J woke up in the hospital again. A sordid feeling of depression washed over him.

Dr. Cross was in his room, “Ah good you're awake!”

“Yeah… good.” J said quietly.

“Well I can deem that you’re healthy enough to leave the hospital now!” Cross said as he slid the clipboard back into the bin.

“And… how is…” J began.

Dr. Cross sighed, “She’s… She’s slipped into coma… I’m… I’m making sure they keep her on Life Support for two days… She needs someone to adopt her and pay for everything if we’re to keep her on it for any longer.”

J slowly got out of bed, “Where’s the…”

“You’ll know. Good luck.” Cross said as he walked out of the room.

J got his clothing on and walked out to Reception.

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I walked out of the hospital and walked along the street. I couldn’t bring myself to see her right now.

I began to look for the orphanage. After a few minutes of searching I located it.

I walked in and a few of the colts outside glared at me. I walked to the office. The entire orphanage looked… bad.

As I entered the office I was greeted by a stallion, “Hello sir. What can I help you with?”

“I’d like to adopt a filly.” I stated.

“Okay… here let me… find a good one…” He said as he shuffled through some papers. I spotted Scootaloo’s almost right away.

I grabbed it as he attempted to shove it away.

“I’m sorry sir but you really don’t…” He began.

“But. I do.” I retorted.

“Listen… I know that I’m not supposed to say this but… She isn’t normal.” He began.

“Neither am I.” I stated.

“No. She isn’t NORMAL. Not in the sense that she’s not a pegasus… she’s not… fully a filly.” He continued.

“Not fully a filly? What is that supposed to mean?” I questioned.

“She’s just not a filly!” He stated again.

“Just let me fucking adopt her.” I growled.

He snapped back, “Okay!”

After a few minutes he got the adoption papers. I signed everything off.

“There. Now you can leave.” He stated angrily.

I took the adoption certificate and left the orphanage.

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I made it back to the hospital with proof that I was her legal parent now.

Doctor Cross saw the papers and smiled, “Okay we’ll set it up for as long as you want.”

“I’ll… tell you when to cut it.” I stated calmly.

He nodded and I walked back out.

I walked back home I needed to get this somewhere safe.

I opened up the door to the house and stepped in. For the second time in the past two days I found Star at the center of a massive orgy.

One the floor cuddled against each other where Pinkie and Dash. A mare I didn’t recognize was cuddled against Star, and Fluttershy and Twilight where in eachothers arms on the floor beside the couch.

I shook my head and headed upstairs. I slid the adoption certificate into my chest and walked back downstairs.

I walked into the kitchen and got to making myself a drink. I poured a large glass of vodka and left the kitchen. I carefully stepped around their scattered bodies and sat down on a chair.

Had I not felt so depressed I probably would have laughed at the scene. Instead it just shoved me further into it. Why… what did I do to deserve this? How… how long has it been since someone did anything like this for me?

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J felt the fresh flood of emotion and started quietly crying. He’d never voice his depression or tell anyone. He didn’t feel right. To him it felt like he was forcing it on them when it was his problem.

He quietly said to himself as he drank some more, “You’ll always be here… Star may be my best friend but… you're always here when I need you… You’re never gone when I really need help…”

He laid his head in his hands and cried a little more.

For the past few years Star had been gone on J’s birthday it wasn’t by his choice either. J brushed it off saying, ‘It’s okay! I really don’t mind!’

He’d been lying to himself and Star every time. It hit him hard since no one else cared enough to even say something.

J had four lovers now. But as it stood they were busy constantly. He looked at Star. Five all five of them could be there for him at any time he needed it. All of them did all they could for him.

“All of these… broken dreams and lost hopes that I have… all of them… Yet… he doesn’t have any… I’m happy that it’s that way. I’d rather that it’s me with them instead of him.” He said as he cracked a small smile. That quickly faded as it sunk in that his life wasn’t the best. It never had been, yet almost every day he shunt that out and turned it around.

