"Would we really need to do that....what about all the innocent ponies?" I asked feeling my heart ache. I was younger, a little more in control of my sexual desires. Before I got all fucked up, I was a mare looking to make the world a better place...so no pony would have to loose a loved one to a monster. My organization was nothing more than a big dark room with a few lamps, renovations would make the space more comfortable, for now we sat in foldable chairs and brought sack lunches from home. We had just layed down the ground work for a big operation, one that would wipe the slate clean. Silver Crasher was a smoker then, a bit younger, always an attractive buck. He would soon switch to coffee then to scotch. He patted my back to esase my mind, but the plan called for drastic measures and unknown casualties.

"Sometimes you have to become the bad guy, to change things for the better....," Silver Crasher said taking a pull from his ciggerette. He was right, he was always right. Silver Crasher adopted me as a daughter when we first met, not officially at the time...He said he felt that me and him could change the world. He was always good with words, Crasher could convince me the moon was made of cheese with just the right silky words." It's what we sighned up for...and if you want to back out of this then i'm right behind you...."

"No...I want to see it through...besides it might not come to that anyway...right," my nervousness was rattling the inside my chest making it hard to hold my lunch down. The mares and stallions in the room were loyal and understanding, but they had trouble beleiving I could run such a company. Before me, my parents had been working with a group that hunted down ware ponies. Their boss and more than a third of there workforce had been consumed in a fiery explosion. It was rumored to be a traitor in there system. The company had to shut itself down after the incident...the Leader was hoping to pass on the benefits to my family. With me being the only one left, I had a choice....

"Don't worry Silver....we have veterans still alive ready to walk you through the troubling things...Crasher, of course is always available," a brown stallion with black glasses pointed out," He is one of our many field agents that know how to handle themselves."

"Don't give me too much credit, I wouldn't be alive if this company wasn't around....damn, this kid here keeps me going too ya know," Crasher rustled my mane.

"Really now...and I don't...," a creamy orange mare called out from the doorway. Her hair was long, orange and creamy like her coat with white and black streaks, and she wore a dress shirt and tie. The streaks in her hair made her look younger than me...It was Crashers sister. She had always been around before, on missions, covering us as we tracked down leads. We had a hard time keeping track of opratives, given our predicament, we had to be nomads as far as an HQ went."I knew you had ah crush on the little filly, didn't know you were public about it," the mare chuckled.

"Ha, ha very funny sis. You remember my sister do ya Silver...she uhh, been wanting to speak to you actually...," Crasher snickered.

"Shut up Crasher, that shit I told you was a joke....now back ta business ya lazy ponies!" The orange mare said blushing. Crasher had told me she was intrested in mares...but we were so young, I thought we were being foolish to think that way. It never went anywhere as far as her admitting she was attracted to me. She insisted we keep it professional until we could talk more. The day never came, and I never knew why...me and her drifted apart as things started to escalate.

I remeber it now...that meeting was the last time I felt I was too young. After that day we agreed on back-up plans to help keep Equestria safe....no matter the cost.

I woke up...the moon shined brightly as I shuffled out of bed, my hooves resting off the edge. I can't believe its still night time...The dream that Luna invaded felt as if days had passed. Once I slept again in the dead forest I dreamt about the meeting we had...and then. The shadows in the room felt off, the figure watching me also was a little problematic but...wait, what. The showdow was an enormous creature. It sat on its haunches, watching me as I discovered its presences. The figure surrendered its silence and began speak.

"Did you sleep well," the soft voiced creature spoke, her words, and i'm assuming this is a 'she' beacuse it sounded feminine, her words were silky, sexy."I hope I didn't wake you...it wasn't a dream of pleasentness entirely, but you must have really treasured that memory. I'm sorry you forgot so much though...."

"Luna?" I asked a little shocked to see the goddess in my cell." How long have I been dreaming....?"

"Twenty-five minutes and thirty-two seconds. I know it feels like hours, but thats how dreams are Silver...you get what you want in them, control things in them, I of course disregard the fine line between reality and fantasy."

"Why are you here...?"

