My official title and name is Princess Mi Amore Cadenza, but you can just call me Cadance.

I am here to tell you one of my most shameful moments...at more or less the beginning of my eternally long life.

I'd never seen him look at me like that before...

But I suppose that I should start at the beginning...and please forgive me if I skim over anything you've heard of before. Unlike my little snuggle honey, I just don't have the patience to recall every little detail.

You see it all began on what was supposed to be a normal day. The most of said day would consist of me foalsitting my favourite little filly, Twilight Sparkle. Oh that filly was so much trouble when she was young, not that she would ever admit to being like that now.

She would always run off into trouble when her snout wasn't buried in a book that would make any other foals' brain melt.

But anyway I'm getting off the topic.

What was supposed to be an average day...turned out to be anything but. Twilight had taken the liberty of running off when I had to take a trip to the little filly's room. And even when I did finally find her...it was only because of her fascination with a strange creature locked in a dungeon prison cell.

I couldn't see much of the creature because it had taken to covering its face with its peculiar appendages. But from what I could see, it was clearly a bipedal creature that seemed to lack both a tail and a coat of fur, except for on the top of its head.

Eventually my Aunty came in to try and examine and communicate with it...or him as we learned quickly.

Oh yes I forgot didn't I?

My Aunty is known as Princess Celestia, and was at the time the sole ruler of Equestria.

She became a Co ruler later on...but that's a story for another time. And who knows, maybe I'll tell it...or maybe even my little snuggle honey will.

And by my little snuggle honey, I mean Alexander.

And by Alexander, I mean the creature that was temporarily imprisoned for a few days.

But I digress.

My Aunty coaxed him into talking with nothing more than her benevolent personality. The result of this caused us to learn something rather...unnatural.

Alexander was completely unaffected by magic. Even so much touching him caused Celestia's mane to lose its magical properties. I have to admit that a part of me feared for this creature. Because you see, nothing in Equestria has ever been completely immune to magic. And it was because of this that Celestia had few that would try to attack her, what with her being unbelievably powerful when it came to magic.

But Alex could be a possible exception to that rule...

He was the only creature in all of Equestria that, with the right training, my Aunty would have almost no chance of beating in a battle. I've heard rumours and legends that speak of her as some sort of warrior in the past, but I've never seen her touch a weapon before...

To my relief however, Celestia did nothing more than try to soothe him. She was successful although he was still very uncertain and quiet with her for a few weeks.

Well...at least until his nightmares started.

I didn't always hear it when it happened, but Celestia did. She told me about them after what must have been his third one in a week. Not that she really had too; I could tell just how tired he was with his slightly bloodshot eyes and constant yawning.

I remember waking up one night after nearly a year of knowing him.

And the screams that came from his room...

Every guard, cook, maid and the few select nobles that lived in the castle heard him...and their expressions as I ran to his room, to comfort him, to protect him, to DO something...I don't think I had ever seen a single guard look like that.

They normally look so stoic and serious...but on that night they looked so sympathetic and upset.

By the time I reached his door it was already open. Celestia was already inside, her body curled around him, her wings covering him protectively as she nuzzled and shushed him back to sleep. Her eyes caught mine, both shimmering with sadness.

She told me later on that she felt like a failure, something that both shocked me and caused me to instantly disagree.

"I cannot stop his nightmares Cadance," she confided sadly. "What use is my magic when I cannot help my little colt?"

Ah yes, I don't know if you're aware of this...but my Aunty and Alex have an immensely close bond. I'm not exactly sure how it came to be, I'm not even sure if he's told anyone.

But one day Celestia took him to visit Griffonia, and when they came back a few days later they were as thick as thieves. I don't think that there was a single pony unsurprised about just how motherly she became with him.

A few nobles were absolutely livid with the idea of Celestia playing mother to a completely different species. It was their concern that Celestia would actually adopt him into Royalty and make him a Prince. Said concern turned out to nearly become reality, but from what Celestia told me, Alex seriously disliked the idea. He told my Aunty that the thought of potentially becoming like the rest of the slimy nobles terrified him.

And by Celestia's proud expression when she told me this, I gathered that it had actually been some sort of test. Maybe to see if he was interested in gaining power and wealth. But even I knew that such things never really bothered him that much. He hated politics and never asked for much more than a few bits for whenever he and I went out somewhere.

