The sky was grey today, per usual on the surface. Rain pouring, slapping the ground with wet impacts. Thunder and lightning pounding, flashing across the sky. I hated the rain, and sitting in it doesn`t help. I`ve been taking shelter over the past three years, ever since the 'Incident' happened. The Royal Guards are still on the trail, and searching like a dog. Ever since that day, I`ve been a fugitive, just barely covering my tracks. I just hope it gets better soon.

Ring, Ring, Ring. I withed my hoof across my cloud tablestand, knocking onto the floor. The clock kept ringing, until I slammed my hoof on the top of the clock, shutting it off. I yawned and flipped over, falling off the bed. "Ugh... Fuck." I mumbled, rising off the ground. I stretched my wings and flapped them, few feathers flying off. I examined my bed and realized it was like a tornado came through. " Um... Mom will probably make it..." I murmured, stifling a yawn.

I brushing through my hot pink mane, that looked like my lost sister`s. I missed her, but Mom and Dad didn`t care when she left. She went to the surface and never came back, no letters written to us. It`s just like she just doesn`t want to talk to us. That was seven years ago now, and I made no effort to make friends; probably because everypony in Cloudsdale is an asshole. The school system up here is horrible, and It`s been that way ever since I was in elementary school.

My sister was picked on constantly, along with me. She was very shy, and the definition of sensitive. A couple times a rainbow maned pegasus would stick up for her and me, but besides that we were on our own. The day she left was my worst, with Mom and Dad not caring. I fantasize about meeting up with her and catching up on things. Honestly, I would leave Cloudsdale, if I had a reason to. Even If I leave, I never would survive on the surface.

I plopped off my bed and brushed off some dust on my orange-ish yellow coat. My mane looked like my sister`s, except a darker pink. I looked down at my cutie mark: A book. My special talent was reading. Sister left before she had her cutie mark, so I would never see it. As soon as I leave high school, I`m going t-. "Windward, get your ass down here!" Dammit, Dad`s home. Dad always abused me, because I would get in the way of my sister. He was an alcoholic and Mom did nothing to help.

I pushed the door open and ran down the stairs. Sitting in the living room, was my Mom and Dad. My Dad had a jet black coat and a rust colored mane. His cutie mark was, surprise surprise, a bottle of beer. Laying on the couch was Mom, relaxed as always. She had a light purple mane and a red coat. The mark on her flank was a red cross, with twirls surrounding it. Dad just collected unemployment and Mom was a nurse up at the hospital.

Dad looked up from his bottle of piss, and gave a smile. "Y...I... You know I lov- love you, Windward." I frowned and sat on the couch with Mom and closed my eyes. I wonder what we were having for dinner. I hope it`s grilled daffodil sandwiches, with tomato soup. Sister`s favorite food was just a measly salad. I cringed at the thought of Sister, and switched my thought process, But was interrupted. "Did... Y- Y- You pick up my b- b- beer today, W- W- Windward?"

"No. I was off from school today. I didn`t have time to pick it up." He growled and threw his bottle at me. The bottle smashed against the wall behind me, glass shattering on the wall. I sighed and went to get a broom. He always did this when I didn`t get his damned alcohol. I had to spendmy money on stupid liquor. I scanned around and groaned, no broom. I opened up the closet and found nothing, just filled with crates of food.

I sighed and went back to the living room, and surely enough he was still there. I walked over to the broken glass shards, and stared. Finally I picked some up with the underside of my left hoof , and did the same with my other. With the glass off the floor, I trotted into the kitchen. I glanced at the trashcan and groaned. I dumped the glass shards into the trashcan, before I felt something warm trickling down my hoof. I looked down and saw blood dripping onto the ground. "Motherbucker!" I said.

I walked over to the sink and switched it on. Warm water poured down into the drain, water sloshing about. I placed my hoof into the sink and let the warm water wash the red liquid off my fur. After the blood was washed off, I shut the sink off; Grabbing a towel and dried my hoof. I heard a knock at the door and sighed annoyingly. I hurried to the front door and opened it. Standing there was a grey pegasus, with a pineapple colored mane. Her cutie mark was a bundle of bubbles and her eyes were... weird. "Mail for... Windward."

