''You killed my father! *slap* You killed him! *whack* I HAVE NOBODY LEFT!'' *pumf* ''*gasp* No, No! STAY AWAY FROM ME! DON'T HURT ME! WHAAAA-!'' *crack* A female voice... enraged and scared from the unknown...

''I-i-if I, if I t-t-tell you wh-where are the slaves... w-w-will you l-let me... g-gogo? P-please, I h-had to do something f-for a living. I-I'm b-b-begging y-you- no No NO OH MY GOD NO! AAAHHHHH! WAAAAHHAAAAAA! HELP MEEEE~! *gurgles* AAAAAaaaahhhhh...'' Pathetic being, fear had taken over his dirty body. Punishment: Deserved...

''Hey boys, look at the little guy. He thinks he's tough- what the fuck happened to the lights? Boys? Boys?! Stop fucking with me! Hey! Heey!'' *evil laughter* ''Whoa, what the? Okay, this is not funny... hello?'' *growl* ''Huh?'' *beast scream* ''AAHHHHHH-!'' *blood splattering* *thud* *silent growl* The local gangsters... naive, annoying and overall useless souls...

''Take him down!'' ''Don't let him get away!'' ''You're mine motherfu- agh!'' ''Holy FUCKING SHIT! Kill it! AAGGHhhh..:'' *boom* ''The chopper's down, the chopper's down!'' ''What in the fuck is that thing?!'' ''I don't know brah, but this beast kicked through a fucking chopper's engine. A FUCKING CHOPPER'S!'' ''What is the topic, gentleman?'' ''OH MY GO- oghhhhh...'' ''Ugh... fucking... agh...'' *thud* ''Had to be done...'' The soldiers... blindly following the tyrant...

''You do NOT... fuck with me! Dare to disrespect me and I rip your head of, mother fuckers! I am Adam, the new one and I've come to fuck shit up and do whatever the hell I want! No one is going to get in my way! ... or suffer, if you dare...'' The moment I declared my changes... though I enjoyed their fear and scared faces, but not something I would tell her...

Moments from my past... all grim and painful. Either for me or for someone else. No matter how much I tried to remember the innocent times of mine, I ended up hearing the screams and fights in my head, rudely pushing away the happy pictures... the pure images...

Definitely not what I would tell Celestia...

So many souls... some of them innocent and the majority of them Sinners. I ended their life and never had the time to dwell on the loss. Like that female... I think she was called Marzia, a Dark Angel. I killed her father... before I realized that Lucifer forced him to do wrong. Marzia broke down in to tears and... now I remember my excuse. I thought forward and just knew that she will suffer without her father and eventually, will try to take her revenge... and before this problem would occur... I... killed her. I watched as the life slowly flew out of her and I remember whispering her a sorry and a reassuring, that everything will be better. Well, nearly everything... you see, since I killed her as an innocent... she became a Pure Soul... yeah, so from a Dark Angel, she turned into a Holy Angel. The catch? Well... she will be forever angry at me... her father ended up in Hell, due to too many sins...

And several more events like this... all of them were caused by me. Mistakes and sins, which I will forever remember and will never cleanse out from my soul. Whatever I will do, I won't be able to pay this back... I earned myself a ticket to Hell...

Even if my thoughts were all around the past, it helped me to just clear my head. Just thinking about everything that came to mind. School, jobs, traveling, sports... it felt really good. It was like before I became the Avatar... before I lost my humanity...

Unfortunately, I didn't manage to come up with a way, to tell Celestia about the past events. I couldn't remember my innocent times and actually, all the things that happened to me after her departure, were all sad and dark. Even in my innocent times... I was innocent, not the foes I defeated and imprisoned with the Guardian Angels... I didn't hurt the enemy, but many times, those Angels killed my captured foes... without my knowledge. I lived in blissful ignorance and believed that the world can change...

... well, it can, but to which way?

After some time, I stood up from the grass and carefully approached one of the trees. In the Dream World, I was forced to cut short my Power Tuning... and since no one was around, I thought I could get a better look of this garden...

And about Celestia... if my mouth won't talk, then it won't hurt. That was the only solution. Keeping my reputation in good condition, if my first impression had been ruined. I've fallen down enough already... I don't need her to look at me like the others, who knew about my past... disappointment is what I don't want to be called.

