Twilight took a walk into the forest after passing the cave once she left her friends on the field. After she entered the forest, all she can feel are only three. Happy, solitude, safe. She wanted to keep it that way for awhile, to not endanger anyone else because of her outrage. What will happen next if she stays there? The longer she stays, the longer trouble will kept coming for her. So it's very wise to her to do what Luna told her to do, to walk in the forest this evening.

Maybe, this was looks dangerous for herself be alone in the forest. Good thing is, she knew how to handle herself alright. She killed a fucking wolf yesterday, an adult-fucking-wolf! Yeah, maybe she is indeed still dangerous to everyone, but the problem is she still felt herself vulnerable, fully mentally. Thinking of herself as the monster back in that day, she can't express a single word about it. She had that memories when seeing Dolker died, she snapped herself out of it sobbingly as she wanted to stop remembering it about the 30th times for now.

About Midnight Sparkle, she only though about for once in the forest, and it disturbed her a bit. But she'll be glad she didn't have a nightmare of her, or The Red Day. Now the only thing important for her, is controlling herself from turning into a monster. When she was already walked around 300 meters from where she starts, she stopped for awhile and pulled out her firearms just in case for self-defense. Pistol on the holster, shotgun on her hands, all locked and loaded.

She checked her backpack to make sure everything is in order as well. After that, she putted her bag on her back and pulled out her compass. If on the north was the camp, then the southwest where she wanted to go. Even though the place she headed was the dark part of the forest they ever entered yesterday.

"And there's where I need to go."

Twilight kept marching to the southwest in running pace. After awhile, she starts to walk and kept heading into that direction. As the day is starting to get dark, she pulled out her pocket flashlight from her bag and light it up then put it on the pocket of her jacket. Now she can looked through the darkness. And whilst marching, she looked up the sky, looked on her compass, looked around her surroundings to train herself on night land navigation.

It was a long walk, around 1 kilometers she walked and she reached her destination in 9 minutes. She found her spot, it was under a big tree with a very wide canopy of leaves. Near that tree are some rocks stacking up on the left side of that tree (Twilight's right). Nothing else but some grassy space in front of that tree. She then sat down at the tree, leaning her back against it, putted her shotgun standing next to her right, and then leaned her head against the tree. She then proceeds to locked herself in though, before fell to sleep.

She then later woke up again after an hour. Everything was very calm for her so she decided to stay there for a few moments. Then she stood up and picked her shotgun that was standing on the ground and near the tree and cocked it. After enjoying her own solitude, she then headed back to where she came from, returning back to the camp. Whilst walking, she ate an MRE on the way for the sake of her starving stomach because she quickly got starving after that sleep.

It's already 500 meters she walked, nothing wrong in the forest this far. But then she heard something, something that is not a good sound. A sound of growling. She stopped and aimed her shotgun forward, to her left and right, and lastly behind her. There's nothing she found in those direction, but then she used her instincts and hearing senses. Then she can heard and felt something right behind her, after she turned around, she was facing a big bear that just charged at her. Twilight managed to pull the trigger and shot the bear's front left shoulder but got knocked and thrown backwards because of its charge and her shotgun thrown away not far. And it was at that moment she knew, she fucked up.

"Shit."

After the bear's charge towards Twilight to hit the ground, it quickly bite her right arm first and Twilight screamed in pain. The bear quickly bite her right leg and dragged her as she tried to struggle fighting back the bear. The bear dragged her leg until she turned her backs against the bear, the front side and her face was facing the ground. The bear quickly change its attack and quickly bite her shoulders, clawed her arms and back, and bite the back of her jacket and hip whilst lifting her up and dragged her around to left and right with its mouth (Though it was a good thing that she's still having her bag on her back so she's not getting any fatal wounds on her back). Twilight can do nothing but facing the heavy pain of the bear and screamed.

After that, the bear slowly sniffed her, not sure whether she is still alive of not. Twilight, as she stay still, she tried to grabbed her shotgun that was laying next to her slowly.

"Come on," Twilight said to herself very silently as she reached for the shotgun. "Come on...."

Before Twilight managed to reach the shotgun, the bear quickly turned her body around and her front side now facing the bear. It quickly clawed her on the whole body and eventually it clawed one spot she was lucky to not get died from, it clawed her and she was lucky she only got a scratch on her neck. The bear bit her jacket by her chest and dragged her upfront and then backwards as she holds her wound on the neck with both hands. Twilight quickly pushed the bear's head with her left hand, only to get bitten hard and thrown away her arm from its mouth to the left. By coincidence, her left hand able to reached the shotgun and she sees the chance. As the bear clawed and bit her, Twilight quickly pulled in her shotgun and quickly aimed below its stomach (Presumably) and quickly pulled the trigger.

*BAM*
The bear suddenly staggered back and Twilight quickly put her right hand on the barrel shotgun and cocked it.

*CLICK-CLACK* *BAM*

*CLICK-CLACK* *BAM*

*CLICK-CLACK* *BAM*

The bear staggered twice by the massive power of the shotgun and died after the last shot and fell upon Twilight. After a moment of silence, Twilight proceeds to move the bear's body to the right, and slowly stood up with the help of her shotgun whilst groaning heavily in pain. She took a look on her own condition and found out, she was in fatal state. Bloods are pouring from her body, blood covered her face, and she will likely die from her fatal wounds. Gasping on her breath, she quickly ran towards the path in front of her, hopefully reaching the camp in time. She can't let her friends cried for her death, she knew how will it looks.

As she is starting to get closer to the camp whilst holding her pain, she felt something wrong. Something was off from a mere distance. Twilight somehow know what was wrong.

"No."

She felt something is happening at her tent. Twilight kept running as quickly as she can, and eventually reached the camp alive but not with her flashlight on. With the cover of the dark night no one able to see her from a distance nor even close (Presumably). Twilight calmly walked towards her tent that was lighted on whilst holding her wound. Reaching her tent, still outside from it, she can see that there are 24 peoples including the principals are in there and she felt a little angry because they rummaged through her stuff without any notice. But when she saw Rainbow starting to get a hold and playing around with her black respectful beret, it set the fire inside of her and was locked in rage because that's not for anyone to touch nor play with it without any permission, more than that that beret is one very value thing for her. That was the time Twilight lifted her shotgun at Dash.

"Put the beret down!"

