Day 20, November 6

-I am halfway through taking care of Riley, Fluttershy, and Pinkie. It has been a week since Riley found out about my parents. I don’t know where they are. I’ve been told that they are drug-addicts, but I don’t believe a word anyone says.
Until I see it, I won’t believe it. Riley is sleeping on the couch. He is wrapped up in a blanket, and he is turned toward the couch cushion. I get happier everyday when I see him. There is only one thing I’m worried about...I peeked at his entries, and saw the note he had written if I saw it.

“So I gotta get to bed, so I can recover from both my sickness… and Dash’s horrible past. I know she won’t read these, but if you are reading this, Dash… I’m sorry I can’t always be the perfect boyfriend...I don’t care if anyone or anypony else says, “We can’t date, because we are different.” No, fuck them! They don’t know left from right. Their cup will always be half empty with us. In my eyes, my cup will always be not half empty, or half full. It will always be full, but not without you. Thank you, for bringing me the joy that I’ve needed for years now. I love you so dearly.”

After reading this, I realized that he would make the greatest of sacrifices for me. The only other thing that worries me is his school work. I am NOT trying to sound like his mom, but he has been holding off assignments to spend more time with me, even when I DO tell him to get to his work, he refuses. He says, “I am too busy for us to be able to have a good association, and I don’t want this relationship to stop.”

I try to persuade him, but he wins EVERY TIME! I am still trying to think of a solution, but it’s going to be hard… there IS a stupid crazy idea that sits at the back of my mind, but I know it’s not POSSIBLE...but it’s worth a shot.
I was thinking of calling Twilight over, and have me be transformed into a human. Well, kinda turn me into a human.
See, the thing is, it’s a transformation machine. It will make me a regular human. I will look like a human girl, I will grow like one, eat, talk, walk, and do everything else that a human girl does. Although I will look EXACTLY like one, I will have to be REALLY careful about what I say around the humans, for they could easily discover my secrets. It would be hard to learn, but I have to start somewhere. So, I woke Riley up, and told him what I thought.

-I was sleeping for a really long time before Dashie woke me up. I wasn’t mad, because I felt better than I originally felt earlier. I was having nausea that was so bad, I had to keep a bottle of medicine by me, five trash cans, and ten water bottles. The same was NOT happening to Fluttershy, or Pinkie (a surprise, considering she eats so many god damn cupcakes. JK, your frikkin’ awesome, Pinkie)

It sucked, because it felt like a steel blade was puncturing my lungs, and stomach. I could hardly breath, because I had almost no time to. I was vomiting so rapidly, and I had to eat, so I could vomit back up, or I would probably start puking up stomach acids soon.

I fell asleep with Dashie in front of me. She had been crying, because she thought I was going to die. I am fine, though, so that was a relief. She woke me up, asked me how I felt, looking worried. I told her fine, and she hugged me tight, saying she thought I was going to die, and that she got really worried.

I returned it, and asked what she wanted to ask me. She told me about the machine that would turn her from human to pony, and pony to human on command. I was about to scream YES. But I realized that there are a lot of mean people at the school, and at P.E. they didn’t let you take anything in your pocket.

So if she had her locker hacked into, it would be gone, and then she would be human forever. Also, if she was holding it in class, the teacher might take it, wonder what it is, push a button and turn her into a pony, then reveal all of our secrets.

I knew it was a HUGE risk, but I said it was a brilliant idea. She was so happy. I can’t believe what I just did, instead of saying no, so that she could stay here, and be safe, and not taken from me. I said yes, and risked so much for her, and the other MILLIONS of ponies in Equestria.

I was starting to have second thoughts, but I knew she wouldn’t screw up at all, she was too smart for that to happen. We snuck into the portal while mom was asleep. There was NO WAY she was going to let me go to Ponyville when there is a flu spreading THAT QUICKLY. We went over to Twilight’s house, lightly knocked the door, and Twilight’s “assistant”, Spike opened the door.

I asked where Twilight was. He said she was upstairs. She came down, and asked why I was here, and said that the flu was still spreading.

