Scootaloo silently opened the window to Applebloom's room, hovered just outside of it, closed the window, and took off to the skies. She sighed heavily to herself before she landed back at Rarity's, opened the window to her room silently, stepped in, closed it behind her, and began to write a letter quickly before she went to sleep for the night.

Ugh! How did I end up in this featherbrained situation?! I'm so confused! -sigh- Maybe I should just start from where it all began, how I ended up in bed with not only my idol but Applebloom and even Twilight as well. Hopefully once you read this Cheerilee, You'll be able to provide me with a simple solution to my problem. If not, well, I’ll figure something out.

It all started roughly three months ago...

“Are you bucking kidding me? I narrowly escape rape less than five hours ago and you wanna do it no sooner get back to your house?!” Scootaloo exclaimed with a glare at the cyan blue Pegasus who's ears flattened with a guilty expression upon hearing this.

“Sorry kid, I just thought that would help take your mind off things.” Rainbow Dash replied guiltily.

“Enough of this! I've had it with you Rainbow Dash! Every time I come here, no more than five minutes pass before you wanna do with it me! When this all started, I thought you wanted to be with me for me, but I was wrong.” Scootaloo replied then turned to face away from the cyan blue Pegasus. “I'm done Rainbow Dash, I'm tired of being your fetish.” The orange Pegasus remarked and began to walk away only for Rainbow dash to land in front of her.

The cyan blue Pegasus’s expression become hurt upon hearing this. “Is that all you think you are to me? A fetish?”

“What else am I supposed to think? All we ever do when I visit here is buck. We don't talk, we don't even just hang out. For the last few months I've held on, hoping that you would wake up and see what's in front of you besides fresh filly cunt and you've remained just as blind as you are now.” Scootaloo replied as she walked past the cyan blue Pegasus and towards her door only for Rainbow Dash to place a hoof on her shoulder.

“I only did that because that's what I thought you wanted from me. Give me a chance kid, give me a chance to prove that you are more than fresh flank to me.” Rainbow Dash replied as Scootaloo slowly turned around and looked at her idol.

I wasn't sure what to think at this point. Did she really just do me every time I visited because she merely thought that's all I wanted from her? Or was it some lame attempt to keep me coming back for more of what was under my tail?

Without warning, the adult Pegasus leaned in and kissed her on the lips passionately, broke the kiss, and placed a hoof on her cheek. “I love you Scootaloo.” She said in a soft tone as she looked at the filly Pegasus whom looked floored at the moment by these words.

She loves me?! Why didn't she say so before? And why now, when I was about to walk out on her forever?

"I'm sorry I didn't say it sooner." Dash pawed at the floor, choosing her words slowly, "I'm not so great at saying mushy things... Ya know?"

“Y-You featherbrain, why did you have to say this now?” Scootaloo stuttered as tears began flowing from her eyes.

I had planned this nearly a month ago, breaking this off with her, and staying with Rarity. But hearing this now, from my idol, that she loves me, I could feel my ironclad resolve melting away like a stick of butter on a hot iron skillet.

My dream, my fantasy of my idol returning the love I felt for her, it all seemed to be coming true before my very eyes, but what about Rarity? I can't just leave her, I love her too.

“Like I said, I wish I had said this sooner, that way you had known from the start that you were more than just a fetish to me.” The cyan blue Pegasus replied with a smile as she put her arms around the filly and hugged her tightly.

I had no idea what to do or what to say, my entire plan seemed to be falling apart before me and giving way to my hopes and dreams of being with my idol.

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I decided to stay with her the night and to my shock she never once made a move on me, she just held me as I drifted off to sleep. To say I was torn would be an understatement at this point. The next morning she gave a peck on the cheek and promised me before I left that from now on she would let me make the first move if and when I wanted to do it with her and that we would do a whole lot more than just buck when I came over from now on.

I flew home to Rarity's that morning feeling both guilt and happiness that I hadn't broke it off with her. When I got home however I was in for another shocker.

“Uh, Rarity, are you okay?” Scootaloo asked with a worried expression now as she stared at what looked like a half drunken filly.

“Just fine darling, I've been up all night trying to make sense of why I would send my little sister off with Cheerilee when it occurred to me. This miracle drink makes all the pain go away!” Rarity exclaimed as she waved a bottle of cider in front of the filly.

Thanks to Sweetie Belle, I knew that prior to our memory wipe thanks to Twilight, Rarity was being tortured by her attraction to me. Seeing her drunk before my eyes made me wonder if she wasn't in the same state she was before.