I glanced down at her hoof and took the letter slowly. She just smiled and flew off, her mane swinging through the wind. I closed the door and looked around. Good, nopony`s around. I spotted a lone chair in the corner and dived to it. I plopped on the chair and stared at the letter. It just said:To Windward, personal letter. It doesn't say who it`s from. I started to wonder if it`s Sister. I squealed at the thought. But, why wouldn`t she just come say hello herself.

Probably just being her shy self, like usual. After a moment, I ripped open the envelope. Inside was a piece of paper and odd necklace. I put the eccentric piece of jewelry to the side and opened the letter. I glanced and began to read:

Dear Sister,
I understand you may be angry with me for not contacting you lately. I have a reason. Lately, things down here are getting hectic, considering I`m a bearer of an Element of Harmony. I had to horrible things to ponies and did not like it. Please don`t come down here looking for me. Just stay in Cloudsdale and have a fun life, meet somepony, and make some friends. My friend did that and she`s happier than ever. Stay safe and know I do still love and care for you.

Your sister,
Fluttershy.

I`m at a loss for words. My sister finally wrote to me. It`s better than never contacting us, but I wish she would come talk to us. I grinned and folded the letter up. I placed it next to me and picked up the necklace, bringing it to eye level. It was a chain, with three pink butterflies at the bottom. They shimmered in the light and I stared at it. I decided to wear it, for my sister. I lifted my mane up and slipped over my head, it sliding onto my neck.

I looked around for a mirror and realized there`s one in my room. I put the letter in my mouth and darted up the stairs. I smashed into the door, resulting in the door slamming open. I skidded to a halt in front of the mirror, and faced it. I grinned as wide as I could as soon as I saw myself. The butterfly necklace shined in the sunlight, deflecting light. The gold chain holding it shimmered in the light as well. After looking at it for a moment, I trotted to my drawer and opened it.

Inside was my bits and nothing else. I have no use for other things beside money. I pulled out the letter and gently placed it in, and pulled out the money; closing the drawer shut. I jingled the bit bag in my hoof, hearing the coins clang together. I thought about eating out and staying away from Dad for the night. After all, don`t want him to ruin my good mood. I nodded in agreement to myself and slid to the door. I opened it and peeked out, looking around for my parents. When I saw nopony, I opened the door and walked out the door quietly.

I took one last look and Opened the door, wind blasting through the door. I let out a exhale and smiled. It was really nice out. I spotted the restaurant and started my walk.

Arriving at the restaurant, I saw two stallions my age eyeing me. I flushed and looked down, my mane covering my eyes. I walked up to the counter and chanced a look at the cashier. She looked... bored. Meh, I would to, if I had to stand at a counter and serve all day. I looked back up and spoke. " I`ll have one order of the hay fries and one daffodil sandwich... Please." I she gave a fake smile and yelled to the fry cooks in the back.

I smiled and looked around for a table. I smiled and walked over to it, after paying of course. I sat my rump on the booth and let out a long sigh. The two stallions from before smiled and walked over. They sat down and one said. "Why you all alone, girly?" I ignored them and groaned, sat up and trotted to another empty table. They frowned and started over here again. I let out a annoyed sigh and stood up again, walking to the counter.

I walked up and asked the cashier. "Can I that to go, Please?" She nodded and pulled out a cigarette. I turned around and the stallions looked annoyed. Good. After a while, the cashier gave me a bag and again, gave a small, fake smile. "Thank You." I said, before walking to the door. I pushed open the door and let the cool, spring breeze calm my coat. I gave a small grin and started walking towards home. Two minutes later, those stalker stallions caught up to me.

"Why you being so rude? We just trying to have conversation." The other stallion said. I stopped and looked back. I never did have a good look at them. The main stallion has a cool blue mane and a pure white coat, with his cutie mark being a hoofball. The second has a violet mane and a grass green coat. His cutie mark was a controller. Hmm... Total geeks.

"Well, I don`t want to have a talk with you." I said trying as annoyed as possible.

"Why not?"

I groaned before I started walking away from them. I walked a good few feet before the stallion with the hoofball cutie mark put his hoof in front of me.

