We were all trotting to the outpost but got stopped by some NCR, “sorry only Chester is allowed here so you other three got to wait” OM:“Hey what the hell? Why can’t we be allowed in?” I tried to shove past but got hit in the head, and backed down “Ow...damn it” I just stopped and held my head and growled we waited for about an hour, she finally came back out and had a lot of ammo for our guns I was smiling and took the shotgun and pistol ammo. We all just left and soon ran into a group of ponies they head up some guns to us “We need to speak to that Blue alicorn alone”, I looked at my friends and just told them to wait as I got escorted away by this group. I was blindfolded and they muffled my ears to not hear anything soon I found myself strapped down into a chair, they took all of it off me and the room was dark the ponies left I looked around and one single light came on it was red showing a hooded figure speaking into a microphone he said “Ah, you're a famous Alicorn around the prewar and I know about who you are. If you let me help you and your team of heroes, you will get your chance to get your memories all back” I looked at them with concern “You mean you actually know who I am and where I have to go to find my memories?” they said “Yes all you have to do is find a tower north of the outskirts of Equestria. If you do this and succeed I will make sure to give you big rewards”, he put his hands together the guards came back, and escorted me out with the same treatment as before I got brought down to my friends and they took all the stuff off and left. “Okay so I guess we should get to the North, in the far outskirts of outside Equestria” they looked at me with some concern “Are you sure it’s a good idea to go out there?...” I looked and nodded. They then smiled and said “Well if you're going, I’m going” Chester said Wilde looked at us and sighed “I’m sorry but ah can’t stay…” he then proceeded to leave in the opposite direction, I watched as he left and just shook my head “I guess it is dangerous…” I looked at Twister and she just nodded at me and we continued to go to the north Chester was leading the way, I however as following had doubts about this pony but if I didn’t do I fear things would happen to my friends. I just shook it away I thought (I’m with my friends I should be on top to protect them my hardest) I just trotted right next to Twister, she asked “Do you really think it’s the best to trust this group? It might be a trap” I looked at her, “Well I don’t trust them either but hey it’s all we got as a option he did also say that I can find something there.” I just trotted ahead and looked at the scenery change, I said to myself “So many buildings destroyed, burned down, and just Equestria itself looks awful….” I held a frown for about an hour or 2 hours. I watched the entire scenery change every few hours, I felt tired and had to rest “Guys...I think we should sit down to just rest”, I then went over and sat down on the dirt they the same, I asked them “Which one of should the firewood?” I looked at them and they just gave me a frowning look. “Fine….stupid question, I’ll do it” I then went to look in any of the buildings I huffed in anger seeing nothing was here to use for a fire, I then heard ponies talking so I hid behind something and pulled out my gun. I whispered “Who are these ponies..” I listened closely and heard them say “Did you hear about that mare, they call here the stable dweller and so far she’s doing a lot in Equestria. There’s even a reward on that pony to” “Fuck if that’s true then why don’t we go find her?” “Fuck that we aren’t facing her, and her group” I sighed and wondered “Who was this Stable Dweller?...” I knocked something over and they both said “What the fuck was that?” I held my gun tighter and said “If you want to live you b-better fucking leave!” I came around the corner with my sawed off. I pointed it up they had their guns pointed to me “Oh look, a stable pony and she’s fucking nervous hahahaha get real little fucking pony!” They closer, and I gripped tighter as I shot one of them “Fuck you!...” I shot the other one, and killed them both my group came around wondering what happened my clothes were now bloody and I looked furious but soon realised what I did. “I-i just killed two ponies…” I went pale and put down my gun a little shaky I cried a little and just remained silent, we all just kept silent about what I did I fell asleep with feeling guilty for what I did.