Heh, a few bits. Celestia would never let him go out with only a few bits. And every promise that he would pay her back was accepted, but never followed through. My Aunty would just kiss his forehead and say that coming into her life was payment enough.

I don't think that she'll ever adopt him, and I don't think that he'll ever ask. But from what I see, I don't think signing any papers will ever be necessary.

Anyway the nobles were quite outraged that Celestia had made the adoption offer to him. But after a rather loud telling off from my Aunty, they all eventually backed off with nothing more than hateful glares on their faces whenever they saw Alex.

Anyway that all happened a few weeks before his nightmares became almost unbearable...as well as before Celestia confided her supposed failure with me.

"There must be some other way besides magic Aunty," I replied hopefully. "Even if we don't know of any none magical cure there may be somepony else who will."

Celestia seemed to pause and think on this for a few moments, before smiling widely and bringing me into a rather tight hug.

"Of course Cadance, how did I not think of it before!" she exclaimed happily.

"Think of what?" I asked...or attempted to. With my face more or less buried in her chest, my attempts at speaking were quite restricted...and muffled.

"I will send out a letter to the Coraze tribe in Zebrica," she continued cheerfully. "The Zebra are renowned for their healing potions and curatives. If anypony can help my little colt, they can!"

And believe it or not, they did actually send some rather foul smelling yet effective nightmare repellent potions. Unfortunately they didn't completely rid Alex of his horrible dreams, but merely cut off their repetitiveness. Basically he only had a few nightmares a month, instead of nearly every day of the month.

But let's leave this topic behind for now, and move on to something wonderful.

My relationship with Alex.

When we first met, he was about as unsure of me as he was of Celestia. But over time he opened up and allowed his true self to shine through.

At the start of our friendship we would always go out and visit the wonders that Canterlot held. And by wonders, I mean the ice cream pallor and arcade.

Now I don't mean to brag...but I am bucking brilliant at the arcade. When we first went there I figured that I would have to show Alex how to play the games step by step.

But to my surprise he seemed to be quite a natural at them. It was almost as though he had played them before, even though he couldn't for the life of him remember ever doing so. Not that it made any difference mind you, the only game I didn't mercilessly beat him at was Pac-Mare.

Anyway!

Eventually I came to realize that when I ended up going back to school for the next year, I would have even less time to spend with my holiday friend. And I wasn't exactly sure why, but the thought of being unable to see him as much saddened me greatly.

Inevitably it was because of this that I decided to cut the self pity, mare up and do something about it.

And do something I did.

It took a little bit of persuasion to coerce Celestia into letting Alex attend my school. But with my sound reasoning of his lack of Equestrian knowledge, as well as the fact that staying inside a castle all day wouldn't help him make any friends, my Aunty gave into my pleading and pulled some strings.

The look on Alex's face when I yanked him out of bed the next morning was priceless. My Aunty didn't stop laughing for quite a while. But like she promised, Alex did indeed start attending my school. Although he did have to take some extra classes in order to bring him up to speed on basic Equestrian knowledge.

It was also around this time that he started to attract...attention, and not the nice kind. Every arrogant buck of a bully seemed to come from nowhere to pick on him, using the same tactics that weaker willed ponies would always cave into.

But as I learned quickly...Alex was definitely not weak willed, or weak at all for that matter.

The first time I tried to defuse what Alex kindly referred to as the oncoming shitstorm, it only ended up with me taking a swing from a pompous Unicorn who didn't seem to realize that I had both wings and a horn.

Alex...well it took everything I could think of to pull him off the now quite unconscious bully, and even longer to calm him down. In all honesty I think a part of me began to like him right there and then. You see nopony had ever stuck up for me apart from Shining Armor, which was with no offense quite a rarity. Not that it was his fault mind you. We just didn't get together much back then.

It was actually only when I introduced him to Alex that we started seeing more of each other. But even then I wasn't angry or jealous about it. I was actually quite happy that Alex had made another friend. And even though I quickly figured out that the Human had quite a temper, it never really became much of a problem unless somepony threatened Shining or myself. Whenever they threatened him, he merely stuck up his middle finger at them and walked away…well most of the time anyway.

Shining was a bit of a bad influence sometimes.

As the months passed us by, our friendship become strong. Alex, Shining and I went out everywhere together. The two stallions might as well have been brothers with the way they acted around each other. And don't even get me started when they started becoming overly protective of me. Not that it lasted long mind you. One glare from me was enough to keep them at moderately protective levels.