After all... I was in a new world and I can't believe I actually considered it, but... getting a good reputation with the inhabitants would be actually nice. Like when I was with the Elves and other creatures... it felt good to be just myself... well, not completely myself, but I was allowed to talk, show and behave, like I originally wanted. And not force myself back in front of the others, like I do it in front of Mortals.

Of course, I won't start talking about my past and I'll act all the time. But at least, they won't be scared of me, by knowing about me... then again, what they will know about me, will be only good. I won't let this opportunity to slip...

Yeah, that was a good plan. A new life! I mean, I love being the Balance... when there is no disaster, of course, but living a life... freely... as I want! It sounded really promising and it was like a dream coming true...

I was about to start thinking about my routine in my 'new' life, when in my happiness, I tightened my hand around the tree. I realized that I should start training already, considering the wasted time. So with that, I tried to forget everything and did what I was supposed to do with nature...

Avoiding my attention, the pain was nonexistent. I didn't heal myself, only stayed still for a long time. Yet, the injuries seemed like they had vanished from inside me. It must have been some sort of medicine they gave me... or magic. I didn't know much about this world's magic, so maybe it didn't exist.

Nevertheless, I decided to not show my powers to anyone, until I can confirm my theory...

I went through each step, in order to get in connection with the nature around me. Of course, I failed miserably, because again, I tried to do it by knowing what I was doing. I got to know that being the... Balance of the Nature, was something above every other kind of power. You don't just take notes about this, like I did with Markhar's After and Side Effects in his attacks. It was feeling... just like how the nature works... I had to rip myself apart from reality and... let's just say, think- no... feel like nature...

After many more failed attempts, the lesson was learned. I somehow forgot about what purpose I wanted to feel the nature for and suddenly, it just 'pulled' me in. Right there, my theory about this world's magic was proven true, it seemed. There WAS magic in this world and shit, there was a lot! It was so lively and if I can call it... it was bright. I don't know, bright seemed to describe it perfectly... at least for me. I found no other world to describe it and you need to experience that to actually get what I mean by this...

Maybe it was because on Earth, we killed out the energy from the air. According to what I know from the powerful being's history, the 'empty' energy, that scattered around the universe, was once alive. And as time went by and people started to use it, it died from our methods. The fights and many more influences... we just killed the source of our energy in our world!

Maybe that was the other reason, why the Elves had magical trees... those don't just produce air for us to breath, but tries to act as a new energy sources in our world...

Before I knew it, I was met with the outline of the garden. As long as the plants were connected to each other, I was able to see it. As expected, I only managed to see this for a split second, due to my surprise. In the Dream World, it wasn't that easy and clear, to feel the nature. But in the garden, like I was watching a screen, the outlines of the garden popped right in front of me. And when the surprise came, my point of view of that picture changed and whipped towards the tree and I was back to my own eyes' aspect. Which was only blackness, of course...

Under that short period of time, I managed to get the picture of the garden. I was standing opposite to the stairs and at the far side of the garden. The tree in front of me was on the right side of that clearing and the clearing itself was hidden slightly by a few leaves, leaning into the clearing's entrance.

The whole garden just ended after the clearing and I assumed there was a wall behind it. Also, bushes were before the wine covered walls. And because of that, the garden was actually small, compared to a hospital's usual garden size. Maybe Equestrian hospitals weren't that crowded, after all...

The terrace was just as big as the garden, if I remembered correctly. The number of steps between the glass door and the bottom of the stairs, was nearly the same size of the garden's. I expected a really big garden for the patients to walk around and feel better in sickness...

As I tried to remember for more details, one caught my attention. Five birds, sitting on the trees branches and around me. And they weren't sleeping, no. Instead, they started chirping! I took a few steps back from the tree and felt warm light on my skin, when I left the possible shadow of the leaves...

It was sunrise...

''Great, my sleeping routine got fucked up. Did I really spend the whole night here? How could the sun be up, already? Further more, how come that its light is coming from that angle? It could only be 4 in the morning! ... hmm, they must have been scared of me, if none of the doctors came to bring back the patient to his room...'' That was what I meant by: Ruining first impression... no one dared to disturb me, which I appreciated, but it indicated that my first impression left its mark...

But what I was supposed to do about it? Nothing, that was what I was supposed to. I decided to let them get used to me and won't force myself onto them... and in a way, I cared less if the nurses found me scary...