I said I didn’t care, and that I came on behalf of Dashie. Dash told Twilight about the problem she was having, and Twilight went into deep thought, and after 5 seconds, she said she will have it done in 5 hours. Damn! I know she is really intelligent, but the fact that she can make a machine that turns you from a pony to a full-on human in just 5 hours...just, damn…

We said thanks, then returned home.

We waited for about 5 hours on my bed, when Twilight came through the portal with a smile on her face, it meant she had good news. I knew that face meant only good news. She held out a small remote with two buttons on it. The right button had a silhouette of a pony, and the left button had the silhouette of a human.

In her hoove holding the machine, sat a needle with a black liquid. She said that if the needle is injected, then the machine will only work on the pony or person it is injected into. Just as she said that, I did something that I could tell irritated Twilight. I heard the word person, and a light bulb flashed in my head. I said, “I’m REALLY sorry, but...can...I have one”. Twilight didn’t look irritated, but she asked my if I wanted to be an earth pony, a unicorn, or a pegasus. I knew I didn’t want to be an earth pony, but I was having trouble deciding whether or not I wanted to fly or not. I told her pegasus.

I said this, because I wanted to be able to fly with Dash. Dashie looked at me like it wasn’t a bad idea. Twilight injected Dashie with the black liquid, and told dash to push the human button. She did, and Dash was glowing, and turned into a human. She didn’t have clothes, but I did keep eye contact with her.

She realized it, then instantly pushed the pony button instantly. She looked really embarrassed, but I told her that it was okay, because we have to dress-out in front of other guys in the locker room anyway. She looked a bit nervous. I remember two years ago when I was nervous AS HELL about it, but I gave in to it after the second day. I told her it’s a weird feeling at first, but it isn’t that bad when you get used to it. She sighed with relief at this.

Twilight left, and came back in 5 hours. She had another machine, but on the back of mine, it had “Riley” on the back, and mine was a different color than Dashie’s. She looked on the back of hers, and it said Rainbow Dash on the back of hers. She looked fairly happy. Not that a name counted, but if we got ours mixed together, then that could be BAD! Twilight gave me the injection, and pulled out something that looked like an iPad.

It showed different designs, colors, wings, and it showed an empty space that was labeled, “Cutie Mark: will come when you realize what is right for you, but you will select it, since you already know what is right”. I am not a brony, so I have no idea what a cutie mark is. I looked over at Dash in confusion, who was pointing at her cutie mark. I was wondering what that was...

Dashie also told me that it represented what I was best at. I asked if I could have multiple things. Twilight said, “No.” and she smiled to show that she was sorry I couldn’t.

Crap! I have to choose one thing that would be my cutie mark. I feel like I would regret my decision if I chose what I wanted. Twilight handed me the tablet, and I got to work. I chose a dark brown body, blue eyes, a red mane, and I chose Dash’s tail, and mane. I personally liked the way it looked, It was long, and drooped down the side of her face. I chose to keep the lower mane short, but not too short.

The wings I chose were dark browned feathered wings. Now that I’ve designed my body, mane, tail, eyes, and wings, it was time for the hardest part. Choosing a cutie mark.

Now, I was thinking I had to draw this, until Twilight told me I could use a picture on my iPod. I sighed in relief, set the tablet on my left side, then went through my picture library, and looked, looked, and looked. Finally I found it. I might not be able to do it, but it represents me. It was the Avenged Sevenfold deathbat. I know this is going to turn out to look a bit sinister, but I couldn’t care less. I was still gonna be able to fly with my girlfriend, Dashie, that was my main focus, but I don’t exactly want something worse, like a diamond pic, or an xbox controller.
I uploaded the picture to Twilight’s tablet, and I saw what it looked like...I was amazed. I chose carefully, and the results were awesome. If I could take a picture of my finishing touches, I think you would like it. Twilight plugged the tablet into my machine, and pushed finish. I got excited as I saw it upload. It was finished, and Dashie was handed the tablet. She was deciding what she was going to look like.