J sighed, “Look at me… talking to the air… Is this what it means to be me?” He looked over all five of the sleeping mares, “You’ve got it good… You all chose the right one of the two of us… He’ll always be there for you and you for him.”

J drank a little more. And sat back fully into the chair. “Look at what I have compared to all of you… A changeling queen that has to run a hive… a musician that’s going to another few shows soon. A nurse that has to work almost everyday. And a doctor who works everyday… It looks like the closest I’ll get to a little bit of consistent warmth is this glass of vodka.”

Rarity stirred slightly but she curled more tightly against Star.

“Dear agony… just let go of me…” J sang quietly, “Suffer slowly… is the way it’s gotta be?”

Pinkie was roused by his soft and sad singing. She looked around and saw J sitting on a chair crying to himself.

Pinkie got herself out of Dash’s arms and replaced herself with a pillow so as not to wake her up.

“I have nothing left to give… I have found the perfect end...” J continued he knew he was jumping around the song, “Carry me to heavens arms… light the way and let me go…”

Pinkie gingerly moved the glass of vodka to another table and sat down on the table beside J.

She didn’t talk or try to get him too, she just waited for him to reach for the glass again.

J didn’t look up as he reached for the glass and jumped when his hand was enveloped by another warm hand.

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“Wha…” I questioned as I looked up to see Pinkie sitting on the table beside me smiling softly.

She moved herself to my lap and hugged me against herself. She then whispered, “There there… It’s okay J…”

I gingerly hugged her back. Even though I felt so depressed a few seconds before I could feel most of it leave me. It was replaced with a warmth.

She didn’t say anything as we kissed. I could tell she was surprised when my tongue played with the back of her mouth and gently caressed her tongue.

I broke the kiss and whispered, “Not here… let’s let them sleep a little longer…”

Pinkie nodded as I stood up with her still in my arms. I wrapped one arm around her back and my other one was under her acting as a support.

She kissed me again as I slowly carried her upstairs.

I laid her down on my bed and she crawled to the top.

“J what are we going to do?” Pinkie questioned brightly.

I walked over and shut my door. “What do you want to do Pinkie?” I turned around to face her and found that she had gotten under the blankets.

“I just want to see you happy again!” She responded as I stepped closer to the bed. I got over top of her with my legs being planted on either side of her.

She reached up, grabbed my head, and directed me into another kiss.

I broke it early as I got my shirt off.

Pinkie looked down hopefully.

I smiled and teased her a little, “All in good time…”

As we kissed again she rolled me over and took wrested control from me.

She broke the kiss this time and smiled as she gently grinded me.

“Be… before we start… I know I’m not as big as Star… and… I can’t…”

She put a finger to my lips to silence me, “I don’t care about that stuff J! I love both of you equally!”

I smiled and removed her finger from my lips, “And I love you too Pinkie…”

We kissed once more as I removed my pants. She got off of me and pulled my underwear off.

She took my dick with one hand and began fingering herself with the other. I wasn’t going to let her go unattended so I grabbed her hips and moved them so we were about to 69.

She looked back and giggled, “J… you shouldn’t be doing that!”

I smiled and said, “I couldn’t help myself… I just want you to feel the same way that you’ll be making me feel!”

She went back to looking at my dick.

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Sure it may be smaller but it looked so different when compared to Star’s. J’s dick had the same sleek look that the rest of his body had. It shined almost like it was perpetually lubed up.

“J maybe we should…” Pinkie began until J’s tongue entered her. She gasped as his long tongue penetrated deeply into her. As he lapped at her interior she moaned and withered on top of him.

Her hand slid on his shaft pumping him, she quickly got him hard. She licked his tip lightly and quickly licked up the first drop of pre to come out.

The sugary taste of her juices washed over all of his tongue causing him to drool uncontrollably. That just made the oral she was receiving even sloppier.

Pinkie took most of his dick into her mouth and started licking all that she could.

They took turns pleasuring one another. Every lick or suckle she revieved he got back. Eventually it lost the contest to see who would last longest to just getting each other off.

