[My conscience Kill writes in the brackets and bolded]

    <  My conscience Joy writes in these and  Italics>

         { I respond in these}

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In my room, I began talking to myself or rather properly suggested my two different consciences. We were all still a bit confused on how Pinkie actually knew of Kill and Joy.

[ I've heard rumors. Of Pinkie. Some say she can break the fourth wall]

{ The Fourth Wall? What is that? I don't even.....}

[ Never mind, you can't grasp the thought of the fourth wall like we can!]

{ WHAT WALL!}

I heard a slight whisper in my mind and a few giggles. No good can ever come from that. Suddenly, Kill took control of my arm as he flailed it losing all control, the grip of my hoof tightened and flew towards the wall striking it. In that short matter of time, I swore I heard Kill shout, "THIS WALL!"

Tears formed in my eye as my teeth bit my lower lip holding in the pain as long as I could.

< 3,2,1...> Joy counted as he patiently waited on something, oh that's right, for me to take notice of my own "self" conflicting pain.

The pain was too much and unbearable, I couldn't endure no longer! "AAAAAAGGHHHH!" I screamed loudly echoing throughout the entire school.

Pigeons that gathered across the courtyard now scattered flying taking note of my sound. Confused students of the school rose their heads looking upwards trying to pin point the source and direction of the sound. This did not end well for a few though......

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" What the Hay?!" Octavia exclaimed shockingly as she strummed on her strings a bit too hard snapping one of her cello's chords.

Next, the concentration of Vinyl Scratch quickly died as she too heard the loud echo bellowing through the school, she actually flinched upon one of her vinyls on her DJ board, leaving scratch marks on the records which she had worked on. " What the Buck?!"

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A butter colored pink maned pegasus, Fluttershy, was in the gardens happily taking care of the fauna which inhabited the area.

"AAAAAAGGHHHH!"

She had nearly fainted hearing the scream, but quickly caught her breath, scared almost to death. She dove into the nearest bush terrified from the shout not wanting to become prey as she completely forgot the task in hoof.

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The entire school was dead silent and utterly confused, you could actually hear my own thoughts if one listened carefully, but, I think that was just me as they weren't usually THAT quiet.

I removed my hoof leaving quite an impressive hole in the wall, I was spotted by a mint coated unicorn with her stallion...wait no...  another mare,  her mane blue and pink and her coat colored pale cream was mint unicorn's marefriend in bed.

*SPRUNG* WingBoner.... I removed my hoof as I blocked my ears from the loudest and almost ear bleeding shriek ever that came from the two mares.

" AHHHHH! PERVERT!" They both shouted in unison.

With haste I opened the door leaving it wide open for the foreseen punishment that I was about to receive.

I sat on my bean bag (One of my belongings) in an awkward position as my back was slouched. The minty unicorn burst through my room with an anger not even the Alicorn Princesses couldn't calm but it suddenly vanished as in shock observed my sitting position....Alicorns don't sit like me.

"H-h-how are you doing that?" her mouth open in awe and shock.

"Doing what?" I asked confused.

"Can I try? .... Please?" her expression that no-one can refuse... the puppy dog pout.

[< HNNNGGGGGGGGGG>] Both my inner consciences held onto their chest ....

I stood back on my hooves and allowed myself from the seat giving her a chance.... To what? I still don't know.

She then sat in the awkward position of her back being slouched with the happiest expression on her face, " BON BON! GET IN HERE! YOU NEED TO CHECK THIS OUT," she called her friend.

"He better be bleeding or else..... what are you doing?" she asked confused.

I shrugged," Don't got a clue."

*WHAP*

A sudden forehoof to the face struck me. In shock I looked at her "What?! It was an accident! Honestly, why the buck would I slam my own hoof into my dorm room or better yet a wall !?"

" I don't know! But you still invaded our  privacy," With a hmph she left my dorm motioning Lyra to follow.

"Can I please have this magnificent piece of furniture?" she had hit my the pout again.

[< DOUBLE HNGGGG>] as they both grabbed their imaginary hearts pretending to have a heart attack.

It was the least I could have done as a gift hoping for forgiveness. "Why not?" I simply shrugged it off as it was nothing, it was honestly only a bean bag.

" Thank You! Thank you! Thank you!" She exclaimed over excitedly," And don't worry 'bout Bon Bon she is just over protective. You're my dorm neighbor huh? It was nice meeting you and thanks again for the gift!" Lyra had said at the entrance or my door the beanie bag floating and covered in a transparent mint green glow.

" See ya later for now, by the way, your wings are doing that creepy thing," she pointed out.

My cheeks blushed with red and I waved her off good bye. Closing the door and  watching the clock, I realized it was almost time to get ready for the party.

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The time was now six o' clock, I had taken a bath, brushed my teeth and packed all my necessities for the night, I was ready to enjoy myself probably the first time of my life.

[ Woah Woah woah, back the fuck up man, you're going to a slumber party without even havin' a scary story? Luckily for you I did a lil' diggin' and found a sick gore-y story just for you... It's called Cupcakes]

And within a minute Kill, my own mind filled ....No, he didn't fill it. He scarred my brain with the most gruesome story I have ever heard, but for some reason he blocked out the main character who did most of the sick twisted things apparently now imaginable by living entities. I cringed and shivered at the thoughts at the edge of my room's corners in the fetal position, for Celestia knows how long.

