Applejack stepped into her room and closed the door. “Finally…” She yawned as she slipped out of her pants and shirt dropping them onto the floor.

She slipped into her bathroom and closed and locked the door. “Why… why didn’t he come for me?” She said to herself, “Am… I just not what he wants anymore?”

She slid her panties off to the floor and unclipped her bra. She stepped into the shower and slowly turned it one.

The warm water washed over her body causing her to shiver.

AJ slowly worked a lather over her body as she lightly played with her breasts she moaned, “Nnng… your hands… are so soft…” She said quietly.

“I haven’t touched you in awhile… I’m glad you remembered.” J said sliding the curtain open.

“J…” AJ said staring at him.

J stepped in, pressing her back against the wall and his body against hers. “Hey AJ.” He said.

“I… I missed you…” She said quietly.

“I know.” J said pressing his lips to hers.

“I… I thought you were gonna be with Scootaloo tonight…” She said.

“She’s not important. What is… Is this moment.” J said running his hand down her body and against her pussy.

She shivered at his touch, “Ah… I… I’m yours…” She said quietly.

“Of course you are. No one else would take you.” J said.

“W… what?” She asked meekly.

J responded by pushing two of his fingers into her cunt roughly.

“Nnng…” She grunted pressing her back against even more tightly against the wall.

“That’s a good girl. Now tell me how much you missed me.” J said.

“Ah… I… I missed you… so much J… I couldn’t… go a day… without thinkin about you…” She moaned.

“Well I guess that’s just like you isn’t it.” He said with a chuckle.

“Wh… what’s that… supposed to… mean?” She asked.

“Nothing at all. Just that it’s not surprising. You thinking about someone inside you. I bet you think about it a lot right?” He asked, moving his fingers around.

“Ah… n… no… I…” She stammered weakly.

“What? Talk slut. Tell me how much you love me.” J demanded forcing her head back to the wall as he stuck a third finger in her, his nails digging into her vaginal walls roughly with each push.

She shook a little, “N… no… I… I’m not… a… sl… slut…” She whimpered.

“You’re not? Really? Then you don’t like it when I do this?” He said pressing his thumb against her clit as he grabbed her breast.

She moaned quietly and her face slowly turned red. “I’m… n… not… a slut…” She whimpered again.

J turned her around and pressed her stomach against the wall, grabbing the brand mark on her ass, “I think this says otherwise. I own you… Got that slut? And you will do what I say, when I say it.” J said sternly as he slapped it hard.

She yelped and pressed her face against the wall, “Wh… why… are…” She stammered weakly.

“Sorry? Speak up I can’t hear you.” He said reaching around and putting two fingers in her mouth. “Don’t you like that? You taste good right? Don’t lie to me.” He said.

She suckled on his fingers her blush growing brighter. She nodded and moaned a little around his fingers as she licked them clean.

“That’s better…” J said as he pushed a thumb into her ass, “Now moan for me bitch.”

AJ shut her eyes tightly and moaned, “Y… yes…” She said, “Wh… whatever… you… say…”

“That’s very good! Now stay in your place. You’re a slut, and that's all you’re ever going to be. When you walk out in public, I know all you’ll be thinking of is the next time you’ll get to feel me inside you, am I right?” J asked.

She quietly whimpered but didn’t say anything back.

“Or when you’re at home alone… Or asleep. I know you’ll dream about me. That’s all you’re good for. You’re pathetic.” J said slapping her ass again.

She yelped and tears started forming alongside the water hitting her, “Tha… that’s… all… I’m… good for…” She said weakly.

J turned her around and forced her back against the wall again, kissing her as he put his two fingers back into her cunt.

Her eyes rolled back and more tears slid down her face, “M… more…” She begged quietly.

“You love being abused don’t you?” J said hitting her in the stomach.

She gasped weakly for air, “N… no…” She said trying to gain a little control.

“That’s not what I remember… Back when you were begging me to brand you. Or do you already forget?” J said slapping her across the face.

She whimpered and pressed further against the wall, she looked up at him scared about what he was going to do next.

J placed one hand at her throat and held her to the wall as he started fondling her breast, “You like this. I know it. Stop lying to me.” J said as he twisted her nipple violently.

She cried even more and struggled uselessly against his grip.

“Tell me how much you need me… How not even the most worthless pile of shit off the street wouldn’t take you in. Fucking swear to me.” J said slamming her head against the wall.

She shook her head weakly, “N… n…” She stammered. Her tears coming down hard now.

