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Chapter 11: Screw All Three Of Them
Previous Chapter Next ChapterWaking up the next morning, Fluttershy found herself still nestled in Rainbow’s snuggling, with the said woman still fast asleep. She giggled, kissing her nose and cuddling close. It was her first morning waking up in what was going to now be her new home, which added a sense of excitement to it.
All the while, she merely watched her lover sleep, who looked peaceful, despite her mild snoring. Fluttershy stroked her hair gently, wondering what she could’ve been dreaming about.
Peeking toward the window, she could hear the sound of rain pattering on the window pane. Fluttershy smiled, seeing that maybe it was a good idea to just stay in and… do many things.
Looking back over at Rainbow, she was surprised to find her eyes now wide open, looking at her.
“Oh!” Fluttershy squeaked in mild surprise, then laughed a bit, “Well, good morning.”
“Good morning, beautiful,” Rainbow smiled, “How was your first night in your new home?”
“Very nice, I slept so well,” Fluttershy kissed her nose, “How about you?”
“Pretty good,” Rainbow smiled, “It’s nice not sleeping alone.”
Fluttershy nodded in agreement, “I started hugging pillows whenever I slept alone. I missed having you in bed with me.”
Rainbow chuckled, “I have that effect on women,” she said smugly, “Remember, no clothes at all today.”
“Oh, wouldn’t dream of it,” Fluttershy smirked playfully, “Not when I can admire your physique all day.”
“You… you like my physique?” Rainbow asked, surprised, “Really?”
Fluttershy gave her a flat look, but then smiled, “Of course I do. I like your body very much. Your tan is lovely, you carry a lot of confidence and sex appeal, you look strong, but still a little air of softness. Yes, I love what I see…”
Rainbow blushed, “T-thanks. I always thought I looked too… boyish for most people. You know, near-flat chest, all kinds of muscle tone, that sort of thing.”
“Maybe a little, but you have a more athletic body, it kind of makes sense,” Fluttershy ran a hand along her side, caressing the skin, “But it suits you, it really does. You also have beautiful rainbow hair that offsets it perfectly, and have I mentioned you have beautiful eyes? I think you’re a uniquely beautiful woman,” she kissed her nose.
“Thanks,” Rainbow smiled, kissing her back, “You wanna get up now, or just lie here all day?”
“I am a little hungry, so we should get up… and see where the day takes us,” Fluttershy purred, winking.
“Mmm, I got something I can feed you with,” Rainbow said with a smirk, patting her rear.
“Ooh, you naughty woman!” Fluttershy licked her lips, then got up. She went toward the door, swaying her hips and walking like a runway model.
Rainbow grinned and watched her leave, “Oh, I should have a No Clothes rule more often.”
Downstairs, not even putting on an apron, Fluttershy went to work on making a simple breakfast of eggs and toast. While used to walking around naked in Rainbow’s house, it made her smile to think she’d be doing this more often, now.
“Oh, I have a feeling today is going to be awesome…” She said to herself, humming and mixing the eggs in the pan.
Rainbow came down a few minutes later, sporting a big grin as she sat down at the table.
“What’s for breakfast, Shy?” she asked.
“Scrambled eggs and toast sound good to you?” Fluttershy asked, peering at her over her shoulder.
“Of course,” Rainbow smiled, then her smile turned to a smirk, “And maybe some cream pie for later.”
“Oooh….” Fluttershy purred, swaying her hips again.
Rainbow grinned, feeling her member rise as they exchanged banter, “So, seems like today is strictly indoors, eh?”
“I think even the weather made sure of that,” Fluttershy giggled, spooning the eggs onto two plates, “I think that sounds like a plan to me…”
“So, save the shower for this evening?” Rainbow asked with a laugh.
Fluttershy nodded, “Sure, that’s a good idea.”
Rainbow bounced her eyebrows as Fluttershy carried the plates over and sat down next to her. Taking a fork in one hand, her other hand drifted down to stroke Rainbow’s bare thigh. The girl yelped briefly at Fluttershy’s cold hands, but otherwise smiled as she ate.
“Oh, sorry,” Fluttershy giggled, running her hand a little higher, then lower again, “I didn’t realize my hands were cold.”
“That’s alright, just a little shock,” Rainbow smiled, “It’ll take more than cold hands to rattle me.”
Fluttershy smiled, nuzzling her cheek, “You’re lucky. I see movement at the corner of my eye and I jump out of my skin.”
Rainbow nuzzled her back, “Yeah,” she said, taking a bite of her toast, “You’re a nightmare when you’re asleep. I so much as move and you scream.”
“...I do?” Fluttershy blinked with surprise.
“Yeah,” Rainbow said with a shrug, “One time I nuzzled you and you socked me in the eye.”
Embarrassed, Fluttershy looked away, “I-I didn’t know… I don’t ever remember, I… But you told me that you got that by walking into a door.”
“You were asleep,” Rainbow said, “It’s not your fault. And who honestly believes the I walked into a door excuse? That’s the most cliche excuse in the book.”
“Okay… Still, I guess because I’ve slept alone longer than I’ve shared a bed with someone, my instincts get the better of me…” Fluttershy murmured, shaking her head, “I’m sorry it’s caused you any trouble.”
“No trouble,” Rainbow smiled, laying a hand on Fluttershy’s as she stroked her thigh.
Managing to smile back, Fluttershy nuzzled her and went back to eating her breakfast, “All right, then…”
Rainbow glanced over to her a number of times as she ate, smiling with glee as Shy’s hand continued it’s affectionate petting of her leg.
“So,” Fluttershy broke the silence after she finished eating, looking over at her with a shy smile, “Where would you like to start?”
“Anywhere,” Rainbow smiled, leaning in to kiss her, “You feeling horny or snuggly?”
“Snuggly,” Fluttershy giggled, kissing her back, “But I think the circumstances will undoubtedly make me very horny.”
Rainbow slid over to her, wrapping her in her arms, “Oooh, I like you when you’re horny and all over me,” she smiled, stroking her midriff.
“Me too,” Fluttershy returned the embrace and nuzzled her neck, “You smell nice…”
“It’s my hair,” Rainbow said, kissing her neck, “It’s scented.”
