says under her breath with a blush.
“I think we look totally awesome!” Rainbow does a quick pose. “Can't join the wonderbolts squirt if you don't got the looks.”
“I think you two do in fact, look awesome.” I say trying to make Scootaloo feel better.
“Thank you.” Scoots says with a smile.
Rainbow quickly brushes past me and opens the door. “What’re you waiting for? Let’s party!”
The party has been going well. All the girls are here and so are the rest of the cutie mark crusaders. We were all in sugarcube corner and as always Pinkie had set out the best of the best sweets you could think of. Everyone was having a blast as I just sit and enjoy the view. I was never really a active partier, I kinda just like hanging back and enjoying the joy that others have.
“Come on big guy and have some fun!” Rainbow takes a seat next to me.
“I am having fun Rainbow.” I point over to see Scootaloo who was sporting a large smile as she talks to the other crusaders. “That right there is all I need to see to have a blast.”
She leans against me. “Why are you so sappy?” She asks lovingly.
“I already told you. You make me feel sappy Dashie.” I give her a quick peck on the head.
“Pinkie sure knows how to throw these parties.” Rainbow says idly.
I then feel the envelopes in my pocket. “She knows some others things too.”
“What do you mean?” Rainbow asks looking me. I guess she can feel my excitement. I pull out the envelope that was colored cyan. “What's this?” She asks taking it from me.
“A gift.” Is all I say as she eyes the envelope some.
She opens it and pulls out the two tickets. In that moment I see her eyes go wide as her wings spread fully in air. Her jaw drops as she seems to shake a little.
“Y-You got-t me tick-kets to the w-wonderbolts!” She asks.
“Pinkie Helped.” I say with a grin. “It was to thank you for the house.” I then point to the seats section on the ticket. “First row too.”
“I-I can't believe this!” She practically shouts over the music. Lucky for us no one seemed to notice though. “I get to go to see the wonderbolts with my coltfriend!”
“Woah!” I say stopping her train of thought. “I actually had another idea.”
She looks to me and then too the tickets. “What other idea?”
I move a little closer to her as I put my arm around her and bring her close.
“Remember how you told me that your father took you to see the wonderbolts when you were a kid?” She nods to me at that memory. I then look over to Scootaloo. “Maybe she would love to see the wonderbolts with her mother?”
Rainbow looks to me, then to Scoots then back to the tickets. I can see her eyes start to water a little as she pulls the tickets close to her chest and sheds a few tears. I pull her to my chest as I comfort her a little. She soon recovers and leans a little away from me.
“I really hate it when you get sappy like that.” She says smiling at me.
“You know you love me.” I say with a grin.
“Yeah, I do.” She says leaning to me for another kiss. After we break apart does she take a deep breath. “I agree big guy, I think that is a great idea.” She then looks to me concerned. “But what’re you going to be doing the entire time?”
I smile again having already thought of the answer. I pull out another envelope. “This is my thanks to Fluttershy. It's some zoo in Cloudsdale. We haven't really been hanging out much lately, so I hope she will enjoy this.”
“Let me see!” Rainbow snags the envelop and carefully opens it. When she sees the name does she gasp slightly. “Wow, Anon.. This is like the best zoo in all of Equestria. Well, if you don't count the princess’ garden. How could you possibly afford these but -also- the wonderbolts seats?!”
I shrug. “It was Pinkie. I gave her the bits and she delivered.”
Rainbow handed Fluttershy’s gift back. “I-I gotta go thank her for this.” She says before getting back up and trotting off to find Pinkie.
I think this is a good time actually to find Fluttershy so I can give her, her gift as well. I got up and move my way thru the ponies as I look for the girls. They usually like to circle around each other and chat about various things. I see that Rainbow has taken Pinkie from the group and was probably giving her thanks. I see that Fluttershy was kinda tucked into the back of the corner not really talking much, or at all.
I walked up to her while the girls continued their conversations.
“I haven't seen you in awhile.” I say as I approach her.
She jumped a little as I broke her out of her trance. “Oh, well, I just been busy is all.” She says looking from me towards the party.
I take a seat next to her and notice she started to scoot a little away from me. “Is something the matter?”
