Alright... Today? Offically the weirdest. I've calmed down from the other day. Got to drive my car back to Sweet Apple Acres and it sounds just AMAZING. Still takes the same gas, still drives about the same. Only difference other than the look is sound. It roars when I rev the engine and honestly I have thought of fucking this car... but I cant. I drive this car with my sister in it. Not to mention i dont wanna hurt myself. Or have my sister, my marefriends sister OR brother finding anything gross... Anyways why this day was weird isnt anything having to do with the gifts. By the by Cadence got me a few games Shining has because she's tired of him complaining about there being nobody to play with and Twilight? She got me a scale model replica of a time machine car from a movie that was released last year. It was pretty good. Remake of all things but it was still pretty good. Anyways.... I was out having a nice run just keeping myself fit. Dash actually was out with me but she was miles ahead. I wore a tank top and some basketball shorts along with some new running shoes I bought. I was out for maybe.... I dont know an hour? I was out by Sugar Cube Corner stopping to get a drink. I actually stopped just in front sitting down on the curb. Even looked at my phone to stop my music. I sighed wiping sweat from my forehead. "....Sweet Celestia.... Dunno how much I can keep this up..." I said. I looked around, seeing if I could find Dash. Nope. She just was gone. I looked back at the sweets shop behind me. Even got up and went to the door. Inside I saw Mr. Cake just wiping down the counter. It was quiet and pretty baron in here.

Mr. Cake looked to me. "Well hey there Ryder! Been a while hasnt it?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yeah... honestly gotta say I missed being in here a bit... Pinkie told you I came back from the war not too long ago right?" He nodded. "Well... lets just leave it at that. I'm honestly surprised Pinkie hasnt actually thrown me a party yet." He laughed a bit as he went for a fridge and grabbed a cold water bottle. Even set it on the counter.

"Here. On the house. And I'm actually surprised about that too. Probably setting something up as we speak and probably having it somewhere big." I cracked the water open and even put a few bits on the counter. Sure he said it was free but I didnt feel like I should take it. I sighed after one of the first sips.

"...Yeah... Just hope she hasnt gotten sick of parties... And there is the inevitable toll of my ears ringing again from a party cannon...." He gave a chuckle.

"Ah no worries. Pinkie is kinda grounded from her party canons at the moment. She blew one a little too close to nap time for the twins and they cried for at least an hour before they finally went to sleep. Dont expect it anytime soon. And if she was here and heard that she wouldnt be able to do anything but yell at you." I looked at him questionably.

"She isnt here? Where is she?" I walked over to a table and sat down.

"She's off with Mrs. Cake and the kids. Apparently one of their little friends is having a birthday party and Pinkie is throwing it at their friends house. So... I'm stuck here. Not even sure if I should stay open. Been here all morning and nobody came in. Saw Dash run by but she didnt even come in for a water like you." I laughed a bit.

"She's a bit of a 'pull through and keep running' type of mare. Dangerous but she does it. The only time she hasnt done it well was when she was hospitalized for overexertion. She did end up going home but with an IV in her arm. The next day...." I averted my gaze. But uh... things didnt exactly go as planned here. I sat there for about a few minutes before Mr Cake slipped into the back leaving me to watch over the storefront. Nobody came in... well... except Dash.

When I saw Dash she looked a bit ticked and sweatier than Big Mac after a day of lifting nothing but apple buckets. Trust me he can carry two over his shoulders at a time. I can barely get one, half filled off the ground. Dash was wearing her Wonderbolt Blue track pants and a wonderbolts theme basketball jersey. Even had her mane tied in a ponytail. She huffed walking over to me wiping her forehead. "Damn I knew I'd lose ya back there. What happened?" She asked. I huffed.

"Well unlike you I wanna keep hydrated even when I might not need it. You just go for a dry mouth, like you've been eating nothing but salt and sand for the whole day and when that day is done you could pass out or realize your own idiocy!" She snatched my water from me and took a drink.

"Well it isnt my fault it was insanely hot that day I went into the ER!" I facepalmed.

"...Yeah... it is..." Her weather directory for that day SPECIFICALLY read partly cloudy through out the day. She read the one for NEXT WEEK and didnt expect it to burn up. She was fined a bit for creating a heatwave in Ponyville but nothing too bad. I went and took my water back just to chug the rest so she couldnt have any more. Lucky I even let her have any.

"Okay it was one mess up! Big woop! Now are you coming or not?" I sighed going for the recycling bin behind the counter to toss my bottle in.

"Fine just give me a second." She nodded. I went into the back and looked up stairs. "Mr. Cake? I gotta get going here! You gonna be long here?"

I heard a toilet flush and a door open upstairs. "Not really!" I heard him call out. "You have fun! The wife wants me to close up shop since there isnt much business!"