“I like it,” Fluttershy cooed, running a hand along her side, “It’s so...you.”
Rainbow took a deep whiff of her hair, “Mmm, yours smells nice too. Smells like… roses.” She felt her length twitch, giggling as she took another whiff of Fluttershy’s hair.
Laughing a bit, Fluttershy ran her fingers through her hair, “I remember you said you liked that smell for my hair when we were kids. For whatever reason, I just never stopped using it since then.”
Rainbow took another whiff, “Mmm, that’s so hot…”
“Mm-hmmm…” Fluttershy nuzzled her hair, “I see you’ve been keeping it long… It’s a very nice look for you.”
“Looks better blowing in the wind,” Rainbow smiled, reaching up to cup Fluttershy’s breasts, “Tried short hair. Wasn’t as fun.”
“I liked it,” Fluttershy squirmed happily at the touch, “But whatever you choose works. You’re right though, it does look better when blowing in the wind….”
“Yup,” Rainbow smiled, rubbing her breasts, “So, we gonna make idle chit-chat, or start getting sticky?”
“How sticky?” Fluttershy purred, her hand reaching her goal of grabbing Rainbow’s member and stroking it.
Rainbow groaned softly, “Sweet Apple Cider Keg Party sticky.”
“Well, then….” Fluttershy nibbled her neck and stroked harder.
Rainbow leaned her head back, hugging Fluttershy’s midsection, “So, how do you want me?”
“To begin with…” Fluttershy took one of her hands, bringing it down between her legs, “We help each other get started… Then I want you to lean me over the table and take me from behind.”
“Mmm,” Rainbow said softly as she rubbed two fingers against Fluttershy’s folds, “You gonna talk dirty to me, or save that for later?”
“Keep finger fucking me and you’ll see,” Fluttershy cooed, giving her bedroom eyes. She stroked a little harder.
Rainbow grinned and slid both fingers into her, curling them up to stroke her walls as she moved her wrist back and forth, cooing as she felt both her warm wetness squeezing her hand, as well as her warm hand squeezing her cock.
“Ooohh, so good…” Fluttershy moaned, pumping her member faster, “After that, you sit anywhere and I will suck your cock into next week…”
Rainbow moaned and almost came right there, “Sounds great, you sexy little nymph,” she smiled as she thrusted her fingers into her snatch with a more eager drive.
“I’m not just any nymph, I’m your nymph…. I hunger only you….” Fluttershy purred sensually, bringing both her hands to pump Rainbow’s stiff shaft.
“Let’s satiate that hunger, shall we?” Rainbow smirked as she took her fingers out of her and pushed her forward so she was bent over the table, “Spread ‘em.”
“Oooh Dashie,” Fluttershy moaned, spreading her legs and peering at her over her shoulder.
Rainbow lined the tip of her cock up with Fluttershy’s sopping wet lips, grinning, “Go on, Shy. Beg me to fuck your slutty little pussy.”
Clutching the counter, Fluttershy panted a little, “Please Dashie…. Fuck me! Fuck me hard… I want your cock inside my pussy…. My slutty little pussy! Please! I want you so bad… I’m your little slut and I need you inside me!”
Rainbow smirked and pushed into her to the very base of her cock, taking Fluttershy’s hips as she pumped herself inside her, grabbing her hair with her free hand and holding her head to the table.
“Nnnghh…. Rainbow…” Fluttershy moaned loudly, clutching the table, “D-Don’t stop…!”
“Keep begging like that and I won’t just fuck you senseless, I’ll make you see angels,” Rainbow smiled, pumping Fluttershy’s pussy harder and more aggressively, slapping her across the ass.
“Ah!” Fluttershy yelped, “Y-Yes! Yes! Fuck me as hard as you can! I want it all, Dashie!”
Rainbow leaned back, gripping her by the rear and thrusting hard into her, angling herself to graze the tip of her cock against her walls as she drove herself as deep into Fluttershy as she could possibly go, “As you wish.”
“Woohoo…!” Fluttershy squealed, her tongue hanging out as she grinned dazedly, “You awesome slut! Bury yourself inside me! Yes!”
Rainbow smiled as she picked up her pace, pushing further and further into her, “How’s that, gorgeous?”
“W-Wonderful….! I’m going to cum…!” Fluttershy squealed, moaning louder, “You wonder woman! I’m almost there…!”
“Cum for me,” Rainbow smiled, slapping her ass, “Scream my name!”
Fluttershy let out a wailing scream as she came, with Rainbow’s name making it in there. She slumped over, panting heavily, “Oooohh Rainbow… Awesome,” was all she could manage at the moment.
Rainbow slid out of her, kissing her ass cheeks as she patted her rear, “You’re welcome, sweetheart.”
“Did you just…?” Fluttershy giggled madly, “Oh, Dashie… you’re always full of surprises.”
“Is ‘predictable’ found anywhere near Rainbow Dash?” Rainbow asked, flipping Fluttershy forward and fervently flourishing her face with kisses.
Laughing with delight, Fluttershy stroked her hair, “No, I don’t think it ever has.”
Rainbow kissed her neck as she nuzzled her, “You scream pretty damn nicely.”
“Thank you…. I never used to be good at screaming, but I suppose it takes the right circumstances to bring it out,” Fluttershy cooed, nuzzling back.
“Horny and having an awesome lay as a lover sure helps,” Rainbow said smugly, “Now, I believe you were saying something about afterwards?”
“Why yes, I believe I did…” Fluttershy licked her cheek.
Rainbow licked her back, “So why don’t you get started?”
“Sit down anywhere, and I will,” Fluttershy purred, giving her a half-lidded smirk.
Rainbow lifted herself from Fluttershy’s sweaty body and sauntered over to the living room, sitting back onto the couch, her glistening cock standing boldly upright. Following after her, Fluttershy knelt down on the floor, licking her lips.
“Are your balls still sore?” Fluttershy asked, gripping the base of Rainbow’s member gently.
“A little,” Rainbow replied, “Probably best not to touch them.”
Nodding, Fluttershy leaned over and grazed the tip with her teeth, then licked along. “Oh, but after I’m done, I don’t want you to get up just yet. Okay?”
“Why?” Rainbow hissed as Fluttershy toyed with her.