*Beep* *Beep* *Beep* *Beep* *Beep* *Beep* *Beep*

Twilight very slowly opened her eyes and eventually revealing on her eyes that she was staring at the ceiling of the woody cabin, which she knew she was in the goddamn cabin health center. She then turned her head to the left because wanting to know what was the beeping sound was, to her surprise, it was the monitor heart rate device in which it supposed to be not being available by Timber and Daisy. She was laying on the bed near the windows on her left which she assume it was the left side of the cabin, with infuse attached to her arm. When she slowly turned her head to the right, she felt very bad about who did she saw.

The four of them who were next to her was Doctor Whooves, Nurse Redheart, Officer Kurt, and Deputy Copper. They all weren't angry, but they all were peeved. Redheart only stood up from her seat to get some medications for Twilight, Doctor Whooves monitoring her condition, while the officers only wanted to accompanied her for the rest of the day. There were no one else than them, they all were doing they're activities outside. And from the looks of the face of Officer Kurt, clearly he did asked her friends about what happened and in upset staring at Twilight.

Twilight sighed in disappointment as she turned her head facing the ceiling. "I fucked up, ain't I?"

Kurt only shook at her with a flat smile. "Yeah, you fucked up."

Twilight sighed again, this time in regret. "Everything just keep happening over and over again because of me."

"Oh really?" The Doctor asked with his both eyebrows raised. "Looks like you've been having a long bad day, soldier. No wonder why you looked like this."

"Excuse me?" Nurse Redheart asked in surprised as she stared at the Doctor. "She's a soldier?"

"Yeah," Copper answered with a nod, still looking at Twilight and not bother to look back. "Don't tell everyone about that will ya?" the nurse only nodded at her in understood and continue to find the meds.

"It's pretty sick to get mauled by a bear, don't ya?" Kurt asked with his left eyebrow raised.

"Yeah, it is," Twilight admitted as she blinked. "At least I'm still alive."

"I forgot to mention that you died back there," Doctor Whooves's statement made Twilight quickly froze in surprise, she didn't expect she would be dead before (Even though in fatal condition and she knew she was about to passed out that time).

She only slowly turned her head at him and focused her eyes at him. "I....died....?"

"Yeah," Copper answered, turning her attention at him. "You did died."

Twilight only can turned her head towards the ceiling again, quietly in disbelieve. "Damn."

"Yeah," Doctor then took a look on the document on his hands regarding the event she died. "After your.... rage, you fell to the ground and your friends tried to get you to stay alive. While they were doing that, one of the student called Sweetie Drops called the 911 and ambulance to the camp. Lucky for you, the ambulance, which is me and the nurse here, did passing by this camp and quickly came over. You did died before we did CPR and defibrillator charge on you, and you still dead after that. After we gave up 1 minute later, you..... suddenly breathe, by miracle. You came back alive on your own. I know this seems surprising, but it's true. We don't have time to get you back to hospital so we had to get you healed here. What makes you died was blood loss and heavy wounds."

Twilight only paused after hearing that, and she can't believe one thing. "It's the third time I died."

"What?" Dr. Whooves, Redheart, Kurt and Copper asked all in shocked whilst darted their eyes at her.

"I though this was the second..." Dr. Whooves stated in sure.

"The second was in Afghanistan, Doctor," Twilight answered solemnly as she shook. "What the hell?"

They all paused for awhile, not knowing what to say next. But then Twilight ask them, "how long I slept?"

"You slept for 3 days, Ms. Sparkle," Dr. Whooves replied after flipped the page to look on the dates. "And you somehow made a quick recovery, which I can presume the magic has been healing you up this lately."

The brown-haired doctor only stared at her for a second before working back on his reports. "Alright, now, how are you feeling?"

"I.... don't know to be honest," Twilight answered confusedly.

"What do you mean?" Copper asked at her.

"You know?" Twilight said with a shrug, turning her head at them with her right hand under the pillow. "There's a part of me telling me to stay alive, there's another part of me telling me that....... I should die."

The officers only slightly surprised, along with the nurse. Doctor however, only understood what she meant. Officer Kurt then corrected is seating on the chair and crossed his left leg above his other leg.

"Can you tell us what happened?" Kurt asked her. "We want to hear your version of the story, all of it from the morning until the night."

"Let me remember," Twilight darted her eyes into the left corner of her eyes. "I..... beat up my friends for setting me off, Teddy, Baton, Octavia, and Watermelody, because trying to expose I've been hiding and mentioned someone I drew in the book which I told is out of question. Baton had the very bad beating than the others, correct?" Kurt nodded. "After that, in the afternoon I was called to the cabin to talk with the principals, Timber and Daisy about what I just did to them. They only did stated that I had, personality problem and Luna, told me I better take a walk into the forest, so I did it."

"Why would you want to go to the forest, didn't you suspect something from Vice-Principal Luna?" Copper asked in confuse.

"At first I didn't," Twilight answered as she comforted herself trying to half-sat with the pillow on her back. "Why I want to go to the forest because I want a time for my solitude for awhile, to make sure everyone is safe from me and I don't want anyone to get hurt by me, and lastly for a little practice for land navigation."

Kurt wrote everything in his notebook and then looked at her again. "When did you leave?"

"I... don't really remember, if not wrong, it was 1750 hours." Twilight answered staggeredly.

"How far did you go in the forest?"

"1 km to the southwest from the cave, 9 minutes. I took a moment to get some rest after I reach that spot. Before I started to return back to the camp at near 8 PM."

"When did you got attacked by a bear?"

Twilight sighed as she slowly touched her wound on the neck and rub it. "Near at 8 PM, after 500 meters on my way back to the camp."

"And you managed to kill the bear on your own?"

"Yeah, I was pretty lucky enough that the bear thrown my hand directly to the shotgun, so I quickly grabbed it and aimed it for its stomach while I got laid down and being bitten and clawed by it."

"Impressive, you managed to get that far while fatally wounded like that, no wonder the forest rangers found the bear killed in the forest," Kurt commented in awe as he wrote her verse of the story in his notebook, the other three of them only amazed at Twilight as the nurse brings a medical liquid bag and walked over to Twilight to give another infuse, before Redheart return back to her seat next to the doctor.

"And I recall, you were pretty mad when you quietly saw them rummaging through your stuff at your tent," Copper states. "But what makes you more angrier was when Dash... playing around with your beret?"

"That one, eh?" Twilight asked with sigh. "Only one round left in that shotgun."

"Huh, I didn't know you even counting," Kurt commented in impressed.