I may not like violence, but that doesn't make me a doormat either.

Anyway like I said, the months began to pass me by and as they did so I slowly began to realize something.

I liked Alex...as in I REALLY liked him.

I'm not sure when I began to like him exactly. But if I had to guess then I would say around the time when we promised to always be friends...to have no secrets and tell no lies. We promised this under a very special tree...the Benzivlian oak tree. Said tree was the very first of its kind to be planted. Ironically it was planted by an Alicorn, who just so happened to be the first of her kind.

I'm not sure why making a promise under the tree's shade made me feel so happy...but it did. And from that day onward I couldn't help but feel butterflies in my tummy whenever I so much as looked at Alex.

He was my friend...but unlike Shining Armor he was always there for me. Hay one time he even took care of me when I was sick. Just him and I...cuddling up together to keep me warm, or so I told him.

What began as an immense crush escalated as a year turned into three...and eventually I came to one breathtaking...awe inspiring...wonderful conclusion.

I loved him...I loved him with everything I was.

A single glance from him made me feel so safe…as though as long as I was with him then nothing could ever go wrong. Make no mistake, I'm no pushover and can take care of myself. But a single touch, whether it be a stroke of my mane or a pat on my back…ohh he made me crave him without even meaning too.

I suppose with me being love incarnate, the feelings I had might have been more powerful than they should have been...but…

I didn't care then and I don't care now.

Upon realizing my feelings, a powerful voice within me demanded that I act on them. Fortunately my common sense forced me to bide my time, to wait, to look whenever he wasn't and see...just see if he looked like he felt the same.

You see with his magical immunity, my passive ability to sense emotion's never picked up anything when it came to him. But I was never the type of mare that gave up easily. And I've never been one to rely solely on my magic either.

So what did I do?

I studied him...secretly of course. I watched his facial expressions, his body movements whenever he was frustrated, embarrassed, angry and sad. But most importantly of all...I learned what to look for when he lied.

A part of me considered that what I was doing was morally wrong...and a little strange to say the least. But a larger part of me considered this a tactical advantage. A one trick pony leads an uninteresting life after all. And like I said I never really liked the idea of relying heavily on my magic.

So over time I managed to gain a rather large understanding on his moods. Learning this was actually extremely beneficial in future situations. In fact one time it…actually I'll leave that story for another time.

Eventually the last day of school came, and with it the well-known Pony Prom Night. I had been looking forward to this for such a long time. I could even see how it would all play out. I would hint my disappointment about not having a date. Alex would then sympathize with my situation and ask me out for the dance. This would then lead to us meeting on the dance floor, where Alex and I would dance to the most romantic songs.

And with us both caught in the heat and passion from touching, holding and dancing with the other…he would cup my face with his hands and kiss me with such intensity that the tips of wings would curl.

Of course such a fantasy never actually happened!

Alex seemed completely oblivious to my hints, even though I could almost sense the deception within such obliviousness. But no, he did not take my hints in the way I planned…and I have to admit that my heart fell when I saw the sheer amount of disinterest he seemed to have when it came to the Pony Prom Night. It was almost as if he just didn't want to go with me in particular…

Unfortunately for him however, I had no intention of simply giving up.

And fortunately for me, neither did my favourite Aunty.

She caught me as I more or less stormed off to my chambers, determined to dress myself up and catch his attention. But although the intention to make myself look so damn fine was originally my idea, she had already been two steps ahead of me.

So instead of my chambers, Celestia brought me to hers instead.

I'm not completely sure if I'm prepared to admit what I learned in said chambers. She told about me certain…techniques even whilst she began styling my mane, tail and helping me into a premade dress that for some reason fit me perfectly. So let me just say that what Celestia told me in regards to "Pleasing a male" is maybe not suitable for me to tell others.

Even if it was really good advice…she wasn't just talking about kissing and hugging after all.

"Now after you two have danced, I would imagine that he'll take you back to his chambers," she began knowledgably, much to my embarrassment. "So when he really gets excited, make sure to flick your tongue over the tip like this and he'll be putty in your hooves."

"Really?" I replied half horrified, half hypnotized as I watch my AUNTY of all ponies flick her tongue rapidly at the air in front of her. "How do you know that he'll react like that? He's not exactly like other stallions."

"I'm over a thousand years old Cadance," she confirmed slyly. "And trust me when I say that he will react EXACTLY like any other stallion."