“I know how much you liked a titjob… I’ll be doing that again for you, after I finish sucking you off…” Fluttershy purred, then engulfed the shaft into her mouth.
“Oh my god,” Rainbow groaned as Fluttershy got right to work sucking her cock, “Marry me!”
The exclamation caught Fluttershy off guard as she pulled away for a moment, “...Really?”
Rainbow realized what she’d just said, “Oh… I was meaning it as sort of an extreme way of saying you’re awesome. I love you Shy, but we’ve been doing this… what, a month and a half?”
“A little around that,” Fluttershy blushed a bit, giggling, “I can see what you mean, though. Don’t worry about it,” she assured, and went back to work.
“Yeah, sorry,” Rainbow sighed as she felt Fluttershy’s mouth wrap around her again, “Ooooh, I could spend hours like this…”
Giggling and humming as she worked, Fluttershy bobbed her head gently. She brought her free hand up to stroke Rainbow’s thigh, using her other to squeeze tighter. Rainbow moaned sharply, reaching down to stroke Fluttershy’s hair.
“Mmmmm,” Fluttershy hummed tunelessly. She eventually let go, bringing both her hands to Rainbow’s hips and bobbing her head faster.
Rainbow threw her head back and moaned, “OH YES! Right there, Shy! Suck it! Suck it hard!”
Obliging, Fluttershy licked and suckled harder than ever. This time, she went further, further in, deep-throating. She had to hold back her gag reflex, which made her shake a bit. But the odd feeling of Rainbow’s member now touching the back of her throat felt strangely interesting. She pulled back a little, then went in again.
Rainbow’s hands flew to Fluttershy’s head, fisting into her hair, “Ffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuck! Keep it up, Shy! I’m gonna cum!”
“Mm!” Fluttershy was taken aback for a second, but resumed her ministrations. She sucked harder, bobbed faster, occasionally deep-throating as she went.
Rainbow pushed her head all the way to the base of her cock as she let out a sharp cry and released her seed into Fluttershy’s throat, groaning as she let go and Fluttershy slowly withdrew from her mouth.
“Whoo my…” Fluttershy murmured as she swallowed and regained her breathing, “I…. I take it you liked it when I deep-throated?”
“Ooooh yeah,” Rainbow smiled as she stroked Fluttershy’s face, “There’s not a guy or girl like me in the world who doesn’t.”
“I’ll certainly try it more often, then,” Fluttershy smiled with a blush.
“You’re certainly good at it,” Rainbow smiled, “And you look so cute sucking me off.”
“Thank you…” Fluttershy got up onto the couch and kissed her cheek, nuzzling her, “You make the best noises…. And you look so cute when you cum.”
Rainbow pulled her into a hug, nuzzling her back, “Thanks. How do I taste?”
“Salty, but with a fruity tang,” Fluttershy hugged her back.
“Do you like it?” Rainbow asked with a smirk.
Giggling, Fluttershy nodded and nuzzled her cheek, “Yes I do. It’s very nice. Tasty, you could say.”
Rainbow snuggled her, pulling her back onto the couch, “I love you, Shy.”
“I love you too, Dashie,” Fluttershy cooed, snuggling back and touching their lips in a tender kiss. Something then occurred to her, as she faced her lover once more, “Rainbow…. I just realized. When I called you that day, saying I didn’t want to share you...do you remember that you referred to me as your girlfriend?”
“Yeah,” Rainbow chuckled, seeing where this was going, “What about it?”
“You…. You knew. You knew I loved you,” Fluttershy murmured, then giggled a bit, “You knew all along!”
“Well, that and I was serious about what I said, too. About how you kinda gotta listen to a woman who willingly has sex with you,” Rainbow grinned, “But yeah. I think the fact you didn’t want to share me kinda told me everything. I was just waiting for you to say it out loud.”
“Oh, you got me good…” Fluttershy kissed her nose.
Before either of them could say anything more, there was a loud, rapid set of knocking at the front door.
Rainbow’s eyes went wide when she realized the two of them were still naked, “Who is it!”
“It’s me and Scootaloo!” Sweetie Belle called from the other side of the front door.
“Hang on!” Rainbow called out, “Go get dressed, Shy,” she added as she grabbed a nearby pair of shorts and a tank top.
“Right,” Fluttershy nodded as she hurried upstairs.
Pulling her clothes on, Rainbow grimaced as she looked at the highly noticeable bump in her shorts, “Not much I can do. Sweetie’s probably told Scoots about it anyway,” she mumbled as she opened the door, “What can I do for you, girls?”
“It all worked out!” Sweetie Belle gave her a hug around the waist, “Apple Bloom took me back!”
“And I helped!” Scootaloo said proudly, grinning widely.
Rainbow chuckled nervously as Sweetie’s torso pressed against her groin, “That’s… that’s wonderful Sweetie Belle,” she said, patting her on the head.
“I know!” Sweetie Belle pulled away, “Where’s Fluttershy? I gotta tell her!”
“She’s upstairs,” Rainbow smiled, “Give her a bit, she’ll be down soon.”
“Wait, Fluttershy’s here?” Scootaloo blinked, “Wait, I heard some weird things while they were talking. What’s going on?”
“Oh, right….” Sweetie Belle looked sheepish, “Yeah, it’s a long story, Scoot!”
“Long story short, I’m sleeping with her,” Rainbow said flatly.
“Oh, so you were the one she was a having cheat fest with?” Scootaloo blinked. She paused, “I’m not sure if that’s awesome or not…”
“Oh well!” Sweetie Belle snickered, patting her back.
Fluttershy came down moments later, haphazardly tying up her hair, “Hello, girls. What did I miss?”
“Apple Bloom and Sweetie Belle are back together,” Rainbow smiled, giving Sweetie Belle a one armed hug, “And Scootaloo was the wrench that tightened the bolt.”
“Really? Oh, I had a feeling it went well!” Fluttershy smiled at the two, “Where’s Apple Bloom?”
“Oh…. about that…. she’s still mad at you guys. Especially you, Fluttershy….” Sweetie Belle said, her smile fading, “I’m sorry.”
“....I suspected that,” Fluttershy said solemnly, shaking her head, “...Well, I certainly can’t say I blame her. Um, would you girls like some juice or something? I’ll go get some.”