After that we just left. I ran behind Dash for a couple blocks but I slowed down after the third. Bladder started tightening up. Really bad. I mean filling a water balloon with a high powered washer. Except the balloon was made with reinforced rubber. Very unlikely to pop no matter how hard it hits. Big Mac and I actually went to the Crystal Empire one day with Shining for a little friends day before the war. Left Scootaloo with AJ and Rarity. Believe it or not Shining had cleared out a spot below a balcony for us to drop an old kickball full of water. That thing flattened out a bit when water shot out of the hole we filled it with. Guards below said it was actually cool to see but not to do it again because of the risk. Shining agreed as well as Cadence. Anyways before i get off track I stopped and checked my phone map for any place around me that was close that could've had a bathroom. None anywhere. When I did find a place it was one.... that... I just dont know how to put this. Right when i got out of the maps app Dash called me on my phone. I answered leaning on a mailbox with one hand between my legs. "Ryder? Did I lose you again?" She asked. "Come on I'm just at the corner of Maple and Tremor."

I gasped a bit feeling a bit of bladder pain. "Yea well... Meet me at Alister way at a shop called 'Paddy Cake's'.... I think its a new bakery in town but I dont know... I really just gotta take a piss and that's the only place for a while.... I'm just right around the corner from it." She sighed.

"Alright I'll meet you there.... But uh... Can I at least tell you something first?" Yeah I just hung up there and shoved my phone back in my pocket before bolting across the street.Each step was agony. I swear I nearly pissed myself hitting the curb.

I hurried around the corner and followed the block around until I found it. Must've opened recently since it had a big old plastic banner. Orange letters over a leaf clover. Wasnt really appealing to the eye but it definitely stood out. When I went inside I just froze. Not only because I was about to piss myself but because I realized this wasnt a bakery at all. All I saw were foal care supplies. Diapers, bottles, pacifiers and even clothing. I looked around and saw a blue unicorn mare with a dark blue horn all clad in a cutesy pink dress. She smiled at me. "Welcome ta me shop!" She said. Her accent was noticable but didnt gargle up in speech like most ponies i've met with. "Can I help ya find anythin'?"

I groaned slightly. "...P-please tell me you have a bathroom here.... I cant run anymore...." I said. She kinda gasped a bit and took my hand. Very firm grip for a mare. Muzzle was just a little different from the other mares but i didnt wanna bring any notice to it. Anyways she lead me into the back of her shop through a door but only showed me to a changing room. Almost foal like but everything was a lot bigger. Changing table was my size, there was a huge crib back there and even a large diaper bin with shelves upon shelves of diapers looking not anywhere near a foals size.

"Can't promise plumbin' but I can promise ya a quick relief if that's what yer after! Just grab one of me personal paddin's and use it! I dont mind sharin'!" She let go of my hand and just walked to the door pulling a curtain aside. "Some privacy if ya dont want anyone seein' ya. I'll check on ya if ya need me to." Ohh I just couldnt believe what I got myself into. I had no other choice here. I walked over to a shelf, grabbed a white diaper and opened it shoving it into my pants just to go and wet myself. Oh it felt so good but I just wanted to cry because it hurt so bad. Didnt tab it up or anything. Just went into it. It did kinda splash a bit and stain my pants slightly. It just felt so wrong but... so right.... I may or may not have popped a boner. When I did finish there I blushed and took the diaper out of my pants after waddling over to the diaper bin. Yeesh it stunk when I opened it but at least i know it isnt for display only.... Anyways I just sat down in a folding chair right by the door. Just started thinking about what I just did and... why it just turned me on like that. I know I had AJ model one for me and I've had to wear some for a little bedwetting problem but... it didnt do anything like this to me. I sat there for a few minutes and just had my boner fade off.

I leaned back and heard the door open again. "Uh.... Excuse me?" A familiar voice said. "Did a stallion with a metal wing run in here? Told me to meet him here." I heard the mare laugh a bit.

"Yea he's here. Just in the back on the brink of wettin' himself. I was actually just about to see if he isnt cryin' softly in a puddle. I'm not willin' to clean up a mess unless its made by yours truly. Even then its kinda hard not to clean it." I heard footsteps and made sure everything on me was straight and not showing anything. When the curtains were drawn back the mare walked back in with Dash on her heels. Dash gave a bit of a sigh as she helped me up from the chair.

"Well it's good to see you're still dry.... mostly... I can see you nearly pissed your pants..."

I blushed as I looked to the mare. "Well... I can thank this lovely young lady for helping me..." I said.

The mare blushed a bit. "Well... I thank ya for learnin' your terminology but I still would like to be called a stallion even if I'm in drag." She... HE.... He said. I took a double take. Dash did too. "Well it aint every day I can run a shop and not be judged for what I like doin' here. Names Paddy Cake by the by. And yours might be?" I blushed even harder now knowing this supposed 'mare' was a stallion.

"...Uh... Names Ryder. And uh... this is my cousin Rainbow Dash." Paddy smiled brightly.

"Well it's nice to meet ya both. First off I wanna apologize that I had ya wet yourself in one of me diapers but ya look like ya needed it. Got a bathroom upstairs but you look like you werent gonna make it even half way up there."

Dash looked at me and snickered. "You? Wet yourself... in a diaper WILLINGLY?!" She said. She started to laugh at me making me blush more.