The fact that she sees him as her son made everything she advised me on seem…slightly wrong.

I honestly didn't know if she was actually giving me advice or just trying to embarrass me.

Anyway once Celestia had helped me get ready for the dance, she asked me to wait until she came back. I wasn't sure why until around thirty minutes or so later when she practically skipped into her chambers with the most genuine grin I had ever seen upon her muzzle.

"Okay Alex is most likely at your school by now," she told me excitedly. "There's a chariot waiting to take you outside."

"A chariot?" I asked bemusedly. "Aunty I can just teleport there, I don't need a chariot."

At this Celestia's eyes shone mischievously, causing me to swallow audibly at the expectation of another one of her pranks.

Yeah…my Aunty sometimes likes to prank ponies. Sometimes she's kind and it's something as mundane as a whoopee cushion. But most of the time she can be quite brutal. It took me WEEKS to get that yellow dye out of my coat! I nearly cried when she lied to me about having to shave it off.

Anyway!

I suppose that when I think about how long she's actually ruled and lived, it's probably a pretty good guess that it's all that keeps her sane.

"You could…or you can arrive in style, strut past the jealous mares and keep Alexander's attention solely on you." Celestia replied deviously.

To say that I was surprised…would be an understatement.

"I would never have considered that you knew about topics like this Aunty," I admitted humorously.

Celestia rolled her eyes at this and proceeded to double check that my dress was on correctly.

"Oh come now Cadance. Surely you do not believe that I never had such an event in my youth as well?" she asked, a small yet noticeable smirk on her muzzle.

"In all honesty Celestia, I've never really thought about it," I replied sheepishly.

"Well…" she drawled cheekily, before lighting up her horn and proceeding to cut cleanly through my dress, right over my flank. The result parted the dress slightly, revealing my flank and Cutie Mark with each movement I made.

"I once attended such an event with a dress very much like yours," she continued slyly. "And I made sure mine showed off my flank before I went to the dance, or "The Ball" as they were called back then."

"Really?" I asked curiously.

"Mhmm," she confirmed wistfully. "My Mother helped me with the dress, even though we both knew that Father would be most displeased."

I could literally feel a large wave of nostalgia surrounding my Aunty. Talking about her parents must have been so upsetting for her. She rarely ever spoke about them at all, save with Alex when they visited Griffonia. Or so he told me anyway, I don't actually know what transpired there since neither of them will tell me.

I've pretty much gathered that it's a private moment for the two of them.

Celestia sighed sadly before moving around and gazing at me approvingly.

"You look so beautiful Cadance," she complimented. "I'd be very surprised if Alex is able to keep his eyes off of you."

I merely blushed at this but didn't get to say much else. Celestia pretty much dragged me to my chariot, forced me into it and gave me a friendly wave and a wink as the carriage took off.

I arrived at the Prom not a minute later, last second nerves and dark thoughts almost causing me to demand that the guards take me back. But before I could even think further on the subject, a guard opened the door and helped me out of it.

And like that all my nerves vanished.

I've said before that I can sense emotions within other ponies. What I forget to mention is that in extreme circumstances like the one I was in then, where my own emotions and hormones were almost tangible given the sheer amount of them I was feeling. My passive abilities tend to read into said emotions. I could feel the jealously that stormed from the other mares as their stallions began to drool over my appearance.

The thoughts "Bitch!" "Whorse!" and to my surprise "Hot!" flowed from almost every female in the vicinity.

I'm not going to say what the stallions thought.

Not that any of it mattered. For as I trotted…strutted past all of them, my eyes caught the male of my desires, my fantasies…my heart. And as soon as I caught his expression…I immediately began to mentally thank Celestia for helping me dress up.

He was looking at me, his mouth open in shock, his eyes wide with disbelief and…was that desire?

Never the less his attention was entirely on me, which was exactly what I wanted.

I made sure to sway my flank just that little bit more as I strolled over to him. His stunned expression was apparently stuck onto his face, seeing as it didn't change at all until I stopped and spoke.

"Hey…"

Oh he looked so handsome in that suit. In all honesty I was having trouble containing the sheer amount of drool that threatened to escape my muzzle.

We made small talk for a few minutes…as well as a bet that I LOST!

I was so sure that Shining wouldn't rut that mare…oh why did I have to up the bits from ten to fifteen?

