Sister why do you do this to me?

I wanted to exist.

Now that I exist I want to eat, never full.

Celestia why do you do this!?

Why!?

Celestia answer me!

I don't want to be alone anymore!

I want everything, I want you, I want life.

But I can't have it all.

It hurts.

Existence hurts.

Pain is all I feel now!

Pain and emptiness.

Fuck you!

You bring me pain!

Kill you for hurting me!

Celestia I'm sorry.

Make it stop!

Please make it stop.

Sister is sorry.

Sister hurts.

No like hurt.

No like exist.

No like void.

Sister scared....

Celestia help sister.

Sister doesn't want to go back to the dark.

But sister loves you.

Sister does not want without you.

I need you.

I need myself.

Please make pain stop.

Make fear stop.

Sister loves Celestia...does Celestia love sister?

Light

Sister scared, Celestia.

Sister knows.

Celestia is full, whole.

Sister is not full, I never full.

Sister stupid.

Sister scared.

Sister wants fear to stop.

Knows only way.

Only way is void.

Celestia is only way.

I don't want to go to the void.

Sister is scared of void.

Sister scared of blackness, of darkness, of emptyness.

Void is hollow.

Sister is hollow.

Celestia fills void.

Celestia makes sister whole.

Celestia strong.

Sister weak.

Sister gets in way.

Sister must go.

Sister must not exist.

Scared.

Sun doesn't leave me.

Sun is always up.

Don't like darkness.

But we must join the darkness.

Celestia is sun. light.

Sister is darkness. Void.

Sister bad....

I only wanted light.

Celestia is light.

Only ever wanted you.

But sister cannot have you...sister is sorry, I am sorry.

Hunger makes sister dim.

Sister is sorry.

Sister fades away, Celestia brightens.

Love

Dear sister.

I love you.

Remember that.

As you return to life.

As I return all you have given me.

As I fade away

You offered everything.

But dear sister, I love you.

I will always love you.

I could have had control.

I could have had memories.

I could have had freedom.

I could have had life.

I could have existed.

But I love you dear sister.

I felt you slipping away.

I could not let you.

Dear sister.

I cannot steal from you, what was denied from me.

I may not live.

I may not be free.

I may not remember.

I may not control.

But please dear sister.

Remember.

For so long as you remember me.

I shall exist.

Dear sister.

How I love you.

How I've always loved you.

How I love dear student.

How I love dear Luna.

I only ever wanted to love.

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Dear Sister of The Sun

Dear sister of the sun, we listened.

I know what you wanted.

I understand how the hunger grew.

You started with nothing.

You were given a chance.

You consumed more and more, and yet you still felt hollow.

My name is Spike, and I will remember you.

Twilight's scared to talk about you, Celestia only cries, but I remember.

We only ever want to be, and not to be is torment eternal.

But when we exist, we grow hungry.

When we eat, then we grow.

And as we grow, so too does the hunger grow.

But we are strong.

We overcame our greed, our avarice.

We had eternity offered to us, yet we refused.

We are better than ourselves, we are better than our instincts.

And when we exist no more.

The creeping void will cease.

And we will want no more, for we shall be whole once again.