I looked to Paddy. "Well if it wasnt for miss 'bed wetter' here taking me on a run I wouldnt've ran in here." Dash shut right up as I gave a snicker. Paddy gave a laugh as well. "While we're here why dont you set her up with some bed wetting pads if you have any. She's gonna need it sooner or later." I looked to Dash. She was red in the face and you actually could see it through all the blue. She just grabbed my arm and hugged it as if she were about to either surprise me and hit me or just cry it out. I just sighed and hugged her. "Yeah I'm sorry here... You need something from here though? Maybe a ride back home?" Dash broke off of me and just looked to the crossdressing stallion.

"...D-do you have any bed wetting pads at all? I just... I'm tired of staining my sheets..."

Paddy smiled. "I got just whatcha need here." He said taking her hand. "Even give em to ya for half price after I laughed atcha." I watched as she walked with him out into the sales area. I followed and... I just felt at home for some reason. I had to get a package of diapers for myself. Cost about twenty bits for fourteen. Expensive but worth it for some Funny Foal instead of Silly Filly crap... That's where AJ got her diaper. But I'm not gonna go all the way to Canterlot for that stuff

Anyways I had to call Gilda just to get Dash home. She didnt wanna run anymore and I'm damn sure she didnt wanna run with a thing of bed wetting pads. I actually had Paddy hold mine in the shop because I wanted to chat with him. Anyways as I loaded Dash into the car- a 1987 Mythic and a beautiful muscle car at that- and looked to Gilda who wore a tank top and some sweat pants. Had to wake her up from a nap but she didnt mind. I sighed. "There... All strapped in and ready to rest." I said as I clicked Dash's belt buckle in. "You just head out. I'll be around here for a while. Kinda wanna keep going for my run. If I need you again I'll call you okay?"

Gilda gave me a smile as Dash leaned the seat back to lie on her side. "Hey no problem! I can meet you back here after I drop her off." She said. "I kinda needed to talk with you when I get a chance." I smiled and nodded.

"Well... that's a good idea... just text me if I'm not outside. I'll be out if you're patient. Okay?" She nodded. "Alright good. Well... I'll see you later Gil. Keep Dash calm and if she does spark up please make sure she punches something that isnt living okay?" She nodded again and I closed the door. I watched as they drove off and just took a little breather before turning back to the shop.

When I entered back into the shop I saw Paddy just fixing his shirt on a new outfit. He wore jeans and a long sleeve with a kids TV show print on it. But surprisingly still wore dress shoes and a diaper. The pants werent doing much to cover but he was trying. He looked to me. "There y'are." He said. "Thought you'd gone and leave without your paddin'. Lucky you I can actually ask around and get em to ya. Ever heard of a mare named Pinkie Pie?" I nodded. "She comes to this shop sometimes and tells me about what her friends are doin' and I gotta say she's a mare who loves her diapers. Always buys some in advanced so she can pick em up an' hide em when she has a chance. Guess'n she has somepony at her home that she doesnt wanna find her stash." I huffed as I sat against the wall next to Paddy. He sat with me.

"...Yeah... just wants to feel as young as her 'birthday foals' or what have you. But... I just..." I blushed averting my gaze. "....I'm just confused on something..." Paddy took my hand.

"Anythin' I can shed some light on?" I hesitantly nodded. "Well what's that shadow in your mind?" I glanced at the door a bit. "Ah i see... somethin' that needs to be private... Just give me a sec here...." He got up and hurried to the door locking it right up. Still felt weird to have a barely displayed foal store. He came back and helped me up. "There we are. Now for a little added privacy..." He lead me to the back where all the large foal stuff was and sat me on the big crib. "Now then... whenever you're ready...." I took a deep breath and sighed just looking at the diapers again.

"...Well... I feel like I was enjoying that diaper a little too much.... after i went I just tossed the diaper and... I was just enjoying like i was seeing my marefriend nude...." I looked to him blushing hard. "....Why did that happen...? And please dont give me that 'when a stallion loves a mare' shtick... I've gotten it way too many times..." Paddy smiled and gave a little laugh.

"Well your just finding somethin' ya enjoy about yourself. You seem to be gettin' a kick outta these diapers. Wearin' and wettin' em when you're a fully potty trained colt. I can say it's given me a little stiffy every now and again but ya learn to just suppress it." He shifted and stood up. "I gotta ask ya somethin here..." He walked over to the diapers and took a few out. "...When was the last time ya went and had yourself an accident? I aint sayin' nothin' like what ya just did or you just didnt wanna get up during a movie. I'm talkin' when you were scared, when you were sleepin' or even when you were frozen and in some sort of pain that just pushed somethin' out." I sighed.

"Last time....? Hard to remember.... I think it was when I was on some heavy painkillers and laid up with a gun shot wound..." Paddy gasped.

"Y'were shot?!" He said looking to me shocked. I nodded. "'The hell happened for that?"

"Okay I'm a guard... General in fact and I just got home from the war not too long ago.... While I was there some idiot from my own regiment shot me when I was exercising my wings. I actually blacked out from the pain from the time I landed to the time I was bandaged up. While I was asleep one night I went and pissed myself from a twinge of pain but after that I woke up wet and the medic realized they gave me too strong of meds that should've killed me but took it easy on me... Guess who ever was keeping their eyes on me kept me from OD'ing.... Even if it did cost me from being sanitary..." He gave a sigh.