Then out of nowhere Alex stormed over to me, takes a cup of punch I was sipping on out of my magical grasp and asks the one thing I so desperately wanted him to say that night.

"Wanna dance?"

Have I ever said how much I bucking love him?

A dance he asked for and oh did we dance…it was so magical and romantic.

At first we had a little height problem, but I had planned ahead and knew exactly how to correct it.

Namely by standing on my hind legs and holding onto him with a vice-like grip. Not that he seemed to mind though.

We danced to slow, romantic and oh so lovely music. It seemed to never end, as if somepony didn't want us to stop. He held me to him, and his touch…oh his touch made me love him even more than I already did. When the music came to its end…and the moment caught me, a powerful voice within me forced me to move my muzzle closer to my heart's desire, to claim his lips, his love as my own.

As I did so, a word echoed within my mind. Yet it was so quiet yet powerful...and something that I completely agreed with. I was so blinded by my feelings that I failed to see it as something dangerous.

I failed to see what would soon escalate...because all I could think of was him.

"Mine…"

But he turned away, my muzzle catching his cheek instead.

I felt devastated…

Alexander…the one I loved above all overs didn't feel the same way. But when I asked him why, his response…made me think otherwise.

"Because we weren't ever meant to be…"

Weren't ever meant to be? Who told him that? Why did he think so?

We WERE meant to be…and I tried to convince him. His gaze left me but I brought it back, I made him look into my eyes as I near brushed my lips against his. But he still stopped me…he made my heart elate even as he broke it.

"Cadance I've never wanted you as badly as I do right now."

He wanted me in the past? He did feel something for me!

My heart was pounding, my mind so full with thoughts of tackling him to the ground and Prenching him that it barely translated what he was saying.

"But no matter what I've seen and no matter what I've done and influenced to the future...I can't ever have you, no matter how much it hurts me inside."

"What?"

The future? What was he talking about?

But even as I tried to understand what he meant…even as my eyes clouded with rare tears…even as he slowly broke away from me…even as I simultaneously felt my heart shatter…

He still looked at me with haunted eyes…the eyes of somepony who knew something terrible.

Or what they perceived to me terrible.

He ran away from me…he left me on the dance floor with tears dripping from my muzzle.

Was it over?

…No.

No I refused to give up. I refused to simply let him walk away after he literally CONFESSED that he felt something for me!

So I ignored everypony. I flared up my magic and teleported back into palace. I walked, no STORMED past Celestia, ignoring her questioning gaze and potential questions as I made my way to Alex's chambers.

His door had a powerful enchantment weaved into it that disallowed entry to anypony other than himself and Celestia. But I still yanked down on that door handle mercilessly, all the while pleading with my potential lover to let me in.

But he didn't respond...

Was this really it? Was he just going to ignore me from now on, pretend that he didn't feel something for me...something so strong that despite his magic immunity I could practically feel it flowing from him...from his eyes and into my soul?

"Cadance...just leave me alone please."

Leave him alone? After everything I'd just seen and heard?

I refused to let that happen, and thus more or less demanded that he let me in. To my utter surprise he actually did. His door opened and I was graced with what was an utterly defeated Human. He looked so withdrawn and sad...I wanted so badly to take that pain away.

And so we talked.

What we talked about that night was eye opening, passionate and insane. We argued intensely, each of us shouting something at the other. I even slapped him a few times...something that I've never even considered doing before.

Alex was extremely stubborn when it came to telling me anything...but with a little coaxing, a touch here and a touch there...an embrace and a nuzzle in an attempt to soothe him...he eventually told me why he was against the idea of us being together.

He knew my future.

At first I was skeptical. I couldn't believe that what he was saying was true...heh, a part of me was certain that it was just an excuse because he was just too frightened to admit his feelings for me.

But he wasn't. He picked me up and pinned me against the wall...and then he kissed me so passionately that I was rendered stunned. But just when I was about to return the kiss...as I so desperately wanted too, he let me go and explained why he...why we couldn't be together. He said it with such sincerity that I knew just by his words that he wasn't lying.

The bitterness laced into each word convinced me of that.

"Shining Armor," he said resentfully. "You fall in love with him and eventually get married."

And like that...everything I knew made sense.

The hesitation to touch me whenever I embraced or nuzzled him. The hopeless looks he sometimes gave Shining whenever he thought I wasn't looking. His deceptive obliviousness, his false lack of interest...the battle I saw waging behind his eyes at the dance...and even now.