"Shotguns and pistols are easy for me to count," Twilight replied with a smirk. "Rifles and machine guns, that's another story."

"Alright, back to the beret problem," Copper said quickly. "Why did nearly killed RD only because of a black beret? Does it even had something important to you?"

Twilight only stared at her dumbfoundedly for awhile, "It's not just any beret, Deputy." Twilight turned her sight towards her legs-covered blanket, she sighed, then snorted. "It was given by my commanding officer, Colonel Marshall. For what I did back in Afghanistan, you know? What I mentioned I was died there."

"You mean when you told us back in the day that you spared the Taliban Commander and killed his men?" Kurt asked, earning both glares from the doctor and the nurse.

"Yeah, that's the one," Twilight answered as she nodded. "I'm going to get arrested, am I?"

"Well...." Copper said trailed off as Kurt finished writing his report in his notebook. "Lucky for you, no. You won't get arrested, we very trust you and you are a friend of the officers, you won't kill any civilians because it's already your duty to not let someone get hurt as best as you can, either got hurt by someone else or by you. Well, we don't know what you can do after you gone rage, but we still trust you to not let anything happen to anyone, including your friends."

"You sure?" Twilight asked in unconvinced. "I just hurt someone back there."

"Well, at least you didn't kill someone," Copper added. "That's the point, you won't get arrested even you're gone enrage like that."

"I don't know if that will prevent me from hurting them," Twilight said in worried.

"Look, about your firearms," Kurt said to her, changing the topic. "We took the shotgun away from you because you only used that weapon 3 days ago, we let you keep the pistol. You can get your shotgun again after you got home."

"Keep it, officer," Twilight said as she looked at him. "Just keep it, I don't need it anymore."

"Are you sure?" Kurt asked to her, then received a nod. "Alright, if you say so."

They all paused for awhile, before the doctor spoke. "Alright, Ms. Sparkle. I did some diagnose to you after I asked to your friends what happened in the past few days, and what did you do in those past few days. From what I can found, that you've been having..... Post-Traumatic Stress disorder which really concerns me if you will be doing fine for these days. Well, you did said that The Red Day didn't bother you about what's going on with you and I believed it. I would recommend to talk to your friends about.. what you're hiding from them and what's been happening to you, maybe it helped you to get yourself feel better."

"You know? I wanted to say nothing happened to me, but I'm not sure," Twilight replied as she shook with sadness. "It will still scarred my life, and I don't know if this would be gone much worse or not."

Nurse Redheart then decided to asked her something personal after awhile of silence. "So.... how does it feel like back in.... Aghanistan?"

Twilight only sighed as she stared at the nurse. "Sometimes peaceful, sometimes not. Well, it's feels so good with the fellow soldiers around to have a talk with... and play with, but when I see one died I just felt sad. There's killing, terrorism, and other else than that. There's a time everything was still okay, until you got startled by a bullet flying passing you head. Everything I felt when I was there, rage is on the top of the list, sad, regret, hatred, guilt is the rest."

"Fear included?" the nurse asked.

"Yeah," Twilight replied with a grin, but then remembered something. "Where's my beret?"

"We stashed your beret back to its place since they saw your rage gone off like that and we don't want that happen again," Kurt then shrugged. "Plus, your friends wanted to ask questions to you, a lot. You better go talked to them, should I call them now?"

"No," Twilight replied with a slow shook. "Tonight, please..."

Kurt and Copper though for a moment with that, but then agreed. "Alright, we'll tell them to talk with you tonight." Kurt said, before they both leave their chairs and walked out the cabin.

"You know?" The doctor said to her. "I would recommend to not do any physical activities, but seeing your condition like this, I'll say that you'll be free to go at night. Just please to not force yourself to do any heavy activity, alright?"

"We'll see," Twilight replied firmly and cold.

After a moment, Twilight's expression turned to a cold frozing expression, emotion locked into her our mind, she wanted to be alone for now. "Can you..... give me some time.... alone?"

Dr. Whooves only opened his mouth a little but then closed it again after thinking of another word. "Alright, if that's what you want."

Both the nurse and the Doctor proceeded to leave herself all alone as they headed to opposite site of the cabin. Which then the officers came back into the cabin and walked over to Twilight. "We already told them that they can talk to you tonight, they'll be expecting that you will meet them at the campfire pit tonight," Kurt said to her.

Twilight then gave a nod at him, Copper then spoke to her again. "Alright, we're going to take our leave now. Hope you have a good day, goodbye, Twilight."

"Goodbye, Officer," Twilight replied with an open palm in front of her chest.

After the officers leave the health cabin, she was alone once again. Now she's stuck in the fucking cabin for awhile so she can gather her own bearings after what she has been through. Though, she was glad that she's already came back alive after that. Feeling melancholy however, is her friends going to be angry at her, or worried, not sure which one. Twilight only can rubbed her forehead travelling to the back of her head like she is be out of sorts.

You know? She'll be damn if she died then came back alive again. It kinda confused her on how life's going on in a funny way. If the Colonel heard this he might gave a little lecture for her after came back for job. But, yeah, now she had another question regarding death.

"Why God forbid me to die?"

Twilight only shook to her own question in upset, before she turned her head towards outside the window. And there they were, waiting for Twilight to came out because they wanted to talk to Twilight about what the hell just happened. Nevertheless, after she saw Sunset and Dash talked to them through it, they all left to do their jobs in the camp. Some of them are mad, but she knows for sure they all worried of what Twilight had become. Dash got nearly shot by Twilight with a shotgun it was looked like a scary experience for Dash herself, even she was actually brave but she had fears for sure. What Twilight actually though was, looks like everyone got a scar in their memory.

Somehow another feeling caught Twilight off-guard, the feeling that she had to do what Lt. Water told her many days ago, talked to them. But yet she chose to kept it secret, this was all wrong. If she talked to them like that, she fear if there's something would be happening much worse. Twilight knew herself that she is such a complex person with a cold, rage and neutral emotion and she was pretty enigmatic to let anyone found out what is she hiding. With her original personalities locked away for a long time, she wasn't sure again to have those personalities back or not, for remembering what she had to do, what she had gotten through, and what she had gotten hurt from.

