Hello people who are reading this! This is based of of my previous story "the moon rises up." I had a poll that said that the most voted for pony gets the next fanfic, and Stellar Cyra won!?

Thanks again for reading!

stellar Cyra's POV

I wake up this morning with a jolt. I look at the clock.3:00am. Not quite morning yet. I wipe sweat from my head. Same nightmare each night. I step onto the floor and fly out of the bed room.

I grab a soda from the kitchen and sit in the library and read The diary Twilight and her friends wrote. I was alone tonight. Well, except for Spike who was asleep. Twilight and the rest of them, and my sisters, went to Pinkie's for a coarse I was invited, but, I think it was just to be nice, I have a feeling that they don't like me that much, Especially Rainbow Dash.

i continued reading one of Rarity entrys.

I learned that some ponies will take advantage of your generosity, but you should never lose your generous spirit. Nothing feels worst than taking advantage of your generous friends.

rainbow dash- I can't diney it, I love to win! But if I ever had to chose between winning and being loyal to my friends, I will always chose my friends. 'Cause as much as I love winning, I love my friends waaaay more.

Apple Jack-being honest might get hard when it seems like it might hurt someone you care about. But I believe that believing in a lie will end up hurting even more. Maybe someponies don't care about that, but I sure ain't one of them.

I take a sip of my soda and sigh. How will I ever be as good as they are?

I hear a door open and close. It was quiet, but I still heard it. My instincts turned on and I flew to the door and pit my ear to the Crystal slab. I hear footsteps just outside the door. I transport outside and stand over a small figure with bright, green eyes.

I step of of the frightened purple dragon and sigh.

" I'm so so so sorry, Spike. I didn't mean to do that, it's just-" I stop and bow my head. "my old ways."

" It's nothing, Stellar. Your fine. What are you doing up so early?" He asked.

" Couldn't sleep. I was just doing some light reading. I didn't wake you, did I?"

" Na, I was just thirsty."

" oh, let me help you." I transport a nice glass of water to the young dragon.

" Thanks. Do you want to talk about why you can't sleep?" Spike asked.

" Spike you have been to kind to me these past few weeks, but I think I should handle this on my own." I give him a smile.

" Is it a nightmare?" He asked.

" Noooo..." Then I remember apple jack. " maybe."

" Come on, stellar. Talk to me ."he said walking into the library.

We sit down on some fluffy cushions.

" Oh Spike I don't seem to fit in anywhere. Among my sisters I was weak. I was the first one to grow soft under all the talk about friendship. I am still weak. Not by strength or magic or speed, though my sisters rule in those domains as well, I fell weak minded. In doing so now, if darkness does come for me again I may be the first to give in to evil's control."

I felt tears streaming down my face, and I wipe them away with my hooves.

" I fear that I will always be weak among my peers. Good or bad."

Spike had a poker face on and i couldn't read what he was thinking.

" Wow, you are weaker than I thought." Spike crossed his arms. " twilight was right about you."

" spike what are you saying?" I asked in shock of his odd behavior.

" Your sisters are WAY better than you." He points his claw at me.

" Spiral Wave has more magical talent than you could ever master in your eternal lifetime, andromeda is at least as strong as Big Mac, and Meta-burn is as fast as rainbow dash, well almost. Point is-" he took a breath.

" YOUR-ARE-NOTHING!" Spike said as he disappeared.

" No!" I shout. But now I am in a dark room. Alone.

I start to shake In fear. " THEY'RE COMING FOR ME, THEY'RE COMING FOR ME!" I scream, but a wind whisks away my words. Blue and purple puffs start to circle me. They get closer and closer. I try to wake up, but I can't. I try to fly away, but it slithered close to me like a serpent.

" No! No! No! Leave me be!"

The clouds start to whisper my name as they tunnel closer to me.

Just as they were about to hit me. A bright flash of light shone and the clouds vanished.

" ENOUGH!"