The Monster In AppleBloom

by unicorn92243

First published 23rd of April, 2013

There's something wrong with Apple Bloom, she's unhappy, shying away from her friends, and no one can figure out why. Where has the happy filly gone and why did she leave?

Apple Bloom has every reason in the world to be happy, so why is she so miserable?

This is a story of how mental illness can strike anyone, anywhere, anytime, no matter how good a life a person has, and it's devastating consequences.

This is my first fim fiction.

1. The Beginning

It started with a feeling of helplessness, of hopelessness. As Apple Bloom and the Cutie Mark Crusaders left their fillyhood and became teenagers, they all eventually got their cutie marks.

Sweetie Belle got a musical note for her talent of singing. Scootaloo a scooter and helmet for her talent on her scooter, and Apple Bloom got a cutiemark that nobody would’ve expected....

An open scroll and quill.

Secretly, Apple Bloom had started writing poetry to get out her emotions. At the age of twelve she lay in her bed feeling depressed and thinking about death.

Her friends noticed the change that had started in her. She was gradually spending more and more time away from them, and when she was with them, she didn’t seem all there.

Apple Bloom continued to spiral downward. Every year she seemed to get worse, but she refused to talk to anyone about it. She feared she was going mad.

Apple Bloom looked down at her newest poem and shivered. She had a great life, wonderful friends, so why did she feel so horrible all the time?

“What’s happening to me?”

Author's Notes:

I don't know if anyone has posted a story about mental illness on this site before, so I thought I'd give it a shot. I don't mean the kind that makes you a crazy killer either.

2. Everypony's Worried

“Surprise! Happy birthday Apple Bloom!” Pinkie Pie squealed along with the others at Sugar Cube Corner.

Apple Bloom managed to smile as Sweetie Belle gave her a big hug. It was hard to believe that she was sixteen years old now, and though nopony really knew it, she’d been living in agony for the last four years.

Every smile felt fake, every laugh felt forced. Maybe she really was going crazy, but she also just didn’t feel well either. She often got headaches and body aches. She’d be tired for no reason, and even though she appreciated the effort her friends had put into this party, she just wasn’t feeling it.

Still... she did her best to at least pretend to be happy. She’d gotten good at that, pretending, but pretending was exhausting. She’d gradually been isolating herself more and more, despite her friends efforts to get her away from home once in awhile.

I should be happy, what in Equestria is wrong with me? I have a great life, great friends, great family... so what’s wrong?

Her grades in school were suffering as well. For the first time in her life she skipped doing her homework and a few times she even failed a quiz.

After pretending to have fun, Apple Bloom excused herself from the party as early as possible. She didn’t even care about all the great presents she had gotten, though she had thanked everypony nonetheless.

After Apple Bloom had gone Scootaloo and Sweetie Belle sat together at a table drinking punch and talking about their friend.

“It’s getting worse Scootaloo. Have you seen her eyes? They’re always so sad, even when she smiles. What’s going on with her?”

“I don’t know, I heard a rumor that her grades have gotten so bad she might have to be held back next year.”

Applejack was talking to Twilight. “I don’t know Twilight, something is wrong. She seems so unhappy but I don’t know WHY, and she won’t talk to me about it no matter how many times I ask her. I’m worried Twilight. At first I thought it might be bullies but Scootaloo and Sweetie Belle told me that it’s not. Even Diamond Tiara and Silver Spoon don’t bother them much anymore. I just don’t know what to do!”

“All you can do is be there for her and hopefully she’ll talk to you when she’s ready,” said Twilight. “We can all help you keep an eye on her for you Applejack.”

“I’d appreciate it Twy, I really would.”

It feels like... there’s something inside of me, thought Apple Bloom. Something that’s making me hurt. Feeling darkly inspired, she picked up her quill and wrote...

After writing yet another morbid poem, her diary was full of them by now, Apple Bloom went to bed. Not that it would be an escape, for sometimes she had horrible nightmares.

Was this ever going to end?

Unfortunately for Apple Bloom, she still had a long way to go.