She left the room before they could answer.
“I know that face,” Rainbow said flatly, “Fluttershy loved Apple Bloom very much. I don’t think she’s going to be taking this well.”
“We tried telling Apple Bloom to talk to her,” Scootaloo offered, “But she’s not ready. She says she just can’t look at her the same way right now.”
“It’s sad…” Sweetie Belle pouted a little, “But we can’t do anything else about it right now.”
“Yeah, I know,” Rainbow said, ruffling Scootaloo’s hair, “I understand, I wouldn’t want to if I were in her position either.”
“I was right about one thing, though. She wasn’t actually angry at me. Well, she was annoyed I had the secret about you two, but it wasn’t like I knew all along and never told her, either. She was actually projecting her anger to Fluttershy onto me, because she just didn’t have the heart to be that mad at her…” Sweetie Belle explained, shaking her head, “It took a while, but she realized it, too.”
“So did you two kiss and make up?” Rainbow asked, half mockingly, half sincerely.
“Ohhhh yeah!” Scootaloo said with a smirk, “And I watched!”
Scootaloo giggled with a blush, “Hee…”
“You watched them making out?” Rainbow snickered, giving Scootaloo a one armed hug, “Little perv.”
“Am not! They knew I was there!” Scootaloo pouted, “I’m not a perv!”
“Oh, you’re a total perv,” Rainbow smirked, giving her a playful shove.
Scootaloo continued to pout, while Sweetie Belle giggled.
“So, what are you and Fluttershy going to do now?” Sweetie Belle asked curiously.
“Fluttershy’s moving in,” Rainbow said, motioning them over to the living room.
“No way!” Sweetie Belle gaped, wide-eyed before grinning, “Wow!”
“Really?” Scootaloo was taken aback, “After like, a month or something?”
Rainbow nodded, “We live in the same town. If things don’t work out, she can always go back home. So why not?”
“Here’s your juice, everyone,” Fluttershy said, wiping her eyes with her sleeve as she carried a tray into the living room.
Sweetie Belle managed a smile, “Hey, thanks Fluttershy! I was thirsty, anyway.”
“C’mon, Shy,” Rainbow smiled, patting the couch, “Siddown, stay a while.”
Nodding, Fluttershy sat down with her, “Of course.”
“Rainbow Dash,” Scootaloo spoke up then, getting up from her seat, “There’s something I wanted to ask you!”
“Fire away, squirt,” Rainbow smiled, taking a swig if juice.
“I won two tickets for lazer tag this weekend. If I had three, I’d take both my friends. I even said I’d give them the tickets use, but they told me to use ‘em myself. So I want to know if you’d go with me!” Scootaloo looked at her hopefully.
“Yeah, sure,” Rainbow smirked, “But don’t let me catch you complaining when I wipe the floor with you. squirt.”
“Oh, you’re going down!” Scootaloo grinned widely, wiggling excitedly, “You’re on! I’m not a little girl anymore! I’ll show you what I can do!”
“Yeah, I can see you’re not a little girl anymore, squirt,” Rainbow chuckled, her eyes wandering down Scootaloo’s body.
‘You want that, don’t you. You know you do. Especially since Scoots over there looks up to you and considers you a big sister. If given the chance you’d plow her into next week….’
Rainbow blinked and shook her head a bit, “Anyway, when is it, Squirt?”
“This Saturday at two!” Scootaloo declared, “We get it free for the whole day, no extra cost for anything!”
“Sweet!” Rainbow grinned, fist-pumping the air, “I am so there!”
‘That means you get to spend the day with her, doesn’t it? Well, then you’ll have to make sure Fluttershy’s not home… You’d take her home to screw her after all that… I know you would. You want it. Look at that cute teen body she has. Look at that tan. That hair, those eyes, the fact she’d bend over backwards for you…’
Rainbow blinked and shook her head again, trying to jostle any thoughts of Scootaloo actually bending over backwards out of her mind, “Fuck… actually Scoots, there was something I wanted to talk to you about.”
“What?” Scootaloo asked, “Did I do something wrong last time I was over?”
“No, nothing wrong,” Rainbow shook her head, “It’s just… Sweetie Belle told me you live with your Aunt and Uncle, right?”
Eyes wide, Scootaloo recoiled, “Sweetie! You said you wouldn’t tell!”
“I… I… was….” Sweetie Belle shrank back a little, nervous.
“Scootaloo,” Fluttershy’s voice was stern, “please, calm down. It’s okay, we just wanted to talk to you about it.”
Still a little tense, Scootaloo nodded, “Fine…. okay.”
“Okay, and is it true that things are a little crowded there? That you’re looking for your own space?” Rainbow asked, pushing a few less than noble thoughts out of her mind with the mental equivalent of a fire hose.
“....Yeah, pretty much…” Scootaloo looked downward a bit, “I just kinda feel like things would be better if I wasn’t taking up space that their kids could have.”
“Alright, listen. I don’t want to promise anything because I have no idea how the system works,” Rainbow said cautiously, “But if I can convince Child Services that it’d be good for you, how would you like to come live here with me?”
Eyes brightening, Scootaloo grinned widely, “Yeah?! Oh man, that’d be awesome, Rainbow Dash! You’d be like my big sister and my mom at the same time! And with Fluttershy there, she’d be my other mom! Wow! That’s so cool! Yeah, I’m in!”
“Whoa, hold the phone, squirt,” Rainbow said, “I haven’t started any paperwork yet, so I don’t know if they’d let me take custody of you. This is all what if right now. But I’d love to have you here if I can manage it.”
“Okay,” Scootaloo pouted, but was smiling anyway, “It’d still be awesome!”
“It’d be wonderful,” Fluttershy agreed, “But she’s right, though. We shouldn’t get too ahead of ourselves. I’m helping her look into it and am asking around about it a bit. So there’s no solid promises just yet.”
“Good luck!” Sweetie Belle chirped, “We’ll be right there to help!”
Rainbow smiled as she watched Scootaloo brighten up at the prospect of not only getting a new place to live, but getting to live with her idol. It warmed Rainbow’s heart to think she could make the girl so happy with a few words.