Another detail came to my mind... myself. When I returned to my point of view, for a really short second, I saw my left shoulder, as the point of view moved back inside me. Like I spiritually left my body and inspected the garden outside my own body! That was one feature, which I will really use in the future...

And after I realized that I was able to see what was in connection with the vegetation, I quickly shut down every possible power inside me, before Celestia notices. Just when I got pulled back to my body... I saw the tip of a fancy slipper. Someone was just going down the stairs and as I said before... I didn't want them to see me, using energy...

As that someone's footsteps approached me, it turned out to be actually Celestia. I knew she had some special shoes, but didn't expect it to be golden and that decorative...

''Adam?''

I turned my head to the side, showing her that I was actually listening. ''Good morning, Celestia! What are you doing here so early? I thought you will visit in the evening...'' I was glad that I came up with an idea, already. She was already there and I would have hated myself, if I tell her in the evening, that I'm not willing to speak. It would be a waste of time for her...

''I wanted to see if you are alright and the only thing I see is an empty bed! I asked the guard about you and he told me, that you haven't came back from the garden! I was so worried, Adam. Yesterday, you hardly registered the healing spells from the doctor! I though something terrible happened to you here, without any of the doctors knowing about it!'' She panted slightly... her panic... it hurt me to hear it...

''Celestia, calm down. I can assure you, that I am fine. Actually, I feel much better now. Last night may have ruined my sleeping routine, but helped me to clear my head. To plan out my future life here and calm me down after the recent events...'' ''Okay, so I don't have to hide my powers, just not show them on purpose, one. Two, the doctor's energy helped me to create the connection with the nature? Equestria has different energy and it already got welcomed by my body?... hmhm, looks like I have to thank two things for the doctor. I just need to get used to this kind of energy, then... more things to Tune?'' I immediately thought this out in my head. So many things has been revealed, I just had to make sure, that my energy won't reach the citizens' attention... and Celestia's...

She audibly let out a sigh of relief and I momentarily felt sorry for her. There she was, looking after me... and I just make her stressful day more stress-filled...

''I am relived to hear that. You do seem in a better shape, but I still want to talk with you later this day. I cannot imagine how hard it is for you... but do not forget, I'm alway here for you...''

Caring. Something which I've never experienced before, only from her and only once... and I even forgot about that! That is how tough my life had been. I've never received any pleasant touch from anyone, only a slap, a hit, a strike, a slice, a stab and a kick... or multiple of these...

My wild nights didn't count... those touches were because of a purpose and not for caring about the other one...

So I ask you... how the fuck can I reply to her, if I don't know how? Yes, say a thanks and all, no. There must be something else there... I feel the gratitude, but lack the feeling of caring back.

So not knowing what to say about that, I decided to just drop the bomb and explain myself...

''You're going to ask about what happened after your departure, aren't you?''

She remained silent and I could only imagine a surprised face, blinking confusedly. ''Yes, I was going to.''

I nodded a few times. ''Uh-um... don't.''

Another short period of silence. ''And... why?'' She asked, voice slightly disappointed.

I sighed. ''Look Celestia. I'll be honest with you and I only say this once...'' I let the words to sink in and continued. ''After your departure... I immediately forgot about you. Not just metaphorically, but literally! No face, no voice... nor the words. Everything you had told me... just right out of my head, simply like that.'' I did a swinging motion, just to get through my point, then sighing, I decided to just cut it really short. ''I'm just gonna say... I'm not proud of how my life turned out and only ran to you helplessly, when I luckily managed to remember you at the moment of death. My problem is... I want you to remember me as a good soul... not as the person I've became. I WILL tell you everything... just slowly... and when I feel like it, so it won't hit you, nor me that harshly.'' Self-pity... disgusting method, but for my and her well being, I had to turn to such solution. I could only hope that she took the bait...

New thing to hate: Silence...

For a really long time now, I enjoyed silence. It was my sweet lair to run to and let myself calm down, whenever I was angry.

But with Celestia... the silence was unnerving. If only I could see her face... READ her thoughts from her expressions and body posture!

''Very well!'' She sounded... cheerful... rather cheerful... TOO cheerful actually. I even found some sinister intention behind her voice...

Still, I kept going, ignoring my suspicious thoughts. ''I am glad you understand. You...'' I couldn't believe I was going that far, but I just couldn't hold it back anymore... ''... you mean a lot to me and I only do this for your sake... and mine, but that is way beside the point. First things first... you and I only come AFTER you...'' ''And I wonder why I haven't found a girlfriend... my way of speech is silky as Hell!''