"Lordy I thought you were on the other side of crime and y'just have that sensitive side. Either would be fine with me but the other wouldnt get too far. Y'can count on that." He went over to a large drawer set and opened the middle drawer on the right side. "Say... what size shirt are ya? I might have somethin' here that can fit you...."

"I'm an extra large in shirts.... Trying to say I'm fat?" Paddy gasped a bit and pulled a few large onsies out. These were pretty big. Looking just about my size too. One blue, one with little cars on it and the last one was jungle camo.

"No no Ryder! I jus' want ya to have a few things here. Seem like ya need a little step into 'littlehood'." I got up and looked to Paddy confused.

"Littlehood? What the hell is that?"

"How do i put this without callin' ya a baby...." Paddy looked to me as he started loading a paper bag with the package of diapers I bought and the stuff he pulled from the dresser and the shelves. "Well... ya enjoy bein' cared for and get somewhat of a sexual kick off of it. Any chance ya got someone to help ya through this? Like for changin' and feedin?" I sighed.

"Well... my marefriend doesnt know about this and I didnt even know until now... I mean... I like to see my marefriend in diapers but... I dont know about this...." Paddy handed me my things and just patted my back.

"Well have a talk with her. If ya need to take your time I can understand. Even better I'll give ya my number before ya leave. I can answer any questions over the phone. If ya need to be discrete just go on and send me a text. I can handle it." After he gave me his number he sent me on my way. Even gave me half the money I paid back but... as I sat outside waiting for Gilda I just thought of all the embarrassment I'd get hit with just knowing Dash could text everyone she knows that will spread shit around town and just out my secrets to them. Like no joke when I say everyone in school knew i shit my pants one day when she made me watch a scary movie... Even joked about my teacher wanting to put me in diapers in front of the whole class.... Well... Until Aunt Misty punished her after the teachers quote 'caught her spreading rumors that targeted me for bullying' Oooh I had fun with her after that. Every time she embarrassed me I did her too. She and I ended up suspended for a few days because we got into a fight after I threatened to tell everyone she wet her bed and has to wear training pants to bed and sometimes school. We fight like siblings but hey what are ya gonna do?

Maybe after a half hour Gilda was there again to get me. I had everything in the bag i had my diapers in and just tossed it in the trunk before I hopped in the front seat. She had some metal music playing on the radio. Didnt really know who I was listening to but.... I was willing to listen to something other than my thoughts. "You alright Dweeb?" She asked.

I glanced at her and shrugged. "...Dunno... Things just.... confusing...." I replied. She huffed as she blew around a few corners. Something I'd get her for but I allowed it anyways.

"Look.... You know I dont say this often but.... I'm willing to help you out if you need it. I've got a few bits to lend and maybe someone to spend time with if you need it... And hell if you get caught somewhere and cant get to your guard buddies I'd come to your rescue if you wanna look the other way on a little non lethal vigilante justice...." I huffed.

"Well... We'll see about the vigilante justice thing. I can handle my own. But.... Maybe right now I need a trusted voice to calm the argument in my head...."

"Any chance you wanna talk about it over some food? I can swing by McHoovians if you want." I didnt know what to answer. My stomach was basically having an argument as well as my mind. I sighed.

"...do what ever.... I just wanna go back to what I'm pretty much forced to call home...." Gilda sighed and just drove. She did go through McHoovians and got me a hayburger with jalapenos and fries and drink but... I just kept the warm bag in my lap as we drove back to Sweet Apple Acres. Weirdly enough nobody was here. She parked off to the side near my car. This post-apocalyptic dominator.... Holy shit this was still blowing my mind.... Anyways after she parked we both got out of the car. I let her run to the door and open it with the key AJ gave me and she let me get my shit out from the trunk of her car. I just hurried with it back to the door fearing that A- Dash would be somewhere ready to take a pic and spread it online, B- AJ and company would drive up to see me with the bag or me just tripping, spilling these things all over the place and me just pissing my pants scared trying to pick it all up. Anywho Gilda went on to the toilet upstairs. I didnt see it but for some reason the bathroom upstairs makes some sounds echo so sex in the shower is a bad idea. I hurried into my room... and AJ's I guess... Still not used to this... I kinda looked around the room just wondering where I could stash this stuff. Closet? Not even. I tried putting something up there at the top and it ended up falling onto Big Mac when he went to get AJ some clothes while she was in the shower. Under the bed? Not even there either. I dont want AJ going for something under there to find one. Those were the best hiding places but the worst as well. I just thought of everywhere I could hide but then I thought of ways AJ or somepony could find em. The worst being out in the open and me being unable to explain myself. But all of that was interrupted when someone put their hands on my shoulder making me throw everything up into the air before falling back. I heard a bit of a feminine grunt as I felt whoever tighten their body keeping me from hitting the floor. I looked up and low and behold it was Gilda looking a bit worried.

"You okay there dweeb?" I huffed just getting my legs under me to stand again.