‘You just better control yourself. If she’s living here, all bets are pretty much off. Pretty soon, it could make a huge mess. Fluttershy would leave you, disgusted by your pedophilic ways. If anything, forget that. She’s not young enough. Is that it? Scootaloo wouldn’t complain… She’d take every bit of it and you know it… That’s what you want, isn’t it… You want all of that. You want that to happen. You’re not taking her in because you care. You want her here for a good fuck and to drive away everyone so they’ll never bother you… All you’ll have is her...’
“Are you okay, Rainbow Dash?” Fluttershy asked, “You’re staring off into space.”
Rainbow shook her head again, “Yeah… I’m alright… just having an argument with myself.”
“About what?” Scootaloo asked.
“Uh… nothing important… just work related stuff,” Rainbow smiled weakly, “Anyway, I’ll let you know how all that… paperwork goes.”
Oblivious to her plight, Scootaloo nodded, “All right, Rainbow Dash! Thanks for that!”
“Hey, don’t mention it,” Rainbow grinned, “I have all this room, I’d love to have you here. Even if it doesn’t go through, you, Sweetie Belle, and Apple Bloom are welcome here any time.”
‘Oh, how lovely. Inviting an orgy, are you? Face it, Dash, you’re a monster in the making. You’re going to let it all happen. You can’t help yourself, you were born like this. And it’s okay, you’re legal to do it. So what’s wrong? Exactly. You’re just a little messed up, aren’t you? Oh, just look at Fluttershy there. She’s clearly hiding it. She knows what you’re thinking about. She just won’t show it because that’s what she’s best at. Right now she could be thinking of how horrible you are… How she’ll be just ready to leave you… See the door? She’ll be walking out of there...’
“That’s great, thanks!” Sweetie Belle said cheerfully, “We sure like hanging out here!”
“Yeah! It’s awesome!” Scootaloo agreed with a grin.
“My pleasure,” Rainbow smiled, “Look you two, I know how much you guys love me and Fluttershy, but you’ve been spending all your time here lately. Sweetie Belle, you really should go home, Rarity’s probably worried about you. And Scootaloo… well, me and Fluttershy would like to have some privacy. Not that I don’t like seeing you two… but get out.”
Sweetie Belle and Scootaloo both gave her bewildered looks at her abruptness. Rainbow met Sweetie’s gaze with an insinuating glare, and Sweetie Belle’s eyes widened in realization.
“Ooooh,” she said, “Sorry Rainbow, we didn’t mean to… let’s go, Scootaloo.”
Rainbow got up to see them to the door. As Scootaloo was getting ready, she spun around and wrapped her arms around Rainbow’s midsection, “Thanks, Rainbow Dash. I really appreciate what you’re trying to do for me.”
Rainbow ruffled her hair, “I know you do, squirt.”
“You’re still the best!” Scootaloo squeezed, and then hurried out after Sweetie Belle, playfully chasing her.
Rainbow closed the door, and slumped against it, sliding to the floor and sighing in relief.
“You were having those thoughts again, weren’t you,” Fluttershy’s voice pierced her eyes like a needle.
Rainbow nodded, “Very vivid ones, too.”
Fluttershy looked to her with sympathy, coming and sitting next to her on the floor, “They must sound like they’re terrible, but you wonder if they’re true, if you really should believe them, don’t you…”
“They don’t sound terrible, Shy,” Rainbow sighed, “They sound wonderful, and that’s the problem. I… I don’t want to admit it, but… I want them to happen. Fuck, I need help.”
A stricken look came to Fluttershy’s eyes for a moment. She looked down, but then hugged her from the side and nuzzled her shoulder, “We’ll figure something out, we’ll help you with this somehow.”
“I’d go to a psychologist but… that would mean having to tell a complete stranger about it,” Rainbow shuddered at the thought, “Having to describe to someone I don’t know my darkest fantasies in full detail.”
“They deal with that sort of thing on a day to day basis. They’ve heard almost everything,” Fluttershy pointed out, “But that doesn’t mean you have to if you don’t want to. You just need something of an outlet, something to be able to help control yourself. If you keep letting it fester and letting your inner demons get to you, it could get you into trouble.”
“What do you think I should do?” Rainbow asked, getting rather tired of everyone telling her she needed some sort of outlet yet offering no suggestions, “If you think I need an outlet for this, what do you think a practical one would be?”
“Writing it down, for one. Getting your thoughts out on paper is helpful. You do a lot of physical activity, so that least is helpful. I even think you should still spend time with Apple Bloom, Sweetie Belle and Scootaloo. Prohibiting you from seeing them won't help. But I think if nothing else, you can try spending more time with them in public places, or at least a location where temptation can’t be met. It also helps to talk about it, with someone who cares, or even someone who’s been there and done that. I…. can’t offer on the latter, but I will listen to you. There isn’t much I can tell you, and I’m sorry….” Fluttershy stood up, turning to face her, “But that doesn’t mean I’m giving up on you.”
“Honestly Shy, I don’t think writing down my fantasies is a good idea,” Rainbow said, standing up and hugging her, “Last thing I need is someone to find that. But… I don’t know. I’m not about to isolate myself from people I care about, but I’m just scared… scared and incredibly aroused.”
Fluttershy hugged her back tightly, “I know you’re scared. It’s okay to be scared. You do admit to the problem, that’s the first step to getting help. All we can do from here is…. I don’t know, I never dealt with this sort of thing before…” She squeezed a bit tighter, “But we’ll find a way.”
Rainbow thought for a moment, and decided that if she was going to share a home with Fluttershy, there shouldn’t be any major secrets between them.
“Fluttershy, I’m going to tell you something, and I need to you not freak out,” Rainbow said softly.
Lifting her head to meet her gaze, Fluttershy nodded, “I promise. You can tell me what it is.”
“There’s a pair of Sweetie Belle’s panties in my top dresser drawer,” Rainbow said nervously, watching her face for her reaction.
For a moment, Fluttershy looked taken aback, but then a bit confused. She frowned slightly, biting her lip in thought. “....Is that what Sweetie Belle was referring to that one time? With that note?”
Rainbow nodded, “She left them here as some kind of gift after she found out about my… problem.”
“I see… Well, that’s okay, Rainbow,” Fluttershy smiled, “It’s not like you stole them without her knowledge. That, I would have a problem with.”
