Later that night:

J sighed quietly as he slid down into the chair in his basement hideout. He stared silently up at the blank TV that hung on the wall across from his chair. He grabbed the remote and turned it on, turning the volume down to a level where he wouldn’t wake anyone up.

“If you call within the next fifteen minutes we’ll even throw in a free apple corer!” A man’s voice said.

“Damn it… Too late for anything good.” J sighed, throwing the remote down in defeat. As the remote hit the ground a random station came on.

“And next up is, Stargate SG-1. Sci-Fi Imagine Greater.”

“Oh never mind then.” J smiled as he leaned back in the chair and stared up at the screen. He slowly relaxed back and a small ease came over him. The door upstairs opened but J didn’t notice it. Footsteps were heard as Star walked down, her female form as naked as always.

“Oh you love your man caves don’t you.” Star hummed, looking slowly around the basement.

“Huh? Oh you’re awake. Sorry if I caused it.” J said as he looked back at Star. “And yes, I do. Sort of my little escape from the world.” As his eyes met Star’s she noticed the dark bags under his eyes that hadn’t been there when they both went to sleep.

“Joel? Are you alright?” Star asked curiously, taking a seat beside him.

“Can’t sleep. Had a nightmare.” J said as he looked back up at the TV. Star took the remote and clicked the TV off. J was unphased for a few moments before he realized the TV was off, “Why’d you do that?” He asked.

“You are tired. Sleep.” Star ordered.

“No. I don’t need to sleep.” J stated.

“Are you going to argue with me?” Star questioned, standing up and crossing her arms.

“I don’t want to sleep.” J said.

“Because of a dream?” Star raised an eyebrow.

“It’s… complicated.” J sighed quietly. She took a seat again, this time much closer.

“Talk to me about it.” Star said.

“The thing is… I don’t know. I just… feel scared to go back to sleep.” J said quietly. “Like something bad’s going to happen if I do go out again.”

“Nothing is going to happen. Want to know why?” Star asked.

J sighed, “Why.” He said. Star pulled J against her softly, guiding his head to her soft chest pillows.

“Because I won’t let it.” Star said with a wide smile. J sighed again.

“Thanks…” He muttered. “But I’m just not feeling sleep right now.” He paused for a moment. “And maybe not englishs either. But that’s another beast.” He chuckled.

“Excuse me?” Star inquired, glancing down at him.

“I said something but I don’t know what it was.” J said slowly. “Is that bad?”

“... Possibly.” Star nodded uncertainly.

“You’re weird.” J stated.

“That’s true.” Star agreed.

“Did I ever tell you sometimes when I dream I see people I never met before?” J asked.

“Like Clara?” Star asked.

“Who?” J asked curiously.

“She’s our daughter.” Star said.

“Oh. How many kids did we have again?” J asked.

“Well you and me… Two. But then there’s Sarah and Serena, Roph, Het, Emile, Ethan, Ben, Alma, Jane, Richard, and Clara, and Samara.”

“Wow.” J said as he went wide-eyed. “We have a lot of kids in our family.” There was a moment of silence, “Are they all from on-”

“Nope.” Star said bluntly.

“Wow. We’re really big studs aren’t we?” He said.

“Mmhm. Speaking of kids…” Star grinned, moving her hand southward to J’s crotch.

“Oooh you’re pregnant? Can we name him Sock?” J asked giddily. Star blinked a few times.

“Are you… why Sock?” Star questioned in befuddlement.

“Why did you want to name her Aelita?” J asked, tilting his head curiously. Star stared at him for a few moments.

“Okay I like that name.” Star said to herself.

“Well I like Sock. Lets name him Sock.” J stated.

“I’m not pregnant.” Star stated.

“I knew that.” J said defensively. “I am.”

“You’re a guy.” Star laughed.

“So. You were a guy too.” J retorted.

“So you’re saying you can shapeshift?” Star questioned. She paused for a moment. “Wait…”

“Moo I’m a goat.” J giggled as he stood up. “I’m gonna go find Twilight and tell her what I am!”

“J sit down you’re drunk.” Star ordered.

“I am not drunk! I haven’t touched any alcohol in two years!” J said defensively as he faced Star.

“Then your brain is having a stroke.” Star chuckled.

“No. You’re just a potato.” J said as the room slightly darkened. When the lights flickered back to full J was laying on the floor and was clearly fast asleep.

“Oookay.” Star said quietly. She grabbed him and grudgingly pulled him onto the couch. J nuzzled against her in his sleep. Star smiled and hugged him tightly. “Now stay there.” She laughed quietly.

J suddenly jolted awake and stared up at Star. He then nuzzled closer to Star’s warm body. “Are you okay J?” Star asked softly.

“Yeah… I am.” J said quietly as he looked up at her again.

“I get worried when you act like that.” Star said caringly, kissing his forehead.

“I get worried about a lot of things…” J mumbled as he pressed his face into her bust.

