I bet you're all wondering why my brother mentioned my thoughts about genocide and suicide? Well, I'll tell you...but it's kinda hard. This was a huge part of my childhood, and it's still difficult to deal with.

Let's go back long before the Mayan Calendar event, when I was still a carefree kid...

My brother and I were helping our parents pick up garbage around the yard, mainly because our stepdad was rebuilding lawn tools and lawnmowers for a living. As I was lugging some of his tools back to his work shed, a horrible thought came to my mind: I saw the hammer in my hands and wondered what would happen if I embedded the claws on the back end of it in my chest, then a vision showed me what would happen, I would bleed out and damage my heart pretty bad. I came back to reality and was breathing heavily, my parents took notice and I explained to them what had happened, naturally they got worried, but then I had another vision, of throwing the tools at them and hurting them greatly.

I was scared out of my mind, my parents then eventually explained to me that I inherited these visions from my deadbeat birth father, and that unlike him, I tried to get these visions under control overtime, which made them proud. I had feeling that these visions were only the beginning...but if I had bothered to noticed before, I would've seen the look of absolute jealousy on JD's face.

I'm sure you're all now wondering why I have a stepdad and why I called my blood-related father a complete deadbeat...

...But I'm afraid that's another story for another time.

This Interlude chapter was to explain why mentions of genocide and suicide were brought up in the last chapter.

Next time:

Travelling to another new world.

If you haven't voted for what world is next yet, here's the link: https://strawpoll.com/kv8uw95v5

The poll will end today around the afternoon and I will post a blog as to which world has won.