“And… I…” Rainbow bit her lip, wondering if this was best kept a secret, but her better reasoning won out, “I masturbated to them a few days ago.”
“Oh…” Fluttershy looked a little surprised, but then she shook her head, “That’s okay, Rainbow. That’s not quite as different as simply masturbating to them in thought. I think Sweetie Belle knew what would you do with them, either way you chose to, then.”
Rainbow sighed. As much as she thought Fluttershy was being a bit too accepting, she was at least glad to have gotten everything off her chest. Hugging her tighter, she snuggled into her shoulder, “I love you, Shy.”
“I love you too, Rainbow,” Fluttershy murmured softly.
“Do you mind if I have the room to myself tonight?” she asked, “I just… think I need a night alone.”
Nodding, Fluttershy kissed her forehead, “No problem. I’ll be in the other room if you need anything, of course.”
“Thanks, Shy,” Rainbow kissed her neck.
Later in the night, Rainbow found herself awake. Whether from a nightmare or some other source, she wasn’t sure. All she could feel was a tightening in her stomach, absolute unease. She looked all about, then reached to the other side to hold-
No one was there. Fluttershy was down the hall, as she’d requested.
‘Missing someone?’
“Well, duh,” Rainbow muttered to herself, “I’ve gotten used to Flutters being in bed with me. Oh well, I made my bed, now I gotta sleep in it.”
‘Made, soiled, it’s all the same, really.’
“What do you want, voice? Here to torment me, now? Whatever,” Rainbow rolled onto her back, staring up at the ceiling.
‘Oh, I don’t torment you, you do it to yourself, sweet cheeks. You seem tense. Why don’t you unwind a little?’
“I’m not in the mood. And Fluttershy’s asleep. I’m not gonna wake her up for something like that,” Rainbow rolled her eyes.
‘Oh please, Rainbow Dash. You can hide from yourself, but you can’t hide from me. I know what truly lies in your heart, and it isn’t that pink-haired slut down the hall, I’ll tell you that much.’
“Now you’re talking bullshit. She’s not a slut, it’s just a word I use in play between us. Second, don’t give me that idiot crap! Just because I think teenage girls are hot doesn’t mean I think she isn’t.”
‘Perhaps. But I know that if you really did have a choice between her and that lovely little one who was so eager to be your daughter, I know which one you’d rather roll around naked with.’
Rainbow’s eyes widened as she sat up, shaking a bit, “No, that’s not true! I love Fluttershy, I love her with all my heart! I know Scoots is… well she’s hot and cute too, but I’m not about to choose between them! There’s no contest! I don’t even love Scootaloo like that! She’s like my little sister. I want to be there for her like that, not as some lover.”
‘Oh really? Not even if she was blushing, panting, sliding those lovely shorts down her legs and begging for you right here and now?’
“Ngh! Stop tempting me! I know my body would want it, I know I’d enjoy it, but after it happens, I’m gonna hate myself and Fluttershy’s going to leave me! Yeah, that sounds like an awesome idea I can get away with!” Rainbow muttered, crossing her arms.
‘Oh? Well what about that southern one? The one you went to such great lengths to have screwing her little girlfriend in her house? How’d you like her head bobbing in your lap, Dashie? Still think it’s just your body? Because I wouldn’t be here if it weren’t your mind as well.’
“No! Stop that! If I could get away with it, I would! Anyone would! But I’m not gonna! I have a girlfriend now, I have to find a way to stop this! Not enable it! Even if I didn’t, it’s still going to hurt people!” Rainbow half-yelled, grabbing a pillow and screaming into it.
‘You don’t have a girlfriend, Rainbow. You have a fuckbuddy. A distraction to avoid indulging in every lovely pleasure you’re denying yourself. A desperate bid to keep yourself from thinking about those smooth, young, milky thighs-’
“She is not a fuckbuddy!” Rainbow yelled as if the voice was in front of her, “She’s my girlfriend, damn it! I don’t keep her around for an easy fuck! I’m with her because I want to be, not because I’m trying to distract myself!”
‘Your lips say you aren’t, but that tent in your shorts says… yeees yoooooou aaaaaaaaare!’
Trembling a bit, Rainbow fought to hold back tears, but it was too late, “Shut the hell up… It’s not true. I love her, she means everything to me. She’s awesome in bed but that’s not all there is to us. I know I don’t say or show it very often, but I mean it…”
‘Oh Rainbow Rainbow Rainbow. I must say it’s fun watching you crumble. And I must say it’s even more fun toying with your head like this as you try so hard to avoid thinking about those sweet, innocent little girls and how much you could corrupt them. You still want to stick to this little “I’m in love” charade?’
“Fuck off! You’re just trying to get me to admit how I feel, so I’ll become what you want me to be… No! I won’t! It’s not true!” Rainbow buried her face in the pillow again.
‘Oh sweetheart, you already are what I want you to be. But I’ll tell you what. You answer my next question completely honestly, and I’ll go away. Deal?’
“Fine… just get it fucking over with…”
‘If one of them were lying in this very bed right now, absolutely begging for it. Would you fuck that filly senseless?’
Stricken, Rainbow shook and looked all around herself. Sniffling, she fell back,shivering, “....Yes… I would if I could…. I just…”
It all came out as she began to quietly sob. She hated these thoughts, hated herself for having them, hated the voice in her mind that tormented her. Sniffling, Rainbow grabbed a pillow and held it to herself, squeezing.
“Fluttershy… hold me…” She whimpered, completely unlike the cocky and strong woman she always was. All she felt like right now was a scared little girl.
‘Say it properly, Dashie. You’ll feel better once you do.’
“No….” Rainbow moaned, shaking her head, “Stop it…”
‘Say it.’
“No! No!”
‘Yes, Rainbow. Let it out. Say it properly. Let it all out.’
“I’d…. fine! I’d fuck them senseless…. I’d do it! I really would! If I could get away with it I would! I want those three, I want to fuck them!” Rainbow half-yelled into the pillow, crying more.
‘I know you would… Monster.’
Laying there in silence for some time, shaking, Rainbow sobbed, “I am a monster… I hate myself…. Oh, Fluttershy… I don’t deserve you…. I’m sorry….”
She sobbed quietly into the night, no other sound save for a faint cackling.