3. First Blood

Another day of high school. Apple Bloom felt tired and wished she didn’t have to be there. She felt more than tired, she was numb.

Sitting at her desk, Apple Bloom pulled her rainbow pin off her saddlebag, and began to casually scrape it across her left foreleg. She was so numb she barely felt it, and she pushed harder, feeling so numb she wondered if she’d even bleed if she cut herself. With a drop of blood finally squeezed out she stared at it in almost morbid fascination.

Hearing a gasp next to her she looked up to see Feather Weight. He looked like he might be on the verge of telling on her, but the death glare she sent him shut him up quick. She quickly put her pin back on her bag, wiped the blood away, and stared into space, not paying any attention to her lecturing teacher.

Later that night in her room she stared at the small cut on her leg. She couldn’t believe that she’d done this to herself! Why had she done it? She’d hurt herself on purpose! There’s something seriously wrong with me, she thought, and shivered. What should she do? What? What? What...

Applejack looked up when there was a knock on her bedroom door. “Come in.”

The door opened slowly. “Sis? I’ve got to tell you something...” Sniffled Apple Bloom.

“What is it?” Applejack looked at her sibling in concern, especially when she threw herself at her and started sobbing. “Apple Bloom! What is it?”

Apple Bloom showed her the cut on her arm. “I... I... I did this... to myself!”

Applejack’s eyes widened. “Why would you do such a thing Apple Bloom?”

“I... I... I don’t know! I just feel so awful inside and it won’t go away! Help me Applejack! Please help me!”

Tears filled Applejack’s own eyes as she cradled her. “Don’t you worry none, we’re going to get you some help little sister. Everything will be okay. I promise. Big sis is here for you Apple Bloom, I’m here...”

Author's Notes:

What's wrong with Apple Bloom? Keep reading to find out!

4. The Reason

Apple Bloom’s family made her an appointment with the doctor right away. She was relieved. Maybe now she’d find out what was wrong with her!

That day, a magazine her family liked to read came in the mail. As she absently flipped through it, an article caught her eye. Do You Have Depression? She started reading it in interest, and before long, her eyes widened as she looked over the symptoms of what was described to be a mental illness.

This is me, she thought. This is me... She read further, and was elated to see that there was treatment to this condition. “Applejack!”

Soon her family gathered around her as she read the article to them.

“Are you sure that this is what’s wrong with you Sugar Cube?”

Apple Bloom looked at her sister and nodded. “I’m sure.”

“Well, at least now we know what to tell the doctor,” said Granny Smith in relief.

“Eeyup,” Big Mac nodded.

A few days later, at the doctor’s office, after Apple Bloom explained to him what was going on, he set up an appointment for her to see a psychiatrist. He told Apple Bloom and her family that the psychiatrist could help her far more than he could.

Soon Apple Bloom found herself at yet another doctor’s office. Doctor Ung. He was a unicorn with white fur and a black mane and tail, and a shadow of a pony head for a cutie mark. After talking with him for awhile about her symptoms, he prescribed pills for her to take, and asked to see her again in three weeks.

Apple Bloom felt so happy as she walked out of his office. She wasn’t going crazy after all! She was just sick and these pills would make her better!

Take that you evil thing, she thought. For the Depression was like some twisted being in her soul, trying to destroy her. It was... a monster.

But now with these pills, everything was going to be okay! She’d get better and get on with her life.

If only she knew that it wasn’t nearly going to be that easy...

Author's Notes:

Well we finally know what's wrong with Apple Bloom, but it won't be as simple as she hopes to fix this problem.

5. Side Effects

Apple Bloom dutifully took her pills and was optimistic about her future. Unfortunately there was something that she hadn’t considered.

The pills had side effects. They gave her horrible headaches. The Doctor told her they might go away... but they didn’t. If anything they got worse, so Doctor Ung switched medications. The new pills made her body shake all over. The next pills made her sick to her stomach. Apple Bloom was getting frustrated. She thought the medicine would make her better, not sicker!

Finally however, she was put on two medications at once, and no side effects occurred. Slowly, she started to feel better, less anxious. After three weeks she even started to smile again. This was it! Her life could start again!