"Please... Dont ever do that again...." I said taking a deep breath. Gilda smiled nervously.

"Oh uh... sorry dweeb.... You do obviously have something going on in your head... Cant pay attention to your surroundings and...." She looked past me at the mess I left all over the floor now. The loose diapers, the onesies and the package of diapers with a now ripped and tattered paper bag lying next to it. I blushed hard as she looked back at me. My face felt just hot. I swear I was going to melt from this. Gilda looked back to me.

"...Is this what has you silent and confused?" I nodded hesitantly before covering my face. I whimpered a bit feeling her brush by me and just hear the crinkle of the plastic packaging.

"...Gilda... I-i didnt... I never..." I grunted a bit just giving up on an explanation. I collapsed to my knees and just feeling like I was just gonna puke, scared of what she could do. Who she could tell. How bad she'd make it to embarrass the hell out of me and make me hide away. I heard the papery or plasticky crinkle of a diaper and the springs on the bed creak.

"Ry calm down! it's fine!" I dropped to my hands just looking on everything with my tearful eyes. "Alright dude... deep breaths... stand up... and turn around..." I stared at the floor having my tears drop down staining the wood. I stood as I was told and breathed as deep as I could before turning around. From what I saw I just couldnt breathe. Just blushed harder than I was when I dropped the diapers. There on the bed I saw Gilda with her pants pulled to her knees and she was just sitting with the diaper between her legs. She was giving me a nervous smile. "...It's okay that you like this stuff... hell... While you and Dash were out I peed my pants in her shower and... well... this is the kinda stuff that I wish I could wear all the time, potty training or no potty training...." Her cheeks grew more rosier as she smiled more. Is it wrong to just tongue kiss a griffon in your current marefriends bed? I guess if she allowed it but... fuck this was hot. And... it honestly compelled me to do this the way she said she wouldnt judge me... Gilda nudged me off and giggled a bit. "C'mon.... just tape me up and lets get to cuddling dweeb!" As much as I wanted to cuddle I had a better idea. I just started to tease her while I lifted her shirt just getting a good look at her firm tits. Nice and plump. I started to bite on her nipples and she just held my head there. I'd say I was hungry but this was a completely different kind of hunger. She released my head but I just kept going. I felt her tug at my pants a bit before just dropping them letting my cock breathe. I couldnt help but climb on top of her and start teasing her. She grasped my cock as I started to kiss her and guided it while I was blinded by lust. She gasped as I just slipped in. Oh she was so warm.... As I slowly thrusted she wrapped her arms around me.

"....I... I want you.... so bad right now...." She just started to nibble on my ear and there I just started to hump her. She honestly makes the cutest noises when fucked. Ooh I couldnt help but just listen to her moans as I pounded her. Her tits just bounced with each thrust. I looked into her amber eyes as I just fell into bliss. She moaned almost screaming and I just felt her cunt tighten around my cock. I started to thrust faster and faster just making her go cross eyed falling into her own sort of bliss. Suddenly I felt a warm splash hit my crotch.

"....F-fuck... I... I pissed myself..... I'm pissing all over you..... I.... I-I'm breaking...." I looked down and sure enough she was just wetting herself which turned me on even more. I started to thrust faster and faster before I grunted going balls deep just melting with in her. I came hard just making her cry out. I couldnt help but just give her a sloppy wet kiss before collapsing onto her. "...Y-yeah.... now THAT.... was awesome.... didnt know you had it in ya dweeb... dweeb.... dweeb..." Her voice started to echo a bit and I honestly started to nod off. when I did just completely black out I heard her clearer. "Dweeb? C'mon dweeb! Get up!" I opened my eyes and found myself in my room at Sweet Apple Acres.... yes. Same room as AJ again... not gonna get used to it. I was stripped of my shirt and put into basket ball shorts. I looked around and saw Gilda sitting at the side of the bed. She looked a bit worried yet slightly relieved. "Damn... thought you'd never wake up...." I wiped my forehead feeling sweaty. And just to move my mane out of my eyes.

"....What... what happened....?" She got up on the bed and hugged me.

"You fainted after your diapers went everywhere.... Guess all the blood rushed to your face and you just went down..." I blushed hard.

"....So we... didnt fuck....?" She shook her head.

"Nope... You've been out for about an hour and half of that time you spent it with a stiffy.... be glad I actually covered you before you ended up creaming yourself." I curled up slightly. She shushed me. "Hey... its alright.... my mouth is shut about that. You might be a dweeb but you're still my friend here."

"....Jeez.... I feel like Big Mac when AJ found that stuffed toy in his bed..." I moved a bit feeling a squishy sensation under me. I pushed Gilda off of me and looked down at myself. "....Great.... just pissed myself while I was asleep too...." I looked back to Gilda. "As if I couldnt embarrass myself enough...." Gilda huffed.

"Well... at least you werent in public when you wet yourself dweeb. Dash told me while you were out running you nearly wet your pants and ended up wetting yourself in a diaper at that shop back there. Gotta say that's better than walking around with a stain running between your legs." I huffed.

"Yeah... even better that you were the only one to know about these diapers other than Dash...." Gilda blushed and averted her gaze.

