Thanks for all your words of support on my three blogs yesterday. I don't know why, I was just feeling really down and sad yesterday. Either way, I'm feeling a little better today.

But I just want to clarify something: I was not considering suicide.. I would never commit suicide. It would be the most selfish thing I could ever do, because it would devastate my family and friends. I'd be lying if I said I've never considered it, but the thought of hurting my family and friends on such a monumental scale? I couldn't bear to do that to them, no matter how much my life may suck.

What I was saying in my last blog was, hypothetically speaking, what if I was never born in the first place. What if I was never here to begin with for my family or friends to care about me. What would life be like if I was erased from time completely? I said I can only imagine how amazing things would be.

Sorry if I scared some of you. But that's what was on my mind.