Except a few months later, the pills stopped working, and the symptoms started to return. Apple Bloom was depressed, irritable, and snapping at everyone. She also didn’t like her psychiatrist. He picked arguments with her. It was ridiculous!

Finally she told Applejack that she wanted a new doctor. So, she next went to see Doctor Cheery. He was an earth pony with orange fur and a yellow mane and tail, with a magnifying glass as a cutie mark.

This doctor gave her a whole new diagnosis. Manic Depression, also known as Bipolar. This illness caused your moods to swing back and forth... and there was no cure.

Apple Bloom was in denial after she left his office. Depression was one thing, because that could eventually be cured, but this? She was going to be like this for the rest of her life? No! No she didn’t want to believe it!

There were more pills, and more side effects. Some medication didn’t even work at all. Apple Bloom finally dropped out of school because she simply couldn’t concentrate anymore. She was failing all her classes anyway.

Even when some meds did work, it would only be for awhile before the symptoms came back. Apple Bloom felt hopeless. Her family and friends supported her the best that they could, but she felt alone, for they could never truly understand.

She was a prisoner of her own mind, and the monster had the key.

6. The Monster

Apple Bloom lay in her room in the dark, staring blankly at the wall as she lay on her side.

She wanted to die.

If she was dead all this would be over. She wouldn’t hurt anymore because of her stupid brain, nobody would have to worry about her anymore. She wouldn’t have to see her friend’s pitying faces. She wouldn’t have to pretend to be happy when she wasn’t.

She never could understand death. Ponies who wanted to live, died, and ponies who wanted to die, lived. What kind of sense did that make?

Sometimes she would lay in bed all night and think of ways to take her own life. There were so many ways. An overdose of pills, throw herself in front of a wagon, stab herself, etc. But she knew it would devastate her family and friends if she did that. She couldn’t do that to them.

She wished someone could use magic to make her all better, but even magic had it’s limits.

It wasn’t fair! She had great friends, family, people who cared about her, but a stupid chemical imbalance had to ruin everything.

She sighed, got her diary, and began to write.

That was just what it felt like. Like the illness was a monster in her head trying to eat away at her. Sometimes she couldn’t tell what was the monster and what was her anymore. Sometimes it made her so angry she would say horrible things to ponies, things she would later look back on with shock and regret. It was like it hadn’t been her at all, like a bad dream, but she knew it had really happened.

It was like all her emotions were at an extreme. Anger became rage, sorrow became agony, even happiness made her feel like she could fly to the moon. She just wanted to be normal again!

Would she ever be normal again?

Celestia help her she didn’t know.

7. Sleep Of Death

Apple Bloom stared down blankly at her latest poem. The more she thought about it, the more she thought that her friends and family would be better off without her. Sure they would grieve for awhile, but they’d get over it. She was just a burden to them.

That afternoon, while fixing some lunch for herself, she looked at the knife she’d been using to cut up an apple. She wondered what it would feel like to... to...

Slowly she brought it to her left foreleg, just under the hoof, and started to slide it across...

Author's Notes:

I'd like to thank everyone who liked and/or favorited this story.

Reviews are loved.

8. The Hospital

“What in tarnation?!” The knife was suddenly knocked away and Apple Bloom looked up with a gasp.

“Apple Jack!”

“What did you think you were doing Apple Bloom?!” Her sister looked both angry and horrified.

“I... I... I just...” Apple Bloom stuttered. What in Equestria could she say?

Apple Jack didn’t wait around for an explanation. The next thing Apple Bloom knew, she was practically being dragged to Dr. Cheery’s office, where her sister explained what she’d caught her doing.

“Apple Bloom, were you trying to kill yourself?” The doctor asked solemnly.

“No! I... I just... well not exactly.” She fidgeted and looked down at the floor. “I’ve been thinking about death a lot, and I just wondered how much it would hurt to cut myself with a knife. It hurt a lot. I didn’t like it.”

“Do you think of hurting yourself a lot, or worse?” Dr. Cheery asked.