The next morning, Fluttershy was cooking breakfast at the stove, filling the kitchen with its aroma of eggs and bacon. She turned and greeted Rainbow as she came in, smiling.
“Good morning,” she said sweetly.
“Morning, Shy,” Rainbow smiled, kissing her cheek, “Sorry for kicking you outta bed last night. Really.”
“Don’t be sorry,” Fluttershy giggled, “We all need space sometimes. I admit I was a bit worried, but don’t even worry about it. Now, you sit down. Breakfast is almost ready.”
Rainbow took a seat, smiling as Fluttershy set freshly cooked eggs onto a plate, “Mmmm, this must be what having a wife in the 50’s was like.”
“Yes, dear,” Fluttershy said in a high voice, giggling and winking at her.
The two of them ate in near silence, just stealing happy glances at each other from across the table. When they were through, Fluttershy handed Rainbow something for lunch and Rainbow took off down the street, panicking about being late for work.
“Silly Rainbow…” Fluttershy chuckled, closing the door and locking it behind her.
She returned to the kitchen, proceeding to clean up everything, humming and whistling as she went about.
‘You can’t help her, you know.’
Fluttershy blinked, then took a breath as she kept working.
‘You don’t know what it’s like. You know it. So does she. How can you help her? You don’t understand what it’s like.’
“I-I don’t pretend that I do… But I can empathize…” Fluttershy mumbled.
‘Please. Like that’s going to do anything. Empathy won’t cure her. Empathy won’t get her help. All you can do is sit there and be cute. That’s all you’re good at.’
“Stop it, that’s not true…”
‘Yes it is. All your friends are just feeling sorry for you. She feels sorry for you. How does she even love you? You were desperate and she took pity on you. Why would she want you? Why would she want your help?’
“Stop!” Fluttershy scolded herself, her hands shaking, “It’s not true!”
‘You’re useless. You always were. You do nothing to help anyone. You whine, cry, and are a coward. A coward. You can’t help her any more than you can help yourself. What does she need you for? You can’t do anything.’
“Stop it! Just stop!”
‘You know I’m right. You know it’s true. You’re just afraid to admit it because then everyone will see what a horrible person you are. There’s nothing you can do to help her or anyone.’
Sinking to the floor, Fluttershy shook and hugged herself, “No… No… But what if I can’t… What if she thinks I smother her… what if I can’t help her… What am I going to do…?”
There was no answer, only the silence all around her. Only the occasional click of the heating element in the oven switching off. She waited, and listened for the voice again.
“N-no. Rainbow loves me, and I love her,” she said, steadying herself, “I’m sure I can help her through… her problem.”
‘You can’t even say it, can you? I know what you’re really thinking. Rainbow doesn’t love you. She never did. You’re just a quick and easy fuck. You and I both know what she really loves. And honey, you don’t fit the bill.’
“No! No, that’s not true! Rainbow can be insensitive and sometimes says things like that, but she’s not a liar! She wouldn’t say something like that if she didn’t mean it!” Fluttershy yelled at no one, wiping her eyes.
‘Oh really? Didn’t she give up a lovely run in the sack with two of the sluttiest women in town all because you said you didn’t want to share her? And what did she tell you when you asked her why she agreed to your terms?’
“She said it was because… no! No no! She did that because she knew I loved her and she felt the same way, but just didn’t say it!” Fluttershy moaned, shaking her head, “She’s right about what she said! I even told her it was just how I felt! If she really wanted to carry on, I was going to let her. I just… wouldn’t involve myself with that anymore, because I didn’t want to hold her back.”
‘Listen to yourself. “I didn’t want to hold her back!” What are you, a bad karate teacher? You and I both know it. You’re just an easy fuck for her. She doesn’t love you. You’re too old for her.’
“She does! I know she loves me! She just happens to be attracted to teenagers! Sexually! The two are not mutually exclusive! She loves me, damn it!” Fluttershy yelled out, getting no outside response.
‘C’mon, Fluttershy. Open your eyes and pull your face out of the clouds. You cheated on your boyfriend with a pedophile, and now you have nobody. One doesn’t want anything to do with you, and the other just sees you as free pussy.’
“Stop it! Stop it! I know she loves me… I know she does… I love her… I won’t let this stop me…” Fluttershy began to cry softly, “Stop it… I’m not free pussy to her. I’m not too old for her. I know she loves me…”
‘Oh yeah? Then why’d she kick you out of her room last night and spend half of it yanking off to that Scootaloo girl?’
“She needed space and wanted to be alone! Besides, I don’t know what she did! I can’t prove it! I have to give her space sometimes…”
‘You don’t know, but I do. That was quite a show she was putting on, whispering her name, stroking herself. You know she was doing it. You know she’d rather seal herself in this house with those three than be with you.’
“No… No… it’s not true….” Fluttershy whimpered. She curled up into a ball on the floor, shaking as she sobbed, “She loves me… She loves me… I know she does…. please, stop.”
‘Your girlfriend’s a raging pedophile, Fluttershy. She doesn’t want you, she wants that sweet jailbait. She wants to strip those girls naked and ravage them! She wants those tiny things in her bed, squealing on the end of her dick!’
“No…. No….” Fluttershy sobbed, curling tighter, “Stop it, please… Leave me alone…”
‘I ain’t goin’ anywhere, sweetheart. Not until you admit it to yourself. Rainbow doesn’t want help, she wants a way to fuck those girls senseless and get away with it. She’s not afraid of hurting anyone, she’s afraid of getting caught.’
Something inside Fluttershy snapped like a twig. She stood back up, shaking, staring at nothing as the continuous voice followed in her mind.
“Then just TELL ME ALREADY!” She yelled into the empty house, “Tell me! If you want to get away with it so bad and throw me out of the picture, do it! I don’t care anymore! I won’t live like this! I’ll leave! I’ll make you happy by walking out! Then go ahead and screw all three of them! In fact, invite all the teenagers over for a giant orgy! Get arrested! Isolate yourself! Stop pretending you love me! Stop it! I’m leaving you!”
She threw some things to the floor, which thudded, but didn’t break. Panting heavily, Fluttershy fell to her knees, crying.