''Hehhe, I understand. Actually, I just know the thing we should do~!'' Such lively voice... I did my best to not let my expressionless gaze to fail me...

''I hope I won't regret disappointing her...'' Nodding once, I prepared for the worst, even if it was Celestia...

''How about some trading? Information for information. If I want to know something, first, I have to give you information about Equestria or myself. In turn, you tell me something about you or your past. And the same goes to you, if you want to know something.'' I... actually liked the sound of that... and her voice too, but that was beside the point.

''Mutual information sharing?'' I questioned, wanting to know exactly what she was talking about. If it was what I thought it was, then I was so in! She just gave me a favor and a good way, to not make her wait for my past to be told. Also, that was a really good solution, if I wanted to keep her opinion about me on the bright side!

Yet, I had to keep my cool and leave the cheering inside me...

''Hmm... yes... yes, let us just call it like that.'' And she answered sweetly... how could I say no to that?

''Fine by me.'' I replied, shortly and not showing any enthusiasm over this little 'game'. While in reality, my excitement started to grow. Maybe I wanted to show off my skills for her, something I never wanted to think about? Or I just wanted to make her happy and hearing HER enthusiasm, it stuck onto me as well?

''Splendid!'' I heard a clapping sound... damnit, she was in a really cheerful mood. It kinda radiated her personality when she was around me. I bet she has to hold a stone-cold face before the nobles, all day and all night. No wonder why she showed so much excitement over this game... or maybe I was an influence too? Doubt it... this thought was flawed from many ways. Scientifically, logically and magically. First, I was rotten from the inside and outside. Second, how could I possibly cheer her up? I have no knowledge about these things...

And third... my Dark powers... they have this unpleasant effect, which makes others around you to feel bad. And by bad, I mean their negative emotions receive a boost and they won't be tolerant, while they're in your presence...

From free ways... I was useless for her and for my loved ones...

''Then we shall start the game this evening.''

''Yes.'' I agreed.

''You should go back to your room. Follow me, I will walk with you...''

Without any word, I started my way back to the room, also listening to her footsteps. I have to say, that game we agreed upon was really exciting. Something new in the busy life of ours. She was probably used to reports and me... hehhe, I was used to stolen documents, interrogations and spying...

So because of these... I decided to cheat a little. Instead of asking her about things... I'll get the information for myself. And besides... the game rules weren't made. I have to say the truth, yes, but do I have to say the whole truth? Can I make the truth sound better? She could do that, too...

Well... I was going to see about that in the evening...

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The walk back to my room was memorized, since I remembered the rout we had taken to the gardens. And by simply reversing it, I had a wild and slightly accurate rout in my head. Thankfully, Celestia helped me to get a clear 'picture' about it and I already knew that I will visit the garden really often...

''What would you like to eat?'' She suddenly asked, before we reached my room. She probably asked this outside, so the other people outside my room get to see me in another way. After all, I was probably the beast of the hospital...

Nevertheless, I said the same thing, which I've already told her. But if she wanted me to say it in front of others? Well, okay...

''I told you, I have low needs. I do not wish to have special treatment, just because you know me.'' I told her, my voice getting louder and growing quiet at mid-speech. I knew she wanted others to hear it, but at the same time, I didn't want them to hear me. The conversation was between me and her and not with the others...

''Trust me, you don't want to eat what they serve here. It isn't for you... and I'm not asking you because I know you... but because you're my friend.''

My mind immediately sounded out the alarms. What she said was - sadly - something true. But I always told myself one thing: ''There are no such thing as a friend. Only family and adopted brother and sister, who were Bence and Emese.''

The last time I tried having friends, I ended up getting addicted to cigarettes... okay, it wasn't a bad thing for me actually, but you get what I mean. Everyone, who I tried to be friends with, all of them used my kindness to just backstab me. For profit or for entertainment, it didn't matter. Since then, I don't make friends and never consider anyone as one...

''But Celestia? Okay, just go through this quickly. I would do many things for her... too many things. I feel safe around her and my only fear is disappointing her.''