Apple Bloom hesitated, glanced at her sister, then nodded. Apple Jack looked like she was trying to hold back tears.

And that was how Apple Bloom found herself in a mental hospital under suicide watch. The doctor had said it was the best thing for her right now. They had gone home, Apple Jack had helped her pack a bag and explain things to the rest of the family, gone to the hospital, filled out paper work, and now here she was, sitting and waiting to be attended to in a hall.

So this is it, Apple Bloom thought. I’m being put away. She started to shake in terror and tears streamed down her face.

“Hey, are you okay?” Another patient asked. She looked up. It was a light brown earth pony with a dark brown mane and tail and a lasso as a cutie mark.

Apple Bloom’s lower lip trembled. She couldn’t talk. She knew if she tried she’d burst out sobbing like a little foal. Luckily at that moment, the nurses fetched her.

They talked soothingly to her and when she’d calmed down, they gave her a check up. Apple Bloom felt rather violated when they went through her things and took some of them away, apparently so she couldn’t hurt herself with them. They even took her hair ribbon! She felt almost naked without it.

After Apple Bloom was settled in her new room, she looked over the schedule they’d given her. There were different kinds of therapy as well as meal times and leisure times. She would also be seeing a different psychiatrist here. It was like they’d planned her whole life out for her here. Apple Bloom wasn’t sure what to think about that.

They allowed her to just settle in that day and she did with a book to read she’d gotten from their book cart that a pony wheeled around and offered to the patients. That night she was given pills to help her sleep. They worked, and for once she was out like a light.

The next day Apple Bloom got more of an idea of what this place was really like. It was mostly therapy, therapy, and more therapy.

She met her new doctor, Dr. Clover, who was a unicorn who was completely white, both coat, mane and tail, with a pill bottle for a cutie mark. She put her on a new medication combo.

She also met her therapist, Dr Paint, who had a paint brush for a cutie mark. She was a cheerful earth pony with a red coat and a yellow mane and tail. One of the therapies she did was art therapy.

There was also music therapy, group therapy, and one on one therapy.

Apple Bloom got the idea that she’d get sick of therapy very soon. At least the food they served here was okay, and they let her keep her diary so that was something at least. She wrote her newest poem that night before bed time.

Author's Notes:

Reviews are loved.

9. Barney

Group therapy made Apple Bloom feel ashamed of herself. So many ponies had lives that were horrible. They’d been abused, had few to no friends, or countless other reasons to be depressed like they were. She had a great life, yet she was still depressed, and still stuck in here.

It wasn’t long before she bumped into the colt with the lasso cutie mark again, literally.

“Oof! Oh excuse me... oh it’s you! Are you feeling better?”

Apple Bloom blushed, remembering how the first time she’d seen him she’d been crying like a baby. “Yeah, I am.”

“Well that’s good, I’m Barney.”

“It’s nice to meet you Barney, I’m Apple Bloom.”

Barney turned out to be nice and charming. He often flirted with her, which would make her blush and smile.

Things seemed to be looking up. The new meds she was on was making Apple Bloom feel better, the therapy taught her coping techniques, and she could talk to other ponies who had the same feelings she did, so she didn’t feel so alone.

And of course, there was Barney.

Apple Bloom was sad when Barney got better faster than she did and was released, but she was overjoyed when, after being at the hospital for two weeks, they told her that she was well enough to go home, as long as she continued out patient therapy, which she agreed to.

After she was home a couple of days, Apple Bloom was delighted to go outside and see Barney waiting for her. She ran straight into his waiting embrace. He seemed just as happy to see her as she was to see him.

Was she falling in love?

A few days later Barney showed her his place, which was actually not much more than a shack. He shared it with his roommate Storm Cloud, who was a pegasus who was light grey with a dark grey mane and tail, with a dark cloud with a lightning bolt as a cutie mark.

Storm Cloud introduced her to his black and white kitten, who was named Pumpkin for her orange eyes. Apple Bloom enjoyed spending time with Barney and Storm Cloud, playing with the kitten. She was out of the hospital, she was feeling better, and she had two new friends.

