The soothing warm water ran down his coat. The comforting heat felt good against his skin. Blitz could feel all the sweat he worked up earlier slowly washing away. The pegasus spread his wings a bit, letting the water slide down between his side and his feathers. He let out a satisfied sigh, simply basking in the warmth all over his body.

“Getting out of that dress would have been a pain without Dusk…” he thought to himself. A half smile appeared on Blitz’s mouth as he stared down at the drain. The events of today still raced through his mind as he tried to put together the pieces of what happened. He was still baffled as to how he ended up sleeping with Dusk again, but he couldn’t say he regretted it. It felt good, and not just physically.

“At least it doesn’t bother me so much now that It’s all off my chest…” Blitz closed his eyes, and looked up at the shower head. But, after a moment of relaxation, he remembered why he was in there. Blitz glanced over to see a bottle of shampoo, but no scrubber for him to work it into his fur with. He looked around the rather spacious shower a little perplexed. There simply didn’t seem to be a scrubber for him to wash himself. He let out a small discouraged groan as he hoofed at the bottle for a moment. “How the hell does he do this?”

“Mind if I join you?” he heard behind him, making him jump slightly.

“W-What? Like shower with me?” he asked nervously.

“Of course. I figured you might need a bit of help,” Dusk said as he stepped into the shower with Blitz. He gave the pegasus a small smile as he levitated the bottle into the air. Slowly, a steady stream of goo came from the bottle, captured in a cloud of Dusk’s magic. “Close your eyes,” he said gently.

Blitz obeyed, waiting for Dusk to wash his mane or something. It seemed a bit strange as Dusk was using way too much soap for just that.

“This might feel a bit weird,” Dusk added. Blitz’s body tensed as he felt the cool gel not just touch his mane, but his entire body at the same time. He shuddered from the sudden chill placed on his warm fur. But just as he was getting used to it, he felt the soap being massaged over his entire body at one time. It was an awkward sensation, like he was wrapped in a wet, vibrating blanket.

“So, this is how you do it...” Blitz said with a small laugh.

“Yeah, I don’t need a mesh sponge or a shower brush since I just use magic.”

“That’s kind of cool.” Blitz relaxed, letting Dusk do all the work for him. He hadn’t noticed the silence that had grown between the two of them.

Dusk looked down at the ground for a moment before looking back at Dusk. “Did you...want to stay for dinner after this?” he asked, his voice held a hint of fear.

Blitz stayed quiet for a moment, before finally giving a nod. “Yeah,” he said simply. Dusk’s magic focused on his mane, combing the ragged mess out, and working the soap deep down to his scalp. It felt like his head was being massaged gently by millions of tiny masseuses. He let out a small satisfied groan.

“Is it alright if I wash back here too?” He felt Dusk’s hoof touch his rear.

“I think you’re past the point of needing to ask, since you’ve had more than your magic back there.” Blitz let out a small chuckle.

“I just wanted to be sure it was alright…” There was still a hint of reluctance in Dusk’s voice, as though he was scared to ask Blitz to do anything.

“I’m not glass, Dusk. You don’t need to be so careful around me.”

Dusk’s hoof fell on Blitz’s haunch. He stared at the pegasus’s cutie mark for a moment before speaking again. “Rainbow...I-I’m sorry…”

Blitz stood silently for a moment. As he heard Dusk’s apology, it felt as though everything went silent. The running water went hush, leaving Dusk’s words hanging in the air. Just hearing those words Blitz felt like he could start to forgive Dusk for what he did over the past week. The water ran over him, slowly washing away the shampoo from his fur. As it finished running off him, a small smile came across his face. “Thanks, Dusk.” Slowly he opened his eyes.

“I know I’ve been a pretty big jerk this week…” the unicorn added with a sad, solemn tone.

For a moment, Blitz thought about just letting Dusk’s comment be the end of it, but he found himself asking a question. After what they did—what Dusk had done to him—he wanted to know where they were. Were they just friends? Fuck buddies? Coltfriends? What was he to Dusk? “I can’t say I didn’t enjoy it and all, but…” Blitz wasn’t sure if he could stand being Dusk’s fucktoy. If they were to have a relationship, he wanted more from it than just Dusk using him for pleasure, and demeaning him.

Blitz sighed. He needed answers. Hell, now that Dusk got him to admit he was gay, and that whole dilemma was off his chest, he wanted to know what was going through his little egghead a week ago. “Pretty big doesn’t even begin to cover it, Dusk.” He glanced back at Dusk with an unenthused look.

Dusk looked off to the side, too embarrassed over his actions to even look Blitz in the eyes. “Y-Yeah…I think I was getting a little ahead of myself…”

“A little?” Blitz let out a sarcastic laugh.

“Maybe more than a little. I told you I’m the jealous type, and I’m kind of controlling when it comes to my sexual partners…” Dusk scratched his cheek nervously. “That side of me really seems to come out when I get in the mood—so to speak…”

“I noticed. What I want to know is, what was up with you being all over me last Monday morning! Like—you could see I was freaking out, so why were you brushing up against me, and hanging on me—in front of Berry too!” Blitz turned around and gave Dusk a small push.

“That was—uhh…” Dusk sighed, and a shade of red slowly formed on his cheeks. “I hate to admit it, but I’ve had a bit of a dry spell since I came to Ponyville. It feels like it’s been forever since I’ve been with anypony. So, I was happy you and I had a night like that together, it was nice...Then you freaking out like that was a little unexpected…Well, I expected a negative reaction, but I wasn’t expecting the screaming...And since you responded to my dominant behavior so well the previous night, I thought you might stick around, or calm down at least if I did it again, so I acted accordingly. Also, Barb was in the room, and I didn’t want her waking up to you freaking out…” Dusk continued to stare at the ground, his shame showing more and more on his cheeks.

“I was hoping we could have a conversation about it, so I offered you breakfast to talk things over, but you refused. After you were set on leaving, I thought I should at least let you know how much I appreciated you, and physical affection seemed like a good way to accomplish that…I realize it seems weird, but physical contact has been shown to really connect two ponies...”

“Wow…” Blitz started but took a small pause. “Dusk...that was...stupid…” Blitz looked a little bewildered for a moment. After a second, he blinked a few times to regain his senses. “I mean, I just had my first gay experience, and you were hanging on me as I was freaking out over it. Like...you could have tried to talk me through it or something…But no, you decided to just shove it in my face...That was just a dick move…”

“S-Sorry…I realize now it may have been a bit insensitive,” Dusk muttered. “I didn’t mean it that way, and I was still in the moment. I-It…It was wrong of me.”

“So...what’s your excuse for earlier today? You basically did the same thing and rammed it down my throat how gay I was, and told me I was a beta, and that made me your mare...What the hell!” Blitz gave Dusk another shove.

“A-Actually, there’s a few reasons behind that. I-It had been a week...I was...pretty pent up again…When you came over it brought those feelings right back to the surface, and then seeing you crying, and begging me for answers just—uh—really lit my fire, if you know what I mean. It’s hard to explain…Seeing you so vulnerable made you look so cute, I just had to take you…It may not have been too obvious, but I was teasing you mostly—playfully teasing you…” he said with a nervous chuckle, but Blitz wasn’t buying it. “S-Sorry…it was a moment of weakness on my part. You deserved answers, and instead I acted like that…”

“Wow, you’re…” Blitz sighed.

“That’s not everything though. I told you I’ve known about you for a long time…” Dusk paused for a moment, seemingly gathering his courage. “What you and I did a week ago…the first time you had sex with a stallion…This may sound a bit cold, but I don’t think there is a better term for it, so please don’t hate me for what I’m about to say.” Dusk looked down at the ground, fidgeting slightly. “I was doing a social experiment.”

“W-What?” Blitz opened his mouth, but nothing came out.

“As I said, I have been watching you for a while now, and it hurt me to see you trying so hard to be somepony you’re not. So, I started working on a way to let you come to terms with your own sexuality. I know you can be stubborn, and any attempts to discuss the issue would have only been met with hostility, so I thought that if I could show you instead, it might get through to you.” Dusk looked back up at Blitz, his eyes weighing heavy with guilt.

“Unfortunately, the circumstances arose at an inopportune time. I may have rushed you, and on top of that, I took advantage of you. For that, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt you, but also I wanted you to be okay with yourself. I made a split-second decision that I regret, but I did it with your best interests at heart.” Dusk placed his hoof on Blitz’s shoulder.

“You still could've asked me,” he muttered under his breath. He glanced back to see Dusk looking at him expectantly, making him sigh. “Dusk, it doesn’t really change what you did…” Immediately he noticed the unicorn begin to shrink down in shame “And while you were a huge dick, I can forgive you. You know you were an ass, and you’re apologizing for it. Also, you...did help me…” Blitz placed his hoof on Dusk’s.

“I just want you to know why I did all of this…My reasons weren’t purely selfish; I do care for you, Rainbow. I had already committed that evening, and if I changed my mind on how to treat you, it might have driven you away…Aside from that being detrimental to my cause and your mental well being, my own personal reasons wouldn’t let that happen either…”

“So, jumping on my case, and forcing me to accept that I’m gay wouldn’t drive me away?”

