After learning that Discord is extremely unhappy about something, Fluttershy suggests that he write down what has been bothering him.

Discord has a LOT on his mind. It's not easy living for eons and growing up as the Spirit of Chaos.

Warnings: Talk of attempted suicide. And chapter 4 details an abusive relationship.

The concept of Discord trying to take his own life by jumping off the cliff and denying it is entirely alarajrogers' idea. The rest of the tale is mine.