I guess she made the perfect choices, too because I peeked over, and she looked AMAZING. She had long black hair that reached her shoulders, she had blue eyes, and light tan skin, like mine, and she set herself to be as tall and skinny as I was.

She finished, then handed the tablet to Twilight, who uploaded the new Rainbow Dash’s new human face, and body into Dash’s machine, then said to wait a minute. Twilight then told me to take off my shirt so that she could give me the injection. It came right off, and she picked up my injection, then walked toward me.

I have gotten REALLY nervous going to the doctor to get something injected into me. I knew Twilight’s was coming right for me, but I had never been happier to get this injection. The needle entered my arm. I felt the liquid enter my veins, I felt different, although I was still happy. If it meant this would work. She handed us our machines, then she told Dash that she had to put clothes on after she transformed, and the clothes she put on before she turns into a human would fade with her human form. Basically, the clothes would evaporate when she morphed, and the same clothes would reappear after she morphed again.

I left the room with my remote, and got really excited. I immediately went into the bathroom, and took a deep breath of air, then pushed the pony button, and hoped for the best. It felt like nothing, but I felt bones moving around, and I also felt something pushing out of my back, which hurt a lot, but I was fine. I stopped glowing, and after that, I was a bit shorter that I was originally was, I lifted one of my arms up...to find a hoof.

I gasped at this, I looked back. There were two wings resting against my body. I just spread them and fluttered, and then rested them against my body, I jumped up, and looked in the mirror. I looked exactly like the avatar on Twight’s tablet did.
I got off the counter, and almost screamed with joy when I remembered mom was sleeping in her room. I had no trouble opening the door, and did fine walking over to my room to find a teen girl sitting on the ground. She was clothed, unlike before (lul).

I broke in with, “Dash?” She looked over, and said, “Riley.” We hugged each other, but it felt different to hug someone like this. I got used to it, and we stopped to find Twilight was happy for us. I love this form. Twilight took me through the portal. She said that the devices were no longer needed, and that we could change from pony to human and back without the machine.

Sure enough, I went from a pony to a human again. Thank god I was still in my street clothes when I changed. It was weird, though, because I was wearing no clothes when I was a pony. But I was still happy, I changed back to a pony, and Dash turned back into a pony, as well. We entered the portal, and Twilight brought me to their Princess Celestia, who wore a majestic smile.

She greeted me, and I did the same back. Dash looked happy, but she was giving Twilight a certain look. I thought (what are you doing, Dashie?) in a way that meant I thought I knew what they were going to do, but I didn’t want to happen. They said goodbye to Celestia, and brought me to the front of her house.

I knew now what she wanted me to do...fly. I spread my wings, and tried to...but sat there just flapping my wings. Dash laughed, and she told me how it was really done. I hadn’t seen Dash fly yet, because she wasn’t able to go outside at my house, but when I saw Dash fly, she was simply beautiful.

She flew like an angel. I was mesmerized by this, and I wanted he to teach me how to, so I can be just as graceful as she was. She got back on the ground, and began to teach me. I knew I was sick, and the pressure was getting to me, but I didn’t care at all. I wanted to learn!

-When Riley told me it was a good idea, I got so happy, I wanted to jump in the air, but I decided not to. We went to Twi’s who said we had to wait 5 hours...we ended up waiting 10, because Riley heard the words pony or person turn change into a person or pony...He asked if he could have one, and she came back 5 hours later with another machine that was a different color than mine, and had his name on it. I felt mine rumble a bit, and then I looked under mine, it read Rainbow Dash. It was cool, but I didn’t really care what my remote said.

Twilight gave me the injection, and I felt different inside as I felt something going through me. I got anxious, and I pushed the button. I felt bones start to move instantly, and I felt my wings go into my body. It felt a bit weird, and I just ignored it. I stopped glowing, and Riley came over, and said it worked. I noticed something that almost made me scream a second later...I wasn’t wearing clothes. I just pushed the other button. I changed almost instantly. I felt REALLY weird, but I wasn’t too embarrassed. I knew Riley wasn’t into that clopper bullcrap on the internet.