''That is one side. On the other hand... I only spent time with her for what? Few hours? This time period isn't even enough to find her that respectable... was I feeling that much of gratitude?What do I feel about her, is something positive... I can't place it anywhere! What is going on with me? This is not magic, nor feelings... then what?'' I was hesitating in my head. I honestly couldn't find a place for Celestia in connection with me. I couldn't call her a friend, because she was either something more or just something else...

However, she was waiting for me, so with that few seconds delay, I replied. ''Fine... but it must be something easy and cheap to make.'' I decided to discuss this... friend thing with her in the evening... but that meant I will have to sacrifice a small portion of information. I didn't know if she told me that on purpose or accidentally... either way, she got me good.

''I'll send some bread and fruits for you. An easy breakfast...'' From the silent click from her mouth, I knew she was smiling. ''I hope if it will be your appetite. Your whole body is something really strange...''

Hmm, well I guess having the lifestyle of a beast can actually change your system. I never thought about that. I knew that my diet was... not something that you encounter ever, but to change my body visibly? Let's see, my back had a slight scoliosis; morphed arms, which can turn into deadly appendages; unique eyes... even more unique, since I couldn't move them and my stomach got used to blood and raw meat... okay, it did sound pretty special.

Well, what could I do about it? ''If you say so... but it wasn't always like that. It used to be normal, like yours and the others' around us. My fault? Yes. Will tell you later...'' It was enough to let her know and figure out the horrible things... well, as much as she can figure out without knowledge about my world.

For some reason, she remained silent and I got that feeling, that I may have told her too much. Oh well, she at least got to know that I wasn't always in a horrible shape and that I was aware about it...

From thinking about this, a useful request came to mind. ''I only have one request from you, if you're really willing to bring me something...''

''And it is?'' Like I just snapped her out of her thoughts, she returned to her lively attitude. Yep, without knowledge about my world, she will has a hard time at finding out what happened to me...

''A band for my eyes. I figured it would indicate my 'sickness' in here... and I don't feel like accidentally look somewhere where I shouldn't. Hell, I don't even know if my eyes close or not!''

''Hmhmhm...'' A giggle. Really? I try to stay polite and work on fixing my ruined first impression? And she finds it amusing? Hmm, at least she was enjoying herself and it payed me back for my efforts...

''It is really thoughtful from you, Adam. And polite as well.'' At least she understood... actually, if I think about it, I would have let out a snort, too! Thinking over the situation and everything... okay, it did sounded amusing...

''Alright! I will make sure to bring these for you. Now, you just rest and wait for your meal and band to arrive.''

As she said that, I stopped and turned left in the doorway. We were back at my room and as this thought went through my head, I found myself pretty exhausted. Counting down the remaining meters, I felt around for a moment and found the bed next to me. ''Ah yeah... small bed. Now I remember...'' By knowing where the mattress was, I fell into it and adjusted myself carefully, not wanting to hit anything by accident.

I listened to her footsteps, gaining distance between my room and her. I didn't even bother to call out for her to wish a good day!

I just wanted to sleep...

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I woke up to the sound of a cart getting pushed next to my bed. It's silent creaking noise managed to reach my hearing and and after I heard nothing else, just the strange footsteps of someone close the bed, I sat up.

I didn't know what time it was, but I was either just dozing off to sleep or I completely fell to the other side of the horse. Lack of sleeping was nonexistent for my mental self. But my physical state was screaming at me, to go to sleep already. The mattress was soft and comfortable, but my feet were pressed against the cold rail at the end of the bed, hardly. Thus, I had to bend my whole leg, to get 'shorter'.

Stretching my legs quickly, I turned my head towards the possible position of that someone. ''What time is it?''

As the someone hesitated, I knew that it wasn't Celestia. ''E... eight in the morning, sir.'' And of course, she blurted out quickly. Yep, not Celestia...

''Thank you.'' I said, before finding the cart to my left far enough, to place my feet down and eat comfortably.

''The... the Princess also sent this n-nice, purple b-band.'' To quote her: The N-nice, purple b-band was okay with me. I was actually relived to hear that it wasn't pink or something unmanly. What made my nerves to go wild? It was her feet, that kept on giving out small clip-clops. She was fucking shaking! ''I-I told her that a band won't be good for napkins, I swear! To be sure, I a-a-also brought the napkins... but if y-you prefer the band, sir, then I can just-''

''You can do something else for.'' It was time for silence...

''Y-yes sir! What is it?''

''Stop shaking and tell me where is the band, instead.''