Oh...Alex had known everything I was apparently destined to accomplish. But he had known all of this and had been forced by his own hand to go through it alone.

As I laid there on his floor, staring blankly ahead of me as the truth came to light...Alex told me that since I now knew...he would have to leave me, to go so far away so he couldn't interfere with what he kept calling "The Timeline".

I begged him not to go, crawling as I did so over to him where I wrapped my forehooves around his legs and silently wept on his foot. He pleaded with me to let him go...but how could I? He hadn't actually said those three sacred words...but I knew he loved me, I could see it in his eyes, feel it carried in his voice.

He tried again and again to convince me that Shining and I had a future...but I didn't love Shining as anymore then a friend. And when he tried again to change my mind...well, I promptly shut him up and kissed him.

Said kiss was aggressive and intense, but we both needed it.

None the less he tried weakly to convince me, to stay on track and keep the timeline secure. Shining was my future, that's what he told me.

"No he's not Alex," I denied passionately. "I don't care who told this and I don't care if it's true...because right now all I want in my future is you."

And that's what I told him...and even after a few more attempts to change my mind, he eventually stopped...and gave in. I told him that I loved him, I told him that I wanted him to be mine, my stallion, my Human...my Alexander.

Then he told me that he loved me too.

Words simply cannot express how happy I was to hear him say that. His words, his love for everything I was consumed me...and on that night, that one special night.

He made love to me...and I made love to him.

We touched and caressed, we moaned and cried out in bliss and pleasure. It was painful at first...but then it became so wonderful. To feel his skin touching my body, to feel him inside of me, giving his innocence to me as I gave mine to him. It was an act of utmost trust, love and affection. There was even a moment when I completely lost control of myself...but the release and knowledge that he would never ridicule me, hurt me for such an act made it so worth it.

I will never forget it for as long as I live.

He asked me afterwards if I would become his special somepony...but I already was. This wasn't a one night stand. What we had just done was an act of love. I could feel everything inside of me screaming this fact. He made love to me, he touched me in ways that previously I could only have dreamed of.

So whether he realized it or not at the time. He became my stallion the moment he declared his love for me. And since I had done the same, I was his mare...all his.

And I loved it.

The next morning we both woke up facing each other. He had a dopey smile on his face, and I can pretty much guess that I had the same on mine. We didn't make love that morning, I was just too sore for it much to his surprise.

Then again I was surprised that he could fit his head through the door.

I've said it before and I'll say it again. Shining can be a bad influence sometimes.

For most of the morning we just cuddled and kissed random parts of the others body. Pillow talk was mainly just sweet nothings and small words of affection.

"I love you so much honey."

"I love you too Cadey."

Not much more needed to be said. I was his mare and he was my Human stallion...and I planned to keep it that way forever.

Alex and I intended to walk through the throne room and into Canterlot so we could get some breakfast together. Celestia was talking to a couple of nobles...that was until she noticed us walking and holding each other with an arm and wing. Her reaction to our new and quite obvious relationship was pretty incredible.

She actually stopped right in the middle of court, got up off of her throne, wrapped her wings around the two of us, picked us up and started to DANCE happily on the spot.

Needless to say, the newspapers had a wonderful increase in sales that week.

Said week turned into a month and then that month turned into three of them. Our relationship during that time was wonderful. I ended up moving my stuff into Alex's room, seeing as we now refused to sleep apart.

Although I'm not shy to admit that we did more than sleep most of the time.

We learned so much more about each other, what we wanted to do in the future and what type of job we wanted to have. All with the intention to make enough bits so we could eventually move out of the palace.

I wondered how Celestia would react upon hearing this one day. But given the events that lead to her becoming a Co ruler...well, that's a story for another time.

Because now you've heard how Alex and I came to become lovers.

And I suppose...it's time to tell you my most shameful moment.

The day that instinct became noticeable...and dangerous.

The day that I terrified Alex...my love, oh I'm still so sorry.

For this was the day I lashed out in rage, in jealousy and self proclaimed protectiveness.

This was the day I struck to kill.

Author's Notes:

Like I said in the description. I never intended for this to become a two-shot.

But when I start writing I don't stop until I'm finished...and I ended up stopping at six thousand words and a bit O_O

Tell me what you think and SHOUT for the next chapter.

Why?

Because I'm an evil bastard that's why XD