Moments passed by in silence, Twilight only kept staring through the window for in about an hour. Watching every inch of what those peoples out there doing, she then saw Cloudy from a distance, surprisingly, doing a practice how to know the direction of the eight winds with only with a stick standing on the ground and marked the spot for the direction of east and west. Twilight was feeling proud that Cloudy has been practicing for her skill for land navigation. Now, more than that, she can see Applejack is with Juniper, feeling anxious about what happen three days ago after Twilight nearly shot Dash. She can see them talked to each other with a huff of sadness.

Twilight can't think more of it or see more of it. She then laid down her back on the bed and corrected her pillow under her head. After that, she only looked up towards the ceiling of the cabin again, imagining that she was in her barrack. With a small sigh, she turned her whole body around to the right and put her left hand under the pillow. She then closed her eyes and fell to sleep for tiredness.

9 hours later

Twilight then woke up in the night by herself, she opened her eyes slowly before stood up her back from the bed, she was relieved she didn't slept with a nightmare this time. After that she looked around her, outside the window has showing the day was already dark, the time on the clock was 08:45 PM, and there's no infuses that attached to her arm. When she looked over to the right, she can see the doctor and the nurse are packing up their stuff with the help of a couple of paramedic to store them up back in the ambulance. Dr. Whooves immediately noticed her after he gave the monitor to the paramedic and in unaware turning his head towards her. He then come over to her and sat down on the bed next to her whilst rubbing her back of the shoulder.

"Just in time, I just want to wake you up after putting back some of our stuffs back in the ambulance," the doctor said with a smile. "Do you sleep well?"

"Yeah..." Twilight replied in sore and soft. "This bed is pretty comfy like mine. Better than the beds in the barracks. Man, I'm very tired after those bad days."

"And looks like you're good to go," Dr. Whooves said as he patted her back softly. "Try to stand up, will you?"

"Okay," Twilight then moved her legs out from the bed to the right and then stood up on the floor, she didn't felt flinched or a little sway. "So?"

"You looked fine," Dr. Whooves said as he get off from the bed. "You're ready to talk to them?"

"A little," Twilight replied whilst blowing her breath out from her mouth in agitated. "I'm not sure if they ready to hear it."

"Don't worry," the doctor said to calm her down. "Let's hope they can face the truth."

"I hope so," Twilight added in doubt.

15 minutes later, Dr. Whooves, Nurse Redheart, along with the rest of the paramedic returned home after finished packing things up. Twilight only waved her hand to give a goodbye towards the leaving ambulance. After the ambulance left the camp, she looked over to herself as she stuffed up her hands in her pockets of the jacket. Her black jacket was lacerated after the attack by a bear, at least the hood part of her jacket is still safe. For her wounds, well, a lot of bandaged wound leg to head and neck. The least wound that Twilight knew was only the scratch on the neck, though that was what she thinks.

She then solemnly turned around towards the open field of grass and looked around. There are her friends grouping up to talk at the octagon pavilion and near those picnic tables and cafeteria building. Twilight only can wondering what are they talking about, but then she decided to not think about it and started to heading towards the tent section. As she walked, those friends who were talking to each other then gained their attention at Twilight as she passing by, they only talked what Twilight have done for a moment before they talked back to each other after she was out of sight. When she reached the tent section, she looked up to the dark sky and glance at it, she reminded a word that she can't forget that time.

"They will fucking pay for what they've done!"

She immediately shook her head as strong as she can to get it out from her head until she got a little headache. She hate to remember it again and again, now she can count it it's the 31 times she tried to forget it. After a glance towards the sky, her eyes were looking forward straight towards the campfire pit. There they were, all 24 of them that were in her tent, waiting at the campfire pit as Timber make sure to make the fire a little bigger and everyone else waiting with their eyes only darting to the ground of at the campfire. Twilight took a long sigh to readied herself as she patted her jacket, before she walked towards them calmly but nervous in heart.

Twilight was halfway from them, until they noticed Twilight was walking towards them, like what Twilight said, at night. Dash only gave her narrow eyes at Twilight while the other member of the Rainbooms only gave their assertive looks at her. Juniper and Flash, with the Dazzlings only gave their discomfort looks at her. Cloudy, Tennis, Trixie, with the principals gave their agitated looks at her. Daisy gave a slight angry look at Twilight as Timber able to make the fire much bigger than before and sat back to his seat next to his sister and then gave a sad look at Twilight. While the rest gave their concern looks at her.

After Twilight reached them, she stopped behind where the Rainbooms were seating. They gave her a space to sit down between AJ and Sunset so she sat down there slowly. There was only silence there, except for hearing the grasshoppers making their kreeking sound and sound of the woods of the campfire breaking as they burns. She asked where's Spike and Dash said that he's asleep. After awhile, Sunset stood up from her seat and turned around towards Twilight. What Twilight knew for sure, they'll be going to ask questions first.

Sunset was kept moving her body around like she was in a hurry. She clears her throat first as she though for some questions. She hurriedly folded her arms and looked over to Twilight's face. With showing her anger expression at Twilight, she starts to ask her.

"Alright, Twilight," Sunset snorted. "We're going to ask questions to you. Just answer as honest as you can, alright?"

Twilight only nodded in confirmation. "Just tell me when."

"Alright," Sunset then though for a question she had in mind. "You still don't want to tell who died that time, the funeral?"

Still, Twilight gave her a shook of disapproval. "Really, Twilight? After many days you don't want to talk about it?" Sunset asked in slight annoyance.

"Yeah," Twilight replied, playing her fingers on her thighs. "I'm not sure if you're ready to hear it."

Baton chuckled at that statement with a disbelieving smile. "Since when, Twilight?"

"Since we all return back to the school after the long vacation," Twilight replied in low voice, enough for them to hear it.

"Right," Dash snorted. "Now, where did you learn to do surgery?"

"When Dr. Whooves asked for my help to save the bus driver from dying on his own wound, remember?"

Sunset looked over to AJ to see if her guts can detect her lies. Applejack make a mouthing move with a shook, telling her if that was half-lie half-true.

"Alright," Ringo added. "Where did you learn to shoot quickly that time in competition?"

"I learned it by myself," Twilight replied as she looked at him. "Skill, focus, and timing, that's how I learned my way to shoot quickly."

Applejack told them quietly that was true.

"Twilight!" Rarity called in anger to know she was disbelieve to hear she was telling a true answer, but then quickly calmed down. "About the 'brother' that you introduce to us back at that day, Farikh. Was he really from Las Vegas before coming to here?"

"He was only passing by there after he was off from Afghanistan," Twilight replied as she rubbed her wounded neck. "From there I and him became brother and sister by bond because we help each other through some mess that day, before we went on our own ways."