“If I had apologized then, you would have denied your sexuality further.”

“I…” Blitz started to argue, but he stopped himself. If Dusk had just apologized earlier today, he would have just pushed these feelings further inside, and shunned them more. He might have even shunned Dusk for bringing them out. “You’re probably right…”

“What I’ve told you is my logic behind my actions, but there’s more than that. You came back…you came back confused, and wanting. I used that spell and saw my treatment had results so I continued with it.”

Blitz sighed. “Yeah…it had results all right…” he muttered sarcastically.

“My point is that you kept thinking of me all week. Not with malice, but arousal and self-shame. That means you put me somewhere in your mind that represented what you hated about yourself, but also what you wanted deep down. Rainbow, I think that speaks volumes for my method. I don’t think it was…the best way…but you’re where you are now because of it.”

Blitz only stared at Dusk in complete disbelief. “So…when I came to you for answers…”

“You came to ask yourself, really…If I backed down, you would have seen that weakness in yourself, and would have rejected your feelings. It quite possibly could have put you in a worse position than when we started.”

“That’s…some deep psychological shit right there…” Blitz slowly reach up and scratched his head.

“That’s because I was using some psychology with you, Anyway, it was despicable, and I betrayed your trust, so I wanted to apologize, and I wanted you to at least understand where I was coming from. I hope you can forgive me.”

Blitz sighed. “You’re a piece of work, you know that?” He placed his hoof on the unicorn’s shoulder. Blitz couldn’t help but let out a short laugh after seeing Dusk moping over his mistakes. “Well, at least you know you were being a huge douche.” He said with a small smile slipping across his face. Hearing Dusk’s side, and finally knowing what was going through his head, he realized Dusk wasn’t as big of a jerk as he originally thought.

Dusk looked up at Blitz, seeing his smile. “You’re not exactly perfect yourself, you know…” Dusk took a step towards Blitz, staring into his eyes. Inside his own that dominating gaze appeared again. “Coming in here and acting like a victim when I know for a fact you loved it,” he added. This time though, Blitz wasn’t intimidated by Dusk’s gaze. In fact, he kind of enjoyed seeing it. Blitz smiled at Dusk with an almost cocky sense of defiance, having regained some of his confidence after coming to terms with his sexuality. Dusk cracked a small laugh, and immediately Blitz knew he was teasing.

“So, why is it alright to be nice to me now?” Blitz asked, getting serious again.

“Well, you’ve accepted yourself, so I don’t need to be your emotional proxy anymore…and I’ve also let out quite a bit of steam thanks to you.” Both stallions blushed.

“Listen...I know you’re probably not comfortable with all of this yet, but I meant what I said—well, some of what I said…” Dusk rolled his eyes with a small chuckle. “I say some really weird things when I’m in the moment…” Dusk looked down, with a hint of shame showing on his cheeks. His eyes quickly bounced back to Blitz’s. “This is a safe place here. You don’t have to worry about me judging you, is what I mean to say,” he said, flashing a small, sincere smile.

“Thanks, Dusk…As big of a dick as you were—” Blitz shot him a short glance, letting him know wasn’t in the clear just yet, “—you did kind of let me explore these feelings...and a few others. Not in the best way, but you did help me out. Just…don’t go pushing a dress on me like that again, okay? It’s too weird.”

“Actually, I originally planned on saving that dress for maybe our fifth or sixth time together…but I got a little overeager…” Dusk tried to smile, but he saw Blitz was only giving him a deadpan look. “A-Alright…I’ll ask in the future…”

“Good.” Blitz let out a sigh of relief. “I don’t think I want to tell anypony yet either, but…maybe if we talk about some things…we might be able to make this a little more permanent?” his inflection turned up at the end, turning his remark into a suggestion.

“Are you asking me out?” Dusk raised an eyebrow.

Blitz rolled his eyes. The answer should have been obvious. “Yeah…” he replied. He couldn’t believe he had to spell it out so much for someone who claimed to be a dominant alpha male, and someone as intelligent as Dusk.

“You’re proposing we do so in secret though…Basically, we would just be hanging out here, and have sex occasionally…It lacks romance, don’t you think?”

The pegasus rolled his eyes again, and gave a sigh. “When you put it like that it does…”

“Rainbow, I think you and I need to explore this arrangement of ours a bit more before diving into a relationship. Do you even have feelings for me beyond physical attraction?”

Blitz paused for a moment. That was a legitimate question, and one he found hard to answer. Leading up to and while having sex, Blitz did feel something. He felt like he belonged to Dusk rather than he was in love with him. He was like an object Dusk was using to get off, but then there were times he felt like Dusk did care for him, and wanted Blitz to enjoy their time together. He couldn’t say his own feelings for Dusk were clear cut. He liked him, but after everything that happened, it complicated the issue.

Blitz couldn’t tell if he was pissed at, or in love with Dusk half the time. He wasn’t exactly the pony Blitz thought he was over their last few encounters, but after he heard Dusk’s side of the story, he wasn’t doing all of those things just to be a dick.

Then there was also the fact that he made Blitz feel a way he never felt before. Being so subservient was exciting in a way for the young pegasus. And as dominate as Dusk was, Blitz didn’t feel that he would hurt him. He was attentive during sex, but also demeaning—which the jury was still out on whether liked that or not. Though Dusk softened up quite a bit after he got Blitz into bed, he wasn’t sure if he wanted that kind of treatment every night.

“I...well…I do like you, Dusk…but—”

“Let me say this, Rainbow. I have feelings for you beyond these possessive urges. I really did find it flattering that you were interested in me sexually, and the fact that you came to the library so often looking for advice and to just talk made me happy. I’ve had my eye on you for a while.” Dusk paused for a moment, looking down at shower floor. A subtle blush appeared on the unicorn’s cheeks.

After a few moments, he looked back up at Blitz. “But regardless if this becomes romantic or stays purely physical, I think we might need some ground rules to make this enjoyable for both of us, lest we ruin our friendship…Like I almost did…” Dusk’s gaze dropped again before he looked back at Blitz, giving a small, half smile. Blitz nodded in agreement. “Just tell me if things get too uncomfortable with me, and I’ll stop. I might tease, but be sure to hold your ground, and I’ll drop it.”

“Alright…” Blitz said. He didn’t really see too much of an issue with what Dusk was proposing. “Should be easy enough,” he thought.

“No, I mean you have to be firm about it. If I see any hesitation, I will keep pushing the point.” Dusk’s eyes got serious, and he leaned in closer to Blitz. “If something bothers you, you have to flat out tell me no with absolutely no hesitation, looking me in the eyes helps too. It really pulls me from whatever roleplay or fantasy I have going on in my head.”

“F-Fine, I can do that.” Blitz stepped back when Dusk got into his face, trying to make him understand clearly.

Dusk sighed in relief. “But if you want to take this beyond just sexual gratification, I also think we should spend some more time together. Maybe like a pre-dating phase to dating? Some time for us to explore each other in the bedroom, while spending time together in a slightly more intimate manner than just friends.”

“What do you mean by “slightly more intimate”? With what I know about you now, I feel like that could end with me being tied up and used as a throw pillow or something…”

Dusk sighed. “Really? Do I look like a forniphile?” Blitz stared at Dusk for a moment, his eyebrow slowly raising. “What you just described…” he said, rolling his eyes, “and the answer to that is no, I‘m not. I’m talking about being in close proximity, closer than friends usually are; light shows of affection such as hugging, nuzzling, lying next to one another. None of which are particularly sexual, but these acts are common among romantic couples.”

“Alright...so...basically just hanging out, and...hugging...that sounds really gay…”

Dusk rolled his eyes again. “And compared to your idea of jumping into a romantic relationship with another male. That doesn’t sound gay to you, Rainbow?” Dusk leaned in, a small teasing smile resting on his lips as he did.

Blitz let out a low groan. “Point taken…” he muttered. “I don’t really see how that’s any different than us dating, though…”

Dusk tilted his head to the side, a look of slight contemplation on his face. “Less committed?” he proposed.

“Did you think I was going to move in with you right off the bat or something?” he asked, looking completely confused.

“No…” Dusk said with a small blush.

“How are you so damn indecisive about this, but when it comes to sex, you know just what to say to get me in the sack?” Blitz rolled his eyes.

“Well, sex—or as you said—”getting you in the sack” is easy. I told you, it just takes some psychology, that’s all I really employed. Once you know somepony’s motivation and thought process behind their actions, it becomes pretty easy to predict how they’ll react.”

Blitz sighed at the cold, logical manner Dusk talked about seduction. “You’re such a jerk…” Blitz muttered, pulling Dusk in for a kiss. The two’s tongues danced with one another as the hot shower water poured over them. After a moment, Blitz pulled away from Dusk, leaving the unicorn looking a little confused. “We’re dating by the way...” he added.