"You really...made an impression, Silver, I wont lie to you...it was barbaric, but...," She trailed off stepping closer," I enjoyed your revenge against me...ashamed yes but, you got what you wanted."

"No...I got to have one of the most powerful ponies alive, scream like a slut...I want you as mine,"

"Sorry to disapoint you! But i'm not your toy!"

"You enjoyed it!"

"Yes! And even now my body begs for more...you are no ordinary pony...I have never lusted for some pony I hate before," Luna shifted, blushing, squeezing her eyes shut," your constantly on my mind, the thought of you defying me, a goddess....you sicken me yet..."

"Luna...what are you trying to say," I asked getting really confused.

"Come...I have something to show you," Luna spoke with sincerity, she ripped away my cell with a hoof. Dammit another dream?

I started to follow the regal princess of the night, but I didn't get far, I fell to the dark cold ground of my mind and drifted off...again...

"Silver...I, I thought you loved me...please don't do this...," Sun Burn whispered as the gun in my mouth shook. She was a rare find. A pegasus turned were pony. Most agents that hunted down these ponies would end up mangled or too disabled to work. The former fiery peagsus with a winged fire ball for a cutie mark was hairy, eyes where violet to gold. She and I had a thing going for at least a month. We needed to make sure the town wasn't hoarding these things. Turns out her whole family was infected.

"It's what I do Sun Burn...it's who I am!" I screamed.

"This is who I am! Please baby, accept me! I couldn't live in this world anymore if the one person who loved me, couldn't understand. I was going to tell you I promise!"

"Shut up!" I shrieked tears flowing from my eyes.

*BANG*

".......ah!....Silver, please I-I-I, I still love you..." Sun Burn croaked as she covered her wound. The bullet went straight through he left hind leg. She had tripped, trying to look me in the face...I couldn't bare it. I was tasked with getting closer to my targets. I was a field oprative for the same reason I took this job, because I wanted to. I had a nack for getting too invovled after this incident, and Crasher had always played the role of a glorified janitor."Please just lower the gun...talk to me, I'm in control baby....i'd never hurt you....please,"

Her pleading eyes swayed me a little...I did love her right. We went out, watched movies, met her family, kissed, made love...my job description had nothing to do with any of that. I lowered the gun only for a second. Her expression of relief pained me.

*BANG, BANG, BANG*

Her body twitched a few times before she stopped breathing. Tears fell into the puddle of blood she left behind. I killed this mare to protect Equestria, her family was only going to infect more ponies or eat them. Soon, we would have a whole town filled with were ponies. We couldn't risk her family being alive...not even the little ones. The room was silent, I felt like I couldn't breath. For a moment I was going to ask if she was alright...how stupid. Crasher taught me to make my bullets count. Most were ponies would have attacked, jump, she just stood there begging.

"I told you to wait Silver..." Crasher sighed," The clean up crew is here...better hope no one heard the shots...You used a silencer on the family?"

"Yes, it got messy. I took care of it though." I said shaking.

"Well bodies don't just roll theresevles in bags...Hey, Silver i'll get this one. Wait outside ok."

"A-alright..." I stammered dropping the gun.

"Hey...you did good, your making me proud sweetie," Crasher reassured me.

"Thanks dad...," I whispered to him. Hugging him tightly before leaving. He wasn't entirely proud of me...but he loved me enough to hug me just as tight, calling me his little girl, his tough little filly. He stroked my mane and kissed my forehead. I could feel his hooves grasp my neck as he brought them from my back. Crasher had a look in his eye, the kind he would get when he had to kill younger were ponies...

"I love you Silver...nothings going to change that..., go on now i'll be out as soon as I get her packed up," Crasher said shooing me outside.

His love was all I needed, but he could never give me what a 'partner' could. A mare friend would cuddle with me, kiss me, and make me feel like the world didn't matter anymore...the image started to fade as I reached the door. I was outside when I heard flames crackling, the heat would find its way down the street. The crew had done its job...The image melted away as neighbors stood at a safe distance, some worried that the family may have perished. A tear left my eye, no, their suffering was not long....they died dreaming.