“Like what?” Star smiled.

“Me mostly.” J said quietly.

“I get worried about me too.” Star laughed.

“Why?” J asked curiously as he pulled her head slowly down towards his own.

“Well I wonder about the things I do and sometimes I don’t know if they’re right or wrong. Usually right, but you know what I mean.” Star said.

J sighed. “You know what… I’m sick of people seeing everything as black or white.” He said as he let go of Star.

“I didn’t mean to upset you…” Star said, grabbing J’s hand.

“No… no it’s not you.” J sighed as he hugged Star again. “Can… we just save that talk for later?” He asked quietly. “I don’t have the energy to get mad right now.”

“Absolutely.” Star smiled, gently kissing J on the lips. J pulled back right away and stared at her. “Something wrong?”

J didn’t reply as he softly kissed her back. He pulled her in close as adrenaline kicked in and made him feel more awake then he ever had. A new strength seemed to find him as he squeezed her tight against his body. “Mm!” Star squealed in surprise before giving a muffled giggle.

J pulled back once again and pushed her onto the floor before standing over top of her. He stared down at her with what seemed like a grim determination on his face. “Joel?” Star said in a more quiet and uncertain tone. J silently kneeled down and gently caressed her cheek.

“Shhh.” He hushed. Star just stared up at him silently. J smiled and gently kissed her again. “Don’t be worried. I refuse to hurt you.” He said softly, “No matter how much you did to me…”

“When did I hurt you?!” Star asked, the shock and concern on her face.

“You were high. Don’t worry.” J cooed as he started to slowly strip. “And I never said I didn’t feel pleasure after the initial pain passed.”

“I…” Star mumbled.

“Star. I let you do it.” J said. “It made you happy at the time and that’s all I want. No matter what it costs me I only want to make you happy.”

Star just looked up at him without another word. Her legs spread open and her eyes locked on his. J started kissing her neck as his hand gently caressed her lower lips. His mast fell from his pants and it somehow was completely soft. He pulled back from the kisses and continued to gently rub and finger her slit. “I love you so much.” He breathed into her ear as he gently nipped it. “So… so much…” He continued as he gently nipped her neck. “Every… single… part of you.” He finished as he gently sank his fangs into her soft flesh. Star gasped loudly, wrapping her arms around him and tightening. His fingers spread apart her lips and slid a single digit in before letting her lips form back around the object.

“Ohh you’re getting assertive.” Star moaned loudly, her inner walls clasping around his finger and squeezing it repeatedly.

“I feel like it’s time I started taking my life back,,,” J whispered as he lapped at the blood still dripping from the parallel pin pricks on her neck. “And you’re just so damn tasty…”

“I am aren’t I?” Star panted lightly.

“You know what Star?” J asked softly as he climbed completely over her.

“What is it?” She sighed quietly.

“I’m going to knock you up.” J breathed softly into her ear, his rock hard length slid against her leg. “I love you so much…” He whispered as he teasingly rubbed the head against her inner thigh. Star’s eyes widened slightly.

“I haven’t heard dirty talk in a while.” Star said in almost bewilderment, not seeming turned off at all. J laughed as he looked her right in the eyes.

“I haven’t gotten the chance to.” He said, his hot breath rolling over her face. That feeling was taken away almost instantly as he roughly grabbed and started playing with both of her breasts. Star let out a surprised gasp, arching her back and moaning loudly. He squeezed both her pillows tightly as he teased his head against her lips. “Tell me…” He started in a whisper.

“I want it…” Star hummed lightly, reaching up and grabbing his shoulders. He simply grinned widely and dragged his entire length up her slit.

“That’s good… But I want to hear you MEAN it.” He breathed into her ear as he rested his heavy sack over her lips. Star gently pulled his head to her shoulder.

“I need it…” She said in a deep, needing whisper directly into his ear. Thin green strands slowly stretched from her pussy and clung to his head, tugging on it gently. “Please.” She breathed, kissing his cheek.

J pulled back from her and hauled her up. “You’re much to important to be on the floor…” He said softly as he carried her over to a table. He laid her down on it and grasped her shoulders tightly as he lined himself up with her entrance.

“Make me yours again Joel…” Star begged quietly. He yanked her in again, impaling his entire length right through her, his head roughly breaking through her cervix and slamming into her deepest walls. Her mouth opened and a scream escaped, her legs extending painfully as the joints popped. He forcefully began to pound into her, his tendrils extending and snaking around her limbs, holding her down against the table.

“Ohh Joel… Use me more!” Star panted and moaned loudly, gripping his arms tightly. J leaned down and roughly bit into her neck, his dick only seeming to get harder as he again tasted her blood. A single thick tendril snaked up her leg and lanced into her tight ass at the same time his fangs broke her skin. She screamed once more, squirming and shaking violently under his powerful grip as he continued to dominate her. J ruthlessly mated her, the only feeling either of them felt now was the pure carnal pleasure that wrecked havoc on their bodies, that was until Star felt a tingling in her womb.

