Dear Diary,

Rare dun ask me the strangest thing. It was about a gift Alex was giving cousin Caramel for his wedding. Some bread, salt and a candle in a box. Rare said it was some kind of human wedding magic. Well, I trust Alex to always be kind. Still, I didn't think he was such a romantic and I told Rare that.

While we was talking, I talked about my feelings and confusion. Rare said she knew all about a, what she call it, unrequited love. I knew she liked Spike, but I didn't realize it ran that deep. It's good to know I have friend I can share that secret with.

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