I woke up...again...this was starting to get hard to follow. Luna was waiting patiently on a hill top, she called out to me softly, asking me to take my time. She wanted me to get to her as soon as I could. I trotted slowly making my way to the princess, the closer I got the warmer the air around me would become. Embers were dancing around Luna as she spared a glance at me before turning back. As I appraoched the top of the hill the scene before me froze me in place.

"Me and my sister thought that we could solve all of our ponies problems....we had no idea we would go this far...," Luna quivered watching the village burn to the ground.

The buildings fell apart, fields burned to ash, the stink of burning flesh accompanied screams of agony. Some ponies were trapped...trying to escape the fire prison. Families either scrambled for safety or burned together. Taller structers held rooms filled with bodies as they hurled down to the streets below, giving out as the fire weakened the supports. Live stock raced in the streets barley missing the falling wreckage. In the outskirts a bubble bared the inhabitants from crossing over to the other side.

The cottages were of an older fashion...this village was older than that of todays,"Luna...what is this....?"

"Me and my sister believed this was the best course of action...the only way to secure the future of Equestria. The isolated town had an infestation of were ponies, vampire ponies...so many different secrets this place hid. The residents were converting everyone coming in and out...it was a small group turning itself into a nation right under our noses. We couldn't allow the corruption to spread anymore than it did...Months passed but we finally decided to purge them," Luna paused as a single tear trickled down her cheek, more tears accompinied her face as she continued," foals too young to walk...never knowing how much there parents loved them. They suffered horribly. So many dead, but we had to be sure!

"Luna, why are you telling me this, showing me this..." I said camly.

"Silver...what would you do to save your world? Would you sacrifice your own kind? Destroy, annihilate, what would you do! How far would you go!"

"I......i'd do anything. I would do it all...." I said staring in her eyes. Luna smiled, her eyes red, tears falling from her face. It might have been a sad smile...I couldn't tell, she was so lost in her emotion. The event must have put the sisters at odds. I don't know the history of how she was turned, but it didn't seem to be the defining factor of the sentence they delt on the ponies that lived here.

"Its impossible to change your mind is it....?" she sighed flying down to the town," are you coming...?"

I trotted quicly to catch up to the princesss as she strolled down the cobble stone street, wipping her tears from her eyes. The ponies ran past us choking and wheezing, most passed out in the streets getting trampled. A were pony fell from a roof nearby, engulfed in flames.

"Do you see them Silver! They are burning alive! What will it take for you to understand that your working towards this!"

"I don't have time for this...just take me back!" I demanded as we made are way through burning corpses.

"You had plenty of time to fuck me....You could at least make time to walk with me" she said looking back, a tiny smile appearing on her lips.

"What is this about!? I said tripping over burning wood and small bodies," Do you want something from me, more fucking, hahaha." I laughed running into her flank.

"Your very proud of that aren't you....," she said turning around," well go ahead...continue....."

"Ummm, I...dammit Luna what the hell do you want!" I shouted blushing.

"Your so proud of controlling, so fixated on revenge, you have succesfully deluded youself to the point that everyone is expendble for there own good. You think that all of this won us peace......It did, it gave us safety from hordes of monsters ripping through Canterlot and all of Equestria. It just never seemed like the right thing to do...we never talked to them...we only acted out of fear." Luna's voice was getting shakier as she went on.

"And that saved Equestria!" I stated confidently.

"No! it postponed its downfall! What we need is understanding....if we could get the public to see us as worth while ponies, there friends there neighbors...we could take in more of the ones that lost there way...fix there habits!"

"There is no cure for a blood thirsty monster!" I yelled, what is she thinking...?

"Vinyl never drank live!" she yelled, I froze in place." She never onced harmed you, never has she bit you, drank from you. Not even when she should have ripped your throat out!" Lunas words echoed in my head, me ears rang....she didn't though."Self control isn't impossible..."

"Why are you telling me this...? What do I care what you think will change this nation...?"

"You can't truly belive the only way to sovle this problem is through death..."

"War will ensue...the ponies will demand it....Celastia will choose her ponies...she always protects her ponies!"

"She would never betray me!" Luna barked," You don't know her like I do!"