AJ told them quietly that was half-lie on the part she met him in Las Vegas, half-true for brother and sister in bond.

"Did you bribe the principals to not tell us the truth after beat up Tennis?" Octavia asked, surprising everyone including the principals who were afraid that they were got compromised and excluding Twilight.

"For what I bribe them?" Twilight asked back. "I didn't tell the truth to them, I only point out the main problem that time back in the school and I was out of trouble. And of course they both didn't give me any detention, except for asking me to apologize to her."

And again, Applejack told them that was half-lie and half-true.

"Where were you that time when robbery got killed by a shooter near the school?" Aria asked, remembered about the news that the Rainbooms nearly got robbed by a long-dead robber.

"I was at home, nothing else than that."

As they expected, AJ told them that was a full lie.

"Alright, where the hell did you get the shotgun?" Dash asked, who is a nearly-killed victim of Twilight.

"I got it from someone, but for sure not a criminal," Twilight's word got a confirm from AJ which is true.

"Why did you got mad when I was playing around with your beret?" Dash asked again.

"It's not just a beret, Dash," Twilight replied. "I don't think I want to talk about that."

"Just tell us what you're hiding!" Daisy cried in impatient.

"That's not even a question," Twilight added in calm and cold.

"I know this is a stupid question," Timber admitted. "But do you having an affair with someone?"

"No, I'm not," Twilight replied in annoyed and anger. "How many times I had to say that?"

"You've been half-lying and lying to us!" Vinyl shouted.

"Just tell us the truth, alright!?" Aria shouted.

"I don't know where the hell I start to talk about it!" Twilight fired back at them, starting to get angry.

"By the way, who is this guy named Dolker?" Sunset asked to her loudly, all the sudden Twilight's expression changed to neutral.

She looked over to her left where Sunset is standing, she asked her in a slight surprise, cold, and though she was misheard to what did she asked. "Who did you say?"

"Does the name Dolker rings any bell to you?" Sunset asked again in high tone as she tilted her head to the right with her arms folded.

Twilight suddenly startled by the name she knew, can be seen that her head suddenly jumped back with her face revealing a small opened mouth and wide eyes. Twilight was left speechless as she turned her head staring towards the campfire, they can see her face was revealing a heavy amazement and blank expression. They know that will hit the spot she didn't see it coming, but they didn't expect one thing. They didn't expect that she would be left speechless like that, what they suppose to expect was Twilight gotten surprise with that and just talk. Upon hearing the name, Twilight's blank and surprised expression with leaving her speechless was followed by her heartbeat beating harder like she got a panic attack and she was locked in her own memory. Flash, Cloudy, Tennis, Trixie, Adagio, and the principals were very worried of this.

"Twilight?" Applejack called in sudden worry after Twilight shows her reaction. "Twilight?"

"Twilight?" Sunset called, also in sudden worried as she bent over to front to looked over her face. "Are you okay?"

"Twilight?" both of the principals called.

"Why is she not moving?" Watermelody asked in wonder and concern.

"And didn't even talked?" Rarity added.

"Maybe she had a panic attack?" Pinkie said in a questioning tone.

"Wait, you think?" Dash asked in doubt. "I've never seen her got any panic attack before."

"She's in panic attack," Flash said aloud, gained everyone's attention at him. "I've seen it before."

"When?" Tennis asked in slight amazed.

"Many days ago," Flash replied in sad.

"Why?" Twilight shakily asked in slow and low voice like it was a shout, gained everyone's attention to her surprise. "Why you said his name?"

Sunset was very confused to her question along with the other. "Wha-what do you mean?"

Twilight didn't respond immediately, she only leaned forward whilst putting her right elbow on her right knee with her head landing on her hand, nearly closing her eyes and made her glasses fell, while her other arm was bent back by her elbow and her left hand holding her left knee. "Take my hand."

"Wha-?" Sunset asked with a gasp. "Why?"

"Isn't that what you want? The truth?" Twilight asked nearly looked at Sunset, they clearly can heard her sniffed as she talks. "Take my hand and you'll see."

Sunset looked over to everyone first before doing that. Some of them confirmed with a nod, some of them gave a puzzled and concern face, some of them only silent. Flash, out from all of them, only sighed then nodded before he told her, "do it." Sunset then turned around towards Twilight, still in her current pose. Sunset took a deep breath to be prepared for what she is going to see.

"I hope you're really ready for what you're going to see," Twilight added quickly. "Because what you'll see, is something that you really hate to see."

Sunset only paused at that statement, she can only huffed at that. "Alright."

Sunset then proceeds to grab and hold her left hand and her eyes turned bright as a white light as she proceeds to looked on her memories. True to Twilight's word, it was something that she really hate to see the truth.

Uh, am i in the right place?" she asked, awkwardly.

"Oh, no, no. You're in the right place," Zendel said as he shook his both open hands in front of his chest. "Uh, Miss-"

"Twilight, Twilight Sparkle," Twilight said, nervously.

"Alright, we like to introduce ourselves," Rendor said. "My name's Rendor Nuker."

"Jeremy Lucas, partner."

"Laner Lucker, i'm a bookworm."

"Zendel Workster."

Twilight shook her hand with them for friendly introduction.

"Laner, you said you're a bookworm, Twilight" said.

"Yeah, why?" he asked.

"I'm also a bookworm," Twilight replied, Laner smiled to have a friend to study together with.

"So, what's your reason to join the Army?" Jeremy asked.

"Adventure," she replied.

"Well, you can asked Yorker here if you want that," Rendor said, joking.

Yorker pushed Rendor's shoulder with his fist. "Hey!"

"What? I was joking," said Rendor, everyone laughed.

---

"Well, I didn't called you in for some chat," Colonel said, standing up from his seat and walked around them. "I've called you both because i'm giving you the early promotion.

Twilight and Rendor were surprised and they quickly get off the seat. "Wait, for real, sir?"

"Yes, for real," Colonel replied as he turned around at them. "The 6 of you really did good, but you two has a very greater performance in here, so you'll be ready to go to Afghanistan."

"I see, sir" Twilight said.

"Twilight, you have been promoted to be Corporal," Colonel said, nodded. "Rendor, you have been promoted to Specialist."

"Thank you, sir," both of them said as they bowed at the Colonel.

"No need to thank me, by the way..." Colonel said, smiled. "Your friend, Sgt. Foley will be coming with to Afghanistan."