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The next day, Blitz awoke to a familiar relatively hard surface below him. Lazily, he pressed his nose into the pillow he was laying on. As he inhaled, his lungs filled with Dusk’s thick scent. Slowly his eyes cracked opened, reminding him where he was. Behind him, he could feel a heavy, almost immoveable warmth. Blitz moaned softly, scootching himself further back into this warmth mass behind him. Soon he felt a foreleg wrap around him, pulling him in close.

“Are you awake?” he heard Dusk ask from behind him.

“Yeah…” Blitz replied with a yawn.

“Sleep well?”

“Kinda...this bed pretty hard compared to my cloud at home…” he muttered, rubbing his eyes.

“Can’t say I would know,” Dusk replied with a small laugh.

As they lay there, Blitz could feel Dusk’s hoof gently stroking his stomach. A lazy smile spread across his face as he placed his hoof on Dusk’s. “I don’t feel like getting up yet…”

“That’s fine. I kind of like just lying here with my mare…” Dusk nuzzled into Blitz’s neck, breathing in his partner’s scent.

“You’re not going to stop with that, are you…”

“I didn’t plan on it. Besides, I don’t think you want me to.” Dusk let out a soft, satisfied moan as he held Blitz close to him.

“As long as no pony knows you call me that, I think I can deal with it. I have a reputation, you know.”

“You still don’t want to tell anypony about us, hm? Not even our friends? They might start to suspect something with you being over here so much.”

“Applejack would never let me hear the end of it…that’s if he would even talk to me after he found out…” He rolled over, placing his muzzle to Dusk’s neck. He nuzzled his coltfriend’s fur lovingly for a moment before sighing happily. Dusk rolled on top of Blitz, holding him down with his weight. Blitz grabbed his stallion, pulling him down for a hug. He nuzzled back into Dusk’s neck as he held him tightly. “I don’t even know how Berry and Butters would react…or Elusive…”

“I think we’re going to have to tell Barb at least,” Dusk replied, glancing back at the nightstand.

“I just said I didn’t want to tell anypony, I’m including dragons in on that.” Blitz sighed, pulling away from Dusk’s neck.

“Well, you may not have much of a choice. It’s 9:13, she should be walking in the door here any second now.”

“What?” Blitz asked, looking up at the unicorn completely confused.

Suddenly the front door to the library opened, and a high pitched voice rang out. “Dusk, I’m home!”

“H-How did you know that, and why didn’t you tell me sooner?” Blitz asked in a hushed tone.

“I just looked at the clock. Elusive told me yesterday he had an appointment at nine, so that would mean he would have to be back by then at the latest. It’s also a thirteen minute walk from the Carousel Boutique, and with how late Barb likes to sleep in, they would get back at the very last minute. That would put her arrival time right around 9:13 with an error of about two minutes based on how tired she is.” Dusk explained, making Blitz groan.

“You still could have told me at some point yesterday that she was coming home at this time!” Blitz tried to keep his voice down, but raise it enough so Dusk knew he was upset.

“It must have slipped my mind…I was a little preoccupied—”

“What are you two doing?” they both heard coming from the floor next to the bed. Both stallions slowly turned their heads to see a curious little dragon staring at them.

“Good morning, Barb, how was your trip?” Dusk asked plainly, still being held close by Blitz.

“Fine…” she said skeptically. “So, what are you two doing?”

“T-This…uhh…” Blitz stammered nervously. “We’re just—”

“Rainbow and I are dating, Barb. Would you mind keeping this a secret from everypony else? Rainbow is a little shy about it still.” Dusk was far too nonchalant for what he was saying.

“Dusk! Seriously?” Blitz shot a glare at Dusk.

“Secret like you, that mare, and that stallion back in Canterlot?” She had a deadpan look on her face.

“Similar circumstances, yes.” Dusk nodded.

“Wait, what? You were with a mare and a stallion? At the same time? Like dating them?” he asked, pushing Dusk back a bit.

Dusk looked down at Blitz with a nervous smile. “Yes, I’ve dabbled in multi partner relationships. I wouldn’t recommend it,” he said with a small laugh. “Somepony usually gets jealous, which in that case, was me…” He glanced back to the dragon standing next to them. “So, Barb, could you keep this a secret for us?”

She sighed heavily. “Look, as long as Blitz isn’t like that gryphon you brought home that one time, I don’t really care…” she muttered heading back down stairs.

“There was a gryphon too?”

Dusk laughed nervously. He glanced back to make sure Barb was downstairs before he went into it any further. “He kind of wrecked the bedroom...anyway, what were we talking about?”

“No, hold on...you had sex with a gryphon? You...fucked something that’s not even a pony?” Blitz’s jaw fell slightly slack in utter disbelief. He had a mixture of disgust and intrigue on his face. After a few moments of staring, he finally shook his head to snap himself out of his dumbfounded trance. His cheeks flushed red for a moment as he asked, “So…what was that like?”

“He was different...” Dusk left it at that. He scratched his cheek with his hoof nervously. “I might have been a tad off when I said I was bisexual yesterday—I’m more of a pansexual, actually.”

“I don’t know what that is…”

“Basically, things like sex and gender don’t matter to me, or species in some cases...”

“Huh…”

“Try to realize unicorns have been there, and done that...Magic opens up a lot of possibilities in the bedroom, so we’re pretty kinky…” Dusk laughed nervously.

Blitz stared at him for a few seconds, though he was more looking past Dusk. Finally, he blinked a few times to pull himself from his trance. “Well, as long as you don’t try and get me to do anything too weird, I’m fine with it. That dress yesterday was about as far as I was willing to go—and I’m not doing that all the time, by the way.” Blitz’s eyes got serious.

“Of course not, it’s far too nice of a dress for casual sex.” Dusk laughed dismissively. “Perhaps something else might do, but we’ll worry about that when we get there.” Dusk leaned down and pressed his lips to Blitz.

After their kiss broke, Blitz sighed. “Hey, I might be gay, but I’m not some pansy alright? I’m not wearing girl clothes anymore…”

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Blitz was strolling through the streets of Ponyville. It had already been a week since he and Dusk were dating, and things had calmed down quite a bit. Over the past week, he spent an enormous amount of time at the library, where as long as no one was around, he and Dusk were pretty intimate—much to the dismay of Barb, and to a certain extent, himself. Blitz knew she wasn’t against him and Dusk being together, but more against their public displays of affection, which he was still getting used to Dusk hanging on him all the time too. He stifled a snicker as he wondered what she would think if she knew the other stuff they did while she was asleep.

Blitz had also noticed that when Dusk wasn’t “pent up”—as he liked to put it—he was a much more bearable mate. Things had been passionate, and they had been indulging in one another two to three times a night. Over the past week, Blitz noticed his rough, almost callous nature in bed, was relaxed once they started having sex on a regular basis. Dusk said it was because he had a regular outlet, but Blitz was just happy he was back to normal—or at least close to normal.

There were still the off comments Dusk made—mostly about Blitz being his mare—that he was still trying to get used to. The notion of being another stallion’s mare still felt strange to him. He could accept being gay—at least as long as no one knew—but another stallion claiming him like that just felt weird for Blitz. This whole submissive and dominant dynamic Dusk was into was so foreign. When he had been with a mare in the past, he couldn’t even say who had been in control. Here, Dusk had the power, and he wouldn’t let Blitz forget it.

“Not that I don’t let him have it…” he thought to himself as he continued his walk through town. Each time they were intimate, Blitz fell right in line with Dusk’s dominate behavior. He spread his legs, and let Dusk take him, and he loved every minute of it. Deep down, he loved being called Dusk’s mare. It wasn’t right, and that’s why it felt so good, because it wasn’t normal. But each time he heard it, he still felt wrong, like he shouldn’t enjoy it. “Why can’t things just go back to being easy to understand? I hate it, but I don’t hate it—why can’t I just hate something without a “but” in there! I hate being confused…”

Blitz knew he was scowling, which made ponies look at him weird as he walked. He tried to ignore it as best he could, but thinking about Dusk still upset him. “Then there’s the whole clingy thing he does…” he muttered to himself. “That pony needs to make up his mind. Be dominate or be lovey-dovey…He needs to pick one...Hell, I need to pick one too—pissed or in love with the bastard!”

Blitz thought back to the past week, and how Dusk had been treating him. Each morning he woke up next to Dusk, the unicorn wanted to cuddle for almost an hour. He was constantly nuzzling Blitz, constantly hugging, constantly hanging on him—it was like Dusk had never heard of personal space.

Blitz sighed. He knew why Dusk did it. He was just showing affection, but Blitz wasn’t used to this much contact with another stallion. “Having him hanging all over me is…” Blitz couldn’t finish that thought. He couldn’t because he didn’t know how to finish it. Was he upset because Dusk’s behavior only reinforced that he was his mare? Or did he like it because it was genuine affection he felt? He honestly didn’t know how he felt because both were right. He let out another sigh.

Finally, Blitz stopped. When he looked up, he was in front of the Carousel Boutique, where Dusk had asked him to go on an errand while he worked on a research project for the prince. He sighed, vaguely remembering that Elusive had been the one to make that dress for Dusk. Just remembering that dress sent a shiver up Blitz’s spine, and not in a pleasant way.