Things were definitely looking up.

Author's Notes:

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10. New Experiences and Rumors

“Hey guys, what are ya’ll doing?” Apple Bloom asked Barney and Storm after Barney let her in.

“Drinking vodka,” grinned Storm. “Want some?”

Apple Bloom blinked in surprise. “Oh I don’t know, aren’t we kinda young for that? Plus in therapy they said alcohol can make you feel worse.”

“Don’t worry Apple Bloom we won’t drink that much,” encouraged Barney.

“Well...”

“It’s Green Apple flavored,” Storm sing songed.

“Maybe just a little.”

The three sat down and passed the bottle around, not talking about much in particular. Apple Bloom had never drank before but she liked the taste of it, it really did taste just like green apple. It wasn’t long before she started getting giggily. For some reason everything seemed funny to her, and she fell back laughing, which made the guys laugh too.

Luckily the bottle wasn’t THAT high in alcohol content, so while they got buzzed, they didn’t get truly drunk.

Storm started drinking a beer afterwards and let Apple Bloom try a sip, but she thought it tasted gross.

While she was there Apple Bloom helped Storm Cloud take care of his kitten. Someone had given her to him and he didn’t know much about taking care of her, so she taught him. They gave the kitten a bath to get all the fleas off of her and she was helping Storm house break her and had shown him the right food to give her.

It was a chilly day and Storm Cloud left to stretch his wings and do some flying, leaving Apple Bloom and Barney alone.

The two cuddled together for warmth, and suddenly Barney leaned down and kissed her. Apple Bloom’s eyes widened for a moment, then closed as she kissed him back. It was her very first kiss.

Apple Bloom tried to get Sweetie Belle and Scootaloo to spend time with her and the guys as well, and they did a couple of times, but they both looked uncomfortable and after that she stopped asking them.

Sometimes Apple Bloom and Barney would make out, kissing and cuddling at his place, until Apple Bloom would finally need to leave to either go to therapy or do chores at home.

Not long after Apple Bloom became Barney’s girlfriend she started hearing rumors from other ponies. That Barney was no good. Sweetie Belle cautioned her against him as did Scootaloo.

“I heard that he’s had a lot of girls Apple Bloom,” warned Sweetie Belle.

“I heard that he doesn’t treat his filly friends very well,” added Scootaloo.

“I’d rather find out for myself thanks,” frowned Apple Bloom.

They were just rumors. Barney was sweet to her. Why should she pay any attention to what others thought? Even Apple Jack was wary of the situation.

“I don’t like how you spend so much time over at their place little sis. You could get taken advantage of.”

“I’ll be fine Apple Jack,” Apple Bloom said in irritation.

Sheesh she finally finds her special somepony and everypony seemed to be against it.

Barney was so wonderful, the others had to be wrong...

Right?

Author's Notes:

As always, reviews are loved.

11. True Colors

At first, everything with Barney was wonderful, but after a couple of months, things started to change.

It started off with him accusing her of cheating on him with Storm. Apple Bloom was outraged and they had a big argument about it.

Then, Barney started trying to tell her what to do. First, he told her that he didn't want her to be friends with Storm anymore. She told him forget it. Storm was her friend and he wasn't going to tell her who she could be friends with.

Barney started kicking the wall whenever he was angry at her. Apple Bloom wondered if he would ever kick her.

Meanwhile, Storm ended up leaving to Cloudsdale to move back in with his parents to help out his family. He couldn't take Pumpkin with him, so he asked Apple Bloom if she'd take her. Which, after permission from her own family, she happily did.

Barney only got worse. One time in an argument he informed her that she wasn't going to therapy the next day. Apple Bloom hit the roof.

"You are not going to get in the way of my getting better!" She told him angrily.

The last straw came on his birthday. He took her to spend the night with a couple of friends of his and she gave him a birthday present. The next morning however, Apple Bloom wasn't feeling well. She asked Barney to take her home.

"You just had to do this on my birthday didn't you?" Barney snapped at her.

"Oh yes Barney, I deliberately got sick just to ruin your birthday," Apple Bloom snapped right back.