"That's sound great, sir," said Twilight.

"Alright," Colonel said. "Of Their Own Accord..."

"Rangers Lead The Way!" shouted Twilight and Rendor in spirit.

---

They heading to their positions and wait for Twilight to give a go sign. After she proned with her sniper armed, she then shot the RPG shooter in the head, surprising all militias in the checkpoint.
"Go!" ordered Twilight through the radio.

Twilight quickly shot the both militias that were on the outposts. Ramirez with the two soldiers have killed 6 militias in the open as they taking cover behind a car wreckage. The other 2 soldiers from the Third Platoon killed 3 enemies and destroyed some of the technicals and trucks with their grenade launcher. Twilight quickly took out all of the 6 militias that were taking cover behind the sandbags. After they have cleared out the checkpoint, Twilight called Dolker through the radio.

"Lieutenant! We have cleared out the checkpoint, over!" Twilight said, quickly.
---

Twilight and Laner both looked towards the individuals that Twilight spotted. As they watched them, 5 soldiers including the leader himself approach the suspicious individuals while calling them over.

"Oi, you," the Platoon Leader said while he is pointing at them, the 4 individuals were a bit confused with their language except their body gestures.

"Yes, you four! Come here," the Platoon Leader said as her nodded and giving a hand gesture to 'come here'.

The 4 individuals approached the soldiers in nervous. But then Twilight saw one of the person behind the three individuals is starting to take something underneath his coat.

"Laner, looked at one of the man behind the three of them," Twilight said.

"I see him," said Laner, they both then looked at the target and found out he was pulling out a grenade.

"Platoon Leader, get out from there now, one hostile behind them is about to throw a grenade!" Twilight said quickly via radio.
The Platoon Leader then panicked. "Everyone get back, now!" he shouted as they ran back to the friendlies.

The hostile burst out from behind the three men and about to throw a grenade. But, Twilight manage to shot him first in time before he throw the grenade. He was shot and died while the active grenade fell out from his hand and landed in front of him. The grenade then blew up. It made all soldiers in the city ducked and the hostile's dead body got burned wound, while the three civilians were dragging themselves backward before ran into their house in panic.

"That was a close one, thanks Eagle Eye," said Platoon Leader via radio. "I owe you one."

"Your welcome," replied back Twilight before she closed the radio.

---

"Hold on, Dolker!" Twilight said, she is nearly cried. "You gotta be okay!"

"I... said that a lot to soldiers," said Lt. Dolker, lifting his head for awhile before his head fall back to the ground in pain.

The whole of Twilight's squad then assist her to keep Dolker alive. "Stay awake, just stay awake, MEDIC!"

The medic quickly came to them and then checked on Dolker's condition. "Hold on, sir, i'm going to patch you up."

Dolker then grabbed Twilight's armed and he looked at her eyes. "I don't think i'm going to make it."

"No, no, you will be alive!" Twilight said, going to cry.

"I did... that, to make.. sure... my squad is... okay," Dolker said, as he coughed when he saying it.

"No..." Twilight felt her heart tore apart when she is about to lose him.

"Twi,.... 'Of... Their... Own.. Accord'..." Dolker said, waiting for her answer as he struggle to get some breath.

"'Rangers Lead The Way,'" Twilight replied as she holds his hand and cried.

Dolker smiled, but then, he blow out his last breath. He has died, in the middle of the battlefield.

"No, no, Lt, Dolker, Dolkeer!" Twilight cried very loud, her tears drastically pour out from her eyes and fell into Dolker's soulless body. She keep hitting his chest to bring him back alive, but it was useless.

"Twilight, Twilight!," Rendor shouted as he holds her shoulders and arms and then bring her stand up as Jeremy and Yorker assisted him to hold her.

"Twilight, look at me," Rendor said after he, Jeremy and Yorker able to hold Twilight. "He's dead, alright? He's dead, we can't save him."

Twilight then look away from and looked towards Dolker in deep sorrow as she cry, as the medic shook his head at the soldiers implying that he's gone.

"Hey," called Rendor, in soft tone, Twilight then looked at him in shaken. "We're sorry."

Rendor, Jeremy and Yorker then let her go. Twilight then looked around her, seeing that her comrades have died in the battle.

---

"What's your name?" he asked.

"Twilight," she replied. "Twilight Sparkle."

"You're long way from home, young lady."

"I know."

Farikh nodded, he then asked. "Why did you join the military?"

"I'm looking for adventure."

Farikh was surprised as he looked at her for awhile. "This is no place for adventure to be honest, this is a place of conflicts, kill or be killed."

"I know, but this is also a place of relieved."

"What do you mean, 'relieved'?"

"The view nature of Afghanistan, also the people all around us that believe that everything we bring here like, a pen for example, is looks like a gift for them."

Farikh then chuckled, but it was true if something like that happened. After they silent for awhile, Farikh then starts to tell a story to her.

"It was 2 months ago, i was in Helmand Province, in a place called Shorawak. I was heading there to find my parents at their home. When i reached there, there was a big fight between the Talibans and those Americans. My parents house was in the middle of the battlefield. I rushed to get there as those Talibans covered my back and i shoot back at the Americans with my AK. When i nearly reached the house, the house suddenly blown up and i was thrown away from there. When i woke up, i see that my parents died, killed by the Americans with their tank. I was very mad back there and i screamed. I ran to cover and quickly take the RPG on the ground. And then i ran out in the open with haste. The Americans have two tanks back there. I aimed at the tank and take the shot. I blown up a tank with one shot, right at the firing tube. I shot another one with it and the tank broke down. The Americans then fled away from the battle, for their only support are destroyed. After the battle, i just standing in tears as i drop the weapon in my hand to the ground. The Talibans cheered for victory except me, and my brothers there for we lose what we care and we love about. i ran off to Kandahar with my only family, which is my brothers. To find a safe place for us. I regret that i failed to save them, i pray for my parents all day, in or not in battle."

Twilight felt sad hearing his story, she nearly cried. "I'm sorry."

---

She then took out her M9 from the holster on her chest and aimed it at him. Mohud back up in fear until his back hits the wall, no way out from here. She aimed her M9 at his head, she only had one bullet left in it, saving it to kill him. Mohud knows he will die, he closed his eyes to get ready to be killed. As she aims at his head, she is about to pull the trigger. But suddenly, she heard a voice from inside her head.

"Twilight, stop," said the voice.