"You misunderstand....it'll be you that betrays her..."

"You bitch!" Luna growled staring me down."....i'll proove it!"

Luna tapped my head lightly, my body felt like it wieghed a ton. I dropped to the burning ground as Luna resumed her trot through the town. My vision faded and soon I was out once again. Dammit if all i'll be doing is waking back up, I might just kill myself and end this stupid game. Voices started to run around in my head...they ran together sounding blurry, or hushed. They wern't quite whispers, more murmurs, mumbling. The image cleared itself as the sound of ponies discussing an important topic finally cleared up. I was sitting next to crasher, our office space had improved. The HQ had been a large underground facility with a small factory building, masking its existence, as a marketing front. Crasher smiled, seeing my face light up when they aknowledged my achievements.

"Thanks to miss Silver we have made an astronomical come back, working all around Equestria and recruiting all the personel needed. We owe it to you that we can finally ensure the peace of our great land," the golden stallion praised...he made me blush as the applaud started. I was really making a difference. Crasher had made sure that all of my screw ups weren't reported in full detail...so I could continue to lead this operation on the ground. I had the ability to be an integral part of this organization and lead a field opp. He understood what that meant for me...as my handler, my mentor, and my father...he made sure I was fit to work no matter the pressures and stress stacked against me...He had a hard time being loyal as my mistakes grew...but we had gotten a hold of it, until I met Vinyl anyway.

"As you can see Silver, Calc and I have built a structer large enough to cover th target area...once we get everything wired up..." The meek pony, Tester, stepped up with a small model of the machine.

"We can allow the control panal to be accesible remotely and if measures must be met in such a way....manuely in the middle of Canterlot," Calc added, pointing to the giant screen displaying numerous blueprints.

"A suicide run...." Crasher trailed off, unhappy with the calm approach of a manuel detonation,"...we would have to risk ponies going in to set it off...What if Silver or any of the top operatives had to set that thing off...we would need to make sure we could even get that close to make it count...make the sacrifice worth it...."

"We have made this device in such a way for its payload to be highly destructive...we have acoounted for this," Calc coughed as he continued," I took it upon myself to make the trigger pony accend high enough so the blast wouln't kill them."

"That's going to work...?" Crasher asked skeptically.

"We have gotten this far, and we have always asked that question. I still have test to run, I assure you me and Calc will look into this flaw...," Tester insisted, hoping to reassure every pony

"In the meantime...I Have noticed that the operation for this wasn't named....the file states it just as an idea....Its not a big deal, but it just stood out," Calc stated.

"Sorry we hadn't gotten to that one in a while," the brown stallion with shades interrupted.

"Well ummm...," I said awkwardly...the silence coming quick as there attention turned to me,"...I had an idea. You said the machine accends right."

"Yes I did," Calc said rasing his eyebrows.

"What are you getting at Silver...?" Crasher questioned.

"Well I had this name stuck in my had for a long time...its cheesy though, but I thought that if it'd all be on fire the ashes would bring a brighter future. It would be reborn like a phoenix...and the machine comes out of the ground...."

"Just spit it out kid, your beating around the bush...." Crasher said nudging me playfully.

"Well I say we'll call it Operation Rise...it's simple, nothing cliche. Not too cliche anyway. And if anyone outside the organzation were to hear it....it'd go right over there head.....because....well it rose to high. Hah...yeah." Dammit silver really, how in th world do I manage to do the single most....urgh!

The whole room errupted in laughter, to my dismay and to my eventual relief...they were laughing with me not at me. The votes were casted and the name was sealed. It wasn't that operation names were extremly vital...it just made it easy to access which one it was, what it was about, and the names had to be vauge enough to leave outsiders guessing when they got too close. Maybe it was a stupid name. Maybe it was just a waste of time to have a vote on such a ridiculous topic. But we were ready to make the tough choices for the ponies that forgot you can't just burry the past and hope it wouldn't come back to haunt them.

"When we confirm the overwelming pressence in Equestria as positive we will investigate....If we futher confirm these suspicions we will connect the other circuits...and when we finally corner these bastards. We'll get rid of them...once and for all....," The golden pony's voice boomed, rallying the office. The stallion spoke truth. We had a celebration, rather bitter sweat really.