“Why can’t he pick up his own crap…” he thought to himself as he approached the door. When he knocked, he saw the handle light up with a blue aura. After the door opened, he saw Elusive standing there with his glasses on. The unicorn looked at him with pleasant surprise.

“Rainbow Blitz, good to see you!” Elusive said, motioning for the pegasus to come in. “It’s not every day you stop by my boutique,” he added after Blitz came in. He stared at the pegasus for a moment as though something were amiss. “Did you get a manecut?”

“No, I just didn’t put any gel in today.” Blitz said, casually avoiding the explanation as to why he stopped putting product in his mane. “So, what’s up, Elusive?” he asked, taking a few more steps into the tailor’s shop.

“Oh, nothing terribly important. I’m working on a new design, but it’s still in the early stages.” The designer casually walked across the room, levitating some fabric over to his sewing machine. “So, what can I help you with? Need something made perhaps?”

“No, just here to pick something up for Dusk. He was kind of busy, and asked me to come get whatever he ordered.” Blitz sat down, taking a look around the shop. Cloth was strewn everywhere, making the room look like utter chaos.

“Oh! So, you’re here for Dusk’s order?” He placed his hoof to his chin, clearly contemplating.

“Yeah,” Blitz replied with a bored look.

“I believe that should be…” Elusive glanced around his work space. The unicorn’s eyes shot from pile to pile of fabrics before finally focusing on a table. “Right, over here.” A wrapped box levitated over to Blitz.

Elusive set the box down next to the pegasus’s side, giving a small, almost tired smile. “Sorry about the mess, I’m a little preoccupied. Things can get hectic around here when I’m creating.” Elusive let out a small chuckle. “So, how was it?” he asked abruptly.

“How was what?” Blitz asked, still with the same bored look.

“The dress of course. Did it fit properly?”

Blitz felt his heart stop in his chest, and his eyes nearly popped out of his skull. “H-How did you know about that! Dusk told me he didn’t tell you who he wanted it for!” Blitz sat up, immediately taking an offensive position. “I-If he told you…” Blitz grit his teeth just imagining Dusk lying to him. For a second his eyes flashed red with rage. “I’m going to kick his ass!” he said with a clenched jaw.

“C-Calm down, he didn’t tell me,” Elusive explained.

“How the hell did you know then?” he demanded. Blitz took a few steps towards Elusive.

The unicorn held up his hooves defensively. “Please, I’m your tailor, Blitz. I know your measurements.” Blitz stopped coming at him. “Besides, when Dusk told me he needed a dress made for a pegasus, whose coat was a light blue, and with the measurements he provided for me—which were clearly for a stallion—it was rather easy to figure out. Then there was the fact that I also noticed somepony had rummaged through my records. They were put back alphabetized, when I organize based on customer frequency.”

“S-So you knew the whole time?” Blitz fell back down so he was sitting. It was like all the strength had been drained from his back half.

“Of course, I designed it with you in mind. I was just wondering if you liked it. It was my first time fulfilling such an odd request.”

“I-I...You can’t tell anypony about this, okay!” Blitz placed a firm hoof on Elusive’s shoulder. His eyes beamed with pure intensity, telling the tailor there was no room for negotiation.

The unicorn tilted his head to the side, seeming a little confused. “I may enjoy a good piece of gossip, Blitz, but I would never spread such a thing about a friend of mine. Such a rumor could ruin a pony’s reputation. Besides, what you do in the privacy of your bedroom with Dusk is not much of my concern.”

“Y-You know we’re dating too?” Blitz was almost yelling at this point.

“That kind of request isn’t what one would do for “just a friend”, if you know what I mean. I had assumed you two were a couple.” The unicorn sat down.

“We weren’t dating when he had it made…” Blitz muttered. “Stupid Dusk…” he added, just barely audible.

“Oh…I’m sorry. I suppose the age old adage holds true…”

Blitz was silent for a moment, his eyes bouncing from the side to Elusive more than a few times as he mentally debated. “W-We are now, but…” he finally said. The pegasus looked down at the floor, shaking his head slightly. “L-Look, Elusive, you can’t tell anypony about me and Dusk, alright?” he pleaded.

Elusive looked at the pegasus as he moped. Slowly a gentle smile worked its way onto his face. “I won’t breathe a word.”

Blitz slowly closed his eyes after hearing his friend’s comforting words. He let out a sigh of relief, giving his heart a moment to catch up after the sudden shock dropped on him. “I-I don’t want anypony know about me and Dusk…especially if they knew what he can be like…”

“I shouldn’t pry, as it’s not what a gentlecolt would do, but I’m guessing you two have been…intimate?” he asked, tentatively.

“W-What?” Blitz’s immediately looked up at Elusive, shock returning to his face. His cheeks flushed red in an instant.

Elusive could see Blitz freeze. “You don’t seem too comfortable discussing this, but I may be able to ease your mind a bit if you allow me,” he explained. Hearing that, Blitz relaxed a bit. The red in his cheeks dimmed as well. “I’m guessing you’ve met with Dusk’s…how to say this delicately…domineering side?”

“H-How did you…”

“Dusk and I have had an encounter in the past. Nothing serious mind you, but none the less, we have been acquainted in such a way. He was at my house for a light dinner, and we had a bit of wine. I can’t say who came onto who first, but we ended up in my bedroom.”

“You’re a...coltcuddler too?”

“Not exclusively,” Elusive laughed slightly. “I prefer mares, but I’ll indulge on occasion, as long as we both enjoy ourselves. Unfortunately, Dusk wasn’t so into the turnaround play. After I let him rut me, which he was rather rough with, he demanded that he was on top still. I may have had my go with him, but the whole time he made sure I understood he was in control.”

Elusive paused for a moment, staring at the ground listlessly as he contemplated. “Perhaps it’s just his control-freak nature coming out. He was still attentive and caring, though maybe a little demeaning when it came to sex…” Elusive laughed dismissively. “I’m not much into the whole top and bottom dynamic, but Dusk made sure it was enjoyable. As long as you let him have his little power trip, he’s rather sweet.”

Elusive stared at the ground for a moment more. “He was a little clingy the next morning too. He really wanted to cuddle, the little darling.” After another small pause, he shook his head slightly. “Either way, you do seem to be having some mixed feelings. I’m not sure if they were bedroom troubles or not, but I hope it helps knowing others have dealt with him.”

Blitz stared at the tailor in disbelief. “I…I don’t know how to react.” He pressed his hoof to his head. “You slept with my coltfriend, dude…I’m not sure I needed to know that. But ignoring that for a bit…you’re also saying if I just let Dusk have his way, things will be fine? Well, no shit! But, what if I want to be the dominate one?”

“Do you?”

“I-I...I don’t know…What if I don’t even want that kind of sex? Like—I just want normal…gay…sex…” His face turned bright red once more.

Elusive laughed again. “Normal left the station the moment you decided to date a unicorn, Blitz.” He placed a comforting hoof on the pegasus’s shoulder.

“Great…” he muttered pessimistically.

Elusive sighed. “I can see you’re confused, Blitz.”

“Confused doesn’t even begin to cover it…I…” Blitz let out a sigh. “Look, Elusive, I just kind of accepted being gay—like—a week ago…I’m not used to this whole thing yet, and it doesn’t help that I have Dusk calling me his mare while he and I are…” The young pegasus’s face turned bright red.

“Hm, I see…” the unicorn muttered as he placed his hoof to his chin.

“I-I’ve liked him for a long time…and now that we’re together, it’s great, but…”

“You still feel like you need to be the stallion, and be in control, correct?”

“Yeah…kinda…” Blitz muttered.

“Well, you’re going to need to talk about this with Dusk. I know it may be hard, Blitz, but being a bottom isn’t a shameful thing. Plenty of straight stallions enjoy being bottom for their mares, so don’t get too wrapped up in what you’re supposed to be, and be what you want to be.” Elusive stood up.

“Dusk keeps saying that too…” he muttered.

“He may have a point, that’s why,” Elusive gave a smile. “Anyway, I need to get back to work. It was good talking to you, and I do hope I was of some help. Also, don’t think much about what happened between Dusk and I. It happened when he first moved to Ponyville, and was a fling at best.” Elusive let out a small laugh.

“I still don’t know what to do…”

“Well, that’s for you to decide, Blitz. Focus on what feels right, not what you think is right, and go from there. Remember that relationships are give and take, so whichever you decide, I’m sure Dusk will accept it. I couldn’t imagine him not.”

Blitz sighed again. “Yeah…”

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Blitz opened the door to the library with a small sigh after his trip. Being back in the library was like a breath of fresh air. Outside, he felt like he was judged—even though no one knew about him, he still felt like everyone was watching him. “I’m back,” he said after he set down the package from Elusive. He glanced around to see Dusk wasn’t reading where he left him, and Barb was nowhere to be seen. “Dusk?” he called out into the house.

“Here,” he heard from the top of the stairs. Blitz looked over to see Dusk carefully walking down, still reading a book that was levitating in front of his face. As he hit the bottom step, he closed the old tome and set it on a table. “Welcome back.”