“But…. I can’t leave you… I can’t let you just come home, find me gone, and realize what I did… I can’t hurt you like that… Oh, Rainbow I’m sorry… I didn’t mean any of that… I’m sorry….” Fluttershy sobbed to herself, leaning over to the floor and feeling her tears fall harder, “I love you… I love you… I’m sorry…”
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK
“Fluttershy? What on earth is going on in there?” came Rarity’s voice from outside.
For a moment, Fluttershy froze. She didn’t know what to do. A part of her wanted to pretend she wasn’t home, so she could be alone some more. But then, a part of her realized she wanted the company. To reach out. To have something else to do. Being alone with her thoughts was scaring her too much right now.
“C-Coming!” Fluttershy called.
Getting up, she wiped her eyes, then went to the front door. Unlocking it, she opened it to Rarity, “H-Hi, Rarity…”
“What on earth were you just screaming about, darling?” she asked, looking mortified.
Ashamed, Fluttershy stepped aside to let her in, “I’m sorry…. you heard that? Well, it was just… it was just me. My… inner demons were getting the better of me…”
“Yes, I heard about what happened with Big Macintosh and Rainbow Dash,” Rarity said, putting a hand on her shoulder, “But what was that about… all three of them?”
“...Nothing….” Fluttershy sniffled, “Nothing. I was just upset. Do you want some tea?”
“Fluttershy!” Rarity scolded, “Don’t do this to yourself. Don’t try and distract me and pretend like everything’s okay. What was it? You can tell me sweetheart, I’m your friend.”
“Yes, but…. if I tell you you’re going to get angry, demonize Rainbow completely, get everyone involved uncomfortable and I’ll look like an idiot!” Fluttershy yelled, tears streaming down her face.
Rarity had known Fluttershy for too long to be overly affected when she started crying. Most people around town thought it was a sort of unwritten sin to make Fluttershy cry. But Rarity knew that was undermined by the fact that Fluttershy always cried. It was not something she was about to fall for and let stop her from getting to the root of a problem.
“What is the matter, Fluttershy,” she said more sternly, “You’ll feel better if you tell me.”
“I can’t say it… You’re just going to get angry and everything will be worse,” Fluttershy turned away, “If I tell you, then can you at least promise to hear me out?”
“Of course, darling,” Rarity smiled, “You know I’m here for you.”
“...Okay. I’m just worried about Rainbow, and about what I can even do to help her. She has a problem, you see… It’s that she… okay, please don’t freak out. She has a sexual attraction to teenage girls. I-I’m trying to be there for her, but I just feel like I’m not doing enough. Like I can’t help her. I don’t know how to help her. All I can do is just be there. She hasn’t done anything, but she’s scared and she needs help. And I… I don’t know how,” Fluttershy wiped her eyes.
She looked up to see Rarity looking mortified.
“Did you say she… and I let… oh dear Celestia!” Rarity started to hyperventilate, “She… Sweetie Belle spent the night here… unsupervised! Oh my lord, she came home from her date with Apple Bloom without her underwear! And the two of them were here?!”
“Rarity, stop it!” Fluttershy grabbed her shoulders, “This is what I mean! Stop it! I need help, here! Listen, nothing happened. She didn’t do anything to anyone! Not Sweetie Belle, not anyone! I know… I know this is shocking, I know. It’s not nice to hear. But please, just calm down. I need your help.”
Rarity slowed her breathing, but the shock was still making her light headed, “Of course you need my help, darling. Oh, how awful this must be for you. You leave Big Macintosh for her, and you find out she’s a-”
“Ephebophile,” Fluttershy threw in, “Pedophile refers to children. The term for lusting after teenagers is ephebophile. Yes… Yes, I know that’s what it looks like. I wasn’t exactly thrilled about that. But I can’t just punish her and demonize her for something in her mind. I-I just don’t know how I can help her. I can’t be useless… She needs me… And I can’t let my inner demons get in the way…”
“Fluttershy, do you hear yourself?” Rarity asked, “She needs professional help, not some soothing hugs. Listen, I know you like to help everyone you can, but this is far out of your league. Rainbow needs to see a professional, before she does something she’ll regret. Not just for her own sake, but for everyone else’s. I mean, what if she were to have her own children, or adopt one and starts lusting after them? This woman needs to see a doctor!”
‘What’d I tell you? You can’t help her. You are useless.’
“...You’re right…” Fluttershy’s face crumpled, “She just doesn’t want to… She’s scared about talking about it to a stranger. But you’re right, I think it’s all she can do right now. I’ve tried giving her ideas, but they won’t help. Oh, I don’t know how I can tell her she has to do this… E-Even if… she resents me for it…” She wiped her eyes, “But that’s all I can do, is it. She needs help, help I can’t give her.”
“If she won’t take help, you’ll have to force her to get help,” Rarity said sternly.
Eyes going wide, Fluttershy blinked, “I-I can’t… I can’t force someone to get help when they don’t want it!”
“And why not?” Rarity asked.
“She can’t get help from anyone unless she wants it herself,” Fluttershy murmured, “Believe me, I wish it were that easy. If nothing else, I’ll tell her she should. I’ll let her know she has to if she wants any help at all. Beyond that… it’s up to her.”
“Or a Judge,” Rarity suggested.
Fluttershy cringed, “You’re right. This isn’t something that just overtakes you like inner demons. This is something that could hurt others, badly. I…. I think she needs to get more help. Quick.”
“Well then, I think you know what you need to do,” Rarity said.
Wiping her eyes again, Fluttershy nodded, “Y-You’re right. Oh, and Rarity… don’t be mad at Sweetie Belle. She didn’t do anything wrong. If anything… when she found out, she went to talk to Rainbow about it. To kind of gain an understanding about it. I-I know that may be a bit to take in, but, it’s what she did.”
“I take it there’s something you’re not telling me again?” Rarity asked.
“N-No. No… Nothing you can’t ask her yourself,” Fluttershy shook her head.
Rarity knew Fluttershy was hiding something, but decided not to press the issue, “Very well, darling. Just… get her some help. This isn’t just about her.”
“No, it isn’t…” Fluttershy sniffled a bit, “I just hope she listens to me.” Next Chapter: Ride 'Em Cowgirl Estimated time remaining: 6 Hours, 51 Minutes