I waited for her to fully stop using the tile floor as a musical instrument and I heard her exhaling a few times. ''On the right.''

I felt around for a while and right next to the plate, there was something band material alike. Picking it up, I tied it around my eyes and let the twines to hang down to my back. Meanwhile, I heard her letting out an ''Oooh...'' in realization. I thought right, the others didn't get what my problem was...

''Uhm...'' I paused in mid-grab. I was about to start feeling around for my food, but I slightly turned my head towards her position. ''Do... do you wish any help with your meal, sir? I-if you allow me, of course. I know it must be hard to not see what you eat...'' She offered carefully.

''Hmm, and make myself look further useless and pathetic? I appreciate the help, but I rather not keep a nurse waiting...'' At least she tried facing down her fears... and caught on what was with the band.

''Oh, n-no! This is not a problem, sir! Really, it's my job to tend to the patients.'' This one went better. When she wasn't trying to faint, her voice was really low. Like her vocal cords were only able to make whispering sounds. But I guessed this came from working in a quiet place and she was still afraid...

I turned my head back towards my meal. ''I can walk without a cane and can breath without a machine. I have no sickness, only a temporary blindness. I can handle myself, but others can't and they are in need of your help, Miss...'' I trailed off, not knowing her name. Well, I was about to find out what kind of names were in Equestria. See, I receive information cunningly or, like at this moment, accidentally!

''Nurse Redcross, sir.'' What? That was her name? It couldn't be...

''Nurse Redcross? I take it it's a title... and drop the 'sir', Miss...''

''Well, it is a title if you place the 'Nurse' there. My friends call me Crossy, so just call me like that. The 'Miss' sounds too proper for me...''

I was about to explain to her, that I wasn't her friend, so I won't call her in that way. But I dropped it and decided to not crush her like that... at least she opened up a little bit and spoke correctly...

With that improvement, I said nothing more than I intended to. ''... as you wish...'' I started feeling around on my plate and found a banana, an apple and an already lubricated bread with butter on it. Next to my plate and on the left, I managed to NOT spill out the drink and from the scentless feature of it, I guessed it was water. Napkins on the right and that was my breakfast.

What was missing? The meat, but minded nothing of it. I asked Celestia to send something easy and cheap and she sent it to me. No complains, I got what I wanted...

I was about to start eating, when the little nurse asked for something, which I always used to not tell anyone...

''But... how should I call you, then? What is your name?'' Heh, like I was about to tell her. I say it again: The last time someone wanted to know something about me, I ended up in a bad situation. Specifically, the police became suspicious about some connection between my Mortal name and my alias, the Headhunter. This nurse may not cause Equestria's police to set cameras into my living area, but still... I used to be unknown, whilst doing spectacular things...

''Whatever you want to call me, it doesn't matter to me.'' Might as well give her some freedom. I wasn't about to come up with the hundredth false name...

''Outsider?'' I mentally smiled at that. It was ironic and I bet that is how they called me in the hospital... ha! I could just see it metaphorically and hear the gossips mentioning me with that name! Haha!

''Hmhm, I take it this whole place calls me like that?''

''No no no. Not the whole place. Canterlot Castle is too big for that. Only the Canterlot Hospital Wing uses this name for you...'' I was mentally grinning evilly, right there. This 'Crossy' was an automatized information give-away. I didn't even want that information on purpose! ''But... if you want, I could spread the news and-''

''Not necessary.'' I cut her in, not wanting her to continue. Outsider was just perfect...

''But... don't you want the others to know your name?''

Yes, I wanted. But not yet... Hell, maybe I will never tell them my name! It would be nice to hear my real name, but you know... better be careful...

''For personal reasons, no.'' And with that, I grabbed the apple and bit out a good chunk of it, audibly, letting her know that I didn't want to continue with that conversation.

I heard her shifting in place, then finally turned around to leave. ''Her majesty wishes you a good meal and a wonderful day... Outsider.''

And she thankfully left after that, because right there, I froze in place. SHE was the nurse, who I nearly kicked, after my sudden awakening in the middle of the operation! She was in that fucking room! She was able to hear my name, when Celestia whispered it!

Okay... she was either deaf or the huge difference between Equestria's and my world's name didn't let her to memorize that silent 'Adam'. I hoped she didn't know my name, or I just made myself look like a fool and blew up my cover...

Well, at least I fixed my first impression a little...