Her eyes suddenly widen and her rage gone, she was surprised to recognized that was Dolker's voice.

"Stop, Twilight," Dolker's voice said. "This is not who you are."

Twilight then realized that she is already a monster, her angry expression turns to sorrow, she was silent for a moment. Nevertheless, she pulled the trigger and a loud gunshot was heard. Mohud startled quickly, thought he was shot, but he didn't. Mohud then open his eyes and found out that, Twilight missed the shot, when he turned around he found out that the bullet hit the wall next his head. In very nervous he quickly looked straight at Twilight as she lowered her gun and looked down to the ground. She then closed her eyes in regret and her eye brows were squinting, showing that she is mad at herself. She let him live, she had enough killing for today.

"I decided to spare you, Mohud..." Twilight said in cold tone. "Get out from here, before i change my mind..."

---

"She's still alive! We need medic, NOW!" Colonel shouted in worried.

The medics quickly come to them and sees her condition.

"Damn, this is worse than i though," a medic said after putting her on the stretcher

Farikh, Foley, Rendor, and Marshall quickly escorted the medics to bring Twilight to the health center. All the soldiers in the COP were in shocked seeing her critical condition as she was brought to the health center.

"Oh god, no, Twilight.." Zendel said, he then gone speechless as he looked Twilight were brought by them to the health center, he was left standing there in horror along with the rest of the soldiers and member squads back there who were also in speechless. They can't believe what they saw. As they carried Twilight to the health center, Colonel asked Farikh.

"Where the hell you found her?" he asked quickly.

"No, she did found me in Jaldak, she asked me to escorted her to Mohud's hideout so i bring her there," Farikh said quickly. "After she fought the Talibans mercilessly, she was already in this condition when i about to get out from there."

"What!?" Colonel asked in disbelieve. "You didn't even helped her."

"She's the one who decided to this by herself," Farikh said. "She don't want me to get involved with this!"

Twilight did opened her eyes a little. Her sense of hearing was fading. She can heard the soldiers who carrying her said that she will be alright. Once reaching the health center, everyone quickly get the equipments for surgery. And, Twilight closed her eyes at last, she's near death.

"She's going to die! She's going to die" shouted Rendor, after he noticed she closed her eyes for the last time.

"Get defribilator, now!" a medic shouted as he pointed the thing he needed.

The health monitor started to change its tone.

"Twilight! Twilight!" Farikh called, Twilight heard it until the sounds she heard quickly faded.

"Twilight!"

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"Hhuuh!" Sunset gasped quickly after she let go her hand in disbelieve.

For the first time in her life, she ever saw a memory of Twilight that has able to kill someone else than the robber that tried to kill her in the event of 'The Red Day'. Not just someone, A LOT. Sunset took a couple of step back in heavy shock on what she saw. Twilight knew if this will be her reaction, that's why she doesn't want to tell her truth. Sunset still locked her sights at Twilight in shocked and disbelieve, she opened her mouth her and her eyes wide, her both hands were putted in front of her chest and nearly opened her both palms. Everyone quickly came to shock and worry as well after saw Sunset's reaction like that, and Twilight however still in her current pose.

"No..." Sunset gasped, then shook uncontrollably. "No!! You can't be......"

"What's wrong?!" Fluttershy and Daisy both asked. "What did you see?!"

"No...." Sunset was very stammered to say out the word. "You..... you're.... died three times"

"WHAT?!" Everyone asked in shock, except for those who knew, and Twilight herself.

"Impossible!" Timber exclaimed in disbelieve. "She died twice!"

"That's because you missed one," Flash said, surprising everyone. "She tell me how did she died the second time."

"Wait, WHAT!?" AJ asked aloud in wonder with her eyes open wide, those who knew a little of Twilight's secret only glared at him. "You knew all along?"

"Some of us know this," Cloudy said, as she, Tennis, Trixie, Adagio, Flash, and the principals raised their hands.

"Why you didn't tell the truth to us?" Juniper asked, before Sonata asked again. "Just why?"

"We kept our promise to Twilight that we won't tell you about it, until she spoke to you," Trixie said with a frown.

"And you did well," Twilight said grimly, gained everyone's glare at them.

Twilight then changed her pose by putting her both elbows on her knees and her both hands tied to each other whilst bending her upper body and head forward. Twilight then landed her forehead on top of the tied hands. Twilight sighed while Sunset frowned at her whilst putting her left hand on her chest griefly. It was only awhile of silence, until Twilight tilted her face a little looking over to Sunset out from the corner her eye. Sunset only stared at her not knowing what to say something.

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"Now you know everything, Sunset," Twilight said to her in cold. "It's my turn now to ask questions to you, everything about what you have seen in my memories. Try as accurate as you can."

"Alright," Sunset replied with a agitated nod. "I'll try."

Everyone nervously silent as they waited to hear what's the first question, Twilight though for a moment, until she found a question. "What is my code?"

"Excuse me?" Tennis asked, she didn't heard it clearly.

"What is my code?" Twilight asked again.

Sunset looked to the ground, she found the answer. "Deploy, Engage, Destroy, Kill, Rescue, Protect, Resist, Evade, Escape, Survive."

"Correct," Twilight said, everyone only still silently sad upon hearing it. "Who was the unknown distant shooter that killed the robber right in front of you?"

"It's you," Sunset replied with widen eyes, everyone except who knew this opened their mouth in shock. "You were on the rooftop of the school, you killed him with a Mosin-Nagant sniper rifle.."

"Correct," Twilight said, then moving on to the next question. "Who is The Boogeywoman?"

"You," this time, their reaction were truly in heavy amazement, some of them, including Timber, had to stood up from their seats for their shock.

"Who was Farikh before he moved on here?"

"He was a Taliban, along with his birth brothers," Sunset was felt like the others who listening it, disbelieve. "You helped them to move and live here."

"Who am I?" Twilight asked, there was a slight confusion on everyone except Flash, not long she added. "With formalities and in which team I'm in."

"Cpl. Twilight Sparkle, Squad Bravo 2-7, 1^stBattalion, 75^thRegiment, US Rangers."

"Who was Dolker?" Twilight asked, she was starting to sobbing.

"Lt. Dolker Weinard, Squad Bravo 2-7, 1^stBattalion, 75^thRegiment, US Rangers."

"Who was he for me?"

"A mentor, an overseer, and a brother-in-arms," everyone was pretty surprised to this, especially when mentioning that he was a mentor to her.