“I..” I see her shaking a little bit. “I...I’m-m.. In.. h-heat.” She stays starting to look a little sweaty.
As she said that I immediately stood up. “Oh I am sorry. I-I guess I shouldn't be too close.” I didn't want her to feel uncomfortable because I was near.
“I-It's-s f-f-fine.. I a-am alm-most out-t of th-the cycle.” She forces out of her mouth.
“I will leave you be for now Fluttershy, I don't want you to be in pain because I am around.”
I tried to walk away but I feel her grasp my hand.
“Y-you r-remember when you s-said I could as-sk you for a-anyth-thing?” She looks to me desperately.
“Uh, yeah?” I say not really liking the look she is giving me.
“Angel h-has been taking care o-of the animals while I-I have been away.” She closes her eyes and takes a few deep breaths. “I need you to just check and see if he is d-doing a good job.” She finally forces out.
“That’s it?” I ask almost expecting her to have asked me to ravish her. She just nods slowly. “Alright, I can do that.”
“T-thank you.” Is all she says as she continues her breathing.
“I will see you later Fluttershy.” I ask just before taking me leave.
I thought these mares were synchronized? Might have to ask Rainbow about that later. I look back to Fluttershy one last time to see she has her eyes on me, panting, holding one of her hooves firmly as if she was to let go she would come after me. I decided this was probably the best time to get the hell out of dodge. Rainbow was pouring herself a cup of punch as I stood by her side.
I pull her close so only she could hear me. “I gotta get out of here fast. I just learned Fluttershy is in her heat.”
Rainbow looks at me with a raised eyebrow. “Really? I know she has a different heat from the rest of ponyville, but now?” I nod my head. “Alright, I will just get the squirt.”
I look over to see Scoots was having a blast with her friends.
I shake my head. “You stay here with her, I will leave. I am going to check on Fluttershy’s animals then I will see you at home Dashie.” I say giving her a peck on the cheek.
She gives me a nod. “Alright, be safe.”
I make sure to say goodbye to Pinkie and had her inform the others that were still near Fluttershy that I had to leave early because of something. She understood that I didn't want them to know I left because of Fluttershy. With all of that done I exited sugarcube corner and got ready to head home.
{One week later}
Everyday I checked to see how Angel was doing as per Fluttershy’s request. He was actually doing rather well, considering he is a bunny and all. The animals were all acting friendly and were being fed at appropriate times. How he was doing this with little bunny arms was still beyond my reasoning. From what I heard from Rarity, Fluttershy was finally out of her cycle and would be returning home today. So I thought this was perhaps the best time to surprise her.
I sat patiently at the front of her house awaiting her arrival. I can see why Fluttershy likes living here. The nice breeze and the tuned chirp of the local birds really gave this place a Disney feel to it. Add the little stream and bridge made the entire picture come together. It didn't take long until I spot the pegasus making her way over to me. She takes notice and seems to look away with a small blush.
I guess she can't help but be embarrassed. I decide to get up and walk over to her.
“How are you doing Fluttershy?” I ask.
“Much better now.” She says seeming to grow redder by the second.
“I won't keep you from your animals long. I just wanted to give you something.”
I reach into my pants and pull out the envelope.
“For me?” She says as she takes it into her hoof.
I just give a nod as she opens it and looks at the content. I see her wings snap out just as Dash’s did when I gave her, her present. Same with the widened eyes as well..
“So what do you think?” I ask already knowing the answer.
“Anon, this is.. I-I can't possibly accept this! It was probably so much.” She tries to hand the tickets back.
I shake my head. “You don't need to worry Fluttershy, it’s a gift. I am not going to take them back. Well..” I reach over and take one ticket from her. “I guess I can take one back. Would you like to go if I go? I know I would like to see what zoo’s look like in Equestria.” I say a little excited, I really did want to see what animals they have.
I see her go even redder. “Y-you want to go with me?”
I shrug. “Sure, Rainbow will be heading to see some wonderbolts show. We will all go together.”
“Wonderbolts show?” She questions.
I smile a little. “Yeah, I got her two tickets to the wonderbolts. She is going to take Scootaloo.” I then look at the tickets again. “Are they really that expensive?” I ask. She nods her head. “I think I should probably give Pinkie my thanks again.” She looks to me confused. “Pinkie helped me get these tickets.”