“I got your order from Elusive.” Blitz nudged the box closer to Dusk with his hoof. “Where’s Barb?”

The unicorn shook his head. “She left for a bit. Also, it’s not my order—well, I ordered it, but it’s not for me.” He used his magic to pull the string binding the box. “It’s for you, actually.”

“Dusk, if you got me another dress, I swear to Solaris…” he replied, angrily.

“It’s not a dress.” The top of the box popped off, revealing some fabric lying in the bottom. The box levitated into the air, and the purple aura tilted the container on its the side. Out from the package, Dusk pulled loose four long cloth tubes.

Blitz raised an eyebrow as he looked over the new article of clothing presented to him. Four tubes of fabric, dark blue with light blue horizontal stripes—the light blue being a perfect match for his coat color. Two of the articles had a curve for hind legs, while the others were straight. Immediately Blitz wanted to let out a groan just seeing them. “Socks?” he asked skeptically.

“Yes,” Dusk said with a nod. Blitz glanced over to see a big smile on his face which only made him want to groan more. Dusk was already in his own little world it seemed, thinking up ways to demean Blitz with these socks.

“Mares wear socks, Dusk. I thought we talked about this. I’m not wearing them just so you can rut me and make me feel like a mare again…”

“I didn’t get them for sexual application. I know it may be a bit of a surprise to you, but I do have other agendas than getting you into bed. These actually serve a purpose. I remember you complaining about the cold weather last year, so I bought them for you.” He walked over to Blitz, holding the material up to his coat to gauge appearance.

“They’re still for mares.” Blitz gripped, swatting down the material from the air.

“I wear socks…” Dusk replied with a bit of a scowl.

Blitz let out a single hard laugh. “You? You wear something so girly?” Blitz asked sarcastically. For as dominate as Dusk liked to be in the bedroom, and as much as he liked to call Blitz his mare, he was going to honestly say he wore something so much associated with femininity? Blitz fought the urge to start cracking up then and there.

“Yes, I do. I wear them around the house when it gets cold so I don’t need to burn as much wood in the fireplace. They’re not inherently feminine, Rainbow. Mares wear them because they keep you warm, though I suppose stallions may have shunned them to prove masculinity when it came to withstanding cold in years past. Either way, they keep you warm, and with the seasons about to change, I thought it might be a nice gift.”

“Dusk…” Blitz sighed.

“If you don’t want them, I suppose I could return them to Elusive…” Dusk replied. His grin from earlier was gone, replaced by a poorly concealed sorrow.

Seeing Dusk so hurt, he remembered what Elusive told him earlier. “Relationships are give and take, huh…Dusk bought these because he wanted to do something nice, and here I am acting like a jerk over it…”

“Fine…I’ll try them on…” he muttered as he rolled his eyes.

“You will?” Dusk’s face lit up.

Blitz nodded unenthusiastically. “I swear though, if you bought these just to have sex, I am going to punch you in the face…”

“I already told you I didn’t.” Dusk levitated the fabric up, opening it for Blitz to slide his leg into.

“You’re helping me put them on too?” Blitz groaned.

“They can be difficult to put on without magic,” Dusk explained.

Blitz looked at them again, realizing he was right. Without magic, getting these on, and pulling them up would be a huge pain—even more so for the hind legs. He sighed, and stepped into the opening. The soft fabric slid up his foreleg making him cringe as it moved against the grain of his fur. As it finally stopped a little above his knee, he felt Dusk’s magic slide inside, and smooth out his fur all the way down the sock’s length.

“How is it?”

Blitz looked at the sock on his foreleg with uncertainty. “It feels weird,” he replied.

“They take a bit of getting used to. Next leg, please.” Dusk said, pulling Blitz’s attention to another sock, already opened up for him to slide his leg inside. He sighed, taking a short step into it like he had the last one.

“They look good at least. They match your coat beautifully.” Dusk tilted his head as he inspected the other stallion.

“You’re using girl words again…” Blits muttered.

“Beautiful is gender neutral,” Dusk replied.

“Whatever…” Blitz said, stepping into the final sock. After he felt Dusk’s magic straighten out his fur again, he took a few steps forward. “I guess they’re okay.” He looked back at his hind legs, watching how the fabric conformed to him as he walked. The soft fabric did feel nice against his fur, and he could tell they would keep his legs warm. As much as he hated to admit it, they were a nice present.

“Should I go get mine on? We can have a sock party,” Dusk teased.

Blitz sighed. “You’re such a dork...” He muttered, walking up to Dusk. “Thanks,” he said placing a kiss on the librarian’s cheek.

“You’re welcome.” Dusk nuzzled Blitz’s neck.

“So, speaking of Elusive, since he made these and all. He knows about you and me.” Blitz said in passing.

“He does?” Dusk asked with surprise as he pulled his muzzle back from Blitz’s neck.

“Yeah. You snuck into his records to get my measurements, and then had him make a dress, did you really think he wouldn’t know?”

“W-When you put it like that…” Dusk scratch his cheek nervously. “I thought if I put everything back nice and orderly it would be fine, but his records made no sense…I-I had to fix them for him.”

“You still broke into our friend’s house for some records, Dusk…”

“When you say it like that, it sounds terrible. “Broke into” is such a strong phrase...I would say...investigated?” Dusk laughed nervously. “H-He’s not mad it he?”

“Not that I could tell. He didn’t mention it to you when you ordered these socks, so I doubt he’s upset.”

“Maybe he looked at it as a surprise for my special somepony,” Dusk said with a small smile as he tried to lean in for a kiss from Blitz.

The pegasus dodged his coltfriend’s advances. “You’re hopeless, you know that? You get so focused on what’s going on up here—” Blitz tapped his hoof to Dusk’s forehead, “—that you forget about everything going on around you.” Blitz had a serious look on his face, and he wasn’t going to let Dusk sweet talk his way out of this.

“W-Well…” he started to protest, but when he saw the look on Blitz’s face, he gave in. “I’ll apologize later, alright?”

“Good.” Blitz nodded. He turned his back on Dusk. He casually strolled over to a rug laying in the middle of the room. Once there, he plopped down, and closed his eyes for a short nap. Just as he was getting comfortable though, he felt something heavy and warm sit down next to him. Blitz immediately groaned. “Dusk, can I just take a nap without you being all over me?” he said without opening his eyes.

“I just wanted to lie down next to you. I’m not bothering you just being here, am I?” The unicorn made sure his tone was gentle, soft even, as if he was trying not to disturb a sleeping baby.

Blitz sighed, just choosing to ignore Dusk. He scootched away so the unicorn wasn’t touching him anymore. The slight chill of not having his coltfriend did bother him slightly, but he pushed it out of his mind.

“What’s the matter, Rainbow?” the unicorn asked, scooting closer to Blitz.

Blitz could tell already that Dusk wouldn’t just let it be, but he tried none the less. “Nothing…” he muttered callously.

“It’s not nothing, tell me.” Dusk pressed his body against Blitz’s.

He could hear the concern in his coltfriend’s voice, which Blitz couldn’t ignore. He sighed again, but this time much louder. “Look, Dusk.” He opened his eyes, and sat up. “You’re smothering me, alright? I’m not used to another stallion hanging all over me all the time,” he explained.

“We’re dating, right? This is pretty normal…” Dusk’s face scrunched as he tried to make sense of what the pegasus was saying.

“You’re still another stallion. I mean…I’m still kind of getting used to being gay and open around you, but after bottling this up for so long, it’s not just going to change at the drop of a hat. I feel like you’re just…”

“Just what?”

“You’re just hanging on me to make me think that I am your mare…It’s fine when we’re having sex and stuff, I’m in the mood for it then, but…all the time is just too much.”

Dusk frowned at what Blitz said. “Rainbow…I guess I feel it’s natural to want to express your affection for those you’re romantically involved with…I’m not doing so to reinforce that you’re my submissive, but to show you that I care.”

“I get that, but…” Blitz let out yet another sigh, though this one wasn’t of annoyance, but desperation. “All my life, I’ve been a star athlete—the coolest colt around. You kind of know already that my dad was pretty pissed when he saw me do anything he thought might be gay. And all the hazing in flight school against colts who were gay made me think this type of stuff was wrong…”

“I’m telling you it’s okay though,” Dusk placed a hoof around Blitz. He tried to be comforting, but to Blitz, it felt like he missed the point entirely.

“I know you are…” He rolled his eyes. Blitz sat silent. He knew what Dusk was saying, but it didn’t make sense to him. How can it be okay, if it feels wrong? Well, it doesn’t feel wrong, but it does feel wrong. Blitz didn’t know how it felt. He stared at the floor for a moment before taking a deep breath. “Dusk, you confuse me…” he said finally.

“What?”

“I like it…I like what you do…I like being close to you, and when you nuzzle me, and when we cuddle in the morning…I-I like when you call me beautiful…I like all of it, but…I’m not used to all this touchy-feely stuff…I still hear my dad yelling at me, I still feel everypony’s eyes on me, I still feel like I have to be a stallion, and not…”

“And not my mare?”