Barney refused to take her home, so Apple Bloom left, asked directions from the nearest pony, and started for home.

"Hey come back here!" Barney called after her.

"Screw you!" She yelled back.

After she got home, Apple Bloom took some medicine and went straight to bed.

When Apple Bloom woke up, she did some serious thinking. Was Barney going to change? Probably not. He was showing his true colors now. Did she want to put up with it? Heck no. She knew what she had to do.

The next day, when Barney came over to see her, she informed him that she was breaking up with him and returned to him the few gifts he'd given her during the course of her relationship. Then she locked him out.

Barney angrily kicked the door but she ignored him.

When Storm heard about what happened, he told Barney he deserved it for how he'd treated her. Soon, Barney came to beg Apple Bloom for forgiveness.

"I'm sorry Barney, but I don't want to be your filly friend anymore," she told him flatly. Barney then sadly left.

Apple Bloom was sad to find out that everypony had been right. Barney was no good. She'd learned a lesson that who ponies appeared to be at first wasn't always who they actually were.

Sometimes, it took awhile for their true colors to come out.

12. Welcome Back Apple Bloom

Apple Bloom finally got better enough to go back to school, though she ended up having to repeat a grade from all that she had missed. Still, she was determined to make the best of it.

“Welcome back Apple Bloom!” Her friends cheered when they first saw her walk into the building.

The first day back was awkward and uncomfortable. Somehow the other students had found out about her brief stay in the hospital, and when she first appeared, ponies stopped their normal conversations, whispering to each other and staring at her. Apparently rumors were flying. Apple Bloom felt her cheeks grow hot at some of the things she overheard as she walked to her classroom.

“I heard she was in a loony bin.”

“I heard she’s crazy. What is she doing around normal ponies?”

“I heard she tried to kill herself.”

“I heard she tried to kill her whole family.”

That last comment made Apple Bloom very angry, and she marched up to one group of the gossipers. “Is there a problem?”

They looked shocked that she’d approached them. “N-no not at all,” one of them stuttered.

“I did not try to kill my family,” Apple Bloom said in a loud clear voice. “You know, if any of you are so darn curious instead of blathering to each other like a bunch of silly gooses, you could just do the sensible thing and just ask me what happened!”

Many of the gossiping ponies turned red faced, and no one dared say another word as Apple Bloom stormed away.

Apple Bloom was able to join her friends at lunch.

“How did everypony find out?!” She hissed at them.

“I honestly have no idea,” Scootaloo frowned.

“Maybe it will all blow over?” Sweetie Belle looked worried.

“Hello, may we sit here?” A male voice suddenly spoke up, and the girls looked up.

There were two unicorn colts. One was dark blue with a lighter blue mane and tail with a star for a cutie mark. The other, the one who had spoken, was white with a yellow mane and tail and a guitar for a cutie mark.

“Sure,” Apple Bloom blinked as she moved aside to make room.

“Thank you. I’m Bright Heart and this is my younger brother Dark Star. We just moved here from Manehatten so we don’t really know anypony, but you all looked nice.”

“Yeah hi,” Dark Star waved.

“Are you sure you want to sit with me, the crazy filly?” Apple Bloom asked bitterly.

“I never held much with rumors,” said Bright Heart matter of factly. “You seem like a perfectly nice filly to me. Pretty too.”

“Oh… well, thank you.” Apple Bloom blushed.

“What a nice gentlecolt you are,” Sweetie Belle smiled.

“Yes it’s nice to meet you both,” said Scootaloo.

Apple Bloom felt better. Once again, she had made new friends.

After a few weeks the rumors about her died down. The other students became bored of watching her to see if she’d do anything crazy. She acted the same as she always did, so things died down and went back to normal, a fact which made Apple Bloom very grateful.

The former crusaders but still best friends, quickly became well aquainted with Bright Heart. He was a very sweet colt.

Apple Bloom was a little wary of him at first, remembering how Barney had been nice too at first, but after a few months with no change in Bright Heart’s personality, she came to the conclusion that he really was a good guy.