“Oh! Then I should thank her as well.”
I give her a nod. “Alright I won't hold you any longer Fluttershy. Angel has been holding the fort well enough, but I think he might be relieved to see you have returned.” I say with a wave as I walk away.
“Anon!” I turn back and see Fluttershy looking at me. “Thank you for checking on him for me.”
I chuckle a little at her. “Don't mention it Fluttershy.” I continue on my way as I call out. “I will let you know when Rainbow plans to leave for the show.” With that I continue back to my home.
{One month later}
I haven't been feeling good for the past few weeks. I feel tired, my chest and heart hurt. I hope I am not coming down with something. I have been to the doctors and they said that I was completely fine. I don't know though, I just feel so weird. I decide to ignore it as I prepare to leave work. I had my station clean and had just finished my last customer. They of course left me a pretty good tip.
I didn't have to wait long as Lotus once again came to remind me it was closing time. I left and quickly made my way to Sweet Apple acres. I promised Applejack that I would help her fix some random things around the farm. It wasn't going to take too long and I was also going to need to see Fluttershy later. Rainbow had finally found a good time to see the wonderbolts and I was going to see if that time was good for Fluttershy as well.
I was already at the farm as I felt myself out of breath. I know I didn't work that hard at the spa and yet I feel out of breath.
“Them bosses of urs given ya breaks?” I look up to see a concerned look on Applejack’s face.
I take a few deep breaths. “Yeah they do. I-I just been feeling tired for some reason.”
“Ya sick?” She asks.
“Doctors said I was fine.”
“Well, you don't have to help me if ya’re tired.”
“It's fine, just give me a minute.” I say almost back to normal breathing.
“Alrighty then.” She says trotting off. “Just meet me at the barn.”
I give a nod as she continues on. I didn't leave her waiting long as I got to the barn. I walk inside to see Applejack setting a box of tools down.
“So what needs fixing?” I ask taking my place next to her.
She looks to the tools then over to a plow. “Darn plow is coming loose on some of the bolts. I need you to just add a few more to hold’er together.”
“Easy enough.” I say as I set to work.
“Don't push yourself. I will be back in just a minute.”
I give a nod as she goes on her way. While I work to strengthen the plow I can't help but think of the things I still need to do but for some reason or another I haven't really gotten the chance. I hate to say it but I still haven't thanked Pinkie for the gifts yet. I know Fluttershy and Rainbow already have, but I still feel that I should as well. I mean she did really go out of her way to get them.
I just been so damn tired and absent minded lately. Just yesterday Rainbow had to shake me out of a daydream I was having. I didn't even hear her screaming in my ear that dinner was ready. It really has me worried but the doctors said I was clean. I guess I could ask Celestia for help but I know she has more important things than to deal with me. I know we are close but I don't want her to worry.
I also need to do something about Luna. I still haven’t seen her in my dreams or have even gotten a single letter from her. I have tried to send letters to her but none I have sent seemed to have been answered. I am really worried that she is locking herself away because of me. I hope that isn't the case and maybe she is just very busy, seeing as she is still kinda new to the whole night princess duties.
Sadly Grace had to leave a few days ago so she could get reevaluated for the guard. I guess they hold a test every few years to make sure all their guards are in tip top shape, both physically and mentally. I know she will pass with flying colors, no way she could ever fail.
“How’s it going?”
I snap back to reality as I look over my shoulder to Applejack. I then look over to the plow and see I have added enough screws in the thing to make it indestructible.
“I think if Big Mac breaks this then he needs one made of adamantium.” I say with a chuckle.
“adda what now?” Applejack questions.
I wave her off. “Just a joke. Never mind.”
“Alright then. That’s all I really needed to be done round here. Ya’r free to go on and relax at home.”
“Sure that's everything?” I ask. She nods. “Ok. See you later Applejack.”
“Bye.”
I arrived at Fluttershy’s cottage. Everything was still in tip top shape. As I approach the door I could hear a singing of some kind. I follow the voice until I was behind her home. There I saw an adorable sight. It was Fluttershy singing aloud as she dusted various things, her voice drawing in small birds to help her clean as well. I bet that ability comes in handy when you need something cleaned fast.