Cheers to Operation Rise....

I wo- i'm sure by now we all know what I did...I found myself standing next to Luna. She waited for me to shove away the grogginess, and become a living thing again, those dreams took a lot out of me. We were inside a palace, a castle, it was Canterlot present day. It had to be...the dreams made it hard to distinguish what was real and...I'm outside.

"Don't say a word...you can't be seen unless I allow it. Stay close and keep quiet." Luna comanded quietly.

Hah what if I ran what then...its not like I couldn't.

"You can't...so don't even think about it, and yes Silver....I can still hear your thoughts," She said smiling down at me.

The palace was empty...quiet. The moon still high in the sky. Thats just perfect, my dream has lasted for what has felt like days, why does it feel like that....?

"I have asked Celestia to talk with me...it's late but there are still guards out." Luna whispered.

Why are you doing this Luna, i'm not realy looking foward to this whole...Celestia thing....

"Prooving a point...so I can get you to see the folly in your ways....before its too late..."

The guards opened the doors as the regal sister approched Celestias bed chambers. The sun goddess was waiting patiently, sipping what seemed to be hot tea. She smiled warmly greeting her sister, they engaged in a lenghty embrace nuzzling each other before resting on some pillows. The sisters conversed making small talk and exchanging stories of a pupil Celestia had been working with recently.

"Twighlight had a question of a particular spell today...it was oddly amusing for her to be stuck on something....It's nice to know that she can always learn more and, that no matter how much she does learn, she will always come to me for aid. That isn't a strange feeling is it Luna...Luna?" Celestia said placing her hoof over Lunas.

"Yes of course sister, she has grown though...soon she'll be marring you think?" Luna feigned a smile while asking the question.

"Well....Twighlight goes at her own pace. No need to worry too much...How are you lately. Have I not given you enough....Is that what you need Luna...?"

"N-no sister, Celestia you have saved me from having to crave for too long. I could never feed unless it were necessary," Luna said starring at her sisters exposed neck," Celstia I..."

"I can see it in your eyes....its fine Luna. I hear it in your voice...it strangles your words, only subtlety though. Please, don't think of this as over indulging." Celestia reassured.

"Tia...are you sure," Luna said with quivering lips.

Celstia nodded her head, moving more hair out of the way. Luna glanced in my direction for a while...this was her life. A hunger she feared would over take her maybe or would be too taxing on her sister. Lunas eyes flashed red, her teeth slid into the alicorns neck. Celestia grimaced for a second, but kept a small understanding smile on her face...stroking her sisters mane. Luna greadily sucked, blushing from her hunger taking control.

"Don't be embarrassed Luna...it's just you and me...relax," Celestia said caressing Lunas cheeks with her hoof.

Luna gasped as she released her grip. She was so exhausted, she slumped in her sisters hooves. Breathing heavily, she looked relaxed, happy, still embarrassed, but she did look better. Is that what the blood of a goddess can do to you...?

"Someone was thirsty," Celstia giggled.

"I...was taking a break...I didnt take much did I...?" Luna questioned looking sadly at her sister.

"Lulu your so cute when you worry about your big sister," Celestia teased.

Luna flushed as she layed he head against Celestias shoulder,"I have to know something dear sister...if you don't mind me asking?"

"Of course, you can ask me anything...you should know that by now." Celestia smiled.

These two are...there a family. One supporting the other, caring for each other. Talking, laughing together...I have to say i'm a bit jeaous. Luna smiled at her sister, then turned away before speaking. After a while, she turned to her sister again.

"When, not if, but when you have to choose between us and your ponies...who will you choose sister....?"

"Choose? What do you mean...Luna I don't understand?"

"Us....! The ones like me...." Luna said solemnly.

"I....i'd hope to choose you both...I don't play favorites...." Celestia stated.

"Twighlight isn't a favorite....?" Luna shot back.

"Well...I, she's...Its Twighlight Luna...," Stammered Celestia.

" Your relationship with Twighlight succeds favrotisim, your practicaly her second mother," Luna exclaimed, "When your ponies need you...when they cry out war against us...who will you side with?!"