“Exactly…”

Dusk stared at him for a while. He watched Blitz as he looked past the floor, and fell into deep contemplation. Dusk watched the look of solemn sadness in his eyes as he mentally debated what he should feel. Should Blitz cast off who he had been for what he wants? Or should he stay true to who he felt he was, and ignore everything Dusk had shown him? He couldn’t decide. Each decision felt like he would let an important part of himself die.

Suddenly, Dusk pulled him down to the floor, so both of them were on their sides. Blitz’s back was pressed against Dusk’s chest as he cradled the saddened pegasus. The unicorn draped his foreleg over Blitz, just like how he woke up the mornings after they had slept together. Blitz could feel Dusk’s warm body pressed against him as he held him close. “W-What’re you doing?” Blitz asked.

“Rainbow, you’re beautiful…” Dusk said, gently stroking his coltfriend’s chest.

“Don’t say that…” Blitz muttered. Immediately there was an assault of memories stabbing at him. He could hear the names colts at school called weaker ponies, he could hear his dad’s poisonous words. His eyes pinched closed as he tried to push it all out of his mind.

“The most beautiful pony in the world.” Dusk continued to stroke Blitz’s fur, lovingly.

“I said don’t say that…” he reaffirmed louder. Dusk’s words echoed in his mind. His heart fluttered at the praise, but he told himself it wasn’t right. He’s a stallion, he shouldn’t be called beautiful. “You’re a colt, Blitz!” His eyes shot opened.

“My beautiful Rainbow…” Dusk muttered.

“Colts don’t like colts! Or are you, a coltcuddler?” Blitz’s dad’s voice popped into his mind again in a mental flash. “Stop…” he muttered feeling tears well up in his eyes.

Dusk’s hoof stopped stroking Blitz. Instead, it wrapped itself around him in a hug. “I won’t, because it’s true.” Dusk nuzzled into Blitz’s neck. Everything went silent as Dusk held him tightly, and reassuringly. “Let me ask you something…” the unicorn asked finally.

“W-What?” Blitz was barely holding back from crying.

“Do you want me to call you Rainbow? Or do you want me to call you Blitz?” Dusk continued nuzzling into Blitz’s neck. The soft rhythmic caress of Dusk’s breath against his fur felt like heaven. The warmth on his back, the loving, gentle embrace around him, Blitz wanted nothing more than to let it last forever.

Blitz stared at the blurry library in front of him. He swallowed hard. The weight of Dusk’s question was far greater than it seemed, and Blitz knew that. He sniffled as he felt the tear forming slide down his cheek. Voices of those close to him came to mind. Applejack’s comment over two weeks ago that led him to Dusk’s house that night, Dusk’s gentle remark only last week after he first admitted his homosexuallity, His dad’s harsh words, Elusive’s advice, but it was all just a stream of words. He still didn’t know what to do.

Slowly, he opened his mouth, fighting to answer. But nothing would come. Who would he be? Blitz closed his eyes once more, feeling his soggy eyelids press together. He was alone with Dusk, his coltfriend’s warmth pressed against him, holding him, nuzzling him—accepting him. Everything Dusk did to him felt good—felt right. All the dominating, all demeaning things, and even treating him like a mare, it all felt good. Dusk made him feel good. Dusk made him feel right.

He swallowed hard once more, and opened his mouth again. Elusive and Dusk were correct, he needed to do what felt right, not what everyone else wanted him to do. “R-Rainbow…” he muttered softly.

“Do you want to be my mare, Rainbow?” Dusk asked, placing a lone kiss on his neck.

“Yeah…” he replied quietly, wiping the tears from his eyes.

“Then there is your answer. You haven’t changed, only grown. Deep down you’re fine with everything that you are, you just need to accept it up here.” Dusk slid his hoof up further, and started stroking Blitz’s mane. “I don’t want you trying to be what you aren’t, and that’s what you were doing before you and I were together.”

“But I…” he started to protest, but he stopped himself. “You’re right…If it’s what feels right, it’s right...right?” He sighed heavily. He was finally starting to accept what Dusk had been telling him over the past week.

Dusk moaned a soft sign of approval. Dusk slid his hoof down Blitz’s body, rubbing him a little lower than his belly. “I’m happy you’ve made the choice now. I want to give you a reward for being honest with yourself.”

Dusk’s hoof slowly, and meticulously rubbed around his sheath. Blitz could feel his member stiffening in response to Dusk’s soft caress. “D-Don’t. Dusk, what if Barb comes back…”

“Don’t worry about it, she’s out playing with Apple Buck and his friends.” Dusk nibbled at Blitz’s ears, making him whimper softly. “She’ll be gone for a few more hours.”

“I-I’m really not in the mood though…”

“That’s a lie, you’re getting hard.” Dusk continued to rub Blitz, making him fidget under his touch. The pegasus pushed back into him, trying to get closer to him.

“T-That’s because…”

“Because I’m touching you? You’re cute when you’re stubborn. Just let me handle everything, Rainbow.” Dusk slid his hoof up Blitz’s stiff length. The unicorn fondled the tip of his hard dick making the pegasus moan slightly. “Look at your cute little pink dick standing at attention, Rainbow. It’s just begging for me to play with it.”

“Why do you have to tease so much…”

“Because you make it so much fun to tease you.”

Just looking at his own dick filled him with shame. “It’s not as big as yours…” Blitz muttered. His face went red as he averted his eyes.

“Well, no, but you’re average size. I’m above average, so you shouldn’t compare our lengths. I’ll let you in on a little secret, yours is natural whereas mine is from magical enhancement. All unicorn colts do it during puberty. We’re biologically less endowed than other races, so we cheat a bit to make up for it.”

“Why is everything magic with you?” Blitz groaned in slight annoyance.

“Who knows,” Dusk replied playfully as he slid up from behind Blitz. He lowered himself down to the pegasus’s dick, carefully guiding Blitz onto his back, leaving him with proper access to his goal. With a devilish smile, he placed his muzzle down at the base of the pegasus’s hard cock, smelling his scent. “My beautiful little Rainbow,” Dusk mused as he rubbed his cheek against his coltfriend’s shaft.

“A-Are you…” Biltz swallowed hard in anticipation.

“I’m giving you a reward.” Dusk then ran his tongue along Blitz’s length, making his mare shiver from the slow, purposeful pace.

“You never gave me a blowjob before…” Blitz bit his lower lip.

“Did you think I hated sucking dick? It doesn’t bother me. Actually, it can be rather fun as long as I get to see the look on your face when you cum.” Dusk’s tongue circled Blitz’s head, glossing over his urethra as a small drop of pre formed.

He moaned softly as Dusk slid his slick tongue down his length again, glossing his shaft with a coating of saliva. “D-Dusk…”

“Do you want it?”

“Yeah…” he whined weakly.

“Then beg.” Blitz looked down his barrel to see that dominant look in his lover’s eyes again. He remembered what Elusive said, that Dusk would only allow turnaround play as long as he was still on control. This was Dusk’s way of letting him know that he was still in control.

Blitz didn’t even have to think about his answer, it just came on its own. “P-Please, Dusk, can you suck my dick?” he asked in a soft, meek tone that Dusk had been the only other pony to ever hear.

“Good girl,” the unicorn praised with a pleased smile. He placed his lips around Blitz’s head, and slid the meager girth into his mouth.

Immediately Blitz felt his dick enveloped in a slimy warmth. That blissful sensation slid further and further down his shaft. He let out a low, quivering moan as Dusk took more and more of his dick. The slick feeling of the unicorn’s tongue gently caressing his length was heaven. His head fell back onto the ground, and his legs went limp. Blitz just let Dusk have him.

“Dusk…” he murmured softly. The unicorn’s tongue popped out of his mouth and licked just beyond Blitz’s medial ring. He couldn’t stop his body from shivering from the delightful feeling. Then Dusk drew back, sucking ever so slightly. Blitz let out a low groan as his lover’s tongue circled his head again, lapping up his pre.

“You’re way better than anypony I’ve had before…” Blitz said in complete amazement. He barely able to pull his head from the floor. Dusk expertly rolled his tongue over Blitz’s dick. It was as if he had done this hundreds of times before—but he hadn’t. This was his first time sucking Blitz’s dick. How did Dusk know how to make him feel so good? Blitz’s eyes fell closed as he basked in the blissful feelings flowing through his body.

“Do you like that?” Dusk asked, giving another long lick up his coltfriend’s shaft.

“Yeah…you’re really good at this…way better than a mare…” Blitz muttered. He felt the warm confines of Dusk’s mouth vanish from his shaft entirely, leaving a chilling cold biting at his sensitive flesh. His head shot up to see Dusk with a bored look, staring at his dick.

“You compared me to a mare…I get the impression you feel like I’m your mare, Rainbow. If that’s the case, I’m done.” Dusk looked away, turning his nose up at Blitz.

Blitz’s eyes went wide. Dusk was teasing him—he had to be. His hips wiggled, begging to let his dick be wrapped in that wonderful warmth once more. “I-I didn’t mean it…I-I was just giving you a compliment…” He bit his lip out of sheer frustration.

“Dusk looked at his hoof, uninterestedly. “I suppose I should at least allow you to finish,” he added as his horn sparked up.