I just sat quietly as she continued to sing, oblivious to my presence. While she was starting to pick the volume up does she turn around and see me sitting there with a large grin. With a small ‘eep’ does she fall to her hooves and hides behind her mane. I just start to clap a little to her as she shift uncomfortably.
“I didn't know you sing.” I say having liked hearing her voice.
“I-I don't really sing around ponies.” She says staying true to her nature.
I chuckle a little. “Well I am not a pony, remember?” She doesn't reply as I decide to continue. “Rainbow planned to see the wonderbolts in about 2 days from now. Are you good with that time so we can see the zoo?”
She gives a slight nod. “That would be a good time.”
“Do you need help with anything?” I am willing to be helpful if she needs it, even though I still feel totally beat.
“N-no, it’s fine.. See you in a few days.”
“Alright then, see you then.” I say walking back to my home.
As soon as I got back home I fell onto the couch totally dead. It seems that the more the days go one the more tired I get. My ears pick up the sound of someone coming running into the living room.
“Hey, Anon!”
I smile as I roll over to face Scootaloo.
“Hey Scoots. How was school?”
She beams at me. “It was great! I told everyone how I was going to see the wonderbolts in a few days!”
I reach out and ruffle her mane a bit. “Yes you are, I hope you and Rainbow enjoy it.”
“I hope you enjoy the zoo with Fluttershy. Sounds boring to be honest.”
I chuckle at her. “It can be but it’s also kinda cool to see all the types of animals that live on this planet. Also you know how much Fluttershy loves animals.”
She nods at that. “Well, I gotta do my homework. I-I just wanted to ask if you could help me.”
“Well, you know I can't read what it says but I can help you as long as you tell me what it says.” I admit.
“Sure!” She quickly gets out her homework onto the coffee table.
I sit up and lean over to see what it was about, even though I couldn't recognize it, I did recognize the numbers. “Math?”
She nods her head. “I think it pretty hard.”
“Don't worry, when I was your age I use to think math was hard too.” I look over the work. “Alright, let's get to work.”
A few hours passed and Scootaloo was done with some of her homework. I knew it was best to explain to her how to do it and not actually do it for her. It took some time but soon she was solving those problems all on her own. Rainbow had come back a few minutes while we were hard at work but excused herself as she went to prepare dinner. I was just sitting back relaxing as I let the sounds of Scootaloo’s pencil moving lull me to sleep.
“Come on big guy.”
I feel myself being shaken awake as I look up to see Rainbow looking at me with a smile.
“Did I fall asleep again?” I ask rubbing my eyes.
She nods her head. “Are you sure you don't want to ask the princess what is wrong?”
I shake my head. “No, I bet it’s something that will pass. No need to worry.”
“Maybe ask Twilight at least?” She tries to offer.
“Um, alright.. After the trip though.” She gives a nod as she heads back into the kitchen.
With a sigh I get up and walk over to the kitchen. I take my seat as everyone already has a plate set in front of them.
I look over to Scootaloo. “So how was school today?”
She looks to me confused. “You asked me that when I got home.”
I shake my head a little. “Oh, yeah.. Sorry, I just forgot.” I then clear my throat. “I am pretty sure you didn't tell Rainbow though.”
With that she nods and starts to tell Rainbow how her day was and how I helped her with math. Though Rainbow was paying attention to her, every so often she would look to me concerned. I could feel she was worried, but just barely. Soon our day was over, the dishes were cleaned and we all set off to sleep for the night. I fall onto our bed feeling completely spent.
“Are you sure we should wait till after the trip?”
I just nod my head. “I am just tired, a little sleep will do me good.”
“I love you big guy.” She says.
“Love you too Dashie.”
I woke up feeling completely numb inside. I couldn't feel anything. I sat up and look over to Rainbow, she isn't there. I catch the lingering scent of breakfast in the air. I get up and wobbly make my way to the kitchen. On the table I see a plate set out for me and a note.
