I'm so sorry! I never meant this to happen. I… I never expected this to happen to me. It's like I'm some sort of lame loser, but I am a loser. My whole life I tried to prove I’m not a loser. Elements of Loyalty… I’m such a joke!

I don't to deserve to be here. I don't deserve to be a Wonderbolt. I…

Ammy, it’s all my fault. I admit it. I know you hate me right now, but… I just couldn't help myself. I knew it was wrong and I still did it. Deliberately. I've been feeling crushed inside and i thought this might help. The truth is I wanted it to get this far, but I…

I'm sorry, okay! I just wanted some happiness in my messed up like and I caused *yay* instead!

AwesomePony

What the hay just happened? O.o

RRBB

@AwesomePony, you get the *yay* back here and say what's going on! I swear, mane, if you pull some crazy *yay* then get to something *yay* up like last time, I'll fly there and *yay* you up so hard that you won't be able to sit for a week!

Feather

She removed all her stories and deleted her account. I have everything on backup, but this is serious. Anypony know what’s going on? :(

HopHop

The only thing I could say is that she sent me a long apology PM before deleting her account. I cannot go into the PM itself, because it's of personal nature, but it is confusing as the post and going into much greater extremes.

If there's anyone who could talk with her in real life, I advise them doing that as quickly as possible.

The TechNightling

Huh? :( AwesomePony seemed so happy yesterday. I saw her fly into a wall and just align it off. Maybe it has to do with the magic phenomena all over Equestria?

Ill try to find out what's going on.

DaBoss

I just heard from the cap. AwesomePony requested immediate emergency leave sometime last night and didn't show up for work today. I sent some of the recruits to her place, but nopony seems there.

No idea what this is about. Who’s Ammy?

Fleetfoot

I'll go find her. Stupid, stupid AwesomePony! :~/

Brush

@Fleetfoot: I'm “Ammy” and I have no idea what's going on. I'm at work right now (urgent stuff I have to finish) so can't go looking for her, but I really don't know what got into her. We've seen each other several times since I came back, and everything was fine. We even were supposed to go out and have dinner with her and Jade later this week.

Do you think it's a prank? @AwesomePony, if you made an alt just to freak us out, it isn’t funny!

MixaMax

@MixaMax: nope, no secondary account. She hasn't logged in to the site from the same address either. Whatever the reason she’s gone for good. :(

HopHop

I know where to find her. Already on my way!

YouKnowWho

@YouKnowWho: Don't go on your own, you idiot! :( Tell us where it is! What's up with everypony and their secrets lately?!

RRBB

AwesomePony quit her job as Ponyville weather pony! I've only seen her like this when she though she'd never pass her Wonderbolt exam. Nopony knows what's going on :(

Cloudkicker said she had been crying a bit, but brushed this off as being allergies. I'll try to find out more between my rounds.

DaBoss

Girls, use the site network. I know this isn't its purpose, but start an AwesomePony lookout page? I leaving up to the @mods and @Luna to decide if this is a proper course of action.

Not to be a *yay* but I think we could help each other more as Nightlings. That's not to say that we don't already (you all know what I'm talking about) but there are recourses we can use and we don't. The network thing, for one. Also with group functionality, we could open places for support and not only for writing. Again, this is @LyraHands’ place, so she has the final say, but knowing her, I think she wouldn't be against.

Oh, and just one thing. As you've seen the @mods and assistants are always here, so will easily deal with attempts to abuse such features.

LightSparkle

@all: I have created three support groups:

Crying Shoulder
Heartbreak
Always Someone

I'll add descriptions to clarify what each group deals with. I'd like to ask that everyone refrain from making new groups, but instead focus on being helpful there. During the course of the week I’ll assign respective rights to members who will run them. Until then I'll administer them personally.

The TechNightling

*yay*! I'm scared! I can't find AwesomePony in her special place. She always told me to go there if I felt alone or sad. Anypony else have any luck?

YouKnowWho

@DarkSparkle: can Spike send a mail to her parents? Maybe she's there?

Twist

@The TechNightling: please all this for me.

Everyone’s concern is really appreciated, but this is somewhat of a private matter. I think I know what happened and will try to find AwesomePony and sort this out. I might have an idea where she is.

Meanwhile, while the idea of support groups is magnificent (I wouldn't be where I am if it wasn't the help and support of @MasterOfThisAstra and @DarkSparkle), creating what in effect is a Nightling spy network is definitely going too much. Magic incidents is one thing, making a chart where somepony was at any given time… that's not something I think we should be doing.

In the past there have been shoutouts on a case by case basis (just as there has been now for AwesomePony) and I think that method is preferable.

Just my two bits. Thank you.

Jade

@all:

Everyone’s concern is really appreciated, but this is somewhat of a private matter. I think I know what happened and will try to find AwesomePony and sort this out. I might have an idea where she is.

Meanwhile, while the idea of support groups is magnificent (I wouldn't be where I am if it wasn't the help and support of @MasterOfThisAstra and @DarkSparkle), creating what in effect is a Nightling spy network is definitely going too much. Magic incidents is one thing, making a chart where somepony was at any given time… that's not something I think we should be doing.

In the past there have been shoutouts on a case by case basis (just as there has been now for AwesomePony) and I think that method is preferable.

Just my two bits. Thank you.

Jade

I find myself agreeing with Jade’s reasoning and until I hear otherwise from @LyraHands or @CodeFilly, I won't be engaging in or allowing any “mapping” of ponies. Furthermore, I'll leave the matter in Jade’s hooves and will be locking the thread.

If there's any news you're welcome to start a new thread, but please do not abuse the site.

The TechNightling

I spoke with her. She needs some time.

Brush

CodeFilly