“Rarity, you're drunk. What happened?” The orange Pegasus asked as she walked over to Rarity only for the filly to attempt to grope her much to her shock.

“Come on Scootaloo, lets buck!” Rarity exclaimed drunkenly.

“What? No! You're not yourself right now!” The filly exclaimed as she jumped back from the unicorn.

“Oh but Scootaloo, I'm feeling simply divine right now!” Rarity exclaimed as she stumbled towards the filly only to fall flat on her face and begin snoring.

Thank Celestia for small favors, however I had a bigger problem now. If Rarity, a unicorn who would never touch something she often regarded as a vile beverage, resorted to drinking so much that it put her in that state, something was eating at her.

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Whether it be luck or simple coincidence, Twilight walked through the front door a few moments after the white unicorn had passed out on the floor.

“Twilight, we have a serious problem.” Scootaloo said urgently as she rushed up to the purple unicorn who up until she saw Scootaloo's face was smiling and was now frowning.

“I don't get it, when I left her last night, she was in a bit of distress I admit, but I didn't think she would get herself drunk by the time I came over to visit her this morning.” Twilight remarked worriedly as she placed the sleeping filly in her bed with her magic.

“She mentioned something about sending Sweetie Belle off with Cheerilee last night, can you tell me what that was about?” The Pegasus asked curiously as she looked at Rarity.

“Yeah she did, she even gave her adoption papers so that she could keep her with her at all times. It shocked me too, but not as much as when she said they had to be out of town for awhile and sent them off to Fillydephia. Rarity's actions as of late have left me baffled. I honestly don't know what's going through that unicorn's head anymore.” Twilight replied and sighed heavily.

Rarity told me she was going to give Cheerilee custody of Sweetie Belle about two weeks prior to Rose foalnapping me and Sweetie Belle, so this didn't surprise me, but she never said anything about sending her and Cheerilee off to Fillydephia.

“You don't think that she's being tortured by her attraction to me again, do you?” Scootaloo asked curiously at which point the unicorn looked at her.

“Did you remember that just now?” Twilight asked curiously.

“No, Sweetie Belle told me everything I had told her prior to your little memory spell screw up.” The Pegasus replied adding a note of sourness to her tone of voice as she spoke of the memory spell.

“I don't think so, but I suppose we can't rule anything out at this point. Are you two dating again by chance?” The lavender unicorn asked curiously as she looked at Scootaloo now.

“N-No, she hasn't asked me yet.” Scootaloo lied before she turned to look at Rarity and bit her lip.

I really did want to tell Twilight that we were dating again, but Rarity made me promise not to tell anypony till she was ready, I wish I knew why, but she wouldn't say.

“Maybe that's what is torturing her. She wants to ask you, but she's terrified of what will come of it.” Twilight theorized as she placed a hoof on her chin looking deep in thought.

Way off the marker there Twilight.

“Or maybe, it's the spell Flim and Flam put on us. It could possibly be having side effects on Rarity's mind.” The lavender unicorn continued as she began to pace back and forth until her eyes lit up.

“Oh which reminds me! I got a letter from Princess Celestia by normal post today, she said that she'll be sending a book up from the royal library to fix our problem once the royal librarian finds it. She would have sent it with, but the Starswirl the bearded wing is a mess.” Twilight said allowing a smile to wash over her face if only for a moment as she spoke.

“That's great news Twilight, but that doesn't fix my current problem with Rarity.” The Pegasus replied which ruined the uplifting atmosphere the news the unicorn had just said brought in.

It was enough to drive me bonkers. Why would Rarity suddenly resort to drinking? Is it because she wanted to do it with me but couldn't muster the courage to ask so she thought if she got drunk it would fix it? And what do I do about Rainbow Dash? It felt like all the answers to my questions were looming just out of my reach.

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PRESENT DAY...

Scootaloo rolled up the parchment of paper, tied a ribbon around it, walked out to the mailbox, placed the letter in, and closed it before walking back inside.

“Something the matter darling?” Rarity asked as she looked at the Pegasus who looked as if she was ready to fall over.

“N-No, it's nothing, I didn't sleep well last night. I'm going to try and get some sleep.” Scootaloo replied groggily as she dragged her hooves along the floor as she walked upstairs, lay in her and Rarity's bed, and sighed.

“What am I going to do?” The Pegasus asked herself dismally before she fell into an uneasy slumber...

Author's Notes:

Okay new chapter is up! I have some concerns with this chapter but thanks to Toyloli they were cleared up! So enjoy! Clop comes soon!:3