Suddenly, Blitz’s member was enveloped in a purple cloud. The tingling, lukewarm sensation barely stroked him, giving him just enough stimulation to be even more frustrated. Blitz whimpered as his hips instinctively bucked into the shapeless mass of magic, hoping for a stronger sensation to grace his wanting prick. Alas, there was no such pleasure to be found. Blitz slammed his head back into the floor below him, groaning in irritation. “Please, Dusk!”

Dusk glanced back, a small smirk coming across his face as he watched Blitz fidget. “You’re begging for it, but I feel like you would beg anypony at this point; it really doesn’t matter who gets you off, does it, Rainbow.”

“N-No! I-It has to be you, Dusk!” he cried out. The slightest look of satisfaction broke through the unicorn’s uninterested façade.

“It has to be me?” he asked coyly. “Why is that?”

“B-Because…” Blitz muttered, his cheeks flushed with embarrassment.

“Because? You’re going to have to say it for me.” Dusk glanced back down as his hoof as his magic continued to tease Blitz.

“B-Because…you’re...you’re my stallion…” he said softly, his face going bright red. Blitz wasn’t left wanting. No sooner had he finished saying that, he met with the blissful sensation of Dusk’s mouth around his dick once more. The pegasus let out a sharp moan from Dusk diving back onto his meager cock, sliding all the way to the base. He could feel himself contained entirely inside the other stallion’s mouth, just barely poking the back of Dusk’s throat. He let out a small whimper, realizing that when he sucked Dusk’s dick, Dusk was pushing at his throat only halfway down his giant cock. That thought sent a surge through his lower body, almost pushing him over the edge.

He didn’t have much time to bask in his own shame. Dusk quickly pulled him back to reality by sucking his dick expertly as he slid back. Then, just as his head was about to pop free of the unicorn’s lips, he thrust his head back down onto Blitz’s shaft, taking the entire length easily. Blitz pressed his head into the carpet below, fighting the urge to buck his hips into Dusk’s mouth

Blitz moaned each time his meager length slid into Dusk’s practiced mouth. His entire body felt like it was numb. Lying there, he could only pant and moan. Any movements might be interpreted as taking control from Dusk, and with his building orgasm, he didn’t want his lover to stop.

Each time Dusk dove Blitz’s length into his mouth, he felt like he would explode then and there. The way his stallion lovingly licked his sensitive flesh drove him insane. He was melting inside Dusk’s mouth. Blitz let out a low groan, allowing himself to become absorbed in the bliss. His hips instinctively bucked forward into Dusk’s mouth, making the unicorn pause. Immediately Blitz’s eyes shot opened. “S-Sorry, I-I didn’t mean it!” he apologized, to which Dusk nodded.

He continued working Blitz’s shaft, making the pegasus fall limp on the floor. “So good…” he mused. His eyes drifted closed, letting the pleasure consume his conscious mind. Images of Dusk lovingly sucking his dick filled his thoughts, picturing exactly what the unicorn was doing. As Blitz slipped further and further into fantasy, he felt something intrude into his ass.

He let out a soft, feminine moan from Dusk’s magic slithering inside him. The snakelike magical manifestation pulsed with a tingle as it worked its way inside him. His entire body tensed when Dusk’s magic enveloped his prostate, massaging it with a numbing warmth. The extra little stimulation pushed him over the edge in an instant. Blitz’s jaw fell slack as he cried out. “I-I’m cumming!”

Dusk didn’t stop. The unicorn continued sucking until Blitz finally shot his first spurt of cum right into his mouth. When the first drop of cum hit his tongue, Dusk paused. Blitz could feel his tongue swirling around his flared head as he patiently waited for him to finish. When he finally fell limp on the floor, Dusk sucked a bit more, coaxing the rest of his seed from his shaft.

With a small, pleased smile, Dusk crawled up Blitz’s body. “That was—” he was cut off by Dusk pressing his lips to his own. Immediately he was met with a thick, salty tasting slime pushed into his mouth that made him cringe. Dusk swirled Blitz’s seed between their tongues, mixing in their saliva and forcing him to savor his own flavor. Dusk kept sucking all the of the cum from Blitz’s mouth, only to push it back in. Finally, he broke their kiss, taking only a small portion of Blitz’s seed with him.

Dusk sat up, looming over Blitz. He swallowed, giving his mare a little smile as he did. “A little thin, but not bad,” he said, wiping a small bit of drool from his lips.

Blitz swallowed a second later. “T-That was gross…” he muttered, sticking his tongue out in disgust.

“You don’t have a problem swallowing mine,” Dusk teased.

“Y-Yeah, but…that was mine…” he muttered with a small scowl.

Blitz noticed Dusk’s eyes trailing down his body. His own eyes were doing the same to the unicorn’s. He blushed slightly when he noticed his coltfriend’s dick beginning to poke from his sheath. Without so much as a word, Blitz rolled over, and climbed onto all fours. He lowered himself for his stallion, presenting himself for Dusk.

Dusk licked his lips as he walked behind Blitz. “You look so beautiful,” Dusk whispered in his mare’s ear as he placed his hoof gently on the pegasus’s cutie mark. “Everything about you is just so cute, Rainbow. Your messy mane, how meek you look for me, I love it all. Your new socks are cute too.”

“You just want me to look more like a mare…” he replied quietly.

“That’s not true. I want you to look cute. Looking like a mare doesn’t make you cute,” he said as his hoof gently circled around the cloud in Blitz’s cutie mark. the soft caress on his fur made Blitz shiver. “My cute little Rainbow…” Dusk mused.

“Do I…do I really look cute?” He was almost scared to ask.

“Of course,” Dusk replied. There was a loud poof, and a flash of light. Blitz was left there for a moment, his legs spread, vulnerable, and waiting for his coltfriend. After a second, there was another flash and poof. He felt Dusk place both hooves on his haunch this time. He bit his lip in anticipation, desperately waiting for what was about to come.

He didn’t have to wait long, he felt Dusk’s slick head press against his tight entrance. “Sorry, had to get some lube,” he heard from the stallion on top of him. He only moaned out his response, pushing back into Dusk eagerly. “Somepony’s impatient,“ the unicorn teased.

“Please…I want it, Dusk…”

“You want me to rut you?”

“Yes!” Blitz whined.

“That’s what I like to hear,” Dusk pressed forward, sinking into Blitz’s accepting orifice with ease.

Blitz groaned from being spread open by Dusk. There was little pause, or care like there had been in the past—he was used to this now. He didn’t need, or even want Dusk to go easy. He wanted his stallion’s thick cock inside him, filling him like he had become accustom to. Blitz’s forelegs collapsed down, leaving his ass stuck up in the air. As Dusk entered him, he felt the unicorn’s weight press down on him, forcing him further into the hard floor.

Dusk finally hilted. He felt an immense pressure on his colon, a pressure he loved. He was full, and being held down. Dusk was resting on him, claiming him as his own. He could hear his stallion above him, panting with lust. There was no denying he was Dusk’s mare now, and he loved every moment of it.

“Rainbow, you’ve gotten so good at this,” Dusk said, pausing to feel his lover’s tight passage constrict around him.

“It’s because we do it so much…” he replied, panting as he did so.

Dusk let out a low, pleased moan. “But you love that we do this so much.”

“You do too…”

“Of course I do. I love being intimate with you, Rainbow.” With that, Dusk pulled out slowly, letting Blitz savor the relief on his colon, and the bliss of his member sliding out of his ass. Just as his dick was about to pop free of Blitz’s confines, he thrust inside, filling the pegasus again. Blitz let out an almost pained moan at being filled so quickly. “I love seeing this side of you,” Dusk whispered into his ear.

He moaned weakly in agreement. Over the course of this week, he had come to love showing this side to Dusk. Blitz loved that he could indulge his desires, and be so intimate with the one he cared so much for. He didn’t have to hide anything here. If he was caught looking at Dusk sexually, Dusk would smile playfully, or return his affection, rather than insult him, or be offended. He could be himself with Dusk.

Dusk slammed into Blitz hard making him yelp slightly. “So good…you’re so good, Rainbow.” he mused as he continued to fuck Blitz.

Each stroke of Dusk’s dick made his body tingle with excitement. He loved the feeling of his lover’s medial ring plunging in and out of his ass repeatedly, he loved the pressure on his prostate, he loved feeling Dusk’s weight on top of him. Blitz’s tongue lolled out of his mouth lazily. His eyes glazed over with lust, focusing entirely on the sensations surging through his body.

“Do you want me to use my magic to make you feel better?” Dusk asked, pulling Blitz back to reality. The pegasus could feel his coltfriend’s magic tingling around his still hard dick, stroking it much more effectively than before.

“No…” he replied softly.

“Really?” The magic flow around Blitz’s dick stopped.

“I don’t need it…” Blitz closed his eyes, a small, sensual smile appearing on his lips.

Dusk dropped down to Blitz’s ear once more. “So, you’re saying all you need is my dick to cum now?” he asked softly.