"When did he died?" Twilight sniffed, they clearly don't like where this is going.

"4 June," Sunset tears were starting to pour out a little from her eyes. "Operation Sand Eagle."

"Cause of death?" Twilight asked sobbingly, nearly tilted her head at Sunset.

"A lot of gunshot wounds," Sunset said slowly and griefly.

"When was his funeral?" Twilight asked in cold tone.

"10 June," Sunset answered slowly in fear. "That's why you're late..."

Everyone were amazed at Twilight, to know why that time she was late to go school.

"In Operation Sand Eagle how many I killed?" Twilight asked, it was at that question that made Sunset gulped.

"375 people you killed on your own with rage," Sunset answered in amazed. "All of them are bad guys."

They all gasped to hear how many did she killed in a day. They were afraid to imagine what happened back there.

"What did I do after Dolker died?" Twilight asked again.

Sunset really to say the word that really doesn't want to use again. "Revenge."

"Wait, you mean you go out in the night to find Farikh so he can lead you to the guy called 'The Red Hand' and kill him?" Pinkie asked in worried with her pinkie senses on, everyone was pretty in grief to hear it.

"Nearly correct, Pinkie," Twilight answered, not surprised by her nearly correct Pinkie senses. "I was about to kill 'The Red Hand'."

"What do you mean about to kill him?" Luna asked in puzzled.

"I did took the shot but I didn't kill him after I realize who am I."

"You realized that you were a monster," Sunset added in mellow and melancholy.

"Correct," Twilight's sobbing then turned to cry. "What did I do after Farikh lead me to him?"

"You..... killed them all except him," Sunset was also starting to sobbed. "You.... used your magic to kill them after they set you in rage."

Neither of them can even commented on what did they hear. They all were speechless and amazed. Celestia and Luna were in fear and worried to hear that Twilight has used her magic to kill those Talibans, which was suppose to be the magic of her friendship. The Dazzlings and The Rainbooms were very worried to know what Twilight had to do to kill them all.

"And I have spared him for I realized myself for what I have become," Twilight closed her eyes as she cried. "When I died?"

And everyone were very surprised to hear that question, Sunset really hates to answer the question but it feels like she had no choice but to answer it. "6 June, you died after Farikh managed to get you back to the COP that you were from."

"Cause of death?"

"Heavy blood loss," Sunset coughed due to herself crying. "and 13 fatal gunshot wounds, 8 of them got through you."

"Correct," Twilight then slowly lifted her head and looked over them whilst her gripping hands still left hanging in front of her with both elbows on the knees. "Did I earned the name as The Boogeywoman for the first time because of that?"

"Yes...."

"That is as far as I can tell, I can't take more of this anymore."

They all only stay silent, because they know Twilight is not done talking yet. Twilight continued on talking whilst she's crying and sobbing.

"You know? I joined as a soldier not only wanting to take part on an adventure, but also I've also wanting to learn how to save and protect someone. Even if I had to kill someone because he trying to harm me, or you. I know some of you are angry at me, worry at me, blame at me, sick at me,..... and sad at me. But most of all,........ I hate myself for what I've become. I really...... didn't want this to happen,...... either to me or to you, people. I hoped that everything around here will be doing fine when I'm around, but I was wrong, and I brought a lot of trouble to you all. I taunted you, I hurt you, I heartbroken you, but most of all,..... nearly killed one of you. I've been through a lot, I have survived through 'The Red Day' and I have survived the war in Afghanistan, I've been through hell and back. I've been trying to forget it and live it on but I can't, because it was not just a scar, it's scar that everyone and I myself hate it because it's something that is very worse and we can't forget it for I am and anyone else felt guilty for it. When I'm trying to change all I get is only bad shit that's just stab me in the back with a knife. All I want is only to make things right, whether I'm a soldier or not. And now...... this is what I get. *Hiks* I don't know what else for me to do, I wanted to tell you about it, but I don't have the courage to do so and it kept pissing me off when I was thinking about it. I was about to tell you that, and now, you just made me hate myself and angry at myself again, feeling the guilt of myself as a monster and failed to save someone I loved. I've been wanting to protect you, but I failed. And know you see the true monster, right in front of you. *Hiks* I'm sorry, I'm very sorry for what all I've did to you. I'm..... sorry."

Twilight stood up from her seat and then made her way from there as she cried. Not heading to the tent, but heading to the empty cafeteria. Her friends were only watched her walked away from them in heavy grief. They all sobbed, except for Sunset who cried, after they heard the truth from her. Sunset only can fell to the ground to sat herself on the grass, very heartbroken to see what she had become. Flash come over to her and hugged her as she cried.

"I know how is your feeling to Twilight," Flash said griefly. "I'm sorry if I didn't tell you earlier about it."

"It's alright," sunset sniffed. "It's alright."

Twilight kept walking forward, trying to hold off her emotion because it's going to vent soon enough. As she cried, she left the tent section and straight towards the empty cafeteria. There were those students still nesting in that pavilion and near the cafeteria, but when they saw Twilight crying, they only amazed and worried about what made her cry. When Twilight was passing them, they all stepped back to give her way until she reached the front door of the cafeteria. Twilight stood there, until she quickly kicked the door opened and its lock broke which shocked everyone behind her.

She entered and closed the door behind her and blocked it by turning over the cabinet next to the door. Those who were outside the empty and dark cafeteria were trying to look inside by looking through the window on the doors and walls. Twilight turned around from the door and facing the tables and just stood there for a moment. She then slowly stepped forward and approached the tables that have been occupied with a lot of wood plates and glasses and small tools on top of it. Twilight then took a glass on her hand and looked at it, darkness covered her eyes. She then slowly grinned her teeth and break the glass to pieces only by squeezing it.

Twilight's rage starting to vent. She hits everything on the tables, breaks everything on the tables, throws everything in every direction including the window with a non-stop screaming as she cried. Everything was breaking into pieces and she ignored any she pained she did herself in guilt. What things she threw was also flying out the window and nearly hurt someone. She hit and kick the table many times, before she quickly walked over to the wall in front of her. She then hit the wall many times and as hard as she can for the sake of venting her rage.

The anger, the rage, the hatred that were in her mind. She kept hitting whilst her flashbacks are haunting her very hard whilst she screamed. All she wanted is destroy everything in there. She hated everything that has happened to her so much. She keep hitting and hitting and hitting non-stop through out the whole night.

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!"