"I will not choose sides Luna! I want damn my ponies again! Never will I choose war for peace!"

Luna froze, her red flashing eyes flooded with tears. She wept into Celestias shoulder, she didn't become too startled. The older sister held the younger. She cooed as Luna calmed down, apologizing. I had did this, Luna took my words as a challenge. To proove to me that Celstia would find a way to have this world shared with the ponies of the night, the ones tainted by darkness...she was aware her sister was all to fond of how the darkness could be useful....I'm no stranger to what choices it gives you. All of Equestria or one village, town, one destroyed patch of earth over the whole of our land razed to nothing.

"Luna....why did you bring that up....?" Celestia said lifting Lunas head up by the chin," You know....I was noticing how you blushed...you were so eager before. I know that...sucking on your sisters neck isn't exactly normal, but it never bothered you before."

"I...I wasn't freaking out, jeez sis....." Luna said darting her eyes, flinching when she looked at me too long.

"What...oh, her, thats why your so embarrassed...?" Celstia said nonchalantly. What the fuck. Me and Luna had the same jaw thing going on. Yeah, the jaw thing were it falls to the floor and all. This whole time she knew...yet she let everything...she let her do that in front of me? "Your Silver Streak right my little pony? I don't know if I could say i'm pleased to meet you. It is however nice to finally see my sister make some very strange friends." Celestia teased, wow, shes kinda what I'd imagine a big sister to be...been there done that maybe.

"You knew? Why the hell did you let me watch all that...sister sucking?"

"I hear you enjoy things like this...you think a goddess can't excite, get excited?" Celstia said smiling playfully," I enjoy our sessions, its strange, but it makes me feel like I can help my sister survive...I guess thats what lead you both here? What you would do to save some pony you love or for a nation you love."

"I deserve to be punished, death even...but i'll fight for my home until I die....," I stood tall, confidently.

"Thats noble Silver and I respect that...but sacrificing innocent lives doesn't help any pony..." Celestia said, standing to her hooves.

"You and your sister do it. You think you can just decide whenever its right or wrong...," I took a few steps toward the regal sister.

"We were foolish...young...scared...so very afraid for our people. We could have found another way...," The sun goddess glanced at Luna, they shared a sad expression.

"What if this time you can't?"

"I'm sorry Silver but the only ponies terrorizing my land is your organization!" Celestias sweet voice had suddenly turned into a intimidation one.

"Vinyl blew up a whole building! Remember that!" I shot back, holding my ground.

"You black mailed Octavia!" Luna jumped in, standing next to her sister"You started that, you wnated that!"

"OK THATS ENOUGH!" Boomed Celestias Canterlot voice. I almost fell to the floor...

"I-is everything ok princess...." a guard from outside questioned.

"WE'ER FINE," she boomed again.

"S-s-s-sorry...i'll just leave then..."

"If all you wanted was an argument Luna...take her back...she wont change her mind.." The goddess of the sun excelled.

Luna looked...unhappy with that. She pleaded to her sister, stepping in from of her,"Celestia we must....I can fix this...,"

"I have no doubt you'll try...I worry you might go about it the wrong way...besides...she is right about one thing...."

"What?!" me and Luna said together...

Celestia smiled slightly at our surprise before continuing, "I'm sorry Luna...my ponies can be irrational at times...They have there champions, but few would be willing to make the change...I doubt they'll call for war but it would cause chaos. If war isn't what they cry, banishment will be..."

"You would...you would banish us, why would you even think that!" Luna stomped the ground, banishment was something I was no surprise to me...

"No Luna you misunderstand...I couldn't do that to my sister, not again..." A sad smile found its way to Celestias face," Besides, you wouldn't have to go...you could stay, help console our ponies, then-"

"No, if you remove my ponies of the night, the ones cursed with hunger of forbidden fruit...If your going to set an example you might as well be sending me off too!" Luna stomped off to the door, leaving craters in her hoof steps...damn...

"Luna wait! I....," A pained expression appeared on Celestias face...it was hard to bare really...