It seemed every filly in school was sweet on Bright Heart. He was such a gentlecolt. He was so polite to all the girls, even the mean ones who didn’t deserve it. He’d hold the door open to them, give little bows of his head in greeting to them, and was just overall a wonderful pony.

Apple Bloom was just as sweet on him as everypony else, but she was so plain compared to some of the other girls in school. She was just a simple farm pony. So she kept her crush on him a secret.

When the school dance rolled around, and everypony was wondering who the lucky filly would be that would get asked by Bright Heart, Apple Bloom was the most surprised of all when he approached her.

“Would you like to go to the dance with me?”

“Are… are you talking to me?” Apple Bloom looked at him in shock.

Bright Heart smiled in amusement. “You are Apple Bloom are you not?”

“Of course!”

“Well then?” He stared deep into her eyes as he waited for her answer.

“I’d love to Bright Heart.”

All the other fillies were super jealous.

Sweetie Belle ended up going to the dance with Bright Heart’s brother Dark Star. Scootaloo went alone, but still enjoyed herself.

It was truly the best night of Apple Bloom’s life. They ate cookies and drank punch, they danced, and enjoyed watching the other ponies have fun in their fancy clothes.

“You look beautiful tonight Apple Bloom.”

“Thank you kindly Bright Heart, but can I ask you something?”

“Of course, go ahead.”

“You could have the pick of any filly in school, why’d you choose me? Especially since I’m messed up in the head?”

“You are not messed up in the head Apple Bloom. You simply have an illness that you have to monitor and control with medication. I chose you because you are the most beautiful, strongest, hard working, kind hearted filly I have ever seen. Even when everything seemed to be against you, you kept fighting, you didn’t give up. I admire that. Also I… I just really like you,” he blushed.

“I really like you too Bright Heart, and thank you so much for your kind words,” Apple Bloom blushed too.

After the dance Bright Heart walked her home. They sat outside for a little while just looking up at the stars.

“Apple Bloom?”

“Yes Bright Heart?”

“May I kiss you?”

Only Bright Heart would be such a gentlecolt as to ask first.

“You may.”

When Apple Bloom felt his lips on hers, the rest of the world seemed to disappear. She felt like she was flying as she kissed him back, her heart was soaring on silver wings.

Afterwards, he walked her to her door.

“Apple Bloom? Would you be my filly friend?”

“I would love to Bright Heart.”

After hugging her he bid her good night, she dreamily went to her room after giving a rather dazed wave to her family.

She had a mental illness, but she was stable on medication now. She didn’t have to let it affect her whole life. She had great friends and family, and now, the best colt friend she could ever ask for.

After laying in bed for a little while with a warm feeling in her heart, Apple Bloom realized that she didn’t just like Bright Heart, she loved him. She was in love.

She got out her diary and wrote:

Looking down at her poem, Apple Bloom felt a wide smile spread across her face.

“Someday, I am going to marry that colt, I guarantee it.”

When Blossom fell asleep, she had the most wonderful dream. She and Bright Heart were getting married, and she wore the most gorgeous dress she’d ever laid eyes on.

“Apple Bloom, do you take Bright Heart to be your lawfully wedded husband, to have and to hold, in sickness and in health. as long as you both shall live?” Asked Princess Celestia.

“I do, with all my heart.”

“And do you, Bright Heart, do you take Apple Bloom to be your lawfully wedded wife, to have, and to hold, in sickness and in health. as long as you both shall live?”

“I do, forever.”

“Then by the power invested in me, I now declare you mare and colt. You may kiss your bride.”

Bright Heart gently lifted her veil and they shared the best kiss imaginable.

Apple Bloom smiled in her sleep.

Author's Notes:

I'd like to thank everyone for their faves, thumbs up, and comments.

There WILL be a sequel to this story.

xoxo unicorn92243

The Sequel Is Up!

The sequel to this story is now up!

From Crown To Halo

Apple Bloom is horrified when her colt friend Bright Heart tells her his heart breaking secret. Can her friends and family help her cope? Will Apple Bloom be strong enough to get through her most difficult time yet?