I went to take Scootaloo to school. I tried to wake you up but you wouldn't even budge. I am cancelling the trip for now, please, please go see Twilight. Love, Rainbow Dash
I was already panting as I read over the letter. She was right, I feel like I am dead right now. I can't even stomach the thought of eating right now. I decide it is just best if I left to see Twilight about this problem right away. I look over to a clock and see that it was already 2pm. I was asleep for 14 hours! I get ready as fast as my weak body would allow and slowly make my way to Twilights home.
It was very slowly going seeing as I had to stop every few minutes just to catch my breath. It felt like I had swallowed ground up glass on the inside.
“Hey Anon!” I look up slowly to see Pinkie hoping to me. She stops immediately as she sees how bad I look. “Are you alright?”
I shake my head. “I-I don't think so. I am trying to get to Twilight’s to ask her if she knew what is making me feel sick. D-doctors said they didn't find nothing wrong.” I then look up to her. “Something is wrong though.”
“Here let me help!” She says feeling completely afraid.
Feeling? I didn't get to think further as she threw me onto her back and slowly trotted towards the library, making sure to be as steady as possible. She quickly walked into the library and found Twilight sitting in her usual study spot.
Twilight looks over to Pinkie. “Hey Pin-” As soon as she takes a real look does she feel fear. How do I- “Oh my! What is wrong with Anon!” She quickly levitates me onto a nearby couch.
“I don't know. I saw him trying to get here but he looked really sick. He says the doctors here told him he wasn't sick, but look at him!” I can feel the fear filling them both. What is going on?
“Anon, you have to tell me what is going on. What do you feel, when did this start happening?”
I open my mouth but can't produce any sound. I didn't even get to say a single slur before I blacked out.
(Perspective: Celestia)
I let out another sigh as I was brought another day filled with paperwork. You think something like this, something I have done day in and day out before this nation was even conceived would have become easier over time? That would be incorrect. It is very tedious work, but it had to be done. I will admit that I am happy Luna came home to helped lighten the load a bit. I would have been farther along in my work but I have been having this strange feeling inside of me for the past few weeks.
I suddenly feel something shift within the direction of Ponyville. I quickly got off my throne and ran to the nearest window as I look over the land. What is this feeling I am having all of a sudden? It’s, It’s as if someone important to me is in danger. I can't help but feel a sweeping of fear overtake my soul as something urges me to take flight and investigate.
Suddenly the throne room doors come flying open as I turn to see who dare barge in here.
“Tia!” I see Luna running up to me with fear in her eyes.
Once she gets closer to me does she start talking so fast and stuttering so much I couldn't even tell what she was saying.
“Luna calm yourself! What is the matter!?”
She takes a few deep breaths as she looks up to me. “I-It's Anon.. I-I think he is in trouble!”
It was then that everything seemed to make sense now. The feeling inside only confirmed it as I look out towards Ponyville once again.
“You felt it too?” I say speaking in a calm tone even though I was truly afraid.
She nods her head rapidly. “I-I wasn't sure at first but I know it's him! He needs our help, otherwise we would have never felt this!”
I turn around to face Luna once more to inform her my plan, but that was until I saw something. Deep within her eyes I could see something. I walk up and get as close to her face as I could. I know I have seen this look before and yet I still cannot believe it. She shrinks at my close proximity and the dead serious expression I wore.
“That can't be.” I say looking to Ponyville.
“What is wrong sister?” Luna asks.
I look to her again with a piercing anger that I have not felt since I was forced to banish her to the moon. I speak calmly the next few words so she could truly understand what she has done.
“You may have just killed Anon.”
{Time: a few hours later}
(Perspective: Rainbow Dash)
“Anon are you here?” I ask looking around the library. “Twilight?” I have a bad feeling. I walk out the door, only to bump into Pinkie Pie. “Pinkie?” She was just lying on the ground crying to herself. How I didn't notice her before I walked in is beyond me. “What’s the matter?”
She looks up to me bursting with tears. “Rainbow!” She takes me into a hold. “I am so sorry!”
I pull away from her. “Sorry for what?” I then remember. “Do you know where Anon and Twilight are?”
I see her eyes well up at that. “He is at the hospital.. D-Doctor say h-he isn't going to wake up.”
I feel myself freeze up when she said that. “W-what do you mean Pinkie?”
“A-Anon is in a coma.”
I spread my wings in an instant and took flight as fast as I could to the hospital.