His grip on her throat tightened as he reached down and grabbed her index finger, bringing it up to her face as he dug her nail into her cheek, carving out the letter J into it.

“You belong to me.” J said dropping her to the bathtub floor and walking out.

She fell back and sobbed loudly.

The door finally gave way as J broke through, “AJ!” He shouted as he picked her up, “Oh god… what happened to you?” He slowly brought her to his chest.

“I’m… Yours…” AJ mumbled.

J slowly carried her out to the bed, “J… just stay there… I’ll go get a towel…” He said as he set her down.

She grabbed his hand and force a finger into her, “Fuck me... Please...” She begged weakly.

“N… no.” He said pulling his hand away. “You need something else…”

She took his other hand and placed it on her bleeding cheek, “You own me… Take me… Hurt me more…” She said.

He started to cry, “No! I wouldn’t ever hurt you! Branding you was one of the biggest mistakes I made! AJ I love you!” He said looking down at her, “You hurt yourself badly in there… why… why would you do that?”

“You’re right… You’re always right. I’m your slut… Your toy. Use me…” She said licking the blood off his hand.

J withdrew his hand and got on the bed beside her, “No you aren’t AJ…” He said looking into her eyes, “You’re not anyone’s slut… you’re not anyone’s toy. You’re Applejack… the only thing you are to me is one of the women that I love more than anything else…”

“Don’t you want me… Please… Please want me…” She begged crawling forward towards him, tears streaming down her face as she fell off the bed and onto her face, unable to stand.

J got off the bed and picked her up cradling her against his chest. “AJ… don’t do this to yourself… you aren’t like this… you shouldn’t be like this...” He said quietly as he held her tightly, tears streaming down his face.

“I’ll do better… I promise…” AJ said quietly.

“Why… why are you trying… to change what… was already perfect…” He said weakly.

She looked up at him, tears coming to her face as she pressed herself against him and sobbed uncontrollably.

He walked slowly to the bed and sat down on the edge still keeping her close.

“I’m sorry… I’m so sorry…” She cried hugging him tightly.

“Th… there’s n… nothing for you to be sorry about…” He stammered kissing her forehead, “S… something happened to you th… that caused this to happen… all that mat… matters now is that we’re together… and that I’m not leaving tonight…”

“Could… I have some water?” She asked, her voice shaking.

“Sure…” He said, “I’ll get a towel and first aid kit too.” He laid her back onto the bed, “Don’t worry… I’ll be right back.” He kissed her lightly before leaving to get everything.

After a minute he returned and he sat down beside her. “Here we go…” He said quietly as he set the towel and first aid kit down. He slid his arm under her and helped her sit up.

She grabbed the glass of water and drank part of it before losing the strength and dropping it to the floor.

J’s hand shot out and caught it before it shattered, “Don’t… you’re to weak right now… I’m here for you…” He said as he set the empty glass on the bedstand. He picked up the towel and slowly brought it close to her face. He looked at the j carved into her cheek, “Oh… god…” He said quietly.

“Okay…” She mumbled, “Can… I lie down?”

“J… just let me dry off your face… it’ll make it easier to make sure… it heals up…” J said as he gently touched her face with the towel. He lightly toweled her off and set the the towel down before laying her down. “There… anything else?” He asked softly.

“I’m really tired…” She said.

“We can sleep in just a bit…” J said leaning down and kissing her, “First… I need to take care of your cheek…” He popped open the first aid kit, “This will sting a little…” He said as he pressed a cloth strip dipped in rubbing alcohol to the J on her cheek.

She started to whimper as more tears slid down her face.

“Shh… shh… I’ll be finished soon…” He said comfortingly as he pulled the cloth away and brought a band-aid up. “Then… you can sleep.” He gently applied the band-aid. “There… does that feel better?” He asked gently grabbing her hand.

“Will you sleep next to me…” She asked quietly.

“I’ll do more than that AJ… I’ll be holding you all night long.” He said as he shut the first aid kit and set it on the floor with the towel. He gave her a light comforting smile, “And… tomorrow night as well.”

“Thank you…” She said.

J pulled the covers out from under her and laid down against her. “Just hold on to me too…” He said kissing her as he laid the covers down over the two of them.

J noticed she had already passed out, gripping onto him tightly.

He smiled and gripped her tightly.

Author's Notes:

This is the first chapter... Where I wrote for J. The hallucination J part at least... Now I need to go swim in a field of flowers made of kittens.