"About that...." I grunted a bit and just hid my face. "....Big Mac came home early and saw me padding you up.... But dont worry! I told him it was a diaper I got for Dash as a prank but I didnt know when you went to the toilet last and he just said it was fine but I was gonna be the one to change you if you did do something like that... You uh... you need a fresh one....?" I got up and shook my head.

"No... I just... I just wanna change outta this real quick...." I looked to her as I went for my drawers. "Did you hide the others somewhere?" Gilda nodded coming over to me and dropping my shorts. Just a soaked diaper.

"Got em in a new paper bag I found with a bunch of others under the sink downstairs. I hid your little onsies with your other shirts and the bag of diapers is under the bed. I got the plastic packaging in my pocket and I'll toss it when I get out of here. Okay?" I nodded as she just took my diaper off. "Jeez Mr. Soggybutt! Next time you gotta take a nap like that try and just make sure you use the toilet before that." I honestly blushed hard and felt a big weight get lifted off me quite literally. I huffed kicking my shorts aside grabbing a pair of boxer shorts.

"Just... go toss that and I'll meet you downstairs." She gave me a kiss on the cheek and nodded. I just blushed as she went for the door. All I heard was it opening and closing.

Anyways just as I was trying to decide what shirt to grab after putting on some jungle camo shorts a knock came to the door. "Ry?" I heard Big Mac call out. "Ry you alright in there?" I huffed picking out a plain black shirt.

"Just get in here.... I know you wanna laugh just get it over with." I heard the door open as I put my shirt on. Metallicolt. Loved this shirt. Actually one of the ones I've saved from the fire. I looked back only to see Big Mac in jeans and an off white tank top.

"Have fun on your run with Dash?" I walked over to the bed and shrugged. Not sure how to answer. "Huh... and I recall you sayin' before ya left this mornin' that ya didnt wanna sit around the house all day? Seemed happy to even get out of the house! What happened with your mood? You didnt pass by that burnt carcass now did ya?" I shook my head sighing.

"....Big Mac...You ever feel you did something completely wrong even if it felt so right....?" I looked to him as he sat on the bed next to me.

"Depends on what that thing was... You didnt ditch Dash somewhere did you? If ya did and she's pissed hell I'd like to know your reasonin' on that." I huffed.

"Kinda... I did ditch her but... I just almost made her cry and it takes a lot to make her cry from me...." He looked to me confused.

"The hell did you do there?"

"...Okay so... she made fun of me because I stopped somewhere to use the bathroom but the guy there knew I wasnt gonna make it to his toilet and just gave me a diaper to use and.... at the time i didnt care because I had to piss so bad... but yeah she made fun of me for using a diaper and i retaliated by blabbing about her bed wetting.... Normally she'd hit me or yell at me or something but... she just clammed up and hugged me.... Like she forgave me but without saying it.... Kinda stayed like that while we waited for Gilda but.... Why do I feel bad all of a sudden?" He got up and picked me up off the bed.

"Well... Look at it this way. AJ and I start fightin' about something and we start tellin' ponies secrets about each other but it only goes on until someone stops and cries about what was said. Not kidding when I say AJ told Pinkie one of my secrets and I had myself some alone time to where I cried. Come to find out Pinkie had a similar problem to mine and we both gave AJ a bit of business because of what she did. Maybe what you did just hit right on the head and maybe you're kickin' yourself because somethin' inside ya has been sayin' 'hey she's wettin' the bed and you've gone and done that yourself'. Maybe it werent that recent or maybe it was but I aint gonna pry on that. You just call up Dash and maybe invite her over here and maybe start spending a little time together. And dont quote me on this but... have you actually sat down with Dash since you got back? Hang out and get to know what the hay went on while you were fightin' your own battles?" I actually gave it a bit of thought. When was the last time I sat with Dash and spoke with her one on one? I huffed just walking over to the window.

"...Maybe you wanna go downstairs and tell Gilda I might need to head out again....this time to Dash's place...." I looked to Big Mac. "...Tell AJ and Scoots I'm not gonna be home tonight.... And I really wanted to cuddle with AJ tonight...." Big Mac came over to me and hugged me.

"It's alright... She'll understand.... Scoot? Hell.... I'd say take her with ya but.... I dont think she'd wanna hear everything that's happened to her after she experienced it...." He broke the hug and just patted my shoulder. "If Scoot does start to complain I'll give her a little time to stop it before I call you and have you do the talkin'. Okay?" I nodded walking him to the door.

"Oh uh... think I can borrow one of your packs? Mine is.... somewhere but taking time to find it isnt gonna be a good idea...." He nodded and left the room.

Not long later I was back in Gilda's car heading down the road just tapping away at my phone. I had my stuff sitting on my lap. Packed pretty much everything. New socks, a few shirts, pants and.... Yes I did this... I packed a few diapers away and a onsie.... I only packed it because I want Dash to feel better about herself. Anyways Gilda looked to me. "So.... did you like waking up in a wet diaper?" She asked me. I shrugged a bit. "Well... Guess if you already dont know I've got a little kink myself for giving a little 'gold' every now and then...." I looked to her confused.