"Now hold on here. I`m sure a filly like you wants to have some fun." He said reaching for my flank. I slapped his away and galloped as fast as I could. He tackled me and smiled. I tried screaming, but he covered my mouth. "Come on, let`s have some fun!" He dragged me by the mane into an alley. He placed me over a dumpster and laughed hysterically. "Ride the pony!" He shouted before slamming into me.

I felt him inside of me. He rammed me over and over again, laughing. I just layed there, letting him just take me. I was helpless, my heart beating a million miles a minute. He just kept raping me, slapping against me repeatedly. I felt his hot juices pour into me, dripping out and onto the ground. He pulled out and shoved me into the wall. "Hope you had fun, little lady." I dropped onto the ground and curled up into a tight ball.

"F- F- Fuck You." I was able to spit out. I was violated, used. I heard hoofsteps fade out and I just shivered. I wasraped.I layed there, thinking about. It was glued into my mind and wouldn`t leave. It was horrible.

After a while, I had the power to finally stand up. I looked around and exited the alley. I looked down at the necklace sister gave me. I smiled and thought about her. She would save me from that. She would try to help, But she`s not here, is she? I slammed my hoof into the ground and screamed. Fuck! Why did she have to leave me?! I dropped onto my haunches and sobbed. I stuffed my face into my hooves, feeling my tears running down my face.

I cried there, not caring about anything right now. "Why?" I whispered. Why? Why did this happen to me? I just sat there, wallowing in... whatever ponies wallowed in. No. No, Sister wouldn`t want this. I stood up and wiped my face, tears sticking to my hoof. I stared at the direction of home and started my walk there. The world is a cruel place and it`s been proven today.

Finally arriving at the house, I faintly heard yelling. Processing my thoughts, I opened the door and Celestia damn me. "Oh look, who finally decided to show up! You get mugged on the way here? Where`s my beer?!" Dad shouted at me. I was not in the mood and just wanted to cry myself to sleep.

"I went out to eat. I was raped on the way back! You happy?!" I shouted back at him. Mom just put her hoof up to her muzzle in disbelief. I was absolutely fuming! I pointed my hoof at my Dad and yelled. "Why do you care if I arrive late?! All you do all day is drink alcohol and fuck whores! And when I don`t get you beer, you become a whiny little colt!" I was exhaling and inhaling like it was nothing. I do not need this right now!

"Excuse me? You don`t talk to me like that!" Dad screamed. I just glared at him and ran upstairs. I slammed the door shut behind me and jumped onto my bed. I shoved my head under my pillow and screamed. I was justrapedfor Luna`s sake! He is probably drunk right now! I stood up and wiped my eyes. No. I can`t stay here, with these... these... irresponsible, horrible ponies! I placed my hooves on the floor and walked to my closet.

Inside was a duffel bag, a box full of snacks, and a couple other things that I never bothered to unpack. I snatched the duffel and the box of snacks. Dumping the snacks in the bag, I looked up at the drawer. After filling the duffel bag, I trotted over to the drawer and opened it. The same letter from earlier still inside, I picked it up. I stuffed it into my duffel bag. I looked at my window and smiled.

I pulled the hatch open and slid the window open. I looked out at the dark sky, twinkling with stars. I gave out a breath I wasn`t holding and climbed out. Dropping onto the poofy, white clouds, I scanned around. I walked to the edge and gulped. Okay, don`t look down. But it`s the only way out of here. I closed my eyes and extended my wings, feeling the cool air brush up against my feathers. I raised my rump in the air and lowered the top portion of my body down.

I stood back up and darted over the edge. I was falling! I felt the intense, adrenaline of flying kick in and it felt good! I rotated around a bit in the air and smiled. I feel alive! I opened my eyes and seconds before hitting the ground, I extended my feathery wings and glided across the ground. I landed and felt the ground under me. I looked around and nostalgia kicked in for some reason. In front of me was a rainbow maned pegasus laying on the ground.

Author's Notes:

Thanks to Fluttershy for being adorable. Jokes aside, they`re will be a new chapter every 3 days or so, and will be longer. I have no editors or any proofreaders at the moment, so if you would. It would be appreciated like the holy bible.