Luna ignored Celestia cries, she had made her way outside...whitch just left me and the sun goddess...alone.

"You and my sister...you aren't together are you..."

"What! No!" I blushed feeling like a liar for some reason...

"She told me about her...submission. She has done this before...a dark pony that excites her, pushes her buttons. The ones she hates, she loves...They share a connection."

"I'm not with her Celestia..."

"Whatever you plan on doing Silver...You will have a fight of a lifetime on your hands...," A determined expression appeared on the sun goddesses face.

"I'm in prison remember, so please stop overestimating me."

I reached the door as the godess spoke one last time,"The mistakes an immortal usually makes is not overestimating their opponent...Goodnight Silver Streak....i'll see you again some time my little pony...."

Her sweat voice could be so sinister...I liked that. I gave her a coy smile before speaking,"Goodnight my goddess..." I walked out into the hallway. The guard had already decided to not be anywhere near the princesses for a while, smart. Luna stood there, trembling. I came closer as I heard her whimpering. Under her hoof the floor was smashed in, the polished tile lay in ruin, scattered, crushed into dust.

"You were right...not entirely...but..." Luna trailed off, gritting her teeth.

"Look I have no right to say this but...she would do what was best for her kingdom. She never wanted to hurt you..."

"Yeah, I know...I was so angry for so long on the moon...then when she set me free from that anger I was so happy to see her..." she looked me in my eyes," My pony, a dark pressence grows in you...its warm, seductive."

Luna kissed me on the lips, she was very...it felt right...the kiss was short, nothing crazy, but it felt like there was more to it. Why Luna, why would you....? The spell was broken, my daze left. She looked sad, angry, so tired for a goddess that controlled the night, rules the rhelm of dreams.

"Why...," I asked, unsure of what this all meant.

"One day...a choice will come before you, if you choose correctly, i'll be yours...no matter what crimes you may commit. I will be yours, whatever you want from me i'll give you...I will love you...," Luna said bluntly, nothing prepared me for that...

"Shut up! Take me back already!" I yelled storming towards the exit of the palace.

Luna quickly caught up and stopped me "I-I, I don't understand...tell me, think it, what did I do wrong..."

"I'm not taking your stupid bribe...i'm not going to do anything. Leave me alone already...please, just take me back..."

"I....very well. If you ever want to talk...."

"Don't hold your breath princess..."

Luna tapped my head softly as a slumped and fell limply into her hooves.She whispered...that i'd learn the truth....

"Wake up little one, Silver....you have a really important guest..."a feminine voice murmured sweetly.

"Its no use, she's probally to worn out still...you know how long she slept when she was just a foal," a masculine voice rumbled soothingly.

"i just want my little girl to be happy see the world...our world..." The feminine voice spoke again.

"Lets get ready ok..." The masculine voice asserted respectfully.

I knew those voices. My parents, I had forgot their names, it'll come back to me i'm sure I think,damn its been so long. I was tired really tired. I want to yell how happy I was to see them. Although, I don't remember this that well. Now that I think of it I don't remember a lot of these experiences...did they really even happen? Was Luna trying to trick me? Everything i've descibed so far is the fact that i'm living this dream right now. These things happened in the past, but i'm experincing them in 'their' present. In fact, no matter how hard I try my body want move, I can't open my eyes, I only seem to be breathing...faint heartbeat....mommy, daddy come back...please....

Mommy I know I cant move or talk but its only for a little while right!?. Just like last time, I promise. Then me and daddy can play on the swings and and....W-what the hell was that? I, i'm so confused...i'm so scared, mommy, daddy....

"Aaaaaaaahhhhhhh!" I screamed loudly. I looked around the room, everything looked so much older, most of my favorite toys were packed up. How could they, I was only sleeping for a little bit...right, they said it wasn't that bad last time...did they lie? Why, why, why, why, what happened, whats going on?

"Silver! Silver are you alright...my, oh my little girl...," mommy looked said..and afraid...but why, what did I do?

"...Your awake...how are you feeling Sil? daddy was shaking, but smiling...this is scary...

"My eyes hurt...my fur itches...," I didn't feel so good...my tummy....i'm really hungry...