"What?" I saw her blush a bit.

"Okay... maybe I wet myself when nobody is around sometimes.... It just feels so good... Hell back in my old apartment when I lived alone I nearly pissed myself every day! The only time I didnt piss my pants was when I had company over or if I was running low on clothes to wear." She glanced over at me. "And hell seeing you piss a diaper? Made me wanna stand you up and get under you every time you slept like that!" I blushed hard as I put my phone away.

"....Gil... As much as I'd love to give you a golden shower AJ might have to be asked to do something like that.... Dont mean to sound like a downer here but.... I really dont want to do something that'd piss AJ off.... I mean... she might allow me to watch you strip down but.... I dont know about giving someone a golden shower.... You'd really have to convince her that it was your idea and that you'd want it too. I dont want to make it seem like I'm taking advantage of you but hell you like being forced to do stuff like that right?" She sighed.

"Within reason I guess." She stopped at a light and looked around. Few cars on the road but nothing higher than our car. "Hey Ry... I wanna know.... Would you wanna have a little fun before you get to your cousins? It'll be one sided but I might have to pull off to get ready for it." I sighed just thinking about it. Didnt really think this was gonna be such a good idea but... it was something.

"Okay just a question here.... does this have anything to do with us possibly getting in trouble?" Gilda huffed as the light turned green.

"Fine we wont have any fun before we get there but the option is still open to you anytime we're together." I sighed.

"...Sorry Gil... being a guard comes first.... if I get caught doing something bad there goes my fucking job.... I might as well just turn in my badge even if I didnt do anything bad.... I'm just..." I grunted and just hid my face tearing up.

"And... why do you think that? Why should you turn in your badge?" I sniffled.

"....I'm not fit for guard work right now.... I'm injured, I woke up freaking out the past few nights after that fucking plane crash..... Watch me fire off a gun in the range and just freak out again like when this shit started with me being General of the guard...." Gilda sighed as she pulled over to the side of the road.

"Alright you're being such a dweeb right now! Celestia looks at you and sees someone who got injured and got back up. Dash just ran with someone who had his mind set on not pissing himself in public. If you were wheelchair bound yeah you probably would've wet yourself but do you think about Scootaloo from time to time after the accident?" I nodded. I constantly thought about Scootaloo after the plane crash. After I got back to the castle and into hospital care I kinda was freaking out thinking I'd never be able to teach her to fly. I might've had a little accident or two waiting for the surgery to take place. I thought they'd just mess up trying to install the new wing and cripple my legs or something. Not only did I get scared thinking about not being able to walk any more or fly, I did get kinda worried that I wouldnt be able to return to my duty as General or anything. I'd be back to square one except not at home.

"...Yeah... I do think about her a lot...."

"And what does she see when she looks at you?" I stayed silent. "You wanna know what I think she sees? I think she sees someone who she looks up to. She sees someone who doesnt back down to any challenge. Not even if it is from being a responsible big brother who just so happened to escape from a fire that started in his own home after he had been involved in a plane crash. I'm not saying this as some fucking thief or speedster. I'm saying this as someone who cares about your well-being as well as you care about mine. I'm sure your superior- whether that's a princess or someone else entirely- wouldnt even let you give up your badge. They know you're strong even with a few weaknesses behind the scenes. And even when those weaknesses are revealed you still manage to stay strong no matter what. Now just shut up and let that sink in. We have somewhere we need to be. Okay?"

I didnt answer. I just sat there staring out the window and listening to the radio. Nothing notable but just some punk songs I had no clue what to feel about. By the time we got to Dash's place I was just a mess. Sobbing because I felt bad for what I did earlier, felt bad for what I was thinking and just.... what I've been through. It all just integrated in my mind making me just one horrid mess. Gilda had to lift me out of the car with my bags and drag me to my cousins doorstep. She had to bang on the door for a few minutes just to get Dash to open it. Once she did Gilda dragged me inside and tossed me onto the couch where I just curled up. I saw Dash hugging Gilda. She was dressed in a tank top and basketball shorts with the waistband of a diaper poking up over the waist of the shorts. She looked kind of defeated. Gilda couldnt help but push Dash off onto me closing the door. Dash looked to me with tears in her eyes. Just as I was about to say something she raised her knee and it landed with everything she had right on my leg. It hurt so much but I'm glad it didnt hit my stomach or my crotch but I just pretended it hit my crotch to make her feel better. "DONT YOU EVER EVER DO THAT AGAIN YOU ASSHOLE!" She yelled in my face as I cringed hard holding myself. "That isnt the first time you've done something like that but it will be the last!" She broke down crying hugging me.

I groaned a bit sitting up. "....I-I'm sorry.... you just piss me off too much..." I said. "....I-If you didnt do that... maybe we'd be on b-better terms...." I held her close as she cried into my shoulder. "....I'm sorry if I blabbed again about your bed wetting.... we really shouldnt fight like this or.... we might end up like our parents..." She sniffled as Gilda closed the door and set my bags down.