I was told by Riley that he had to get dressed in front of other guys. I got really nervous at the thought that I had to get naked in front of a bunch of random girls, but he told me that you get used to it after a while. I was relieved by this. Twilight handed him a tablet, then he was using it for a good half-hour, then he finished his design on how his pony form would look. His cutie mark was a Deathbat, and I was happy, because we both loved Avenged Sevenfold.

I was getting worried that I wouldn’t be able to decide what I looked like, but after the avatar was uploaded, she handed me the tablet. I knew what human girls looked like, so I went through, and when I was finished, I saw the finished results, and loved it. She was beautiful, and that was going to be me in a few minutes.

I handed Twilight the tablet, and got really excited. I saw Riley look over at us patiently wainting, so Twilight told him to take off his shirt. Shut the fuck up, Twi! He’s mine *JK-LUL*. He did so, and she walked over with the needle. I got just as excited as he looked like he was. He told me that he didn’t like injections at all, but I could tell that he couldn’t wait to get THIS one.

He didn’t move as I saw the needle go into his arm. I was excited when Twilight told me to stay, but for him to go. He ran off, looking excited. I was excited too. I pushed the button, and began to change again. When I was changed, sure enough, I looked in the mirror, and I had the face I created. I looked really good. I was going to scream with joy, but I remembered I was still the same naked girl standing in the room.

Twilight's horn glowed, and she made some clothes appear. I put them on, carefully making sure I put the on right. I did. I waited a minute for Riley to be done. Celestia, he’s slow.

I heard the door open, and in walked a...really good looking pony. He had a dark brown body with brown wings, and had a mane which looked like mine, but was red. Topped off, with a deathbat cutie mark. He looked over at me, and said, “Dash?” I felt energy go straight through my human body, and I said “Riley.” We hugged each other.
It felt different, but he was probably feeling the same way. We stopped when Twilight told us we had to introduce him to the princess.

Fine, I thought. We walked into the portal, and she told us we didn’t need the machines anymore. She told us we can change back and forth without the machines. So, out of nowhere, he started glowing, and was changing. I was prepared to have to not look at him. I knew how I was nude when I changed, but we are NOT ready to see each other like that (lul).
He changed back to a human, and he was clothed. So I changed too. He changed back to a pony. We had to see the princess now. Twilight teleported us to her, and she met Riley. In the middle of the meeting, I gave Twilight a look. It was time he learned how to fly.

She knew what I was thinking, and Riley gave me a look that meant, “Are you doing what you think you are doing.” Yes, Riley, you are going to learn to use those things. We teleported back to Twilight’s house, and we took lessons everyday, but soon enough, he learned how to fly.

He was no longer sick when we were done, so it was time to sign me up for middle school. He pulled me aside, and said to NEVER under ANY circumstances to change to a pony when we leave the house, UNLESS he tells me, or when we get back to the house. He wasn’t being mean, but I saw the sadness in his eyes. “Riley, I know why you would say that, that way. Don’t worry, you weren’t mean, and I won’t fuck up.” he was showing me that if I did, I would be in HUGE trouble. I enrolled for the middle school, and got excited when I found out I have EVERY class with Riley.

-Today, it took a LONG time-a week for Dashie to teach me how to fly, but I learned!
It took a lot of effort, all of my hard work, and Dashie’s patience. I flew. So it was time for her to get enrolled for the middle school. I felt overjoyed that my girlfriend will be able to be a part of the school. I did pull her aside, and did tell her something. “Dash, look.” I gave her a serious look, and was stern. I did NOT want her to get discovered.

“Don’t EVER change while we are out of the house under ANY circumstances!” I felt like I was being too mean. So I hugged her, kissed her, then said there’s no pressure. We got to the middle school, and enrolled her. The office must have thought we were close friends, and put us in the EXACT same classes. Even though she was COMPLETELY new to the school, she STILL enrolled for ASB, as well. I found this out when we came back home, and checked the schedule. I am SO EXCITED.