"Silver Dollar, Silver Fish, you must refrain from touching your filly...her touch will kill you." this big giant...*gasp* Celestia!

"No no no, my little baby!" mommy cried, I don't like it when mommy cries.

"Don't worry honey. Celestia's here to help...lets leave her to it...," daddy and mommy left. Me and Celestia must be having a party?

"Hey, I'm Silver Streak its so nice to meet you princess...why are you here though?" I was so happy, she never visits us normal ponies.

"Hello Silver, i'm very happy to finally see you...the first time we were together...I held you in my hooves,Such a small foal. Your parents were worried you wouldn't grow enough. I made it clear that you'd survive, me and you would spend some time together and i'd give you a little bit of me...." Wow, i'm that important!

"Hehehehe me and you are secrete best friends!" I was bff's with the princes, I still am!

"Of course little one...come here...its time you know something important about our parties...It may sound made up, but without my hugs, you could never wake again...Your pareants were so afraid. They would cry every night, not being able to hold there daughter after you became irradiated with 'bad magic'..."

"I'm, b-bad....I don't want to be bad!" No! i'mma good filly!

"Your not bad Silver. The thing inside you..growing. Its killing you. Without my friendship, i'm afraid i'd loose my best friend...Your a big girl now, you should no whats going on, so if you ever woke up alone you'd know that the Princess will take you in...i'll make sure that your loved." Celestia....

"Hug! Hug me please, please, please!" hug, hug, hug!

"Ok, ok, your a lot bigger than before...but i'm so happy that I can speak to you," Celestia thinks i'm fat hahaha!

"I...your so soft Celestia....really warm, why...do feel like this..."

"I'm giving you a little bit of me...it's a weird feeling...but you'll enjoy it soon, do you trust me Silver?"

"With all my heart!"

"That makes me so happy..."

"Cesltia....your crying..."

"I love you Silver Streak, I will always love my little pony..."

"*gasp* I LOVE YOU TOO CELESTIA!"

We were best friends, even before I knew her...hahaa...I...I, whoa I was young again. Younger than I can remember. I loved Celestia, I was her best friend. She helped me survive...I have a little bit of her inside of me. Celestia had said that she enjoyed her sessions with Luna because it made her feel like she was giving her sister the means to survive. How come she never aknowleged me like that...what does this have to do with Luna? My final awakening had finally come...Luna watched as I rose from the bed, holding myself up. She trotted over to my side.

"What was that....," I asked rubbing my eyes...

"You were born as an alicorn...you were an anomaly. Your mother had been...invaded, by an outside force. Of course you lost your horn and your wings...but for an earth pony your magic was strong....with proper guidance, You were a potential student for Celestia." Luna said, a sad smile blooming on her lips.

"I was...what am I now...," I asked feeling a cold shiver run through my spine.

"A host...," Luna said sadly.

"Why didn't she say anything...why am I not her student, what the hell happened...?"

"The dark preesance inside of you earsased memories from you and Celestia...she didn't know you as her best friend. Just as the Silver you are now....Unfortunatly the invader had a long term affect on your memory. I'm still trying to find what it is...," Luna starred at me for a while.

"....You can leave now..." I said looking at my hooves...,"...just leave i'm tired of hearing about this crazy shit.

"....I don't know how to feel about you anymore...goodbye Silver Streak..." Luna said as she began to make her exit, literally.

"Wait, Luna. Did you mean it....what you said at the palace...?" I questioned, wanting to have some kind of hope....dammit I wish I didn't care.

"Its all up for you to decide, maybe i'm just trying to subdue you, maybe I want to help, maybe....maybe I ment what I said. Lying isn't something a goddess would do if it wasn't out of necessity. I have no reason to lie to you Silver...I shared with you only one of our darkest secrets and, I have shone you parts of your life that you can't recall...Do you Trust me Silver Streak...?" Luna asked...smiling.

"Trust....." I trailed off looking at the crescent moon in the sky.

Luna left before I could awnser...as she left I swore I heard a voice say 'finally'. I had a lot to think about, but for now i'm finally awake...now I can go to sleep, jeez...