J pulled back from her neck and forced her into a kiss as he tugged roughly on her breasts. “Nothing… can stop it… now…” He grunted with each thrust, his length thickening within her as it filled with seed.

“Breed me like your private bitch!” Star shook with her own orgasm, tightening an almost painful vice around her lover. He groaned loudly and slammed his hips as violently as he could into hers as his seed sprayed forth and began to fill her. Star’s eyes rolled back and her entire body quivered with pleasure, her nethers attempting to pull J deeper.

“This… is only… the start…” J whispered as his hot seed congealed in her womb. “I’m going to make sure… you’re never going to be empty… again.”

“H...huh?” Star mumbled.

J put his lips to her and his tongue shot into her mouth. Star closed her eyes and sighed softly, lapping at his tongue. J pulled his length from her and pressed the head to her already stuffed ass. “Hey… slow down there.” Star huffed. J stared down at her, all movement from his tendrils and his body stopping.

“Fine.” He said, his thick and length tendril slowly slid out of her at a painfully slow speed. Star’s eyes tightened closed and she groaned quietly. The tip of the tendril dug into her and it stopped sliding out just before the tip left.

“If you want to… go ahead.” Star continued quietly.

“No. I won’t.” J said as he got off of her, his tendrils retreating back into his body.

“Hey… what’s wrong?” Star asked. He remained silent as he sat down on the couch and leaned back into it.

“Right, just use me and walk away.” Star sighed, standing up and walking to the stairs. She was stopped as J’s tendrils wrapped around her and pulled her onto his lap. He gently grabbed her head and kissed her. Star made no attempt to struggle, but made no attempt to go deeper. J pulled back and looked away as he completely released her again. Star stood up and turned away, crossing her arms.

“I wasn’t going to walk away from you.” J said quietly. “I just…” He mumbled.

“What? Why won’t you talk to me?” Star questioned, snapping back to him.

“I don’t want to talk to anyone!” J snapped. “I don’t want help anymore! I want to be my own person again!”

“Then be your own person, because that’s all you have if you won’t talk.” Star said, marching towards the stairs again.

“Fine. I’m done trying to patch things up with everyone.” J said quietly. “I’m done changing to what you and everyone else wants… I tried that once and I lost what I WANTED. I was lost trying to become something everyone wanted and I paid for it so many times… I fought myself so heavily at times that I couldn’t take it. I can’t make everyone like me, fine. But at least I can enjoy who I am again… At least I don’t have to be confused about that anymore.”

Star stopped at the first step and stood silent for a moment. “Is that really what you want?” She asked quietly. “I guess it’s what I deserve. Just fuck me and dump me. Your best friend… You’re a scumbag. I’ll tell your family I never even found you, it’s certainly better than telling them what you turned into and listen to them cry for the rest of their lives because they lost one of the best fathers on the planet. Enjoy being yourself.”

There was a solid minute of silence before J spoke, “Stop… putting words into my mouth and my head that were never there in the first place.” He said shakily. “You wanted to listen… and I knew you wouldn’t just listen… I don’t want someone to tell me I’m wrong when I already know I am… I just want someone to listen… I HATE what I am now… I hate it more then anything… I hate the way I’ve hurt people I care about… What I did to Applejack… What we did to Twilight… What I did to Dash nearly twice… and what I’ve done to you…” He muttered.

“Joel that was a long time ago. You have nothing to worry about… We’ve all made mistakes, and we were different people back then.” Star said, walking over and taking a seat next to J again.

“I know… but it all came in so vividly tonight… everything.” J mumbled. “And… deep down inside… I can’t ever forgive myself until I’ve felt exactly what I’ve done… Until I get everything I deserve from it... “

“Well that’s going to be a long time, and that’s if you spend the rest of your life in Sarah’s dungeon.” Star joked, grabbing J’s hand.

J was silent for a few moments before he gently squeezed Star’s hand. “Star… can I tell you something I feel is important?” He asked quietly.

“I’m listening.” Star smiled.

“I’m tired of waking up everyday… thinking about what I’m going to mess up today… I’m tired of making stupid mistakes that hurt the people I love…” J said quietly. “I felt like that every day… every single day I woke up alone… and even some I didn’t. I don’t know why… I just always did. And then when I woke up beside you for the first time… That faded away and I felt happy that I woke up. That I had someone that… despite how horrible I’ve been… that someone wouldn’t leave me alone…” Star just squeezed J’s hand more and continued to listen. “I love you so much.” J said as he hugged Star and started to cry into her shoulder.

“I love you too.” Star said softly, hugging him tightly and pressing her lips to the top of his head. Just then J’s long forgotten phone started dinging like mad as text after text came in. J squeezed Star more tightly before going lax. His sniffling and the tears started to slow as a slow and gentle breathing replaced it. Star grabbed his phone and clicked it off, putting it beside them and smiling.