I soon realised that it's been a year since I got my Fluttershy, time seem to be going fast, I only have 15 years until she leaves me. Fluttershy (like in My Little Dashie) seems to know her name as when I said her name for the first time, she responded with a smile and trusted me completely. Every time I let her look outside, she refused. I looked and no one was there, she seemed to not want to see the 'mean, tall monsters' that walk the earth. She seemed to like no one but me, it's as if I was the only living thing she could trust. This means I'll have to be careful with everything, if I loose her trust, she has nothing. She doesn't like anything on tv, I showed her EVERY channel, all but..... I'M SO STUPID!!!! WHY DIDN'T I THINK OF IT BEFORE?!?!? THE NATURE CHANNEL!!! Oh... She... She doesn't like it... SHE LOVES IT!!!!! Why didn't I show her sooner?

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She found out what an iPhone is for, she asked what the Internet was, I told her it's not a safe thing, it's dangerous and should never look or browse it. Come to think of it, I'm never safe on the Internet.

I also put her in the bath, the big one, not a bowl like I used for the past year, but a real bath. Bless her little soul, she was so scared, I told her if she did it, I would take her to Heaton Park to have a roam around the woods. And she loved both the bath and the woods, she even said she wanted to be a tree, so I just replied "well, you'll always be my growing tree." She screamed with glee "I love you , dad" I.... I think my heart just exploded. "I.... I'll never... Ever.... Stop loving you" I lost track of how long we was hugging for after this, but I think it was an hour.

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It's been 5 years since we have been a happy two-member-family (I don't know if that is a real thing, but it sounds good enough for me), I taught her how to fly, how to talk, I finally bought her some hay (which I had to refund because she preferred Weatabix more then hay) and how to be independent, it was hard to get her the use the Sky remote but she just told me "Where there's a will, there's a way" "Who told you that?" "I learned some things in that school of yours" I smiled at this. I managed to get her to feed herself (once again, hard) how to write, which was surprisingly easy, and got her a new bed instead of that crib she's been sleeping in for 2 years, it was in my room, she didn't want to leave my side, which was the most adorable thing I heard her say.

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In My Little Dashie, the man taking care of her couldn't watch any more of My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, I've tried while Fluttershy was asleep and managed to succeed. But the more I do the more I tell myself that it won't stop her from finding out. I really should tell her about her place of origin when I get a job, move house or (when the time is right) sooner.

I FORGOT HER CUTIE MARK!!! She was confused on what it was so asked me to wash it off in the bath, I told her what it was, she was (I never thought I would say this) flabbergasted, for a joke I asked if I should still wash it off (she didn't get it)

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Well, I can't hide her any longer, things are getting difficult for me to keep Fluttershy, so I decided to do it... the thing I dreaded to do for all these years... I was going to tell my family about her... I don't know how they'll take it, but I hope it goes well... the worst that could happen is that I get sent to a mental hospital. "Mum, dad, I have something to tell you?" "You're gay?" "What? No I-" "It wouldn't be a surprise as you watch a little girls show." "Dad! Shut up, please, you're not helping... anyway, I've been keeping this from you for a long time now... but I'm a dad." my mum and dad sat their "Well, the thing is... I was a dad since I was 15..." "How did you keep this a secret?" "Well, I hid her." mum started to sound a bit upset "Well, this sounds a little unrealistic, why did hide it?" "Well, this is why. Fluttershy, come on out." "Ok Luke, this obsession is getting out of contro-!" Fluttershy trotted in, very shy and very scared, she looked at my parents and stayed close to me "Dad… who are these ponies…?" My parents mouths dropped at the sight of her "Fluttershy, these are my parents. Say hello to them." she looked at them "Um… h-hello…" she put her head into my chest with fear, whimpering "I hope you two take this well, I hope the rest of the family take it the same way too…" I got up and whispered in my parents ears "She doesn't know that she's from a tv show."

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The last day of summer, the day Fluttershy found out about the show. You may wonder "England has the HUB network?" no, we show it on something called "Boomerang" (603 for Sky customers). I was amazed that she got to watch it on Boomerang, I saw it via Sky Anytime+, never on the channel itself. I was both annoyed and saddened. Annoyed how she saw it live on the channel and saddened how I should have seen it coming. "You knew, didn't you?"

"Fluttershy, I...

I stopped as Fluttershy started to cry. I decided to sit next to her and stroked her mane

"Why didn't you tell me I didn't belong here?"

"I was going to tell you tomorrow, but you found out yourself, and I'm sorry..." I started to cry here "...really, really, sorry. You can run away if you want, daddy won't blame you, daddy won't hate you, daddy will understand fully" "R... Run away? Why would I do that? I still love you, you was going to tell me anyway. Yes, I'm really mad at you, but I could never run away from you, where would I go? Where would I sleep? And who could I trust?" we both looked at each other, we smiled, and I told her everything. In My Little Dashie, Dashie ran away from this moment, but I forgot that this isn't Rainbow Dash, this is Fluttershy, and I need to remember that. To say sorry, I thought I would introduce her to the magic of 3D, it hurt her eyes a little but she got use to it, the movies I showed her was TRON: L E G A C Y and The Smurfs Movie. She loved them both and kept asking to see them again and again, but the filly needed her sleep. No, she's not a filly but she will always be one to me, she's about 8 or 10 now, but still, I'm 20 now and my mum still calls me Mr. Mu (Mr. Moo) cos I'm still her little boy, like Fluttershy is my little girl, or... filly.

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Fluttershy woke me up in the middle of the night crying, I couldn't understand her from the amount of tears she was producing. A few minuets later she told me what happened, I was seriously disappointed with my brother, so I picked up Fluttershy, held her close and calmly went to my mum and dad and told them what happened, Gavin showed her the scary maze game. Yes, I'm 20 and I'm still living with my mum and dad, so does my sister and my brother, and they're older than me! I had to comfort her for the next 3 months because she was that scared from it. Poor tree.... I mean fluttershy, she must be scarred for life, I hope she won't show anyone that. I had to call my uni and tell them my daughter is really upset, it took a while to persuade them to let me take time off, I even had to tell them that she cries in her sleep and wakes up screaming. Gavin (my brother) almost hit her one time. I thought I would hit him before he hit her. After that, I gave Fluttershy a 10 minute lecture about how fighting is bad.