After a few minutes of sucking and licking on his dick Pinkie felt him twitch inside her mouth and pulled off.

J didn’t care that he was denied release he was lost in eating her out. When she moaned loudly and wiggled out of his grip J realized he hadn’t cum yet and he really needed too.

As he reached down to get the last bit off for himself Pinkie stopped him, “Nah uh J! That’s for me to do!”

J pulled his hand away and grabbed one of her hands as she straddled him, “I’m not going to be like Star… I… I actually want to make…”

Pinkie shushed him, “Silly filly, if I wanted Star I would have woken him up… I know how different you two are. So why can’t I have both of you?”

He laughed a little and grabbed her other hand successfully entwining both her hands with his own.

She lightly slid his length into her body. She moaned as it struck her in places she hadn’t been hit before. She realized now it had an almost unnatural curve to it. Or he at least had a more noticeable curve then Star did. It rubbed her in every place it should. She basked in the pleasure as he bottomed out against her womb.

J was instantly hit with just how tight she was. He felt each of her muscles contract around him.

“J… you… you made… it seem like…” Pinkie began as he bounced her up. She moaned as he did and lost her train of thought. She leaned down and they kissed.

He thrust into her with less animalistic passion then he usually put out. And they both were enjoying every second of it. Eventually they stopped holding hands and J placed both his hand firmly on her soft ass.

Pinkie was holding onto his shoulders. She finally worked up enough concentration to talk, “D… don’t… don’t… p… p… pull out…”

He groaned as his entire body ached for the earlier ruined release to come out. He mustered enough willpower to hold it back and shove the next one back down. “I… I won’t…”

Pinkie pulled herself in close while J sped up his thrusts. With their heads side by side they began kissing each other and started making out.

Eventually she felt her orgasam well up deep with in her. Her interior began strangling his dick while managing to some how milk him.

Finally she came and her body fully opened to J.

With one final thrust J pushed up and almost forced himself all the way into her only an inch remained outside of his pink lovers pink mound. After two denied orgasams the third tore violenetly through him and released every ounce of jizz his body could muster.

So much of it poured in that even a knot wouldn’t have been able to stop any from leaking. Her insides were painted white and her stomach bulged slightly. The feeling of his burning hot cum pouring into her was too much and she came again.

She moaned and collapsed onto J.

Some cum escaped and was dripping onto his hips and sliding down his shaft. His hands slid up her body and gently caressed her. “That… felt… amazing…” J said as Pinkie cuddled against his chest.

“Jj… Can we do it again?” Pinkie questioned.

“Not here… I think they’ve had enough sleep don’t you?” J questioned with a smile as the idea formed in his mind.

“Oh! You wanna get all of them involved? Now there’s two of you! That means…” Pinkie began before his finger cut her off.

“No… For now let’s worry about each other. Although I’m not against your idea. I don’t think I can handle more then one of you five right now.” He responded quietly.

She smiled and pushed his hand away, “Okay J! Let’s go wake up the sleepy heads!”

Pinkie dismounted and pulled his dick out of her.

J stood up and lifted her back up.

She wrapped her legs around his back and her arms wrapped around the back of his neck. With another kiss he slowly carried her back downstairs.

To her surprise J carried her into the kitchen and set her down on the countertop.

“J… what are we…” Pinkie questioned as J got a few glasses out from under the counter along with some alcohol and a mixing glass. He set it down a little ways away from where he was going to fuck Pinkie again and grabbed a bag of salt.

“We’re going to make a few drinks…” J said with a smile.

He pulled out one last unmarked bottle and dumped a few milliliters into one of the glasses, before sliding it back under the counter. He set the rest of the glasses away from that one and went back to Pinkie.

“But Star…” Pinkie began until she got the same idea he had. She smiled happily, “This is gonna be a birthday he’ll never forget!”

As he lined back up with Pinkie’s already used pussy he grabbed the bottle of rum.

“Let’s get this party started…” J said with a smirk.