Blitz moaned out his answer, but he knew it wasn’t enough. He pushed himself back into Dusk as the unicorn slammed into him, forcing just a bit more of Dusk’s giant cock inside him. As soon as he felt his lover’s dick push all the way inside his ass, he let out a soft, strained whimper. In that moment, he felt so wonderfully full of his stallion, he never wanted it to end.

A small trickle of drool slipped from Blitz mouth as a delightfully dirty desire came to mine. “I-I…” he tried to say something, but the words were fleeting. He couldn’t say anything because as he tried to speak, Dusk’s hard and heavy movements strained his voice. His words devolved into a loud moan as he felt the unicorn’s heavy balls slaming against his ass from Dusk’s fast pace. “I-I…” he tried again, but his own moaning stopped him.

“What is it, Rainbow?” Dusk asked, slowing just enough so Blitz could catch his breath. His coltfriend’s sweat-moistened fur pressed against his back drenching him in the librarian’s scent. His dick twitched just feeling the warm, wetness, and smelling the thick scent. He couldn’t stop his body from quivering in delight.

“I-I…lied…” he muttered, his cheeks flushing a bright red. “I do want you to use your magic…use that spell you used that made you cum a bunch…”

A devilishly wicked smile came across Dusk’s face. “You want me to fill you up like I did our first night?” he asked, teasing his mare.

“Yeah…” Blitz said weakly. He panted, exhausted from supporting Dusk, and rocking with his lover’s movements, but he couldn’t bring himself to stop. He pushed back further into Dusk, letting out a long, drawn out moan from feeling his ass stretched wide. “Fill me up to the brim, Dusk!” he cried out.

“You dirty little filly,” he replied with a fake sternness. The room illuminated with a purple glow again as Dusk used his magic. The stallion let out a pained hiss, and Blitz could feel his lover’s balls almost pulse as they were infused with magic. “I hope you’re ready.”

Blitz could feel the dick in his ass pulse making him let out a content sigh. “Yeah…” Without any warning, Dusk nearly pulled all the way out of Blitz’s ass once more. This time, he paused for a brief moment, catching the pegasus off guard when he slammed back inside him. Blitz gasped, and his eyes shot open wide. “F-Fuck!” he cried out.

Dusk wrapped his forelegs around Blitz’s chest, pushing all of his weight onto the young pegasus. But between Dusk’s voracious fucking of Blitz’s ass, and the unicorn’s weight being pushed on him, he couldn’t take it anymore. Blitz’s legs gave out, and the two of them fell to the ground.

Blitz sprawled out onto the floor, Dusk lying on top of him, his dick still buried in the pegasus’s ass. Though they fell, they both quickly found their pace again, and Dusk continued to thrust inside of Blitz. Blitz’s head fell limp on the floor, too dazed by the onslaught against his ass to think. He was utterly addicted to this feeling now. Blitz couldn’t live without Dusk fucking him like this.

Each thrust ground against his prostate, sending a chill through him followed by a surge of pleasure. He was close—Blitz could feel himself getting close to the edge. The pulsing rod inside him told him his coltfriend was close too.

“It’s…so good…” he muttered.

“Yeah, you are good, Rainbow.” Blitz felt Dusk nuzzling against his neck. He could hear the unicorn breathing deep his scent. Dusk was holding him, nuzzling him, doing everything he could to show his affection.

“Dusk…” he said weakly, turning his neck back.

“What?” The stallion looked up, and was met with Blitz kissing him.

As they kissed, Dusk hilted inside the pegasus one more time. “I’m going to cum, Rainbow…” Dusk’s voice strained, and Blitz only let out a weak cry.

Dusk pushed off him, giving the pegasus room for what was to come. As soon as Dusk’s weight was off him, Blitz felt the first surge of boiling hot cum fill his ass. He moaned weakly feeling it not only fill his passage, but force him to expand. His stomach swelled from the sheer volume. The wonderful pressure, and sticky heat against his prostate pushed Blitz over the edge. Under him, he felt a puddle of his own sticky warmth spread out from his dick as his own cum shot uselessly onto the floor.

Dusk groaned as he just kept cumming. A seventh, and eighth spurt of virile unicorn seed shot inside him, pushing his stomach further and further out. Blitz couldn’t stop himself from whimpering as his stallion continued to fill him. “Almost…” Dusk gently stroked Blitz’s mane. “You’re doing so good,” he praised.

Blitz bit his lip, nodding softly. He counted a tenth surge of cum spread his ass wider as it moved through his lover’s dick. His eyes glazed over partially from the pain of being stretched so much, but also from the blissful pressure he felt pushing on him.

Dusk softly, lied down on top of Blitz, nibbling his ear.Both of them rolled over onto their sides, letting Blitz’s distended stomach have some much needed relief. He glanced down, seeing his cum-drenched fur, and his own dick receding back into his sheath. His stomach bulged out, making him look about four or possibly five months pregnant. He placed his hoof on his belly, pausing for a moment, realizing he still had on his socks. “I just got cum on my new socks…” he muttered sadly.

“They can be washed, don’t worry.” Dusk continued to nuzzle Blitz’s neck.

“Can’t you just poof the cum out of them, like you usually do?”

“I could, but no reason to. I only do that so we don’t leave stains in plain sight, or because we’re going to need to sleep on the sheets.” Dusk’s horn lit up, poofing away his coltfriend’s cum-stain on the carpet. “Also, so you don’t permanently stretch out your insides,” he added with a small snicker.

“Let’s…leave it in there for a bit longer…” Blitz’s face went bright red.

“Do you like having my seed inside you, Rainbow?” Dusk asked coyly.

“I-It’s…a little…exciting…you know?”

“It’s a turn on for me too.” Dusk slid his hoof over Blitz’s side, and gently stroked his mare’s full stomach. “Maybe we could go outside like this. Then everypony can see how beautiful you look. All covered in sweat, reeking of another stallion, and looking pregnant.”

“N-No way, are you joking!” Blitz let out a hard laugh.

“Come on, it’ll be fun.” Dusk smiled wickedly. His gentle hoof felt more like it was coaxing Blitz than reassuring him now. “I can conjure up something to plug you up so it all stays inside.”

Blitz knew he wouldn’t drop the point. He looked back, staring into his coltfriend’s eyes with a serious gaze. “I said no, Dusk,” he said plainly.

That look from Blitz sucked all of the teasing spirit out of Dusk. His eyes turned back to their gentle nature in an instant. “A-Alright, if you don’t want to, we won’t,” His hoof stopped coaxing, and went back to rubbing Blitz reassuringly.

“Good.” Blitz pushed back into Dusk, letting his stallion hold him. The two of their lay there as the sun drifted down in the sky. The soft orange glow filled the library, making the the room feel even more relaxing. The pegasus closed his eyes. Blitz could finally drift off to that nap he wanted earlier. He and Dusk, lying there in complete relaxation.

“Rainbow, we got a little distracted, and I did say I wouldn’t use these socks of yours in sexual roleplays, but…I just wanted to let you know I’m proud that you’ve come to terms with being a beta.”

Blitz’s eyes drifted open lazily. A look of slight annoyance sat on his face as he stared at the bookshelves around him. “Fine, I guess I’m not getting a nap today.”

“Sorry,” Dusk replied.

“Look, It’s still rough for me to just let go of everything I used to care about just because I’m a beta…”

“What? No, you don’t have to let anything go.” Dusk sat up.

“Well, you made it sound like I did when you told me what a beta is.”

“No, you can still be competitive and athletic. I was saying you don’t need to try to fit into societal definitions. Your competitions with Applejack for instance: you do those to get attention, rather than to show dominance, correct? It’s a little muddled here, because proving dominance does mean attention, so you feel like you want that sense of dominance, but you really want the attention. Does that make sense?”

“No…”

“Maybe it’s easier to just stick with the “do what makes you feel good” explanation rather than trying to explain it in theory. You don’t have to stop doing what you like, alright?”

Blitz rolled his eyes. “I didn’t plan on it, but you made it sound like you wanted me to.”

“No, I like watching you compete, and be athletic and such. They’re what make you so beautiful.” Dusk laid back down, and pulled Blitz in close. He rest his muzzle against his lover’s neck. “You just need to be you.”

“That…” Blitz sighed. “That makes this whole “being your mare” thing a hell of a lot easier, you know that?”

“Maybe I should have been a bit more clear…” Dusk nuzzled his mare’s neck.

“You think?” Blitz sighed again. “How did I fall in love with a jerk like you…” he muttered, letting Dusk wrap his forelegs around him, and pull him in.

“That’s the first time you said you loved me…” Dusk mused, cuddling his pegasus.

“I guess it is…” he muttered, slightly embarrassed.

Dusk laughed slightly. “Well, I don’t want you to be wanting, now do I?” he mused whimsically. Dusk placed a lone kiss on Blitz's neck before finally whispering softly to him, “I love you too, Rainbow.”

Author's Notes:

And that wraps that up. I hope you enjoyed this incredibly gay, incredibly fetish-y clop fic. It's been a blast to write, and probably the kinkiest sex I've written to date. Also this was the longest chapter I've written too.

Thanks for reading.