I come rushing into the room the nurse told me about.
“Anon!?” I yell as I spot all of my friends and even the princess’ standing beside him.
I can see all of them are shedding tears as they look over Anon’s body. I didn't even speak anymore as I walk up to him. There he was lying, as if asleep. I-I couldn't feel his heart anymore.
“I-Is he dead?” I say with my eyes filling with tears.
“No, Not yet at least.” Celestia answers me with a tone that sent a shiver up my spin. “I need to talk to you all, now.” She casts one last glance at Anon. “Lets take this somewhere quiet. I have a lot to tell you in a short amount of time.”
We all follow Celestia as she takes us to another room that wasn't far from Anon. Once everyone takes a seat and dried their tears does Celestia take in a deep breath and exhale out. She just sits there looking to all of us, not saying a single thing.
“What did you want to talk about?” Twilight asks.
“Keep silent.” She says in a commanding tone. We all go back to being silent as she looks each and everyone of us in the eyes. She shakes her head after a while. “I can't believe this.”
“What is going on! Do you know what is wrong with Anon!” I ask a little heated.
She looks directly at me with sympathy but also anger. “I know what is his problem.” I see her hesitate a little at something. “I even know how to keep him alive.”
“Really!?” I ask with happiness.
She nods. “Though the treatment may be more agonizing than death.”
Luna comes in. “Before we talk of cures. What is his problem? Even I am unsure of what it is.”
Celestia takes in another deep breath. After awhile she lets out a large and painful sigh. One that seemed to hold the years she has been dealing with everyone's problem.
“How much do you girls know about marking?” She asks.
Rarity comes in. “It allows two ponies to become one. Let them share feelings.”
Celestia smiles. “That is correct but also incorrect.” She looks to each of us. “You see what marking truly is, is the mutual exchange of part of your soul.” Twilight looked like she was going to cut in but Celestia holds up her hoof. “I know you all knew that. Please, let me speak.” She awaits for them to calm some. “What most ponies don't know is that when they split their souls and give it to another, the two lose half their life expectancy.”
That drew out gasps from everyone.
“They why would anyone do that?” Applejack asks.
Celestia looks at her. “Living a long life with a loved one is great, but living a short life with a marked one cannot even be fathomed by others.” She states. “Back to what I was talking about. That is why marking rarely happens. Most ponies don't have the capacity to love another to risk giving their life away. Whether they knew the consequences or not.”
“We also know that ponies have only been able to mark our own species. That was until Anon came along and marked Rainbow. What was odd is that his marking to her didn't seem like a normal marking either.”
Celestia looks to me to confirm.
I nod. “Yeah, it wasn't gotten in the traditional sense that we all know about. We just kinda kissed and it happened.”
Celestia gives a knowing nod. “Exactly what I thought. Now back on subject. It’s also well documented that ponies are unable to mark more than one partner.”
“What does this have to do with anything?” Twilight asks.
Celestia looks to her. “This have everything to do with what is happening right now.” Twilight shrinks back at that. “The reason I brought you all in here is to tell you that Anon has marked another.”
“What?!” We all scream out loud.
They all look to each other trying to spot the magical aura of Anon around them.
“Normal means won't help you here.” Celestia calls out. “You see, Anon has marked all of you.”
That was all she could say before we all went at her.
“What do you mean?!” I scream
“How is that possible!?” Twilight yelled.
We all kept throwing questions at her, but she simply sat there waiting for us to stop. Once we were all finished does she look around once more before speaking.
“I don't know how it is possible. Just know that what I say is true. Everyone here has taken a piece of Anon’s soul. I have confirmed it when you walked in here, I could feel it when I looked at Anon.” She then looks at me. “Haven't you noticed yet?”
I went wide eyed. “I-Is that why I haven't been feeling his heart lately?”
She gives a nod. “That is exactly why. How can you feel someone's heart when they lack a soul?”
I quickly say. “Y-you said you have a way to save him.” I chuckle a little nervously. “He is going to be fine, right?”
I could see a true sadness across her features as she then goes back to her neutral face. “Indeed there is a way to save him.”
“What is it?” Twilight asks.
“That is something I cannot tell you. The only two that will ever hear me speak this is Anon and myself.”