Quarter to Seven.

<Wowwwwwwww it's getting late.Time sure flies when your being scarred for life!>

I had understood what Joy said as I come back to reality, the images still scarring my thoughts. I walked out of the room leaving the lights on still a bit terrified and prayed to Celestia nothing like that ever happens.

I walked down the halls with the most displeased expression upon my face, my eyes looking at the lights, my mind playing games on me as I thought they were flickering giving the place a more uninviting effect.

[ Pshhttt Nah it's just me but he will never know]

I arrived at room 54 and knocked twice. The saddlebag had shifted off of my back so I decided to reach down and grab it with my mouth. From my point of view, the door opened giving the character infront of me a shady darkened look, more faded like as the outline of the character in my head which Kill had blocked out had now stood right before me a splitting physical image. It was Pinkie Pie.

"Boo," she whispered.

I screamed to the top of lungs, probably the most filly-like scream ever heard as my mind tried to grasp onto reality. Images of Cupcakes filled my mind, I was too much in shock and terror as I soon fainted.

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Woooshhh

"Hey it looks like its working, do it again," a mare's voice instructed.

WOOSHHHHH

Holy shit that water was cold." What the hay happened?" I asked getting up.

"WELL DUH! AFTER YOU SCREAMED LIKE A FILLY, YOU WERE KNOCKED OUT ON THE FLOOR, YOU DIDN'T EVEN DRINK THE PUNCH YET!" Pinkie pie exclaimed.

She didn't seem to be the character from the story, she was too peppy, filled with positivity but I knew I wasn't going to be retelling it ever,ever again.

"Wait the Punch?" I asked being confused.

"Well duh what kind of party is it without some alcohol."

[--Celestia bless the child's soul, just bless her. Ohh and Graze sorry about that story it's better to tell you sooner than later, that and I also had alot of time to think ( covering up his tracks) to create that twisted tale] Kill had said while lending out a Bro-hoof.

My own controlled conscience shot him a glare and accepted his forgiveness... But I wasn't going to sleep... Not here.

" Hey has anyone seen Fluttershy?" a purple maned white unicorn randomly asked. No one replied to her as she walked off looking for her friend.

"Wait! What Dashie?! You mean she drank the entire Punch bowl?!...THE ENTIRE BOWL!?'' Pinkie shockingly exclaimed.

"Yeah! Berry Punch DRANK THE ENTIRE BOWL!" Rainbow Dash emphasized on her last words.

[ WELL BUCK YOU BERRY, BUCK YOU SIDEWAYS...] I began to ignore Kill's rant on how you can't have a party without alcohol....at least we still had music right?

"ALRIGHT FILLY'S AND GENTLECOLTS ARE YOU READY TO PARTY!?" Vinyl shouted.

All ten or more of us exclaimed " YEAAA!"

Somehow by the magic of Pinkie Pie or Kill's rumors of her, some proof had been shown here as she hosted the entire party inside her dorm room.... That wasn't even close to physical possibility, but she did it.

"Well it's not gonna happen, sorry guys.... My latest Record got scratched when I heard that scream earlier today.''

[ Well FINE!]

<You do know it sorta is your fault for slamming Graze's hoof into the wall, right?>

[Fuck you bro....]

< Whatever > Joy replied, we didn't know why but it seemed to piss off Kill that his insult was ignored.

The whole party was a dud, not one thing happened because of my earlier events. Everypony left as Pinkie cancelled the party until next week with that her cheerful smile gone and hair deflated, I couldn't leave her like this. I couldn't see her like this, she had worked so hard to bring us all here and took her time to prepare this party for me.

[FUCK THAT SHIT, I DON'T WANT TO BE AROUND HER LIKE THAT, YOU ALL READ WHAT SHE DID]

Ignoring Kill, I walked up to Pinkie Pie in her almost vacant room, streamers on the floor and balloons hung off the walls. I needed to cheer her up.

"Pinkie, it's gonna be okay. I'm completely grateful for the party, I can't wait for next week though!" Tears in her eyes, instincts guided me to embrace her. She looked at me smiling a bit more confident and happier, it's the only thing that mattered at that moment, not the party.

Sudden realization came to me that I was about to ask Pinkie Pie how she knew of Kill when I noticed my mind was awfully quiet...too quiet....Not a word out of Kill and Joy, I was beginning to worry, I don't know why but it was never a good thing for the place to be that quiet.....

"SURPRISEEEEEEE!" A white miniaturized pegasus mare exclaimed, witha blonde mane. I jumped back literally as the word had meaning into it.

< Hey Graze look who I found, do ya like her?> Joy asked as he stood next to Surprise.

"Hey Surprise whose the  new friend and where is Pinkamena?" Pinkie Pie asked her conscience.

"What? can't you see I'm busy?" A darkened coat, pink miniature version of what Pinkie was a few seconds ago replied with Kill beside her.

So that's how she knew. Things were beginning to make sense in a scary way as it never did with Kill neither Joy. I didn't know if it was bad or good but I liked what was happening as we each all had our little acquaintance to chat to and keep company for the night.

As the night continued with endless rambling about our lives and snacking on junk food. It all came to a sudden halt as our yawns (strangely simultaneously) signaled that it was time to sleep until the next morning. Next Chapter: Standing Up For What You Believe In Estimated time remaining: 17 Hours, 50 Minutes