"....Y-you're right.... I dont want us to end up like our parents.... not talking and yelling at each other when we did.... I just.... I missed this... I missed you... I didnt like seeing Scootaloo without her big brother... I just..." I shushed her.

"It's fine... I'm back now..." I looked to Gilda. "....You mind getting the stuff out of my bag and change her? I think she leaked a bit...." Gilda huffed and nodded. We both knew she wasnt in any shape to change herself. I looked back to Dash. "....Dash.... I just feel so bad you had to see Scootaloo like that.... away from me.... sure she was heavily guarded but... those guards were able to hurt her.... I remember getting a letter from Celestia saying she lost Scoot in a mall... She did find her but... after that she had to talk with Scootaloo and she told me Scootaloo gave her a good punch to the jaw.... I did warn her she would do that though... But when she did hit her a guard basically assaulted her... pinned her by her neck... But he was unstable anyways...." I got up and lied her down on the couch. I sat back down on the floor as Gilda got a few diapers ready as well as a few wipes. "....I read his file and it says he has had past reports of abuse against everyone. Why he was given a chance for a guards position I dont know but... Celestia was the best caretaker at the time.... AJ was pissed at me, you were in the hospital injured.... And you remember what Twilight said after my mom and dad were murdered? She made Scoot scream and cry four times. I know I had Rarity and one of our other friends to ask but... Pinkie would give her too much sweets and Fluttershy has so many animals it only takes one bite and she could have rabies or something!" Dash sniffled as her friend dropped her pants and started to change her.

"...Fluttershy checks all her animals and that only happened once.... And.... Honestly.... I did over react after you left.... when i heard you were drafted I just started to freak out in that hospital bed. Nurses had to strap me down so I wouldnt get up and that was when.... T-twilight had me brought into her castle... It was... Fluttershy who told me you got drafted but.... I didnt wanna believe it... I wanted to get up, go to your place and see you sitting in your room with your fucking smug grin.... but no... All I heard from everyone I asked was you were drafted.... I tried to fool myself by thinking that the whole time but it.... it went some other way which made me... kidnap Scootaloo..... I just...." I shushed her and kissed her forehead just letting Gilda finish up. I got up and took one of the diapers for myself before grabbing one of the onsies Paddy gave me. It was the camo one. I hid it where Dash couldnt see while I just ran to her bathroom to change.

When I came out I had my clothes folded up in my arms. I felt so weird being diapered and in my onsie but.... it just felt right. I went to the guest room and looked inside only to see all of Gilda's stuff all over the bed. This was a three bedroom house but the other rooms are Dash's room and her exercise room. I actually just set them down right next to the door on the inside before walking out. I saw Gilda hugging Dash on the couch. Neither of them noticed me until I was about half way down the stairs. Gilda was facing towards the stairs and her jaw dropped. "...Oh my god....." She said. She turned Dash around as I averted my gaze and blushed. All I could hear after that was Dash snickering a bit before outright busting up. Gilda couldnt help but laugh as she got up and came over to me just hugging me. I guess she felt bad for me but hey I wanted to do this. "Jeez dweeb! I thought you wanted to apologize! Not outright humiliate yourself! Where'd you get this thing anyways?"

I sighed as she walked me back over to Dash. "Remember that shop you picked us up from?" I asked. She nodded. "Yeah... there.... shop owner kinda wanted to help me humiliate myself since i blabbed about her bed wetting to him.... She's lucky he doesnt mind hearing about that kinda stuff and is willing to help with that sorta stuff... Gave me a few things like this...." She snickered a bit as she sat me down with Dash. She hugged me as well nearly tackling me down off the couch.

"I wouldnt hold it against ya. I've been getting a little tired hearing her cry about how she pissed herself in her sleep again and again for the past few months. Not only before you were away, while you were away. Hell I can even say she's had a few nightmares about you biting it. And when I say she was scared I had to go from where I was staying in the princesses castle and rush over here to change and wash her sheets and talk her back to sleep. Some took a while others were she was asleep before I even got there but after she was healed by Luna I decided to just move my stuff here. But I guess it hasnt really stopped. Maybe just died down a bit but not stopping." I looked to Dash.

"Now maybe she'll try to potty train herself during the night. I know for a fact that neither of us like pissing our pants for any reason whether its just being unable to get to a bathroom in time or dreaming about it.... You know I worry about you Dash.... Same with Scoot... I'm sure you'd even wanna ride your bike comfortable and maybe get into a Wonderbolts jump suit without cringing with every step. Right?" She nodded on my shoulder still kinda laughing at my outfit. "Well.... it might help to get that to stop... I'll help you if you want okay?" She nodded again and sighed.

Dash broke the hug and looked at me face to face. "...I forgive you but seriously... Ever do that again and I'll have Celestia or Shining diaper you in front of every other guard in Canterlot castle!" She said. I blushed and sighed glancing at Gilda who went over to my stuff starting to root around. I didnt mind. All I had in there were other shirts, some extra diapers and a pack of wipes. But this onsie was going to be my pajamas diaper or no diaper. But in this case diaper.... I'm actually worried I might wet the bed like Dash.... Well... at least I apologized but I dont think this is gonna help me with calming down... Time will tell...