I felt my anger boil over. “Y-you can't just.. just.. Not tell us!”
I see anger take her as she says. “I will tell you when it is done, but the decision is Anon’s and Anon’s alone.”
“Y-You go in there and fix him right now!” I yell to her.
That seemed to be the last straw. “Sit down!” She screams in her royal Canterlot voice. It was so powerful it slammed me into the wall behind me. She getx out of her seat and approached me. “Don't you dare think this is something you can choose. Know this, Anon only has two choices. To live, or die. Sometimes..” She pauses as the sadness sets. “The only cure I have for him will change his life forever.. Possibly not for the better either.” With that she walk out the room. Casting one last glance to use all before continuing on.
I simply got to my hooves and walk back into Anon’s room with no further words. I wanted to be by his side.
{Two weeks later}
I let more tears fall from me as I sit at Anon’s bedside. He has been in a coma for 2 weeks now. I am not sure what’s worse! The fact Anon’s in a coma or that I had to try and explain to Scootaloo what was happening. I couldn't take it when she just bursted out crying, unable to understand what was going to happen to the only thing that loved her.
Grace was another that took the news hard when she found out. Even though they decided to remain close friends, I could see how much this hurt her. She would just sit at his side for hours cracking jokes or telling him stories. Unlike last time though, he never smiled, he never smirked. He truly wasn't conscious of everything that was around him.
Now it was just me left. Everyone had to go and I made Scootaloo stay with Pinkie Pie for a while. Everyone left but I would remain here. I was going to stay here till he woke up.
“Come on big guy.. I know you can do it.” I try to encourage him. “I need you.” I say as a few tears left me.
I held tightly onto his hand as I let my ears fall. I was going to clear the tears from my face but I felt his hand twitch. In shock I took my hoof away and just looked closely at his hand.. Again he twitched a finger. I quickly got up and ran to the door. I threw it open as I yell out.
“I need a doctor!”
The doctor and nurses came rushing in as they now examine him. Every little test was bringing some form of reaction. The doctor looked to one of the nurses.
“Inform the princess at once!” He commands as she runs out of the room.
“Is he going to be alright?” I ask from the sidelines.
He gives me a grave expression. “No, far from it.. I-..” He stops what he is doing as he walk over to me and places a hoof on my shoulder. “I think you should bring your friends here as soon as possible. If the princess can't help him, this will be the last time you will all see him.”
I felt my heart break as that left his mouth. I didn't even think anymore as I ran out the room to find my friends.
{Unknown time later}
(Perspective: Anon)
I slowly crack my eyes open as I take in the view of all my friends, Rainbow and even the princess’. I continue to look around as I see that I am once again in the hospital. I was going to crack a joke about how I come here for the food but suddenly clench my teeth to stop myself from screaming in agony. My chest hurts so much. I was clenching my teeth so hard I could actually taste blood spilling into my mouth.
As quick as it came I felt it leave. The pain was so much that I had to refocus my eyes. I look to see Celestia with a worried face and her horn aglow.
“Is the pain gone?” She asks in that sweet tone.
I just nod my head unable to speak.
“W-what is wrong with me?” I croak out after a minute of rest.
She lets out a sigh. “Anon. For some reason or another. To put it simply. You have marked all these mares at some point in your time spent here.” I was going to protest but the look she gave me confirmed it. “You see, you don't have a soul anymore. It is because of this, that you’re dying.”
“D-Dying?” I ask with shock. I then look to Celestia with hope. “W-what's the cure? I mean if you’re here then there is a cure, right?” I ask past my shock with a hopeful smile..
Celestia lets out a sigh as she gets serious. “It is time. Everyone, get out.” She says never turning her gaze from me.
“What, you can't ju-”
Rainbow tried to protest but Celestia simply teleported them away and locked the door with some magic. Even producing a large bubble around us.
I look to Celestia as she takes her place next to me.
“Why can't Rainbow and the others be here?” I ask confused.
“What I am about to tell you is the only way to save you, but I don't want them to be here to influence your decision. Remember Anon, what you choose from today on, it's going to be something you must live with.”
“Tell me.”
“Anon. What would you be willing to give up to continue to live?”
