I think of you, Do you think of me?

Chapter 1: Letter from the blood veins of the heart

Letter from the blood veins of the heart

Rainbow opened the door of her cloud home. She was geeted by Derpy, the mailmare.

"Letter to Rainbow Dash, From... Soarin', I think the name was." The mailmare said, holding the letter in her hooves.

"Thanks, Derpy." Rainbow replied. She took the letter from Derpy's hooves just as the mailmare opened her mouth.

"Bye, Rainbow Dash!" she said as she flew off, leaving Rainbow at her doorstep with the letter in her mouth.

'I wonder why Soarin' sent me a letter at vacation week,' the mare thought for herself as she walked back into the house. She closed the door with her back leg and then walked into the living room. Everything was made out of clouds. She didn't have a TV, i stead she had a CV. Cloud-Vision. It was the same as a TV but it was black and white, as the colors are caused by Rainclouds. The company that had made the CV's, PACE, had an agreement with Discord and he would make colored clouds for the companys CV's, but they where still under development.

Rainbow sat down on her cloud couch and opened the letter. She carefully leaned back as she read the first line.

From the very blood veins in my heart, this is what I think of you.

Rainbow stared at the text as the line reapeted itself in her mind.

From the very blood veins in my heart, this is what I think of you.

My heart...

This is what I think of you...

I think...

Of you...

I...

You...

She shook her head to clear the thoughts and continued to read.

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'I'm not a good writer... or.. I'm not good at writing this kind of stuff but... here I go.

Every day when we fly with each other, I feel dizzy. I fight the instincts to grab you out of the air.

When we talk, my heart begins to pound. It goes crazy when I hear your voice.

Your eyes reflect the Rainbow mane you have that covers your face. Sometimes I swear that a rainbow flashes out from those beautiful eyes. It actually started at the Best young Flier's competition, when you won and got to spend time with us. That was 2 years ago. You were filled with excitement to spend hours with your heroes, and I was excited to spend time with the most beautiful mare I've ever set eyes on. You talked and talked... and we replied and answered your questions. When the day was over, I could see the disappointment in your eyes as you had to go. I still remember what I said.

"I wish I could spend more time with you too."

I meant every word of it. Your only reply was,

"Huh?"

I simply changed the sentence to make the situation less awkward.

"I-I mean that I wish we could do anything about it."

When we left, Rapidfire flew beside me and asked,

"What a night huh?"

What I said as a reply caused the most embarassing moment I've ever had.

"Yeah... I couldn't get my eyes off that beautiful mare." When I said that, my eyes went wide as dinner plates and my pupils became as small as the dot in the end of this sentence.

"Haha! Did you hear that guys? Soarin' heart is soarin'!" He said out loud.

I blushed as the others laughed, but I don't regret it.

At the gala, I became happy as I saw that it was you that saved my pie. I already knew that Spitfire would invite you in the V.I.P. area after knowing about my feelings, so I dug into the pie and tried to eat it as fast as I could. Then, I became disappointed. Every time I tried to spend time with you, I became dragged away, forced to take some stupid picture or something. When the gala was finally over after you and your friends had destroyed the boring event, Spitfire asked me how it went.

"How did go with Rainbow Dash?"

"Awful... every time I was going to talk to her, I was dragged away to write some stupid autograph for young fillies and colts..."

Spitfire smirked.

"Guess what?" She asked, playing one of her silly games.

"What?"

"She's on the list."

"You don't mean..."

"That is exactly what I mean."

I swear my heart skipped a beat when she told me that you where going to be at the Academy.

I was so happy, but then I realized...

"You are the one training them..."

"Yes, but that's not the point. The point is that she has a 99% chance of getting into the Wonderbolts. The only way she is not going to get in is if someone better is in the Academy. And I doubt that."

That was the happiest moment of my life. Time went past, and I continued to think about you. Your beautiful magneta eyes... Your brash, but very fitting mane... it didn't stop. When the Academy week was over, you were chosen.

You joined the Wonderbolts and became the best out of the whole team. My flying got worse with you around. Every Sonic Rainboom you did to end a performance made me look at you, and not the ring of color.

You would make Wonderbolt lightning with the rainbow trail that went after you. After 154 preformances with you, I've never seen you even spill a drop of sweat. You are amazing. And yes... I did count them all.

It's time to end this letter but I'll do it with a rhyme. I'm not good with rhymes, but here I go.

You are more then a friend to me,

I hope that you will finally see.

I feel wierd around you and feel as a complete fool,

Im afraid that Ill someday lose my cool.

Then you would ask me, 'What's wrong?"

And I would say, 'Nothing, I'm strong.'

You would just fly away but still know that something wasn't right.

And I would blame myself and see you fly away into the sun's light.

Every night I stay awake as my thoughts race in my head.

I would think to myself, 'If she finds out, I'm dead.'

When I finally fall asleep I would dream of you.

I would dream that you would love me too.

Then I would wake up and realize it was just a dream.

The thought of it just being my imagination makes me want to scream.

Enough with the rhyming, I need to send this letter.