“Anything.” I look into her eyes with pure determination. “Anything to remain here with everyone.”
She smiles at me. “Tell me what you are afraid to lose.”
I start to think of everything that I could lose if I was to die. “I-I don't want to leave Rainbow or Scootaloo! I-I want to keep working at the spa and lending a hand to Applejack! I want to take Fluttershy to the zoo and see the smile on Pinkie’s face! I-I want to tell Twilight everything about the human world, I want to be a model for Rarity!” I take a deep breath. “I want to see my daughter grow, I want to be with Rainbow till the end.” I then look at her as I feel tears fill my eyes. “I don't want to die.”
She gives me a sad smile as a few tears fall from her eyes. “Remember that Anon and never regret what I am about to do. Just know.. That if there was any other way, I would have done it.” I see her horn light up as she moves it close to my head. “Please forgive me.” She whispers as I felt something shift within me.
I scream out in agony as I felt the shards of glass in my body seemingly form back into one piece. Then I felt it meld with something else, something incredibly warm. I could feel so much love inside of me. Celestia removes her horn from me as tears start flowing from her.
“It is done.” She says looking away from me.
“W-What did you do?” I ask between pants but feel 100%.
She puts her hooves up to cover her mouth. “I am sorry, I am so sorry.”
“Sorry for what? I am alive aren't I?” I say with a happy chuckle.
As I look to her I can feel how sad she is, it actually hurt my heart. Wait a second? She looks to my confused expression with tears in her eyes as the sorrow sets in.
“D-Did you just..” I ask shocked.
She shakes her head. “It’s much worse than that Anon. I was forced to take your soul back and claim it as my own.. What ponies don't know, even my sister doesn't know, is that there is an even stronger form of marking. This form is very rare and has only happened to alicorns. It's a marking where the two truly exchange souls. Not just a piece, but the entire thing. They mix and truly become a single being.”
“What are you talking about?” I ask not even wanting to believe this.
She runs up to me and takes me into a hold. “You and I will be marked for life, to no other pony. F-For...” She can't even finish as she collapses onto me.
I can feel a battle inside of her right now. It was so much clearer than when I was marked to Rainbow. I could actually almost hear what she was thinking. Though it still was hard to determine what it truly was.
She sniffs back her tears as she looks up to me. “Since we have exchanged souls.. Y-You will share my life expectancy.”
I felt my heart freeze at that moment. “D-don't tell me...” She just simply nods.
I was just stuck in shock. Everything she said, what she felt confirmed this. I was going to live forever. Because I exchanged souls with an immortal goddess, I gained her life expectancy as well.
“W-what about Rainbow?” I ask feeling numb.
“I own your soul. She has lost that feeling of you inside of her.” She knew that wasn't what I cared about. She lets out a sigh. “You will get over the pain in time. Just know that I love you as my son, I did this to save you and I wouldn't even dare try to get in the way of your life.”
She could tell that I thought it was bullshit. Then again how else was I suppose to act? I was going to die a few seconds ago and now I am to live forever.. I just slap my hands to my face as I can't take it anymore. I start crying my eyes out as Celestia joins me. She did warn me and I have made my choice.
(Few hours later)
Celestia and I have just been here crying our eyes out, but I had stopped crying some time ago. I didn't have anymore tears to give.
“Do you want me to explain to the others?” She asks looking up to me.
“L-let me talk to Dash and Scoots. You can tell the others.” I say trying to dry my face the best I could.
“Alright.” She gets up and walks over to the door, only to look back to me. “I-I hope you can forgive me.”
I just look to her with a sad smile. “I-I know it was the only choice, don't beat yourself up over it.”
She gives me one last sad smile as she walks out of the room. Moments later Rainbow comes bursting through the door, shortly followed by Scootaloo.
“Are you ok?! What did the princess do!?” Rainbow asks.
I gulp a little feeling afraid. “Rainbow, please, sit.. We have a very long talk ahead of us.” I then look over to Scoot’s. “You too. Just, before I start.. D-Don't blame the princess.”
They can see the seriousness on my face as they take their seats. I don't even know how to start a conversation like this. So, I just decide to start it the only way I can think.
“Just know that I will love you two, always.”
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